I lifted my beer to my lips, ready to take a slow sip, when James elbowed me in the ribs.
Hard.
I barely stopped myself from spilling the damn drink all over my lap. "What the hell, man?" I muttered, scowling at him.
"That's him," he muttered, nodding toward the far end of the bar. "The pretty boy everybody's been talking about."
I paused, my beer hovering midway to my mouth. That got my attention.
Everybody had been running their mouths about some new student—whispers about how he didn’t talk to anyone, how he always sat alone, how he looked like he belonged on a damn magazine cover instead of walking these shitty college halls like the rest of us. I hadn’t seen him yet, but curiosity had been gnawing at me. Now, I finally had the chance.
Following James’s gaze, I spotted him instantly.
And Damn.
The rumors weren’t exaggerating.
He was pretty. No, scratch that—he was fucking beautiful. The kind of good looks that made people stare without realizing they were staring. His dark hair fell slightly over his forehead, effortlessly messy but in a way that seemed intentional. His long lashes cast soft shadows on his cheeks as he stared down at his drink, uninterested in the world around him.
"What’s his name?" I asked, still watching him.
James scoffed. "Who the hell knows? Kid doesn’t talk to anybody. Rude motherfucker."
I snorted. Just because the guy didn’t speak to them didn’t mean he wouldn’t speak to me.
I wasn’t just anybody.
So, I drained the rest of my beer, set the empty bottle down with a soft clink, and pushed myself to my feet.
James gave me a look. "Don’t embarrass yourself, Captain."
"Fuck off."
I wasn’t about to embarrass myself. I was gonna do what nobody else had managed to do—get the so-called pretty boy to talk.
I crossed the bar, taking my time. The place wasn’t crowded, but it wasn’t exactly quiet either. Laughter and conversation buzzed around us, the scent of beer and cheap cologne thick in the air. But as I approached his table, all of that faded into the background.
Up close, he was even better-looking.
His skin was smooth, his posture relaxed, one long-fingered hand wrapped loosely around his glass.
I stopped in front of him.
"Hey."
Nothing.
He didn't even spare me a glance. Just kept drinking like I wasn’t standing right there.
My eyebrow twitched.
I leaned in a little. "Hey. You deaf, or just an asshole?"
Still nothing.
James and the others chuckled from behind me, and my irritation flared hotter.
I didn’t like being ignored, and I sure as hell didn’t like being laughed at.
So, I slammed my palm down on the table.
Hard.
The sudden impact made his drink tip over, spilling across the wooden surface. The glass wobbled before rolling onto its side, sending a slow stream of liquid toward the edge.
And just like that, the bar fell silent.
All eyes were on us.
Greg—because, yeah, I’d decided I was gonna call him something, even if I had to make up the name myself—finally lifted his gaze.
And fuck.
His eyes were even more pretty up close. A piercing, ice-cold green that seemed to look straight through me.
"Hey, chill, man. Don’t mind him.” One of my friends tried to defuse the situation but I barely heard him.
My attention was locked on Greg.
"What’s your fucking name?" I asked, voice steady.
For a second, he just stared at me.
Then, in a slow motion, he reached for a napkin and wiped the spill off his hand. "Andrew Parker."
Andrew Parker.
I scoffed. "Yeah? You lose your damn head or something? Think you’re special just ’cause you’re pretty?"
Andrew tilted his head slightly, studying me like I was some kind of mildly interesting specimen under a microscope. Then—
He scoffed.
The motherfucker fucking scoffed.
My fingers curled into fists.
James clapped a hand on my shoulder. "Dude, he told you his name. Let’s just go."
I clenched my jaw so hard it felt like my teeth were gonna crack.
I didn’t even know what pissed me off more—the fact that he barely acknowledged me or the way he just sat there, completely unfazed, like I was nothing but background noise.
Fuck this.
Without another word, I turned on my heel and stormed out of the bar, shoving past a couple of drunk assholes near the entrance. The cool night air hit me as I stepped outside, but it didn’t do shit to cool my temper.
I needed to get the hell out of here.
My car was parked at the far end of the lot, away from the clusters of other vehicles. I stalked toward it, my boots scraping against the gravel. My hands were still clenched, and my breathing was just a little too sharp.
Goddamn it.
I yanked open the driver’s side door, slid in, and slammed it shut behind me. The silence inside the car was immediate, wrapping around me like a suffocating blanket as I jammed the key into the ignition and twisted.
The engine rumbled to life, but I didn’t pull out of the lot just yet. Instead, I sat there, gripping the steering wheel so tight my knuckles turned white.
That whole interaction replayed in my head like a bad fucking movie.
I walked up to him. I gave him the courtesy of my attention. And how did he respond? By brushing me off like I was some random nobody. And that—that—was the part I couldn’t let go of.
Because, see, I wasn’t just some dude you ignored.
I wasn’t some background extra in someone else’s life—I was the goddamn main character.
And Andrew Parker?
He had just looked me in the eye, sized me up, and decided I wasn’t worth his time.
That cocky little—
I slammed my hand against the steering wheel.
The horn blared, loud and sharp in the quiet parking lot.
I ran a hand through my hair, yanked my seatbelt on, and finally put the car into reverse. The tires crunched against the gravel as I backed out of my spot, pulling onto the road leading away from the bar.
The town wasn’t big. A few bars, a couple of shitty diners, some run-down convenience stores, and a college that somehow made the place seem more alive than it really was. The roads were mostly empty this late, the occasional streetlamp flickering as I sped past.
My phone buzzed in the cupholder beside me, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I glanced down.
James.
I sighed and picked it up, answering without bothering to put it on speaker.
"What?"
"You good, man?" James asked, amusement clear in his voice. "You stormed out of there like you were about to throw hands."
I exhaled through my nose, keeping my eyes on the road. "I’m fine."
James snickered. "Sure you are. You should’ve seen your face when Pretty Boy ignored you. Shit was hilarious."
I rolled my eyes. "Shut the hell up."
"Nah, man, I get it," James continued, still laughing. "You’re not used to people brushing you off like that. It’s gotta sting a little."
I gritted my teeth. "I said I’m fine."
"Uh-huh."
I could hear the smirk in his voice.
Fucking bastard.
I pressed harder on the gas, the car picking up speed as I reached the outskirts of town.
James hummed. "Well, if it makes you feel any better, he’s probably just a stuck-up asshole. Not worth your time."
I didn’t answer.
Because the thing was…
I wasn’t so sure about that.
By the time I pulled into the hospital parking lot, I was cooked. Literally. My back was soaked in sweat, my thighs stuck to the seat, and my hands were slick on the wheel. My hair was clinging to my forehead like it had just been baptized in frustration. I parked the car crooked between two faded yellow lines and sat there for a moment, engine ticking softly like it was mocking me. My jaw ached from clenching it the whole way here. I stared at the sterile white building in front of me. Saint Elora General Hospital. The name itself was a joke. There was nothing Sainty about this place. It looked like every other hospital—tall, pale, humorless. Rows of windows reflected the sun back in my face like it was trying to blind me as some final test of will before I stepped inside. My fingers drummed once on the wheel. Then again. Then stopped. I didn’t want to go in. Didn’t want to deal with fake sympathy or sanitized hallways that reeked of antiseptic and too much hope. Didn’t want
The ride to the hospital was hell. The kind of hell that wasn’t dramatic or cinematic—just plain out fucking annoying. The sun was already a bastard when I stepped out of my building, glaring down like it had a personal vendetta against me. But I didn't think much of it even though I could feel the heat bouncing off the pavement before I even reached my car, the air thick and sticky like soup. My black t-shirt clung to my back the moment I slid into the driver’s seat. I turned the key, engine rumbled, and I pulled out of the lot with zero expectations. Big mistake. Not even fifteen minutes in, and I was already cursing every driver in the city. There was a wall of cars up ahead, horns honking like it was some kind of symphony for the damned. I slowed to a stop behind a white SUV with a “Baby on Board” sticker on its rear window and sighed so hard my ribs ached. Stuck. Gridlocked. I gripped the steering wheel and let my head fall back against the seat. “Fucking course.” I wasn’
The light bleeding in through the blinds was already too fucking bright when I opened my eyes the next day. I groaned and sat up slowly, squinting at the sun like it had personally offended me. My body felt heavy, like I’d been dragging it through wet cement all night. Not that I’d slept well. I never did when shit was gnawing at the back of my skull. But I was up. And somehow—God help me—I was still thinking about the damn hospital. I stared at the ceiling again, same cracks, same peeling paint, same old pathetic thoughts sloshing around behind my eyes. My father’s voice still echoed in my head like cigarette smoke I couldn’t cough out. That fake chuckle. That easy “Hey, champ.” That casual-as-hell Your stepmother’s in the hospital and I need your help with some cash line like we were just two college buddies splitting rent. I sat there for a long minute, scratching at my jaw, then let out a sigh and muttered, “Fuck it.” My conscience was a bitch. Sometimes I wished I didn’t ha
I didn’t think much of it at first. Probably some notification from the stupid group chat James forced me into. Or maybe a horny fan. Honestly, I hoped for the latter.But then I saw the name on the screen.Dad.What the hell did he want?The last time I heard from him was months ago. Hell, I couldn’t even remember what we talked about. Probably some meaningless “how’s school?” bullshit that neither of us gave a damn about. There was a time we were close. Not best friends or anything sentimental like that, but close enough that I thought he gave a fuck.That changed when Mom died.Nine months. That’s all it took. Nine goddamn months and he was already holding some Botoxed gold-digger's hand in front of the altar, smiling like grief was just another thing you could file away and forget.I stared at the phone like it might explode if I touched it. The name glared back at me, black letters on a white screen. Not “Dad♡♥♡” or any dumb shit like that. Just Dad. Cold and simple.The phone ke
It was noon before James finally got his lazy ass off my couch.The apartment still smelled like smoke and leftover pizza, and my head was pounding from the half-sleep I’d managed after shoving him off me that morning. The TV was off now. Silence sat heavy between us as he pulled on his hoodie, rubbing the back of his neck like he hadn’t just accused me of being secretly into him in the most awkward, annoying way possible.“I’ll get outta your hair,” James muttered, dragging his ass toward the door. “Not that you’re the sentimental type, but... you’re welcome for staying with your gloomy ass.”I didn’t say anything. Just grabbed my keys and followed him out. Not because I wanted to see him off like some sad spouse, but because I didn’t trust him not to steal something on the way out. The sun outside was offensive. Bright and loud and in my face, making me squint like I hadn’t seen daylight in three years. We walked through the lot, asphalt already hot under our shoes, and I jammed my
I woke up to the weight of something crushing my ribs. Warm. Tight. Like a vice made of skin and breath. My brain, still foggy from sleep and half a pack of cigarettes, scrambled to make sense of it. At first, I thought it was a fucking dream. One of those weird ones where someone hugs you just a little too long and you don’t know if it’s comforting or claustrophobic. But then the breath tickled the side of my neck. And I realized—nah. This wasn’t a dream. What the fuck? My eyes snapped open, and the first thing I saw was James’s stupid mop of curly brown hair buried in my chest like we were a damn couple. His arm was thrown over my waist, and his knee was hooked over mine, like we were in some honeymoon-phase cuddle coma. My whole body went stiff. Rigid. Panic-sweaty. I was suddenly hyper-aware of every inch of contact between us. The slight shift of his fingers as he curled them tighter into my side. “What the—get the fuck off me!” I barked, shoving him hard. He groaned like
James leaned forward and grabbed the remote, and flicked through the TV menu. I sat on the arm of the couch and lit a cigarette, blowing smoke toward the ceiling as I watched him scroll past ten different shows. He paused on a horror movie, glanced at me, and then clicked play. “So what? We just…watch movies now?” I asked, taking another drag. “Yup.” “This is your therapy method?” “It’s better than you drinking yourself stupid alone.” I grunted, flicking ash into the tray. “Barely.” But I stayed. We sat in silence for the first ten minutes of the movie, the occasional scream from the TV breaking the quiet. James eventually got comfortable, legs stretched out, one arm slung lazily across the back of the couch. He looked too at ease in my space, like he belonged there. It was annoying. And comforting. And fucking confusing. “I ordered food,” he said out of nowhere. “You what?” “Yeah. You probably haven’t eaten anything that didn’t come in a crumpled paper bag in like,
I went to the bathroom.Turned the shower on, let the steam fog up the mirror, stripped without thinking—shirt, jeans, boxers—and stepped in.The water was hot. Too hot.It hit my shoulders like a warning shot, and I hissed but didn’t move. I needed it. I DESERVED it. Let it burn the day off my skin, every unwanted stare, every half-said thing I couldn’t claw back from my throat earlier. I braced my hands on the tile and just stood there. Let my head hang low, water soaking through my hair and dripping off my jaw.I thought about the dent in my bumper.I thought about how fucking pathetic I must’ve looked, yelling at a stranger for something I didn’t care about. I thought about how Andrew hadn’t even looked surprised when I slammed him into that wall the other day.Like he’d expected it.Like I was always going to lose it, and he’d just been waiting for the moment.That thought cracked something in me. And not in a poetic way.In a way that made my chest tighten, and my throat go dr
The drive home should’ve been simple. Familiar roads. Twenty minutes, give or take. But I wasn’t focused. My head kept replaying that damn scene—Malik walking right up to Andrew like they knew each other, the way they talked, the way they looked at me. Like they were sharing some private joke. Like I was the joke. I shook my head, rubbed my palm down my face. Maybe I was overreacting. But I didn’t care. I felt wired. Prickly. Like a live wire under skin. I should’ve just gone straight home. I should’ve taken a few deep breaths, maybe called someone to bitch. But I didn’t. And the universe must’ve clocked that, because at a red light, just as I was trying to force myself to calm the hell down, bam—someone tapped the back of my car. Not a full-on crash. Just a tap. But the way I saw red in that moment? You’d think the bastard totaled my entire rear end. My body jerked forward slightly, and my hand shot to the mirror before I even thought. I looked back. A dusty gray sedan. Mi