Se connecterWhen I realized he was longing for me even more than I’d imagined, I pulled away from the kiss and stared at him.
His eyes were still closed, his chest rising and falling, gasping for air. Then,footsteps outside. I tapped his cheek lightly until his eyes flew open. “That hurts,” he muttered. “Well, that’s what you get for being naughty and stubborn.” “You stupid bastard! I hate you so much,” he snapped, panic flashing across his face as he reached for the bathroom door. But I caught his hand before he could leave. “There are people outside waiting to use the bathroom. If you want them to know we were in here together, go ahead, I’ll gladly tell them everything that happened.” He pouted, lips pushed forward, looking cuter and angrier than ever. I couldn’t resist. I leaned closer, and when I grabbed the handle, he yanked me back, making me stumble against him. “I won’t open the door unless you promise to be a good boy,” I said, staring straight into his eyes. “Who’d want to be a good boy for you? I’d rather be for anyone else.” His frown deepened. “Say that again, and I’ll kiss you all over again.” He turned his face away, cheeks burning despite the scowl. From the sound of it, the hallway had grown quiet, everyone must’ve left already. “I’ll let you go only if you promise to follow my commands. Be a good boy, for me.” His glare could’ve skinned me alive if it had power. My grip on his waist tightened, warning him what was coming next. “Fine,” he muttered. “I, Randy, promise Senior Carlson I’ll be a good boy.” “Good boy. Now smile for daddy.” He forced a smile, more annoyed than amused, but I let him go. “Now give me your number. If I need you, I’ll text. If anyone messes with you, tell them you belong to me, Carlson. And if I call and you don’t answer, I’ll drag you out in front of your classmates and tell everyone how much you love me.” Reluctantly, he handed me his number. I knew he wanted me to have it, even if he’d never admit it. Eventually, I left before him, smirking as I heard him cursing under his breath. “Foolish Carlson! Who the hell belongs to you? I hate you,why me? What did I ever do for karma to punish me with you?” I didn’t look back. I only smirked wider. The day turned out busier than expected, filled with endless practical sessions. We barely had time to eat. By evening, we grabbed coffee and takeout, too tired for anything else. On the way back, Barry leaned close and whispered, “So… how’s it going?” I gave him a blank look, letting silence answer for me. He chuckled. “Man, don’t tell me you’re giving up already. Sometimes it’s okay to quit, you know.” Anyone else might’ve thought he was concerned. But those who knew Barry could hear the mockery hidden beneath his words. I shot him an annoyed glance. Dean and the others burst out laughing. “Relax, I was just kidding.” Barry patted my shoulder, smirking. We brushed it off and headed to our cars. Back at the condo, I showered, played a few rounds of video games, and was about to sleep when I remembered I hadn't messaged Randy. I grabbed my phone, saw him still online, and typed: Hey. Why are you still awake? He hesitated. I could practically imagine him glaring at the screen, cursing me under his breath. Then his reply came: Hello, who’s this? I smirked. He knew. He just wanted to get under my skin. Take a guess. Martin? Who’s Martin? Is that the one messing with my property? Tell him I don’t share. If I find him, I’ll make sure he regrets it. The words poured out sharper than I meant, but the anger was real. Calm down, Senior Carlson. I was just joking. Why so serious? And anyway, I’m not your belonging. I clenched my jaw and typed back: Switch off your phone and sleep. You have an early class tomorrow. If you’re late, I’ll deal with you. And you know I can. His reply came quickly: Hah. I’m not sleepy. And even if I miss class, that’s none of your business. I’m an adult. What do you think you can even do to me? I smirked at the challenge. Wait till tomorrow. You’ll repeat those words to my face. Almost instantly, he went offline. Normally, I didn’t care about other people’s lives. But with him, it was different. I wanted to know everything. Protect him, even. Or maybe it was just part of the game. Still, the dare was my motivation. That rare old-model car was on the line,and I wasn’t about to lose. Besides, he humiliated me. And for that, I’d make sure he fell for me, whether he wanted to or not.The shift didn’t happen all at once.It happened the way healing usually did quietly, between moments, when no one was performing or pretending. The group still gathered often, still laughed too loud and stayed up too late, but something beneath it all had softened. The sharp edges were rounding off the tension that once lived in the room had begun to loosen its grip.Randy noticed it first.Carlson was no longer watching the room the way he used to—half-alert, half-ready to disappear if things turned uncomfortable. Now he stayed, he listened and laughed without scanning faces. When Randy spoke, Carlson’s attention never drifted.That steadiness made space for others to breathe too.Especially Edan.Edan had been quieter lately, sitting closer to Troy than before, but with a visible restraint that hadn’t been there in the beginning. Troy, on the other hand, hadn’t changed much on the surface, still sharp-tongued, still impatient with ambiguity,but his silence spoke louder than his
Randy made up his mind to thank his best friends who have always been by him through everything without judging, he had been waiting for the right time until the day came. The moment Randy decided to thank Brian properly, he realized how difficult it was to put gratitude into words.Not because he didn’t feel it ,but because Brian had been there in ways that never demanded recognition. Quietly,consistently,without conditions.They sat on the low steps behind the arts building, the same place where Brian had once handed Randy a bottle of water after a particularly brutal afternoon of whispers and laughter that cut too deep.Brian leaned back on his hands, watching the sky darken into soft orange and violet.Randy fidgeted beside him.“You’re being weird,” Brian said finally, smiling faintly.Randy exhaled. “I know.”Brian turned his head. “So what’s up?”Randy stared at the ground for a moment, then spoke.“I don’t think I ever really thanked you.”Brian frowned. “For what?”“For stay
The change did not arrive loudly.It didn’t come wrapped in dramatic declarations or sudden perfection. Instead, it unfolded slowly, deliberately,through choices Carlson made every single day, even when no one was watching.The first test came sooner than either of them expected.It was midweek when rumors resurfaced, as rumors always did on campus. A careless comment overheard. A laugh that lingered too long. A whisper that traveled faster than truth ever could. Randy felt it before he saw it,the shift in the way people looked at him again, the slight pause before greetings, the curiosity sharpened into judgment.He had learned to survive that feeling.What he hadn’t learned was how to trust that someone else would stand beside him when it returned.They were crossing the quad together when it happened.A group of students stood near the benches, voices low but not low enough. One of them laughed. Another said something Randy couldn’t fully hear—but he didn’t need to. The tone alone
The change did not arrive loudly,it didn’t come wrapped in dramatic declarations or sudden perfection. Instead, it unfolded slowly, deliberately—through choices Carlson made every single day, even when no one was watching.The first test came sooner than either of them expected.It was midweek when rumors resurfaced, as rumors always did on campus, a careless comment overheard. A laugh that lingered too long, a whisper that traveled faster than truth ever could. Randy felt it before he saw it—the shift in the way people looked at him again, the slight pause before greetings, the curiosity sharpened into judgment.He had learned to survive that feeling, what he hadn’t learned was how to trust that someone else would stand beside him when it returned.They were crossing the quad together when it happened.A group of students stood near the benches, voices low but not low enough. One of them laughed,another said something Randy couldn’t fully hear, but he didn’t need to. The tone al
The evening settled slowly over campus, the kind of quiet that felt deliberate rather than empty. Streetlights flickered on one by one, casting soft halos over the pavement, while students drifted back to dorms in loose clusters, laughter rising and falling like distant waves.Carlson was already parked near the far edge of the lot, engine off, hands resting uselessly on the steering wheel. He had arrived early,too early—and spent the extra time rearranging things that didn’t need rearranging. The glove compartment had been checked twice, the back seat was spotless. The dashboard wiped down until it reflected the dim glow of the lights outside.On the passenger seat sat a small paper bag.Inside were Randy’s favorite snacks—ones Carlson had memorized long ago without realizing he’d been doing it. Sweet and salty, familiar brands Randy always reached for during late nights and stressful days. Buying them hadn’t been impulsive. Carlson had stood in the store aisle longer than necess
Dual POV — Randy / CarlsonThe campus changed at night.Randy had always noticed it,the way the air cooled faster than expected, how shadows stretched longer than they had any right to. The familiar buildings felt quieter, heavier, like they were holding their breath along with him.He walked without purpose at first, hands shoved into his jacket pockets, sketchbook weighing down his bag like an accusation. Every step echoed too loudly in his head,every memory replayed itself without permission.Carlson in the studio doorway,carlson laughing with joy,Carlson leaving, almost.That word had lodged itself beneath Randy’s ribs, sharp and persistent almost looking. Almost touching,almost saying something real.He hated how close it felt now—like one careless moment could undo months of restraint.He didn’t expect to see Carlson near the old lecture hall.Carlson stood beneath a dim lamppost, phone in hand, shoulders tense, posture rigid in a way Randy had never seen before. The light ca







