LOGINRandy William has lived his life behind gates of gold, wealthy, protected and perfectly lost. At twenty, a storm brew inside him, questions about his desire, his truth and who he really is Then comes Carlson, seductive, untouchable and hiding a dangerous secret.what started as temptation quickly spiral into betrayal, when Randy learns he was just a Dare-A twisted game. But the lies run deeper, a predatory Dean , a hidden engagement. A past that isn't his. As everything unravels, Randy must face the hardest question of all . Is he brave enough, to become who he was never allowed to be? Some truths free you, but Some truths destroy everything first.
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I threw my bag on the floor with a heavy sigh and dived straight to bed only to notice the person standing next to me looking furious.
I was confused but asked him why the stern looks, that's when he told me I was lying on his bed which he had neatly arranged.
I realized my mistake and quickly apologize then switch to the bed on the right which is mine
I stayed there for a while then got bored because my roommate was furious and wouldn't talk to me. Well I didn't know if that's just how he is or he just doesn't like me.
I decide not to think of it anymore and leave him alone in the room since the atmosphere was tensed
I took a quick bath and headed out to explore the campus and make myself familiar with the environment.
As I was touring the campus I bumped into a senior. And he seems scary at first but turned out he's one of the nicest people I've met in a while.
He offered to give me a tour round the campus since he's familiar with the environment but I wasn't, which I happily agreed to
He went from one classroom to the other, studying rooms , the library and other important places. While touring we chatted along the way and he was really fun to be around and also friendly.
We eventually got tired and decided that we will continue or tour the next day. he proposed to treat me for dinner. At first I was reluctant but he keeps insisting so I had no choice than to give in.
But we got interrupted by some of his friends who came and pulled him by the arm to a Conner to tell him something. I guess it's personal so I stayed behind and didn't follow.
But before going with he's friends he told me to wait for him when he's done we go have our dinner
I accepted and stood there for a while but nature called and I had to go to the restroom.In the toilet as I was urinating I heard some strange sounds. Well I couldn't think much of it because it's normal for lots of people to be in the toilet at the same time. But the noise was so daring that I couldn't stop myself from checking what's wrong with the other person
I was shocked and wowed by what I saw, it is a guy
Who's watching something on the phone which I couldn't really tell what it was but from his behavior whatever they are doing on phone is really intense.I took a closer look and saw he's hands holding his cock and jerking off while sweating and gasping for air
I watched for a while and started to feel my cock grow harder and harder with a strange feeling i was aroused by what I've seen
I tried to hold myself together but my hand still went on to grab my cock before I could think of anything, i mistakenly pushed a container and it fell off to the ground.
He snapped in my direction but good enough for me I was smart to run into the toilet before he could see me.
My heart beating frantically in my chest, I can't believe I just watched someone jerked himself off and I literally felt aroused.
What does that make me?
I mean, I will accept the fact that I do watch p**n, but I normally get this hard only when I'm watching a lady naked and not a man.
This was confusing and I was overthinking about it. I waited for a while and when I heard the door closes, I breathed out a sigh of relief knowing he's definitely gone.
Seconds later, I carried myself to the sink, switch the tap open and began washing my hands.
It was all going well until my mind took me back to what I just saw and without realizing it, I closed my eyes, already feeling the sensation of it all.
"Shit!" I shook my head in denial, forcing the thought out of me.
I can't be into men, yeah? But why did he look so damn sexy a moment ago while he jerked off?
Or am I the only one thinking such?
I like girls...I like girls with big boobs and round ass.
I kept on murmuring that to myself until I didn't realize I was now saying it out loud.
Then, I spotted someone leaning against the wall through the mirror and I screamed in fear.
"OMG, you scare me" I exclaimed.
Then, I realized it's the guy from earlier. Shit! Did he see me? I'm sure he didn't.
I tried to act unaffected and clueless.
"Hi, I'm Randy" I flashed my weirdest smile.
He just stood there staring at me like I was a lunatic trying to get his attention.
I felt awkward and stopped smiling almost immediately.
Then, he turned and walked away without uttering a word.
Well, maybe that's what I get for being a snitch or what do they call it? A spy? Whatever!
I let out a heavy breathe, happy I didn't get caught. I switched off the tap, grabbed some dry napkins and dried my hands before leaving.
The shift didn’t happen all at once.It happened the way healing usually did quietly, between moments, when no one was performing or pretending. The group still gathered often, still laughed too loud and stayed up too late, but something beneath it all had softened. The sharp edges were rounding off the tension that once lived in the room had begun to loosen its grip.Randy noticed it first.Carlson was no longer watching the room the way he used to—half-alert, half-ready to disappear if things turned uncomfortable. Now he stayed, he listened and laughed without scanning faces. When Randy spoke, Carlson’s attention never drifted.That steadiness made space for others to breathe too.Especially Edan.Edan had been quieter lately, sitting closer to Troy than before, but with a visible restraint that hadn’t been there in the beginning. Troy, on the other hand, hadn’t changed much on the surface, still sharp-tongued, still impatient with ambiguity,but his silence spoke louder than his
Randy made up his mind to thank his best friends who have always been by him through everything without judging, he had been waiting for the right time until the day came. The moment Randy decided to thank Brian properly, he realized how difficult it was to put gratitude into words.Not because he didn’t feel it ,but because Brian had been there in ways that never demanded recognition. Quietly,consistently,without conditions.They sat on the low steps behind the arts building, the same place where Brian had once handed Randy a bottle of water after a particularly brutal afternoon of whispers and laughter that cut too deep.Brian leaned back on his hands, watching the sky darken into soft orange and violet.Randy fidgeted beside him.“You’re being weird,” Brian said finally, smiling faintly.Randy exhaled. “I know.”Brian turned his head. “So what’s up?”Randy stared at the ground for a moment, then spoke.“I don’t think I ever really thanked you.”Brian frowned. “For what?”“For stay
The change did not arrive loudly.It didn’t come wrapped in dramatic declarations or sudden perfection. Instead, it unfolded slowly, deliberately,through choices Carlson made every single day, even when no one was watching.The first test came sooner than either of them expected.It was midweek when rumors resurfaced, as rumors always did on campus. A careless comment overheard. A laugh that lingered too long. A whisper that traveled faster than truth ever could. Randy felt it before he saw it,the shift in the way people looked at him again, the slight pause before greetings, the curiosity sharpened into judgment.He had learned to survive that feeling.What he hadn’t learned was how to trust that someone else would stand beside him when it returned.They were crossing the quad together when it happened.A group of students stood near the benches, voices low but not low enough. One of them laughed. Another said something Randy couldn’t fully hear—but he didn’t need to. The tone alone
The change did not arrive loudly,it didn’t come wrapped in dramatic declarations or sudden perfection. Instead, it unfolded slowly, deliberately—through choices Carlson made every single day, even when no one was watching.The first test came sooner than either of them expected.It was midweek when rumors resurfaced, as rumors always did on campus, a careless comment overheard. A laugh that lingered too long, a whisper that traveled faster than truth ever could. Randy felt it before he saw it—the shift in the way people looked at him again, the slight pause before greetings, the curiosity sharpened into judgment.He had learned to survive that feeling, what he hadn’t learned was how to trust that someone else would stand beside him when it returned.They were crossing the quad together when it happened.A group of students stood near the benches, voices low but not low enough. One of them laughed,another said something Randy couldn’t fully hear, but he didn’t need to. The tone al
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