Randy William has lived his life behind gates of gold, wealthy, protected and perfectly lost. At twenty, a storm brew inside him, questions about his desire, his truth and who he really is Then comes Carlson, seductive, untouchable and hiding a dangerous secret.what started as temptation quickly spiral into betrayal, when Randy learns he was just a Dare-A twisted game. But the lies run deeper, a predatory Dean , a hidden engagement. A past that isn't his. As everything unravels, Randy must face the hardest question of all . Is he brave enough, to become who he was never allowed to be? Some truths free you, but Some truths destroy everything first.
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I threw my bag on the floor with a heavy sigh and dived straight to bed only to notice the person standing next to me looking furious.
I was confused but asked him why the stern looks, that's when he told me I was lying on his bed which he had neatly arranged.
I realized my mistake and quickly apologize then switch to the bed on the right which is mine
I stayed there for a while then got bored because my roommate was furious and wouldn't talk to me. Well I didn't know if that's just how he is or he just doesn't like me.
I decide not to think of it anymore and leave him alone in the room since the atmosphere was tensed
I took a quick bath and headed out to explore the campus and make myself familiar with the environment.
As I was touring the campus I bumped into a senior. And he seems scary at first but turned out he's one of the nicest people I've met in a while.
He offered to give me a tour round the campus since he's familiar with the environment but I wasn't, which I happily agreed to
He went from one classroom to the other, studying rooms , the library and other important places. While touring we chatted along the way and he was really fun to be around and also friendly.
We eventually got tired and decided that we will continue or tour the next day. he proposed to treat me for dinner. At first I was reluctant but he keeps insisting so I had no choice than to give in.
But we got interrupted by some of his friends who came and pulled him by the arm to a Conner to tell him something. I guess it's personal so I stayed behind and didn't follow.
But before going with he's friends he told me to wait for him when he's done we go have our dinner
I accepted and stood there for a while but nature called and I had to go to the restroom.In the toilet as I was urinating I heard some strange sounds. Well I couldn't think much of it because it's normal for lots of people to be in the toilet at the same time. But the noise was so daring that I couldn't stop myself from checking what's wrong with the other person
I was shocked and wowed by what I saw, it is a guy
Who's watching something on the phone which I couldn't really tell what it was but from his behavior whatever they are doing on phone is really intense.I took a closer look and saw he's hands holding his cock and jerking off while sweating and gasping for air
I watched for a while and started to feel my cock grow harder and harder with a strange feeling i was aroused by what I've seen
I tried to hold myself together but my hand still went on to grab my cock before I could think of anything, i mistakenly pushed a container and it fell off to the ground.
He snapped in my direction but good enough for me I was smart to run into the toilet before he could see me.
My heart beating frantically in my chest, I can't believe I just watched someone jerked himself off and I literally felt aroused.
What does that make me?
I mean, I will accept the fact that I do watch p**n, but I normally get this hard only when I'm watching a lady naked and not a man.
This was confusing and I was overthinking about it. I waited for a while and when I heard the door closes, I breathed out a sigh of relief knowing he's definitely gone.
Seconds later, I carried myself to the sink, switch the tap open and began washing my hands.
It was all going well until my mind took me back to what I just saw and without realizing it, I closed my eyes, already feeling the sensation of it all.
"Shit!" I shook my head in denial, forcing the thought out of me.
I can't be into men, yeah? But why did he look so damn sexy a moment ago while he jerked off?
Or am I the only one thinking such?
I like girls...I like girls with big boobs and round ass.
I kept on murmuring that to myself until I didn't realize I was now saying it out loud.
Then, I spotted someone leaning against the wall through the mirror and I screamed in fear.
"OMG, you scare me" I exclaimed.
Then, I realized it's the guy from earlier. Shit! Did he see me? I'm sure he didn't.
I tried to act unaffected and clueless.
"Hi, I'm Randy" I flashed my weirdest smile.
He just stood there staring at me like I was a lunatic trying to get his attention.
I felt awkward and stopped smiling almost immediately.
Then, he turned and walked away without uttering a word.
Well, maybe that's what I get for being a snitch or what do they call it? A spy? Whatever!
I let out a heavy breathe, happy I didn't get caught. I switched off the tap, grabbed some dry napkins and dried my hands before leaving.
The campus courtyard buzzed with weekend energy ,music thumping faintly from the dorms, laughter spilling from open windows. Barry leaned against the railing, phone in hand, pretending to scroll while his eyes tracked one person across the lawn.Brian.He was sitting under a tree, earphones in, scribbling something in a notebook. His hair fell in loose waves across his forehead, sunlight catching the tips. Every now and then, he’d bite his lip , and Barry would have to look away before his thoughts turned reckless.He’d seen a lot of people fall for him before, easy smiles, flirty texts, shallow promises. But Brian wasn’t like that. Brian didn’t chase, didn’t fluster. He saw straight through Barry’s charm and met it with quiet indifference.That only made Barry want him more.“Still staring?” A familiar voice teased behind him. Carlson.Barry smirked without turning. “You’d stare too, if you were me.”Carlson chuckled. “You’ve been trying for months. Maybe he’s just not into you.”Bar
The bass vibrated through the floor, heavy enough to make the walls hum. The club pulsed with heat, sweat, and laughter , bodies moving, lights flashing, every color bleeding into the next. Barry was in his element.He stood at the bar, leaning casually against the counter, drink in hand. The bartender slid him another glass, and Barry smiled, that practiced, easy grin that had gotten him out of trouble more times than he could count.But tonight, the charm wasn’t for anyone else.His eyes were fixed on one person ,Brian.Brian looked out of place under the neon lights, sitting in a corner booth with a glass of soda, watching the dance floor like it was an entirely different planet. His dark shirt clung to him in all the right ways, sleeves rolled to his elbows, a quiet kind of beauty that didn’t need attention to demand it.Barry couldn’t resist. He set down his drink and crossed the room.“Didn’t think I’d find you here,” he said, sliding into the seat across from him.Brian looked
By Monday morning, Randy was trying,really trying,to push the message out of his mind. Carlson’s reassurance had been steady, his words clear. He’d looked Randy in the eye when he said it: “It was from months ago. You’re the one I want now.”And Randy believed him. Mostly.Still, when he walked across campus, every notification on his phone made his heart skip. Every time someone whispered or glanced in their direction, his thoughts went spiraling back to that photo. To the message that started it all.He couldn’t help wondering who had sent it , and why.Carlson found him between classes, leaning against a pillar near the courtyard. His shirt sleeves were rolled up, the sun catching in his hair, that easy grin back in place.“Skipping lunch without me?” he asked.Randy smiled faintly. “Just lost track of time.”No and I think senior Carlson should focus more on his classes.“Come on,” Carlson said, tossing an arm around his shoulder. “You promised to stop hiding from me.”“I’m not hi
The next day, Randy goes to see Carlson at his place, then drinks alcohol, but wasn't drunk though a little tipsy. Carlson then insisted he spend the night there.Randy woke slowly, the sunlight spilling across the unfamiliar room. For a moment he didn’t remember where he was,the high ceiling, the neat shelves, the faint scent of cologne and laundry soap. Then the steady warmth at his side shifted, an arm draping tighter across his waist, and it all came rushing back.Carlson.He blinked and turned his head slightly. Carlson was still asleep, his face softened, lashes dark against his skin, lips parted the slightest bit. The boy who always seemed so confident, so in control, looked vulnerable now, like he’d finally set his armor down. Something tugged in Randy’s chest.Careful not to wake him, Randy lay still, memorizing every detail,the weight of Carlson’s arm, the rise and fall of his chest, the way his hair fell messily across his forehead. He couldn’t stop the small smile tugging
Randy’s footsteps echoed faintly in the polished hallway of Carlson’s condo building. His palms were damp, his heart hammering so loud he was sure Carlson would hear it the second he opened the door. He’d rehearsed what to say all day, but now, standing here, everything tangled together,fear, hope, doubt, longing.The door swung open. Carlson leaned against the frame, casual in sweatpants and a black T-shirt, but his eyes told another story. They were sharp, searching, as if he’d been waiting for this exact moment.“You came,” Carlson said softly, no teasing this time.“I said I would,” Randy whispered back.Carlson stepped aside. “Come in.”Inside, the condo glowed warmly in the soft light. Everything looked too perfect,leather couches, spotless shelves, a balcony view of the city,but Randy hardly noticed. His attention was fixed on Carlson, who shut the door and leaned against it, watching him like prey he didn’t want to scare off.Randy swallowed, his throat dry. “Carlson… I need t
Randy slumped onto his bed, tossing his bag aside. The weight of the past week pressed down on him like a storm he couldn’t outrun. Carlson’s texts, the jealousy, the kiss,the world felt too loud and too confusing, and Randy needed someone to talk to.He pulled out his phone and tapped a message to Brian, his best friend since childhood.Randy: Can we meet? I need to talk.Brian: You sound serious. Be at the usual spot at twenty.When Randy arrived, Brian was already leaning against the old oak tree behind the campus library, arms crossed, eyes flicking up from his phone. Seeing Randy, he immediately straightened, concern etched across his face.“Everything okay?” Brian asked, jogging over.Randy took a deep breath and sank onto the bench beside him. He hesitated, the words caught in his throat. “I… I don’t know where to start.”“Start at the beginning,” Brian said softly. “You look like you’re carrying the world.”Randy let out a shaky laugh. “It’s… it’s Carlson. I don’t even know if
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