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An Apology
I had tried my best to wait up for Seth to come home but it didn't happen. I briefly remembered Seth coming in and turning the tv and lamp off but had no clue when that had been. I awoke the next morning to find him safely snuggled up beside me. Sighing I allowed myself a few extra seconds beside him before I made myself get up. I could have laid in bed with him all day but I knew if I didn't get up I'd end up feeling worse later on.
Once I had taken care of my morning routine and dressed I headed downstairs to make breakfast. I had big plans of making bacon, eggs, and biscuits but the smell of the bacon cooking hit me hard and had me running to the bathroom. I hadn't really had much morning sickness lately so it has caught me off guard. Hitting the corner dreading finishing cooking I about let out a cheer when I saw Seth standing over the stove flipping the dreaded bacon.
He turned as he heard me walk in, "are you ok?"I made a face holding my stomach, "the bacon
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