LOGINClara
“What do you want?” I was becoming impatient at his quest, not feeling entertained by his presence but now disgusted.
“I want you to write a story about me and tell everyone how hot am down there” he pointed and I swallowed with wide eyes watching his finger pointing beneath his towel wrapped around his waist.
I could do that at least to save my ass.
“Ok” I agreed and turned around to walk away. I better get away from here as quickly as possible but he stopped me.
“Wait” I turned, swallowing another lump at form at my throat.
“ I deserve a kiss as an extra compensation”
A kiss, in his dreams. I would rather die than kiss him. He leaned in as expected to get a kiss from me but I pushed him away.
“I rather die than kiss you”
“Soon you will be begging for me to kiss you” he said so confidently. Does he think I was going to fall for his trick just like every girl out there?
Rowan is undeniably hot but his gut to think he could have any girl disgust me more.
I sighed and walked away picking up Celeb things that was when I saw a reflection through the mirror not mine but someone else that quickly drained color from my face.
I moved back again to get a closer view, Celeb was kissing a sort of girl furiously in the hallway.
Was I dreaming? I have never seen any girl around Celeb for as long as I know. I walked forward only to drop the rest of the things I was carrying on the floor.
Clumsy!
I wasn't but I was completely hurt Inside. They got startled and distangled and there came another surprise one that crushed my soul. This wasn't about my heart this time, it was about who Celeb was kissing.
My nemesis! The one who valed to make my life a living hell in highschool.
Memories I thought I could shut out forever but seeing her brought back every detail of it.
I haven't gotten my revenge yet on what she did to me.
“Meet my girlfriend, Elena the captain of the cheerleader”
“Clara Fenwick” she called my name like she was testing how to announce it.
“ Haven't it been like ages” she folded her arm across her breast with a cheerful fake smile that showed her evil she could be.
“Do you both know each other?”
I couldn't speak even though I wanted to say no and tell Celeb all her alleged girlfriend did to me when I was in highschool.
“Yes” Elena said instead, acting like she was happy to see me.
“Let me leave you both to catch up” Celeb walked out and that was one terrible mistake he made. How could he allow me to be alone with Elena? The almighty who thinks the world revolves around her.
“So how has it been?” I ignored her, what does she want to act like we have been cool or been friends with?
I squat down to pick up the things that are scattered on the floor.
“Don't even think you could tell Celeb what I did to you unless you want me to make your college days a living hell”
What does she think that she could walk in here to threaten me? I wasn't that helpless girl anymore who would allow her to bully me as she wants.
She wasn't going to allow her to get her filthy cranky attitude on me. I will defend myself not after I spent days at the therapy to gain my confidence back.
“You think I'm that highschool girl you could easily manipulate and bully. You don't tell me what to do or what to say to anyone”
“Then we would see about that”
I never thought I signed up for a challenge, the next thing that happened happened so fast and I never saw that coming.
I could describe Elena not just as a bully but a freak. She broke the glass by the side with her hand and began to shout.
“Celeb”
My step brother came running.
“What happened?”
“She shoved me by the side and the glass cut my hand. I was only trying to be… nice and friendly to her”
“What Clara?” My step brother's face was contoured in anger.
“That wasn't what happened…. I didn't touch her. She did that to herself”
“Are you delusional? What do you mean Elena? Why will she do that?”
Because she wants to get your attention so badly. I completed it but in my mind. I couldn't even find my voice to talk even when I tried to defend myself. Celeb didn't even believe me. He thinks I pushed her sweet bitter girlfriend and cut her.
There wasn't any need to explain. I picked up the things on the floor. Elena's cries have already attracted more students and I hated the spotlight. As I took a step forward I never saw another of Elena's tricks coming. She put her leg in my way and I came tumbling down, kicked the bucket of water before I landed on the floor bruised on my upper arm but that wasn't the problem.
The paperwork in my bag scattered all over the floor and now drenched in water.
I panicked but it was already too late.
Elena, who was laughing her heart out with other students, picked up the paper and read it out loud.
That's right, my fucking secret was about to be revealed Infront of everyone and Celeb was going to know my secret crush I have been having on him all these years.
“Give it back” I struggled to get the paper from Elena who would bet to always be my nightmare.
“What Clara, the winger… isn't that your step brother” she paused.
“Don't tell me you have a crush on your step brother”
That was what it takes and my heart came crushing to the floor. My secret has been revealed. I couldn't even look at Celeb.
The disgust on his face and I bet he was looking at me now for an explanation. I can't admit to this. I was alone and helpless.
All my life I have never felt like disappearing but this time I felt like vanishing, the side talks that followed made me feel like the ground should open and swallow me all up.
CALEBI hadn’t seen Clara smile in weeks.Not the polite one she gave Brenda when thanking her for tea, not the tight one she used on people she couldn’t stand. I meant the real one — the kind that made her eyes turn into two soft crescents.Now, whenever I passed her in the hallway, she walked as though I didn’t exist. And the worst part was that I deserved it.Elena’s laughter still echoed in my head sometimes — cruel, cutting, directed at Clara while I stood by and did nothing. Actually, worse than nothing. I’d laughed too. The memory burned like acid.Brenda brushed past me that morning with a tray of toast. “She’s in the kitchen,” she said in her usual brisk tone, not even looking at me. Everyone had taken Clara’s side.I lingered in the doorway, watching Clara stir something on the stove. She’d tied her hair up, strands escaping around her face. There was flour on her wrist and sunlight catching on her collarbone. I almost said her name, but my throat tightened.She noticed me b
CLARAWhile all of it was happening, I stood at a corner. Waiting. I would have gone into that office with them, but I didn't. Not when I wasn't a witness to anything. Aaron was, according to what they said. He was the right person to be there. “Rowan?” I called when everything looked like it was over, wondering at the same time what was about to—What was I saying? I wondered what had happened. Now, the person I was waiting for all this while, was on his way to my side. The look on his countenance told me a lot—more than a lot. I moped at him, not taking my face. Not for a moment. “Tell me what happened.” I took his hand when he caught up with me. “I know you didn't do it. You don't have to explain a thing to me, you know.” I managed a smile when our gazes met. “Let's go to a quiet place. I can skip my classes for today. Already did.” “Clara, I didn't do it.” Why did he act like he didn't hear what I said just now? Sighs threatened to escape from my mouth. “I believe you. I kno
ROWANWhat the fuck was happening? Why would she tell such a lie against me? In public, at that. I stood in an office. One that belonged to a teacher. The head teacher at that. We were waiting for him to make it here so that judgment could be passed. And I hoped deep down inside of me that the truth would be seen. I looked up from the ground, glanced at Elena. She was smiling. Only I could see it. What was she up to now? What did I do to deserve such an act from her? I asked myself this question, so many thoughts running around. Right inside of my head. “He's here—” Aaron, the accomplice, sounded and I looked to the door. Only to see it opening with two men walking into the space. One of them was the head teacher and the other was a man I knew I had seen once—long before my final year. Who was he? “Take a seat, sir.” The head teacher urged. Then the man took a seat and glanced at me. There was hate in his tone—in the way he looked at me. Even though he didn't speak, I could
AARONBefore the discharge of Clara, I was out of the clinic, staring at my watch, sweat pouring from my forehead. The AC in the clinic was fully working, but I knew that what I was supposed to do in the next few minutes, what I was about to do, in fact, was a great deal and a burden on me. That was the reason I was perspiring, the sweat of an extremely guilty man, a man who was about to do something that was out of the box. I went into the clinic one more time, where I saw Clara getting ready to remove the clinic uniform which was meant for patients. Knowing that this was my chance, I left the clinic, walking as fast as my legs could carry me. If there was anything, it was the fact that I didn't want Clara to know what I was doing. In all of this, she deserved to be innocent. She wasn't supposed to know the kind of man I was, or the extent at which I could go for her. That was supposed to be for my thoughts alone. Dumping the lab coat that I had worn when I entered the clinic,
AARON I stared at her in disbelief. I knew Clara very well. I also knew, even though I wasn't entirely sure that she was involved with a guy called Rowan. The Clara I knew saw me as a friend and nothing else. Women knew how to gatekeep their feelings, but with Clara, it was different. She was so open, so laid-back and inviting. That was what made me love her in the first place, that warmth and the way she seemed to welcome everyone into her life with open arms. It was a part of her I loved and cherished so much. “You can't make someone love you, Elena.”Elena shook her head at me firmly. “You see, that's where you're wrong. You can make someone love you. If only you have the right tools and materials to do so. If only you plan well, efficiently and effortlessly. You see, I have those tools, Aaron, and I know you'll love to know what those tools are.”My heart clattered in my chest again. How was it possible that Elena, who barely even knew me knew so much about me? I didn't tru
AARON “Come on, man, it's morning already. Get up.”The sun shone brightly through the parted blinds. I woke up, my hair slightly getting in the way, which was now slowly becoming a normal occurrence. I stared at Donovan, my cousin and my roommate for the time I was going to be working as the falconets doctor. He was the first person to receive me since I had come into the city, and was still the only person to have offered me an apartment. In a city filled with strangers and foreigners, he was the only one I looked up to, a real source of friendship. “Are you going to college today?”The question stared me in the face, welcoming me back to life, back to reality, in fact. The events of the night before roared in my mind, a memory that couldn't be forgotten. The party. The three women who had jointly attacked Clara. The fact that I was the only one who had tried to save her, who had shouted nonstop that the cops be called. It was insane, a total mess, the way they handled their d







