LOGINThe second Ronan slammed the cell door, I knew the real fight was just starting between us.
Cold stone pressed against my back as I slumped on the floor of the reinforced cell deep under Shadowfang’s main hall. My side burned from the fresh wound, blood still seeping slow through the rough bandage. The air felt thick, heavy with damp earth and his scent everywhere. I could barely lift my head, but I forced my eyes open when his boots stopped right outside the bars.
“Look at you,” Ronan said, voice low and sharp. “Weak. Bleeding. Exactly how I pictured this.”
I stared up at him through the iron. He stood tall, arms crossed, those amber eyes burning with everything he had held back in the trees. The man I thought I lost forever. “You dragged me here instead of killing me out there. Why? Just to talk?”
He gripped the bars tight. “Talk? No, Eamon. I want answers. Why did you kill me that night in the war? Tell me straight. Was it easy for you? Did you feel nothing when your claws went in?”
I pushed myself up against the wall, wincing hard. “You really think I planned it? We were enemies on a battlefield. I saw a threat and struck. The bond hit me after. Too late. I felt it snap and it broke something in me too.”
“Liar,” he snapped, leaning closer. “I remember your face. You did not even pause. One second we were fighting, next your claws were buried in my chest. You chose your pack over the bond. Over me.”
My breath came short. “I did not know it was you until the end. The pull started too late. By then you were gone. I carried that guilt every damn day since. You coming back changes nothing about what I felt.”
Ronan laughed, bitter and rough. “Guilt? You want me to believe that? After years of you living free while I clawed my way back from nothing? Look me in the eyes and say it again.”
I met his stare dead on. “I felt the bond snap the moment my claws pierced your heart. It tore me apart inside. Happy now? Or do you need more blood to make it real?”
He paced a step, then came back fast. “You talk like it was some accident. I died thinking my mate chose war over me. Now here you are, still breathing my air. Why should I not end you right here?”
“Because you cannot,” I shot back, voice stronger than I felt. “The same bond stopping me from letting you die out there is burning you up too. I see it in your eyes. You hate it as much as I do.”
“Do not tell me what I feel,” he growled, slamming a hand against the bars. The sound echoed down the hall. “You have no idea what it is like remembering every second of your death. The pain. The betrayal in your eyes right before it went dark.”
I dragged myself closer to the bars, ignoring the fire in my side. “Then tell me. What happened after? How are you standing here looking at me like this?”
Ronan grabbed the front of my torn shirt through the bars and yanked me forward hard. Our faces stopped inches apart. His breath hit my skin hot and fast. “You do not get to ask questions. I ask. You answer. Why did you really do it? Did someone order you? Or was I just another enemy wolf to you?”
My heart pounded against his fist. The bond flared wild, turning every harsh word into something electric. “It was chaos. Rain pouring, wolves everywhere. I saw black fur and struck. Only after did the bond hit me like a wall. I searched for your body after the battle but they had already taken it. Thought I imagined the whole thing until you showed up again.”
His grip tightened, pulling me even closer. “Imagined? I was real. I died real. And now I lead the pack that is going to crush yours. Starting with you.”
“Then do it,” I whispered, eyes locked on his. “Stop talking and finish what you started in the snow. Or admit the bond is messing with your head too.”
Ronan breathed hard, our foreheads almost touching through the bars. “You think this pull makes me weak? It makes me want to hurt you more. Make you beg first.”
“Yeah?” I challenged, voice rough. “Then why is your hand still on me? Why not let go if you hate me so much?”
He snarled but did not pull away. “Because I want to see you suffer up close. Feel what I felt. Every night I remembered your face. Now I get to watch it break.”
“Keep telling yourself that,” I said, not backing down. “But I see how your eyes keep dropping to my mouth. The bond does not lie, Ronan. It is eating at you same as me.”
“Shut up,” he hissed, but his voice cracked just a bit. His free hand came up and gripped the back of my neck through the bars. Fingers dug in tight. Hatred and raw need crashed together between us. The air felt ready to ignite.
I did not flinch. “You dragged me here. Locked me up. Now what? Going to kiss me or kill me? Make up your mind.”
His eyes darkened. For a second I thought he might actually do it. Pull me in and crash his mouth against mine. The tension stretched so tight it hurt. My wounds throbbed but the heat from him drowned it out.
“You do not deserve mercy,” he said finally, voice low and dangerous. “Death would be too kind for you, Eamon. I am going to make you watch your pack fall apart first. Then maybe, if you are lucky, I will end it slow.”
He shoved me back hard. I hit the wall and slid down, breathing ragged. Ronan turned sharp and stormed toward the stairs without another word. His footsteps faded up the stone steps, leaving nothing but silence and the echo of his threat.
I sat there alone in the dark, the cell swallowing me whole. Blood cooled on my side. The single torch outside the bars flickered low, throwing long shadows across the floor. My body screamed for rest but my mind would not stop.
That grab through the bars. The way his breath mixed with mine. Every insult had felt like a promise. The mate bond pulled at me fresh and strong now, tugging me toward the one man I should fear most. The Alpha who wanted me destroyed. The ghost I had killed with my own hands.
I closed my eyes and leaned my head back against the cold stone. “What the hell are we doing?” I muttered to the empty cell.
Somewhere above, Ronan was probably already planning his next move against my pack. But down here, chained and bleeding, I felt the truth clearer than ever. This thing between us was not done. Not by a long shot. And whatever came next would drag us both under.
The darkness pressed in close, but the bond kept me wide awake, burning with questions and a pull I could not break.
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