LOGINRAVEN
I was doomed. It was the only thought that ran through my head as the wolf locked eyes with mine. Could it smell my fear? Could it smell that I was lying about my identity? He was huge, easily reaching almost five feet.
It prowled towards me, gaze unmoving, I forced myself to move but my foot stayed rooted to the ground.
It growled suddenly, body jerking to the side, I noticed it had been hit with a dart. Another shot, and it jerked again, its descent slowing.
That was when I noticed the king holding a dart gun and a displeased expression on his face. He fired another and finally the wolf went down, its head hitting the ground with a loud thud.
“Escort her grace to the prince’s chambers.” The king's voice rang out.
I flinched back in surprise as two men appeared before me.
“If you please, your grace.” They gestured for me to follow. With one look back at the feral wolf laying on the ground, I turned and followed.
Was I a bad person if I wished for him to remain that way towards the foreseeable future?
The men escorting me stopped at a door after passing several in the hallway.
“This is the prince's quarters, your grace, please make yourself at home.” One of them pushed the door open.
I took hesitant steps into the room as I admired the dark walls and the black leather chairs that adorned the living room, of course the floor was made of marble.
“Yes it looks depressing, but wait till you see his room.” I flinched, jumping back in alarm as a figure emerged from behind me.
“Pfft, I'm not that scary am I?” A boy about the same height as me, stood before me, his pale gold eyes twinkling as he smiled.
He ran a hand through his hair and jumped on a couch. “I'm the one who's supposed to be staring you know.” On instinct I tried to apologize. He waved it away. “It's nothing, I'm Denis.”
He looked at me expectantly. “I'm Raven.' I said, trying to make my voice sound as feminine as possible.
“Now that that's out of the way, let's get down to business.” His playful gaze turned serious.
“After the ruckus you experienced, you must have some questions so here's the run down. Yes prince Eilís has no control over his shift, yes he is locked up in the castle every full moon, and yes he might hurt you but not on purpose.”
I just stood there, not knowing how to react.
“Prince Eilís will be back in a few hours after he wakes up and this is what is expected of the both of you. “He is to claim you…yes, that means bite you, don't worry you'll be okay and that's if you survive it, you're expected to consummate the marriage before you would be considered part of the pack. I'll leave you to rest, and by tomorrow morning I'll come to get you started on your wolf royalty training.” He made air quotes. “I'll be your guide, your go to guy for any troubles you might have, I'm basically your wolf attendant.”
I managed a thank you and Denis beamed. “I like you already, and I really do hope you survive.” He waved his hand as he exited, the door clicking shut behind him.
The beast was going to bite me, he was going to claim me.
A shiver ran down my spine as the wolf's glowing eyes lingered in my mind, its hot breath still seeming to mist the air
EILÍS
As I pushed open the door to my chambers I was surprised to see it empty, after I had woken up from my forced slumber, I was told my bride was waiting in my room. I narrowed my eyes at the door leading to my bedroom, could she have run away? Did I terrify her that much? I walked towards the door and pushed it open, my breath hitching at the sight of her sitting on the edge of the bed, head lowered and hands held between her legs.
I frowned at her posture. “What are you doing?”
She flinched like she hadn't expected the sound of my voice. “I'm at your service my prince.”
My frown deepened. “Why do you sound like that?”
Her hand went to her throat, coughing a little, she replied. “My lungs did not develop properly, my voice has been like that since I was little.”
“Oh.” I sighed, wondering how I was going to bring up the conversation of claiming. I had sent Denis here to prepare her as much as he could.
“I won't touch you without your permission, I'll only go as far as you allow, but you have to take the bite, it's no exception.”
Her head snapped up at my words, the surprise evident in her gaze.
I couldn't help the disgust in my voice. “What? Did that come as a surprise? Not being the brute people assume I am?”
“No my—”
“It's alright.” I cut her off. “I took no offense, let's just get this over with.” I approached her slowly, feeling grateful when she tilted her head to the side. With my expression tight, I bent down and knelt before her.
She jerked back, eyes widening in alarm. “What are you doing?”
“This is part of the ritual.” I answered.
“I submit myself before you Raven of Dierna now Raven Caravia and ask that you give me the honour of accepting both the man and the wolf before you as your mate and husband.”
She just stared at me. “You're supposed to say you accept.”
“I accept,”she answered.
I held back her hair as she tilted her head to the side.
I swallowed at the sight of her pale and fragile neckline, The scent of cedar wood and honeysuckle even more apparent, I resisted the urge to breathe in her scent.
I could feel her holding her breath as I bent my head towards her neck. “I'll try to make it less painful.” I whispered as my fangs descended.
With no preamble I pierced her skin, not stopping until my fangs connected. She screamed, her body trashing as she tried to push me away.
I held her down using my other hand. “It hurts!” She cried. I ignored her getting lost in the feeling of her blood trickling down my throat as I accessed her memories. It was one of the main reasons for the bite, the power to enter the mind of one's mate, ensuring that mates couldn't keep secrets from each other.
I froze as I came across a memory of her —no, him, standing before his father and was told to take the place of his sister to become my bride.
The pressure behind my eyes pulsed — the familiar fracture spreading. I had seconds, maybe less.
I jerked back, my fangs releasing his throat as I took two steps backward, staring at him in disbelief. “You're... a boy,” I whispered, the words feeling like they'd torn their way out of my throat.
That night, the exhaustion finally caught up with me. My eyelids grew too heavy to keep open. I fell into a sleep so deep it felt like drowning. In the dark of my mind, I wasn't lying in the bedchamber. I stood in a vast, silent space filled with thick grey mist. The air felt weightless, smelling faintly of crushed herbs and fresh rain. Down around my waist, the velvet robes and tight linen wraps were gone. I looked down. Across my lower abdomen, the rough line of the incision stood out sharp against my skin, the black thread holding the sliced flesh together. Slowly, without thinking, I lifted my hand and placed my palm flat over the center of the cut. My skin felt warm, so hot it almost stung. A faint, golden-white light began to bleed out from between my fingers, creeping into the dark line of the wound. The dull ache beneath my palm dissolved into a soothing, cool wave that washed straight through my muscle and bone. In the dream, I smoothed my thumb over the cut, tracing th
Two days passed, mostly spent in bed resting and taking care of the boys. The tight wraps around my waist kept my stomach stable, and by the time the morning of my twentieth birthday arrived, I could walk around the room without needing Eilis to hold me up.The whole castle was preparing for the day. Because it was my twentieth birthday, and because of the newborn princes, King Nicholas had ordered a full day of celebration throughout the territory. Banners were hung along the walls, music echoed from the lower courtyards, and servants moved back and forth through the halls bringing food and wine for the feast set for that evening.In our room, things were quiet.Lysander was asleep in the wooden cradle, while I sat on the edge of the mattress holding Amias. Eilis walked back from the window, carrying a small tray with breakfast, and set it on the table near the bed.He sat beside me, reaching out to adjust the blanket over Amias's shoulder."Happy twentieth birthday, Raven," Eilis
With Calani’s help, I managed to stand on my own two feet, though every small breath felt like a tug against the tight thread holding my skin together. The royal robes hid the bulk of the thick linen wraps, falling over my frame in long, sweeping folds of deep velvet.Calani picked up Lysander, while I carefully lifted Amias into my arms, holding him close against my chest to offset the strain on my stomach.The doors swept open. Eilis was waiting right outside, his eyes scanning me from head to toe with razor-sharp worry. Without a word, he stepped up to my side, slipping a warm hand around my waist to secretly take most of my weight as we began the slow trek toward the Great Hall."If it hurts too much, tell me," Eilis said under his breath, his eyes fixed straight ahead. "I don't care about the tradition. I will pick you up and bring you back.""I'll make it," I gritted out, leaning into his shoulder just enough to stay upright.The corridors were lined with guards, their heads b
The door creaked open, and Eilis stepped into the room.The exhaustion etched into his face melted away the second his eyes landed on me sitting up in bed, both babies cradled securely against my chest. He closed the distance between us in long, hurried strides, dropping heavily onto the edge of the mattress."You're awake," he rasped out, his broad hand immediately reaching out to cup the back of my neck. He leaned down, pressing a firm, desperate kiss against my forehead, holding it there as if reassuring himself I was truly alive. "How do you feel? Is the stomach hurting?""It's sore, but I'm fine," I whispered, leaning into his touch. I looked down at the two bundles in my arms. "They need names, Eilis."Eilis’s gaze softened as he looked down at the babies. He extended a broad finger, letting the dark-haired baby grip it tightly with his surprisingly strong fist."The strong one," Eilis murmured, a faint, proud smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "He's fierce like the pack's
RAVENThe fog in my mind cleared slowly, piece by piece.When my eyes finally fluttered open, the dim light of the bedchamber stung my sight. My body felt stiff and completely drained of energy. A dull ache throbbed across my abdomen, trapped under layers of tight linen bandages, but the agonizing pain of the incision was gone.I turned my head slowly on the pillow. Eilis wasn't in the room. The space beside me on the mattress was cold, the sheets rumpled where he had been sitting.Then I heard it.A soft, snuffling sound coming from the wooden cradle pulled up right against the edge of the mattress.My heart hammered against my ribs, a desperate surge of instinct washing over my fatigue. I forced myself to sit up, wincing as the muscles in my stomach pulled against the stitches, but I didn't care. I leaned over the side of the bed, my hands reaching into the furs.There they were.The firstborn was sleeping soundly, wrapped tightly in a thick wool blanket, a tuft of thick black hair
EILISThe chamber was deathly quiet, saved only for the crackle of the hearth and the uneven breathing on the bed.Outside the door, I could hear the faint, muffled murmurs of the castle. Word of the birth had spread through the territory like wildfire. Denis had arrived first, his heavy footsteps echoing down the corridor, followed by Camden, Calani, Solvra, Kiya, and a few of the noble ladies from the inner circle.I only allowed Denis, Calani, and the King into the room for a brief moment. They stood near the doorway, keeping their voices down, their eyes darting nervously between the cradle and the bed. The incision across Raven’s lower abdomen was fresh, fragile, and held together by nothing more than thread. A single shock or sudden movement could tear him open again, so I ushered them out quickly, keeping the rest of the nobles out in the hall.Inside the room, Raven slept.The numbing draught, mixed with the blood loss and trauma of the surgery, pulled him into a deep sleep. H
EILISThe bond burned.Not like fire though, this was a constant, pulsing pressure beneath my skin, it was a low ache that tightened every time I tried to ignore it.I braced both hands against the cold stone wall of the training chamber and bowed my head. Sweat slid down my spine, my scars pulling
My gaze took in the suffocating opulence of the hall. Gold leaf clung to every surface, reflecting the harsh glare of a thousand candles until the room felt like a polished fever dream.The air was heavy with the cloying scent of lilies and the rhythmic, predatory pulse of the orchestra. Between the
I awoke to a stinging pain on my lower back, I winced as I tried to sit up; my vision swimming for a moment. Gods, what had he done to me? No one told me this was what it felt like, even my neck hurt from the claiming bite. My back went rigid when something moved. Slowly turning to look, I flinche
CW: Non consensual content and graphic violence. skip if you're uncomfortable. RAVEN I stumbled back in shock, my eyes widening in fear, how did he figure that out? What gave it away? My gears hit overdrive, the pain in my neck now so far beneath my worries. I optioned for denial. “I'm female







