Maryam's POV
"HOW DARE YOU KISSED ME YOU MORON!!" I wanted to shout at him yet no word came out from my mouth,the tickly sensation seem to remain in my cheek.
In a blink of an eye, he was back at the other side of the table and sat on his chair like he didn't do anything wrong. This was the hardest breakfast I will ever have in my entire life,not that the food is bad but the jerk sitting across me who was eyeing like a glue is the problem.
"Son,I thought you wouldn't be coming home until next two week?". Dad asked him.
Kareem who was still looking at me answered as he answered " I'm taking a vacation,I'll be spending two week with you all". He said looking at me as he said those words.
Mom giggled. "Alhamdulillah, finally you're taking a vacation"
"Well, I thought you're going to work your self to death". Kareemah said mockingly.
"You're right, but that was then but now, I'm taking a vacation because I now have a reason to take a break". He stated and smiled at me.
I glared at him but I never said anything else, he might be thinking that I'm assuming things again.
"Erm Mom..Dad?". I called.
"Yes dear?"
"Yes, my dear". They both said.
"I'm expecting a visitor today. I wanted to let you know". I announced nervously. I had to tell mom and Dad about Mansur in front of this proud man. May be then, he might back off.
He furrowed his eyebrow like he wasn't expecting this.
"Visitor? Who?". Dad inquired, quite surprised. May be because he knew I'm not that kind of a person who engage with people.
I turned to face Dad. "He's your friend's son Dad, he had told me he knew you. The Governor son, Mansur Shabsuma? He's-".
"What?!". Kareem's voice cut me off. I looked at him and furrowed my eyebrow.
"The governor son?". Mom asked. "Zainab Shabsuma's Son?".
"Yes Mom, you're right. She is your friend, right?". She nodded her head but she seemed not pleased with it. She glanced at Kareem,he was back staring at me but not saying a word. Instead, he remained quiet.
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Mansur arrived and I escorted him towards where mom was relaxing.
"Mom this is Mansur". I said to Mom when Mansur greeted her. Dad is out for an urgent meeting.
"You don't have to introduce him to me. I know him very well, right Mansur?".
"Yes Ma". He gave an awkward smile. He bowed his head to Mom. "How do you do, Ma?"
"I'm fine...please take a seat".
Mansur take a sit in front of her and I sit beside him. They started the conversation. Mom was asking Mansur about his studies,sending regards to his Mom.
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"Are you back with Kareem now?".
I shook my head. "No, we're not together Mansur, I'm only here for Mom. A lot has happened while I was away and I want to rectify that. I had left Mom which had caused her her health and that's why I'm here".
He breathed in relief. "Thank you"
"Why are you thanking me?" I smiled at him.
"Because, I still have a chance".
"I wish you do but right now? I don't know where you stand". I wanted to tell him but just decide to keep my mouth shut.
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It was almost midnight when I heard a knowvj on my door. Who could that be? Everyone was already asleep or could Mom be missing me already? I got up from my bed and put on my small veil to cover my hair but I was putting on a golden night dress which is one inch below my knees. I walk towards the door to open it. I wide out my two eyes as I saw who it was.
"Hi beautiful " he said softly.
I quickly wrap my arm around my body tightly as I realise I was putting on my nightie in front of this idiot standing right in front of me. "Kareem, why are you here?".
He weakly replied. "I can't sleep"
"You're here to disturb my own sleep just because you can't sleep?". I raised my eyebrow at him. "What kind of nonsense is that?"
"It's really hurting here". He said as he stared back into my eyes tapping his left chest.
I eyed him confusedly. I rolled my eyes as I felt he's up to something again.
"Oh really? Then you should go to a doctor...as you can see, I'm not". I said sarcastically.
"Now scram! I need to sleep" I tried to close the door but he quickly place a foot on the door stopping me.
"You're really annoyi-"
I wasn't able to finish what I was about to say when Kareem grab my two arm and said. "I really can't sleep knowing that you were with that back stabber today and you were moving around freely with him. You're acting like you like him. I'm your husband for Allah sake!....now tell me how am I suppose to sleep?"
Did I hear all of his words right?
As far as I could remember,he didn't have any feeling for me. So what was he telling me now? Was he jealous of Mansur? And how is Mansur a back stabber? Did something happened between them?
"Well, my relationship with Mansur is not your business! I was never your wife and I'll never be!"
Maryam's POVOh my God! What does he really want this time around? He was already in my room. He's now inside...like inside my bedroom!"Wh..what are you doing?". I freak out.He didn't reply me as he moved forward and slump himself on my bed."What do you think, shouldn't I sleep here?"."Are you crazy?!""It's you who's driving me crazy beautiful". He smiled.Subhanallah"Stop with the stupid nickname Kareem,it won't affect me" I snapped."Yeah, you're no longer the girl. I can see it through that nightie"Oh my God! Oh my God! It was too late for me to realise that I was still putting on my night dress in front of him,and it was just one inch below my knees.With my shaky hands, I wrapped my arm around my self tightly. "please leave now""Pleas
Maryam's POVLater in the night, he came into my room to check up on me, well... according to him, that was what he wanted to do."Good night Maryam, I...I came to tell you that". He said as he gently sit on my bed.Thinking that he would just leave after his stupid speech and close the door behind him, but he had the gut to sit down again?"Get out!". I ordered."I really want us to come back together Maryam, please let start from the beginning" he said gently out of the blue. I only looked at him not bothering to answer him."I know it won't be easy but I'm willing to do anything.. I'll make sure that I make you happy" he said as he hold my hands.There's no way you'll ever make me happy Kareem . I wanted to tell him that, but instead I decide to keep my mouth shut by biting my lower lip."I...I missed you so much Mar
Maryam's POV*****One month later*****It's been a month already and of course, I'm back to my parents house,I can't cope with Kareem anymore,he's always too clingy and annoying."Assalamu Alaykum" I uttered before I open the door,but what faces me already was more than what was disturbing my brain and mind for the past one month.Kareem sitting in my parent's living room. I glared at him. "What are you doing here?""To see you beautiful". He replied smiling.Gosh! why would Mom allow him entered this house? It's already 08:30pm. Today was Mansur's Mom birthday and I was invited,thank God he had drop me in front of the gate. I don't know what would have happen if they had seen each other again.And the was even smiling like an idiot."Get out and don't come back again". I told him."No, I won't". He answered
Maryam's POVWith a really dozy mind as I walking like someone who's about to faint anytime soon, I and my twin sister entered my mom's cake shop. I still remembered when I used to come to the shop and many customers will lined up on me but now, everything has changed. Mom has many workers now and her business now moved flowly for her. it was still unbelievable how I still manage to work my way to shop when I was even too drowsy to do anything today.Maimuna brought me out from my thought. "Sis are you sure you're fine?" She asked with so much concerns in her voice."Erm.....yes I'm". I answered with a fake smile."Is it about Kareem?".What? How did she know?"Sis, I know I never liked him from the very beginning but he's really a changed person now, don't you think it's high time to forgive him? I mean, you've thought him a lesson already, just try to forgive him and m
Maryam's POV"You're right, Two years is not enough for me. In fact, I'll never make it up with you. So, it's better you divorce me and let's go on our separate ways"."I won't" . He answered firmly."What?""I won't Maryam because I love you... I love you, I love you so much and I'll do anything, just anything to win you back" . I looked at him like he has just grown two heads.Why now? I've been wanting to hear this word from him for so long and now that I don't feel anything again, he then decide to say it?Are you sure, you don't feel anything? And could he really love me? Did he mean it? No! I don't think so,he's just a liar.I hate you Kareem! I really really hate you!!I sat down comfortably on the couch in my tight jump suit in the living room. House is really boring without Mom and Dad,they went to pay some fam
Maryam's POV"I have a date". I tried to answer him as quickly as I can. Even though it's so wrong of me to go out with another guy, since I'm still married to him but I just can't help it. I just want to live my life according to my wishes. I need to leave as possible as I can, I don't want to stay long here with him."Date?" . He asked grabbing my arms."Will you please stop all this nonsense? Mansur is waiting for me" . I said trying to control my self and get out from his grib. I wanted to ask him that who was that woman he was with, but I think I'll only look more stupid. Instead, I keep my mouth shut.He hold my arms tightly as I feel the pain but I suck it in, I won't show him that I'm that weak. I'm no more th Maryam he used to know. "you're dating the Back stabber? While you're still married to me? Did you hear yourself clearly? No, you're coming home with me.How can I es
Maryam's POV"Maryam I'm sorry, believe me I later regretted it....for not listening to my heart, I...it was not my fault believe me"I don't care! I just don't want to listen to him. How could he swallow all the pain and heartache I was feeling before by pretending that he didn't love me?"Close the door when going out". I said turning my back at him."Safeenah"At the mention of her name,it made me stopped on my track. That name,she was the reason why I go through so many things in his house, it was because of her he hated me."Since safeenah died, I had been feeling that I was a lifeless body"I steadied my eyes on him and he continued talking "she was everything to me,like everything. Her smile,her mannerism, her gesture,she was just so perfect""She and I was the closest of all,she would always put me first in everything. When she was alive she
Maryam's POVThe next third day, she heard the news of me getting married to another woman, she got angry,she thought I cheated her. Whenever I called, she won't pick up my calls. I got angry at mom and most especially at my self,I was not able to make the woman of my dream happy,the woman who always stood by me,the woman who always give me advice on what's right and wrong.That was why I came to your house then,but got angry coz from your reaction, I knew you wouldn't listen to me. I called my friend Hamza,we met at our usual spot and drank for a while before we go our separate ways. I still tried calling her line but instead she kept rejecting the call, so I decide to visit her usual spot, where she and her friends usually hang out.Upon reaching there,I saw her crying and her friends were consoling her. I got angry and at the same time I hated my self for making her cried. I moved closer to them and tried to talk to he