LOGINEILÍS
“Would you have me wed to a human?” I asked my father–the king. I wasn't one to show emotion but I was sure my face conveyed my disbelief.
“Not an ordinary human, a noble.” He explained, like that made it different.
“Why! For power?fear? For respect? You already have that.”
“For you, I intend to curb the rumours flying around about you, and with a human bride some of the rumours might seize.” He twirled the wine cup in his hand, gold eyes flashing in suppressed anger. “And it wouldn't hurt to see if she can cure you.”
“I thought you'd given up on finding a cure?” I asked in surprise.
He looked at me like I was stupid. “Why would I give up on helping you? You think I'm just going to give my crown to any of your wayward brothers?”
“Ah…, of course that's the only reason you keep me sane and locked up, sending every available woman you can find to me.” I spat.
“And now I'm giving you a wife, don't be a bore Eilís, Lord Dierna's daughters are a thing of beauty from what I've heard, so they'll be pleasing to the eye.”
“Would you have me ruin an innocent human's life to find out if she can cure me?”
“Stop nitpicking and just accept the decree, you will be wed by eve, we must delay the wedding no further for I fear what your actions might lead to.”
I bowed my head, knowing I had no say. “As you wish my king.”
RAVEN
As Calani tightened the corset, I could feel my soul leaving my body. My hands tightened on the dressing table as I tried to breath through the aches in my ribs.
“Perhaps you seem to be forgetting I'm a man, I assure you my waist won't cinch past this.”
Calani shushed me. “You look beautiful, like a goddess.”
I should hope so, considering the fact that underneath the dress, Calani had put in silk clothes to show the impression of breasts.
We arrived two hours ago and were escorted to a room. Calani was told to get me ready because the wedding date had been moved, I was to be wed on the eve. I wasn't even given a chance to rest or look around.
I turned to look at the mirror, my breath catching in my throat at the beauty that stood before me.
Lady Raven Dierna. A delicate beauty that bore my name, the gown I wore belonged to my mother, which my father was kind enough to grant me.
It was a gorgeous creation, a fitted kirtle of sapphire silk embraced my torso, flowing into a full skirt adorned with intricate geometric embroidery in silver thread. While the overdress, crafted from materials I couldn't name, draped around my shoulders with wide, bell shaped sleeves. Its low square neckline highlighted the porcelain pallor of my skin.
My hair was left unbound, cascading down my neck like a waterfall.
The artfully applied cosmetics only enhanced my feminine allure, dark red lips, blushed cheeks, and thick dark lashes framed my bright blue eyes.
The overall look gave me an angelic appearance that was both beautiful and unsettling. I was a doll, the very picture of noble grace, I couldn't help but imagine if this was what I'd still look like dying, I couldn't stop the sobs that escaped me at the thought.
EILÍS
The hall reeked of fresh paint and wilted flowers, the hastily arranged bouquets casting a sweet, clover-like scent that clashed with the musky tang of the stone walls.
The nobles, who had been given last minute invitations, chatted nervously, eyes lowered and head bowed, too scared to make eye contact.
Not that my towering height and huge build did anything to make them less scared.
I shifted my foot and watched with grim satisfaction as they collectively flinched.
They saw me as a ticking time bomb, one that could explode at any moment, believing I could go on a killing rampage if mistakenly triggered.
They weren't wrong, it was part of the perks of being feral.
The priest who was to officiate the wedding maintained a distance, but not so far that he could not be heard. I scoffed, like that would give him time to run.
The doors of the hall swung open, it was time.
My bride was brought into the hall with her attendants. Three veiled figures made their way up the aisle in quiet procession. I knew she was in the middle, the gown she wore was blinding in its brightness, it dragged across the grounds with each step, the fabric catching the light as it swayed in perfect harmony with her delicate movements.
She was led up the steps and placed before me. She hesitated a moment, her hands trembling beside her. My heart ached as I heard the soft, stifled sound coming from behind the veil. She was crying.
A flush of anger overtook me, she was afraid of me.
The priest cleared his throat pointedly, sending me a meaningful glance. It was time.
With anger in my heart I reached for the veil and lifted it slowly.
The shock was palpable, like a wave crashing down over the entire congregation, rippling from the front of the hall to the back where some civilians stood.
There was a sudden intake of breath, a collective gasp as the veil was lifted completely.
The king was the first to break the silence, his voice harsh and undignified as he let out a squeak of disbelief.
He had said she was pretty, but now that the moment had arrived, even he couldn't hide the shock that laced his voice.
She was absolutely, impossibly beautiful.
The priest however didn't seem to notice or care. As soon as I had lifted the veil and revealed the swollen tear streaked face, he resumed his recitation.
“We gather here today.” He intoned. “Under the watchful eyes of the celestial deities, the moon goddess, Luna, and the shadow god, Nyx…” I couldn't help the anger that continued to fill me at the sight of her still trembling body.
“And may the eternal flow of the moon river bless this union…” the priest droned on.
His voice suddenly sharpened.
“Prince Eilis Caravia, Feral wolf of levia. Do you take Lady Raven Dearna to be your lawfully wedded wife? To cherish and to protect, in sickness and in health, as long as you both shall live?”
“I do.” My voice was firm and clear.
“And do you, Lady Raven Dearna, take prince Eilís of Caravia, feral wolf of levia, to be your lawfully wedded husband? To honour and support, to love and to cherish in sickness and in health as long as you both shall live?”
The silence was loud as she hesitated, mouth moving but no sound coming out, she gripped her dress, seeming to summon courage and then she squeaked out "I do", her voice barely audible.
“By the power vested in me, by the celestial deities, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.”
I watched as Raven stiffened, eyes slamming shut, hands tightening on her dress and body trembling as she waited for a kiss.
My chest stung, I had to fist my hand to keep from rubbing them. I hated the look of fear on her face. I bent slightly and placed a kiss on her cheek, completely avoiding her lips, I retracted and turned to the audience.
I was married to someone who didn't want me, and was petrified of me. My skin felt tight, my hands started to tremble, I knew it was a sign my wolf wanted out.
I took the steps in two, gliding past the congregation as they attempted to flee out of fear.
I could feel my clothes ripping, the shift already upon me.
I snarled at the people in my way as they hurried past me, trying to run in the opposite direction, but I was faster, my wolf bursting forth.
The evening shadows seemed to swirl around me, fueling my transformation. I threw my head back and let out a fierce howl, the sound sending shivers through the fleeing crowd.
I knew what I looked like in that moment– a beast unleashed, eyes glowing like embers, fur bristling with power. The crowd's fear was palpable, a heady scent that only fueled my wolf's ferocity.
I bared my teeth, a snarl twisting my muzzle, and took a step forward. The people pressed against each other, trapped between panic and fascination.
My nose twitched, I could smell something intriguing, earthy yet sweet. I sniffed the air, my wolf's instincts on high alert, and my gaze locked onto a figure standing frozen at the alter.
She was terrified yet she didn't move, her fear-scent mingling with the sweet notes of cedarwood and honeysuckle, creating a captivating aroma.
Her eyes met mine, and I could see the realization dawning on her. She was trapped with a monster.
RAVENMy bare feet slapped against the stone floor of the hallway.I didn't look back. I could hear the furious thud of his footsteps behind me."Raven!" his voice boomed. It made me stumble, but I immediately righted myself and kept moving.Servants carrying laundry baskets and silver trays froze in their tracks, pressing themselves against the walls. Visiting nobles, dressed in their morning finery, turned around in shock. At first, a few of them smirked, assuming it was just another twisted game—a naked, feral prince pursuing his mate.But as the Wolf barreled past them, their smirks completely vanished.Their eyes widened in horror. The posture was all wrong. The way he carried his body, the raw, animalistic snarl tearing from his throat, and the unhinged, golden glare had nothing to do with the poised Crown Prince they knew.This wasn't a lover's chase. It was a predator hunting down prey to slaughter it.The servants shrank back, some dropping their trays in terror as the Wolf
RAVENThe room fell dead silent. The weight of the Wolf’s threat pressed down on my chest.I sat completely frozen, my knees still tucked tightly against my chest, staring at the exact spot on my stomach where his calloused palm had just been resting.He’s going to kill it.I couldn't let him do that. Our sacrifices would mean nothing, we'd just be back to square one. I was going to protect it, even if it meant running. Even if it cost me my life.But looking at the massive frame of the man standing at the edge of the bed, the reality of my situation hit me. The door was too far away. He was too fast, too strong, and entirely too alert. If I made a blind dash for the handle right now, he would have me pinned to the floorboards before I could even take three steps.I couldn't outrun him in a straight line. I needed him completely off balance.I twisted my lips as an idea started to form.The Wolf loved to take me. Every single time he emerged and forced Eilís back, that raw, dominant
(CW): This chapter contains graphic descriptions of childbirth trauma/medical horror, and threats of forced termination. Reader discretion is advised. RAVEN The wood of the wardrobe bit into my back, but I barely felt it over the heat of his body crowding me. I stared up into those blown-out, gold eyes and froze. My tongue felt glued to the roof of my mouth. "I asked you a question," the Wolf growled. His grip tightened until my shoulder bones ached. He leaned in so close his nose brushed mine, his teeth bared. "Answer me, or I will tear this room apart with you in it. I don't have Eilis’s patience, Raven. Speak." The volatility in his voice snapped my paralysis. He had no restraint. Unlike Eilís, who always pulled back, the Wolf could break my bones just to prove a point. Terror spiked hot and sharp in my chest, and the truth spilled out before I could stop it. "Luna appeared!" I blurted out, my voice cracking. "The goddess. She appeared during the ritual!" His jaw locked
RAVENThe walk to the guard captain's quarters was a total waste of time. When Eilís checked the ledgers, everything looked perfect. The names were there, the shifts matched up, and nobody had seen a thing.Whoever went down to see Mirabel hadn't used the main doors.Before Eilís could lose his temper at the captain, a page hurried into the room with a message.The King wanted to see me."He’s not seeing Raven alone," Eilís snapped, grabbing my elbow before the page could even finish talking. "Whatever my father has to say, he says it to both of us."The page didn't dare argue. He just nodded quickly and led us straight to the royal chambers.When we walked in, my chest tightened.The King was sitting at his desk, but something was completely wrong. Right across his cheek, the mark from the goddess’s slap was still there. It looked raw and angry, a deep burn that his werewolf healing hadn't even touched.I stared at it, completely thrown off. The ritual happened days ago. Why wasn't
RAVEN The iron door groaned shut behind us, cutting off the sound of Mirabel’s muffled sobs. Eilís walked beside me, his stride long and agitated. His jaw was clenched so tightly a muscle ticked in his cheek, his fingers resting heavily on the pommel of his sword. "What do we do if the physician finds nothing?" I asked, keeping my voice low so the guards at the end of the hall wouldn’t overhear. "What if her mind is just... blank?" "Then someone went to great lengths to wipe her clean," Eilís ground out, not breaking his pace. "I don't think Mirabel could do this to herself. She doesn't have the kind of power required to tear apart her own memories without leaving a trace. Yesterday, she was a liability to whoever she was working with. Today, she’s completely useless to us." He stopped at the base of the spiral stone staircase that led back up to the palace sectors, turning to face me fully. His dark eyes narrowed in deep frustration. "The timing is what's bothering me," he mutt
RAVEN The heat flared up a few more times over the next few hours, dragging us back into it until my body completely gave out. When the darkness finally claimed me, I slept heavily. When I woke up, the morning light was cutting through the drapes. My body felt sore and the fever in my blood was gone. Eilís was already awake, sitting on the side of the bed with his trousers on. "How are you feeling?” He asked. “Like my ass is on fire.” He chuckled. “Time to get up," he said, not looking back at me. "You need to come with me to the dungeons. We're going to see Mirabel." I bolted upright, completely ignoring the ache in my limbs. "Mirabel? You captured her? You never mentioned anything about having her here!" Eilís stood up and reached for his tunic. "We grabbed her yesterday." "Why didn't you tell me?" He pulled the fabric down over his chest and shrugged. "It skipped my mind." Before I could say anything else, Calani stepped into the chamber with a fresh set of clothes. My f
Eilis looked ready to snap her in half, his posture a jagged line of restrained violence. I felt like a bird pinned to a board, having no idea how to defend myself. Every word that formed in my throat felt like a trap. If I spoke to softly, I was weak, but if I spoke too firmly, my voice would betr
I was standing beside the pack. They were frantic, pulling at their clothes in excitement for the hunt. How many of them wanted me dead? How many didn't care if I survived or not?I hit my lip when I saw Eilis held down beside the king. His wolf was just as ferocious as it had been at the wedding.I
The second morning was quieter than the first, the kind of heavy, suffocating silence that usually precedes a storm. I had spent the dawn hours standing in the center of my room, letting Calani adjust the binders until I could only take air in short, measured sips. My ribs ached with a dull, consta
The transition was a violent, wet sound of shifting bone. Within seconds, the heavy weight of the wolf’s fur was gone, replaced by the slick, hot skin of a man.I breathed a sigh of relief, but then held my breath when he looked up and smiled. A sudden flash of the night he claimed me came to mind.







