By the time I finally pulled up to the hotel, I was two seconds away from committing a felony.
Yes, you heard me.
Two fucking seconds!
Traffic had drained every ounce of patience I had left, and if one more dumbass had cut me off on the road, I might’ve just abandoned my car in the middle of the street and walked the rest of the way.
But I was here now.
I parked, killed the engine, and took a deep breath before stepping out.
The hotel was fancy—way fancier than anywhere I usually went. Glass doors, gold trim, sleek lighting. The kind of place that smelled like money.
I adjusted my jacket and walked inside, the cool air-conditioning a blessed relief after the nightmare that was my drive.
The lobby was all polished marble and overpriced modern art. A huge chandelier hung from the ceiling, casting warm light over the check-in desk, where a well-dressed receptionist was typing away at a computer.
I strode up, planting my hands on the counter. "Hey, I’m here to check in. Should be a reservation under—"
The receptionist looked up, and—yeah. I caught it immediately.
The way their eyes flicked over me, slow and assessing.
I knew that look.
I knew it all too well to be exact.
It wasn’t the ‘Oh, hello, valued guest, let me assist you with your stay!’ look.
Nope. This was the ‘I’d totally let you wreck me in a hotel suite look.’
I barely held back a smirk.
They cleared their throat, clearly trying to be professional. "Uh, name on the reservation?"
"Should be under Anonymous69."
Their eyebrows twitched just slightly at the name, but they didn’t comment. Instead, they typed something into the system, still sneaking little glances at me between keystrokes.
I could practically hear their thoughts.
I wasn’t full of myself, but I knew how I looked. I had the kind of face that got me attention even when I wasn’t trying, and right now? I was trying just a little.
The receptionist tucked their lower lip between their teeth before schooling their expression back into something neutral. "Ah, yes. Room 726. You can take the elevator to the seventh floor, and it’ll be down the hall to your left."
"Thanks." I drummed my fingers on the counter, giving them one last once-over. "I’ll try not to get lost."
Their breath hitched—just a tiny bit.
I turned and walked off, feeling their gaze follow me all the way to the elevators.
Yeah. They were definitely checking me out.
Not that I blamed them.
But right now, I only cared about one person.
And he was waiting for me in room 726.
I stepped into the elevator, jamming the button for the seventh floor, my heart hammering like a damn drumline in my chest.
This was it.
I was about to meet Anonymous69. The guy whose posts kept me up at night, whose messages had my brain short-circuiting, whose very existence had me spiraling into some unhinged kind of obsession.
The doors slid shut, and the elevator hummed as it carried me up. I exhaled, running a hand through my hair, trying to shake off the ridiculous nerves.
I wasn’t nervous. I was just… hyped. Ready. Excited.
Yeah. That’s what it was.
The elevator dinged.
Seventh floor.
I stepped out into the hallway, my sneakers sinking into the plush carpet, my pulse beating in my throat as I scanned the room numbers.
Room 724
Room 725
Room... 726
My feet slowed.
I swallowed, staring at the door.
This Was It.
The moment I finally meet anonymous69 and see the face behind that beautiful body.
Taking a deep breath, I lifted up my fist and knocked. Three sharp raps.
Silence.
Then—footsteps.
The door creaked open, and I felt the air get sucked right out of my lungs.
Because standing there, in nothing but a fucking towel, hair damp like he just stepped out of the shower, was Andrew Parker.
My entire body locked up.
My brain completely stalled.
No. No fucking way.
I blinked. Once. Twice.
But he was still there.
Anonymous69—the guy I had been thirsting over, fantasizing about, worshiping online—was the pretty boy. The same smug bastard who had embarrassed me in front of my friends. The same asshole that looked down on me.
"What the fuck?" I choked out, my voice coming out strangled.
And the absolute worst fucking part?
Even with my entire body screaming at me to hate him, my traitorous brain was still processing the fact that he looked really fucking good in that towel.
"You?" He breathed out, his voice filled with genuine confusion.
I wasn’t the only one caught off guard.
I felt my stomach plummet. This wasn’t some twisted prank.
He didn’t know either.
Andrew fucking Parker had no clue I was his so-called mystery crush until this very second.
I let out a stunned breath. "You—" My brain was still trying to catch up. "You’re Anonymous69?”
He hesitated, then nodded.
Fuck!
I took a step back. "I—fuck this. No. Nope. I’m leaving."
I turned, ready to bolt, but before I could take another step, fingers curled around my wrist, tugging me back.
"Since you’re already here," he said in haste, his grip tightening, "why don’t we start the shoot?”
I yanked my hand back, seething. "Are you fucking insane?! You ignored and looked down on me at the bar! You think I’ll just let that go?"
Andrew sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "Then I apologize."
I scoffed. "Like hell you do."
"Look, I’m serious. A collab would be huge—for both of us."
I narrowed my eyes.
I should’ve left. I should’ve told him to go fuck himself.
But my brain—the same stupid brain that made me fall for Anonymous69 in the first place—was already imagining the possibilities.
The attention. The engagement. The sheer fucking chaos it would cause.
My silence must have given me away, because Andrew smiled.
"See?" He loosened his grip on my wrist but didn’t let go completely. "You’re thinking about it."
"I’m not," I lied.
He leaned in, voice dropping. "Then walk away."
I should have.
I really, really should have.
But I didn’t.
And that was my first mistake
CAPTAIN ~ I couldn’t remember the last time I’d been this pissed. Like see red pissed. Like every vein in my body was about to snap from how tight I was clenching my jaw. The kind of pissed that crawls under your skin and starts thrashing around, turning your heart into a furnace and your brain into static. Because after searching half the damn city, driving through a hold-up, almost getting into a fight with some asshole who couldn’t keep his car in his own damn lane, and hearing bits and pieces from teammates at that shitty bar—I’d finally gotten a lead. Someone swore they saw James return to his apartment. Swore they saw him heading back inside like everything was fine. So I flew there. Sped like hell, barely stopped at signs, ran a yellow light, almost slammed into a delivery truck. And when I got there? When I finally pushed open the apartment door and stepped in? I saw him. James. Beaten up! One eye swollen like someone had stuffed a golf ball underneath it. Bruises
The knock came soft at first, just a dull thunk-thunk against the wood. My eyes flew open instantly. For a second, I wasn’t sure if I’d dreamed it. I’d been half-asleep, drifting somewhere between exhaustion and dread, my brain caught up in the kind of restless haze that doesn’t let you rest even when you’re dead tired. But then it came again. Louder this time. Three firm knocks that echoed through the quiet apartment like gunshots. I sat up slowly, the blanket slipping off my shoulders. My heart was pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat. No. It was too soon. They’d said five days. Five. I hadn’t even been back home a full twenty-four hours. I scrubbed a hand over my face, wiping away the dampness around my eyes before I even realized I’d been tearing up. The knock came again, sharper this time. “Hold on,” I muttered, my voice rough, cracking. I stood on legs that felt like they were made of stone and shuffled toward the door, every step louder than it should h
The key turned with the same soft click I remembered, and for a second, I just stood there, my hand frozen on the knob. My pulse thundered in my ears so loudly I almost couldn’t hear the silence on the other side. Was it really empty? I pushed the door open slowly, just enough for the faint, stale scent of my apartment to drift out. Dust, old pizza, and that faint metallic tang of the leaky pipes in the kitchen. Normal. The hinges squeaked softly as I stepped inside, kicking the door shut behind me. And that was when it hit me. Everything was exactly the way I’d left it. The couch was still a mess, a couple of empty beer cans tipped over on the coffee table. The stack of mail and bills I’d abandoned was right there by the door, envelopes half-falling out of the cracked plastic tray. No overturned furniture. No drawers pulled open. No shadowed figures sitting in the dark, waiting. Just the same old crappy apartment. I let out a breath I didn’t even realize I’d been holding. I
The jolt of the wheels hitting the tarmac woke me up. I sat upright, blinking hard as the plane slowed, the cabin lights flicking on like they were trying to blind me. My neck ached from sleeping crooked against the window, and my mouth was dry, the kind of dry you only get from hours of recycled air. “We’ve arrived at Greenville Regional Airport,” the flight attendant said cheerfully through the intercom, like it was some great accomplishment. “Please remain seated until the seatbelt sign is off.” I stared at the glowing sign until it finally blinked out. Around me, everyone else was moving, grabbing their bags, stretching, chatting like this was just another trip. But I stayed seated for a second longer, clutching the strap of my duffel bag with both hands. Because this wasn’t just another trip. I’d left here with the world caving in around me. Now I was back, and nothing had really changed except that I’d almost sold my kidney to a group of criminals. “Sir?” the flight atten
Discharged. The word again. “Your paperwork is complete,” the nurse said, sliding a copy into the envelope she handed me. “You’re all set, James. Please… take it easy for the next few days.” I gave her a quick nod, clutching the envelope with my good hand. “Do you… have a ride?” she asked, eyes lingering on the bruises peeking out from under my hoodie. I didn’t want to admit I didn’t, but before I could come up with a half-believable lie, another nurse appeared behind the desk. “James Winters?” she called. I turned. She held a piece of paper like it was good news. “You’re approved. The airline sponsorship came through. You’ll be able to fly back home at no cost.” I blinked at her, not sure if I’d heard correctly. “What?” She smiled. “There’s a nonprofit program that helps victims in cases like yours. They’ve agreed to cover your flight back.” I stared at her, my brain struggling to process what she’d said. “That’s… uh,” I stammered. “Wow. Thank you.” She nodded and hande
I didn’t remember falling asleep. One minute, I was staring at the ceiling, and the next, I was being shaken awake by a nurse with a soft voice and warm hands. “James? You have a visitor,” she said. I blinked groggily, my ribs aching as I sat up. “Who?” “Detective Albright,” she answered. “He needs to take a statement.” Of course. The nurse adjusted the blanket over me before she left, and a man in a gray suit stepped into the curtained-off room. Detective Albright looked tired, late forties, salt-and-pepper hair, eyes sharp but heavy with the weight of seeing too much. He pulled up a chair and sat down across from me, setting a leather notepad on his knee. “How are you feeling, James?” he asked, his voice even. I shrugged, wincing. “In pain.” Albright offered a faint smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “I imagine you do. You’ve been through a lot.” “Yeah,” I muttered, rubbing at my eyes. “You could say that.” He flipped open his notepad, clicked his pen. “I won’t tak