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Heavy
🎶 Am holding on,
why is everything so heavyHolding on, there's so muchmore than I can carry 🎶HEAVY- LINKIN PARK FT KIIARAClement left a few minutes ago, not before making sure I was okay.
Right now I was tucked up in bed and gazing at my ceiling. Counting sheeps is meant to help me fall asleep but all I can see is the dainty sheeps dancing tango in my vision.
i really really need this sleep, waking up before my alarm has not been helpful at all.
I gave a loud long sigh and continued.
"one sheep, two sheeps, three shee-" I was removed from my numerics by my specific ringtone for a specific person.
Unknowingly, a smile landed on my lips as I answered the phone call.
"Okay, so spill, how was your day?" and that was how she began the conversation.
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