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By Ruthlessness I Rule 24
Cressida I regained consciousness at the feeling of something happening to me down south but what actually jolted me awake was something entering my pussy, buried deep inside but slowly I realised that it was his tongue, that's when I knew that I should've expected that from him. I moaned as loud as I could while my hands fisted the sheets underneath me when my eyes finally were wide open to be met with green ones, these damned green eyes."Morning, Güzel." He said in a morning throaty voice that had me become even wetter while small gasps left my mouth as he thrusted his fingers in and out of me while his tongue was sending jolts to my clit and it felt so fucking good."Feels good?" He asked while looking me dead in the eye but his movements could only make me let out sounds of pleasure to the point where I couldn't answer him which came at a price when he used his other hand and harshly pinched my nipple. Hard.I screamed out as pain and pleasure mixed together while letting out a
By Ruthlessness I Rule 25
Cressida I couldn't feel anything anymore. Nothing mattered anymore, numbness was my ally now, helping me cope with the demons inside my head.My feet were moving me on their own accord inside our mansion but it felt… empty.No it didn't feel, it was empty, life no longer existed in it and no sound was there, just the sound of our footsteps through the empty entrance, darkness surrounding it.Aunt Natalie was about to turn on the lights when I raised my hand in the air, telling her to stop which she did after looking at my father.I started going upstairs, not waiting for anyone to follow me and I knew I was supposed to go inside my room but my feet carried me somewhere else, somewhere that would bring me pain but my heart didn't seem to care.His room was dark but I knew my way very well. I walked inside it before I collapsed down on the bed as I let myself take in his smell, his scent being everywhere around me as if he was trying to wrap me in a comforting hug.But I couldn't let
By Ruthlessness I Rule 26
Cressida The five stages of grief:Denial: But to deny the truth doesn't make the truth go away. Sooner or later the hard realities of the truth will bite. I spent what felt like an eternity in his room, hoping everyday that he would open the door and walk inside the room, annoy the hell out of me. I wouldn't even mind if he made me watch those terrible movies he loved with him but I just have to keep waiting until he comes back because he had to come back.He had to come back to me… he's my other half, the one who understood me without needing for either of us to say a word, our eyes always talked for the both of us so I'll just keep on waiting for him to come back here so we could go back to loving and protecting each other."Ida, please… you need to come out of this room." Dad said softly yet with frustration… Why was he frustrated? Didn't he miss Jack as well, he should be happy that I'm still waiting for him to come back."It's not 'This' room. It's Jack's room and I'm fine st
By Ruthlessness I Rule 1
Has it ever occurred to you that a few words could seal your fate? I know it seems ridiculous, but for me… they did. Seven fucking words sealed my fate in my new high school. I didn’t know how to break the curse that came upon me, or if it was possible to be free of it at all. I wished I’d just listened to Talia that day and looked away. But I didn’t. My decision turned three years of my life upside down, and as much as I wished I could reverse it, I couldn’t. I regretted my action. But the thing about regret is… it’s a fucking waste of time. ********************* “It’s going to be fine, Ida,” Dad said softly. As CEO of Arne Enterprises, Isaac Arne had a reputation to uphold. But this tone of voice was one he saved just for me, in the comfort of home. He was a wealthy man who gave me and my twin brother, Jack, anything we ever asked for. So did our mother… when she was still alive. “I didn’t say anything.” Which was true. I technically didn’t say anything, but I knew my fac
By Ruthlessness I Rule 2
CressidaThree Years LaterJack answered the phone with a chuckle. “Miss me already?” Hearing his chuckle was more than enough to make my day.“Bitching already?” I faked a gasp as I stopped at the traffic light and adjusted the Bluetooth ear piece. “Stop being a little shit. Why are you calling?” “I missed you. I know you left London a week ago, but I would miss you even if you left two seconds ago.” He paused, and I knew there was more, so I clutched the steering wheel tightly so I could hide my sadness and frustration about not being beside him when he needed me the most.“If it wasn’t for Aunt Valerie here, I wouldn’t have survived my seizures without having you beside me. But it’s fine… one year to go.” One more year in that hell I’d been living in for the past three years. The same hell Talia endured with me. And thank God she was with me, because I doubt I would’ve survived without her. Who would survive what we had to go through on their own? No one.“One year to go.” My vo
By Ruthlessness I Rule 3
CressidaThe tension in the classroom didn’t seem to lessen with time. Everyone was whispering about how Savaş chose me over Blake. It felt wrong, but somehow right at the same time.I ignored him for the rest of the class and even after it ended. I could feel his eyes on me constantly, but I simply kept on ignoring. No one called me or Talia any names as we walked through the hallways of the school to our lockers. Not one bad word got directed at us. I had to double check to see if Savaş or any of the horsemen were behind us because it would’ve been the only explanation after what happened today.Savaş insulted Blake in front of everyone, for my sake. Not that I believe he actually helped me for… well, me. There has to be a reason behind that action of his, because there is no way that he just turned into a good person towards us. Not after all this time.But I wasn’t sure what to feel about this whole thing. I had hated Savaş for a very long time… and I still do, but why exactly di
By Ruthlessness I Rule 4
Cressida Usually In a situation like this my brain goes into a fight or flight mode but I couldn't do either of those. Savaş took both options off the table as he had me trapped against my own car, I couldn't fight, hell I could barely breathe with this position we're in and flight was also out of question. So what the fuck was I supposed to do? He finally removed his hand from my mouth and I didn’t waste my chance to ask any question that came to my mind."What are you talking about?" I asked and had to use all my strength so that my voice wouldn't tremble because I was afraid but that wasn't all, there was something else going on with me because of this situation and I didn’t like it."I don't appreciate it when people pretend that I don't exist, Arne and you of all people don't get to do that." His voice was so low and dangerous that it should have me running the other way as quickly as I could but it felt like I was paralysed. "I didn't do anything to you!" I yelled at him, no
By Ruthlessness I Rule 5
Cressida Why am I even searching about this? Right, because I wanted to know more about Savaş Ewald.Turns out his name means 'War' which suited him greatly.Meanwhile I finally knew what the word he always says to me means. Güzel is a Turkish word that means beautiful but why does he call me that? I mean does he really think I'm beautiful or is he just being flirty? Why the hell would I care if he thought I'm beautiful? I know I am!!Damn it… he's occupying without even being around so how the hell am I supposed to face him tomorrow after what happened today's afternoon in the parking lot, where anyone could have seen us. Shit! I'm only now thinking about that? Why didn't I remember this info when we were in the parking lot? Because I'm an Idiot! A knock on my bedroom door had me sitting up in the bed but no one entered the room which meant it's Dad."Ida? Talia is here, she wants me to see if you're awake." "Yes I'm awake!" I yelled but made no attempt to get up and open the d
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