Chapter 4

Carlson's POV 

Jackie got upset about what happened and Left, like that, everyone began leaving and the room was now scanty with just my friends and Becky hanging around.

"Dan, I can't believe that newbie walked out on you, wow!* Dav walked and sat on the couch across from me.

I said nothing, that's what I intended to do but what Barry said next got on my pride 

"It's not like he could do something, the boy is feisty to begin with" 

I frowned, "I chose to let him go" 

"Nah, I don't think so" Barry disagreed."We all were here and you couldn't even land him a peck"

"Common, remember Carlson isn't into guys...that could be why he only teased him " Dave tried to explain but Barry didn't let him

"Well, doesn't count on this...he lost a dare to that newbie " 

"And what if I do it?" I asked, not able to accept that I lost to that Randy guy.

"You couldn't do it earlier, what makes you think you will get a chance to?"Barry raised brow. He's very good at pushing me to do things and this is among the many.

It's not a must, I could back down but my pride can't.

"I don't need a fucking party to get a guy..." I said in-between grit teeth.

"But, you aren't into guys" Dave pointed out, obviously concerned with everything 

"And so? I can always fake it" I retorted, my voice came about harshly because I was pissed.

Dave coiled back into the couch, I knew he was hurt by my tone but I didn't apologize.

"You don't have to act brave if you aren't... fucking a man is different from fucking a woman and that requires a lot more than..." I didn't let Barry finish as I cut in

"All it requires is a dick and charms, and that, I've got to watch me" 

Barry's smile widened, "interesting " 

Becky didn't look pleased, "do you really have to do this....you can just let it be and stick with..." She tried to grab my arm but I jerked her hand  away.

"Stay out of this!" I warned her and she pulled away.

I turned to Barry, "but ..." I paused before continuing, Barry's head tilted to the side, "I will only do it if there's a good reward for me" 

Barry's smile widened, "I knew you'd ask for something...and because I'm very certain you will lose this one, I'm betting on something that's so precious to be and you like it the most....my car" 

I smiled a smile that couldn't be considered a smile, he's indeed walking on my pride and I will do this to show him just how much I can do when my pride is out on a test.

"Deal!" I muttered, before Dave and Becky, we stroked a deal And I looked forward to winning it.

I felt bored the moment I stepped foot on the campus ground. I, I'm not one to attend classes but because I have something to look forward to, here I am in this damn rat hole.

From afar, I spotted Randy seriously talking with Jackie, they seem to be talking about something so intensely and he looked mad.

And for some reason, he looked too cute, I found myself watching, observing his every moment. 

Whatever Jackie said didn't help the situation, the astonished look on his face made me smile unknowingly to myself. I watched him turn and storm away and Jackie was left with an unfinished sentence.

I'm certain it's regarding what happened last night. He shouldn't blame Jackie right? Jackie grew mad after he left and even caused the event to stop.

Jackie cares for him, but I guess she just didn't use the right words to speak.

I want to go ahead and follow him, I saw him entering the restroom and that was exactly what I wanted.

Without wasting another second, I followed him instead. I found him still in the sink staring at himself in the mirror. He froze the moment I walked in. 

"It's you again" I said, pretending I didn't know he was inside.

Slowly, I approached him. I saw panic in his eyes, he could barely hold on to my gaze.

"I'm sorry but I don't have time for all these" he attempted to leave but I grabbed him and pushed him against the wall.

"I'm sorry, but I'm not done with you yet" I slammed my hands on the wall trapping him in-between, he whimpered in fear.

"I need you to tell me" I leaned down, close enough to leave him breathless, "while you were watching me masturbating, did you feel like..." I reached for his dick and grabbed it.

He squirmed like a lady and tried to push my hand away but I didn't let him.

"No...I didn't, I promise....it was an accident, I didn't mean to spy on you" He tried to beg his way free but I wasn't going to give him any time soon.

"But you did..." I said as a matter of fact, "and you still bailed on me at the party, what I'm I going to do to you?" I made a thoughtful face as I watched him unravel in fear.

I grabbed his face, firm but not hard enough to hurt him. "Have you ever kissed before?" 

He shook his head in acceptance, I smiled.

"But not with a guy" I tilted his head up and kissed him.

I wanted to tease him and make him helpless but as I kissed him, I realized just how much I felt the kiss.

His lips were soft, and warm and every taste of it made me want to devour him more.

I only pulled away when I was out of breath, my harsh and haggard breath brushed over his face, he looked up at me,with  surprise and something I couldn't place a finger on written all over his face.

"When was the last time you touched yourself?" My voice came as a whisper.

He blinked at me and I smiled knowing how badly he would run wild after I got done with him.

Without warning, I slipped my hand into his pants and grabbed his dick. He gasped in surprise and tried to stop me but I used my other hand to render him helpless as I strapped both his hands against the wall over his head.

"Oh, you are already hard and needy" I was surprised to feel his hard dick throbbing at my touch.

I looked up and he glanced away, biting his bottom lips.

"You did feel aroused back then, didn't you?" He sat quietly, trying to act tough even though his secret had been revealed.

I leaned in, his lips brushing the tip of his earlobe and he shivered in a haggered breath.

"Don't worry, I'm not going to harm you...I'm going to make you feel good, so good that you won't ever forget this day " then, I began moving my hands up and down his length, i didn't go up to four strokes when I felt a warm liquid spread on my hand.

It was his precum, I didn't stop. I continued doing what I do best.

He shut his eyes, mouth hung open at the feel of my hand pleasing him. For some reason, I felt so hard staring at his ecstatic face, his parted lips became even more alluring and inviting.

I didn't think it was like a spell. I leaned down and kissed him, inviting my tongue into his mouth and he moaned in response.

I let go of his hands and grabbed his neck, he shuddered and I felt his defense slipped away immediately. He wanted this and strangely, I wanted this too.

At first, I only wanted to tease him and make him fear me but it turns out I have this hidden side of me that has always got a great thing for stuff like this but I never dared to do it.

Guys, have never been my choice or option but this thing happening between us, I now doubt my sexuality.

"Please!" I heard him begged me, and something in me snapped.

All I wanted right now was to give him what he wanted and make him mine.

I deepened the kiss and after a while, I pulled away and began kissing the sensitive spots on his neck. I never stopped moving my hand on him, and every stroke drew him closer to his orgasm which I was still selfish enough to let him have.