LOGINVEDA’S POV
Silas has been doing a very good job of playing the loving husband. In fact, he’s so convincing, I almost believed him. Almost. “What a beautiful wife you have there, Sterling,” the thousandth man said, gripping my husband’s hand in a firm handshake while his eyes lingered on me a little too long. At this point, the number of men who seemed to want me was reaching pandemic levels. “And that’s just one of the many reasons I married her,” Silas replied with a smile, running a finger lightly beneath the irritating emeralds at my throat. I smiled back like the devoted wife I was, silently praying for the night to be over. The gala dragged on, as galas always did, and I stood beside my dear husband with aching cheeks and throbbing feet. I was certain he was keeping me on my feet this long on purpose as another quiet punishment. The emeralds didn’t help matters. Not when it was a constant reminder of the collar I couldn’t see but always felt. The drive back home was silent, as it always was. But then, for the first time in two years, Silas broke it. “My son is coming back tonight,” he said, the glow of his phone lighting up his sharp features. I looked at him, and for some odd reason, a strange, sinking feeling settled low in my belly. And you’re just telling me now? But I didn’t say that. That would only get me into trouble. “Is there anything else I should know, husband?” I asked instead, keeping my voice soft. He didn’t answer. I turned to the window, breathing in and out, trying to calm the storm rising inside me at his rude dismissal. I’d heard about Zane Sterling, the exiled, notorious heir, in passing. But the thing is, his reputation precedes him, and he’s a rude, reckless playboy. Or so they say. Just great. Now I was stuck with both the cold, controlling father and the arrogant son. When we got to the estate, the first thing I noticed was a sleek black car I didn’t recognize. Silas ignored it, but I didn’t miss the shift in his posture. Silas moved quickly to his office, a rare urgency in his steps, leaving me standing there, unsettled. Even the staff seemed off, tense and avoidant. So, he was already here. Just then, a wave of dizziness hit me, and it felt like the ground seemed to tilt from under my feet. I grabbed a nearby lamp for support, willing the spinning to stop and my stomach not to spill its contents on the ground. After a moment, I steadied myself and took a deep breath. This dizziness and exhaustion I couldn’t sleep off, no matter how long I stayed in bed, had been happening more often lately, and it was getting worse. I made a mental note to keep it to myself and went inside. I headed to my room, removed the offensive jewellery first and left it out for Rosa. Then I scrubbed my face and swallowed my vitamins with water. I should’ve gone straight to bed. I was exhausted, and it was well past midnight, and there was absolutely no reason to wander the east corridor. I wandered the east corridor anyway. In my defense, I was thirsty and needed more water. Now, I need you to understand what I looked like, because it matters for what happened next. My hair was currently up in a terrible bun, some dark strands falling into my eyes, mismatched socks covered my feet, and I was wearing an oversized t-shirt stolen from Silas’s closet in my first month here because I knew it’d bother him if he ever noticed it was missing. Basically, I looked like someone who lived under a bridge. When I turned the corner toward the kitchen, I walked directly into a wall. Except walls in my experience don’t grab you by the shoulders. And they definitely don’t breathe or smell like cedar and something dark and warm that tingles your senses. I stumbled back and looked up. And up. And up. The wall was tall, conveniently shirtless (No, I didn’t notice his defined chest), with dirty blonde curls that looked like he had been running his hands through them for hours, and a very sharp jaw. A throat cleared, and I snapped back. “You can’t be back here,” I said, sliding into my lady-of-the-house voice. “This place is off limits to security after ten. If you need to run a check, you go through Rosa. Who assigned you to this wing anyway?” SIlence. The man didn’t say anything and just looked at me, starting from the top of my terrible bun, to the stolen shirt, all the way to the mismatched socks. He was definitely not impressed. Which, for the record, pissed me off. “I don’t know who you think—” “Who assigned me?” Did he just cut me off?! Oh no, he didn’t. “Yes, mister…” I trailed, waiting for him to give a name. “Zane,” he said. “Yes, Mr. Zane. It really isn’t a difficult ques—” I stopped talking, and for the second time in my life, I wished the ground would open up and swallow me. Shit. It seemed he clocked the realization on my face because a slow, satisfied smirk spread across his face. I quickly covered up the obvious horror I was sure reflected in my grey eyes. “You’re the son.” I simply said, acting completely unbothered when I was anything but. “And you,” he said, his gaze dropping briefly and deliberately to the pearl earrings I’d forgotten to remove, then back up to my face, “are wearing my mother’s jewellery.” I felt the shift in the room and saw the barely noticeable tic in his jaw. He was pissed at my presence all right, and I was going to give him something to be truly pissed about. Besides, I didn’t know they belonged to anyone. Silas had placed the pearls on my vanity one morning without explanation. He dropped things, and you wore them. That was the way of this house. But I lifted my chin anyway. “I’m also your father’s wife,” I said. “So you might want to remember where you are.” His jaw tightened, and he stepped closer, but I held my ground because I hadn’t spent two years with Silas to be moved by his son. “Trust me,” he said quietly, his scent briefly confusing me before I shook it off. “I know exactly where I am.” He held my gaze for another moment, long enough to make me feel uncomfortable, but I refused to break his gaze. I wouldn’t back down. An annoyed smirk spread across his face, and he stepped back, regarding me once more before speaking. “Do take those off, sweet Veda,” he said in a slow and unhurried voice, nodding at the pearls. “They look horrible against your skin.” He walked away before I could answer. I stood in the corridor and listened to his footsteps disappear. Then I let out a slow breath I didn’t know I was holding and pressed a hand on my chest in a pathetic attempt to calm my erratic heart. That was an unexpected encounter. And I really hate those. I went to the kitchen, drank my water, went to bed and stared at the ceiling for a while. My fingers found the pearls still on my ears, and before I could stop myself, I whispered into the dark: “Horrible against my skin?” I turned to my side. “Has he seen himself?” I wasn’t oblivious to his face, or his jaw, or the rest of it. But I wasn’t oblivious to his stinking behaviour either. And that he was my husband’s son. I closed my eyes. Silas wanted me afraid of his son’s return, and I thought I could handle it. I couldn’t. But I would. I’d handled the father for two years, and the son would be no exception. Zane Sterling was home, and I’d just called him security. Well, he’d better not cross me again. Or I would make that tag a reality. I am, after all, Silas’s wife, and a queen has more leverage than a prince, even in his own home.VEDAThe second that door clicked shut, my whole body went still.I didn't move. I didn't even breathe. I just lay there under the heavy comforter, staring at the thin line of yellow hallway light that had flashed across the ceiling before disappearing into the dark.It had been the guard. Just the guard cracking the door open for three seconds to make sure I was in bed before Silas walked up the stairs.Outside, heavy shoes paced back and forth—slow, steady thuds against the wood.Silas.He was out there, talking in low, clipped murmurs to the guard.Every muscle in my body was locked so tight it hurt.Under the sheets, my bare thighs were sticky, Zane's come cooling against my skin, slick and heavy. The smell of cedar, rain, and sex clung to the mattress, impossible to hide and explain away.If Silas opened that door right now, one breath would give me away. He'd smell what happened before he even reached the foot of the bed.I don't know how long I lay there.Down the hall, a door
ZANEMy head jerked toward the bedroom door, every muscle in my back tightening.The footsteps were getting faster, pounding up the stairs two at a time.It wasn't Silas. My father had never run anywhere in his life.Fuck. Marcus."Zane," Veda choked out against my neck, her voice shaking.Her legs were still locked around my waist. I pulled out of her quickly, my hands tightening around her hips. A sharp gasp tore out of her throat as the cold air hit her skin.Her feet hit the floor, but her knees buckled immediately. I caught her under the arms before she could fall and held her against the dresser.Out in the hall, Marcus's voice cut through the silence, low and fast.“Get up,” Marcus snapped at the guard in the hallway. “Silas just came through the main gate. He’s driving up the driveway right now.”The guard’s boots hit the floor with a heavy thud. His wooden chair scraped across the rug.“He wasn't supposed to be back until eight,” the guard muttered through the door.“Well, he
VEDAHis lips were still cold from the rain, but inside, his mouth burned hot. He kissed me like he was trying to prove a point, tasting like coffee and tobacco and the storm outside, and it knocked the air clean out of my lungs.My fingers dug into the damp curls at the back of his neck, pulling him down harder.Whatever calm I'd been holding onto five minutes ago was gone. His thigh pushed between mine, forcing my legs apart under the blanket until the hard length of him pressed against me through his wet pants.Out in the hall, the wooden chair scraped against the floor.Zane went still.His mouth stayed on mine, but his whole body turned rigid.Neither of us moved. Neither of us breathed. I could feel his heart slamming against my chest, fast and hard, matching mine beat for beat.Through the door, the guard shifted, cleared his throat, and coughed once. Then the chair creaked as he settled back.Silence returned, but Zane didn't stay on the bed.He pulled back from the kiss, brea
VEDAI lay on my back, staring at the ceiling.Silas had come back at eight that morning with the square amber bottle and plastic syringe. Then he'd returned at six that evening. Both times, he'd held my jaw, forced the liquid down my throat, and watched until I swallowed.The strange thing was, my body didn't feel heavy anymore. The awful, sour nausea that used to twist my stomach after those chalky pills was gone. My head was clear, the bitter iron taste had disappeared from my tongue, and the dizziness that used to hit me whenever I stood up hadn't returned.I felt steady. Stronger than I had in weeks.Then a thought came to me, one I didn't want.What if Zane was wrong?What if Silas wasn't trying to harm me? What if he was only trying to fix what he saw as a broken investment so I'd look healthy standing beside him at the next press conference?Outside in the hallway, leather creaked. The night guard shifted in the wooden chair outside my door, and a low radio murmur broke throug
VEDAThe heavy antique chair scraped across the floor in the hallway.My back went stiff against the pillows.A metal key slid into the deadbolt with a sharp grind, and the heavy lock slammed into the frame with a thud that shook the headboard.The door opened.Silas walked in first.In his left hand was a square, dark amber bottle and a clear plastic syringe with black measurement lines taped to its neck.Rosa followed behind him.She carried a small silver tray with an empty crystal glass and a pitcher of cold water. Her head was lowered, and her trembling fingers twisted the edge of her apron. The glass kept clinking against the pitcher.The guard stayed in the hallway, his combat boots planted in the doorway as he watched through the open door.Silas walked straight to the nightstand, placed the amber bottle on it with a heavy thud, and tore the syringe away from the glass.My mouth went dry. My hands tightened into fists beneath the blanket."What is that?" My voice came out thin
ZANE It was getting dark, and the main house was colder than outside. The maids stayed close to the walls with their eyes down. Silas's four new men worked in pairs, stiff black jackets and heavy utility belts, changing positions every hour. My left hand was deep inside the pocket of my pants, throbbing hard. The electrical tape around my thumbnail had turned gray and sticky at the edges, clinging to the raw skin underneath. I'd tried washing the dirt off my face in the downstairs bathroom an hour ago. The dark circles under my eyes looked like someone had carved them out with a dull knife. I turned the corner near the entrance to the guest library, heading for the side doors. The tall walnut door swung open and Amelia stepped straight into my path. A thick cream cardigan was pulled tight around her ribs, her hair tied in a messy knot like she'd been running her fingers through it for hours. She stood in the middle of the Persian rug, her small boots planted firmly on the floor







