Erica“Can we keep him? Take him with us?”For a long minute he didn’t say anything as he kept staring at the dog. And then, I watched him change in front of my eyes.I remembered the time when I had realised what was happening to me. What was being done to me. When my nightmares had turned into reality and when I had seen myself in the mirror after that horrible night. I remembered how I had looked. Just the way Antonio looked right now. Lost and broken. And fûcking angry. So angry, the rage was a palpable being between us. Instincts told me to step back but I was frozen and then... I didn’t know how it happened. Just as carefully as Antonio took the dog from me with as much force he slammed me against the wall. His face was red and his eyes were dark like the night sky without moon and the stars. “Don’t touch them. Don’t fucking touch them.” His voice wasn’t cold or heated how it normally gets when he wants to subdue me. But it was shaking, filled with emotions that I knew too well
EricaI walked to his office but when I pushed the door open it was empty. I made my way downstairs and found Mario in the small sitting room where Antonio had spànked me for the first time. When he saw me, he motioned for me to join him. “Come on, sit with me. Do you need anything?”I shook my head. “No. I’m good.” I asked, “Do you know where Antonio is?”His brows troubled and I knew he was aware of his dark mood. He said, “He went back out to the city.”“Oh.” I could hear the disappointment in that single word and so did Mario.He smiled at me as he said, “Ephraim told me what happened today.” I remained silent, waiting for him to say more. Wanting him to say more. But when he didn’t say anything, I asked, “Can you tell me more about it? I asked Ephraim but he didn’t say anything.”Mario looked like he wanted to say something but he shook his head. “I shouldn’t. They are not my secrets.”I could see that he wanted to tell me so I gave him the push that I knew would work. I said, “
Erica“Where. Were. You?”He stepped back from me and replied coolly, “It’s none of your fûcking business.”I slapped him. I didn’t stop to think. I should have. But I was too furious to consider my actions, to think twice. I was hurting. Fûck. My chest ached like he had just slammed a fist there. And I didn’t even regret it a moment later when my cheek burned from his palm as he reciprocated in the same way.We stood there, glaring at each other. At last, he said, “I told you again and again, not to cross this line with me.”“I hate you.”He remained silent and looked at me like I was crazy. But my chest burned with something close to betrayal. I shouldn’t be surprised after the way he had been with the women at the party the other night but I had believed him when he had said that he only wanted me. But now seeing the red lipstick mark on his shirt, I was fûcking furious and felt cheated. And stupid. Maybe I was crazy, even as I fought the feelings, some might’ve slipped through the
AntonioI looked down at my little captive. The woman I bought from an auction for my revenge and then realised that I also wanted her to serve the purpose for which she was placed on that stage to be auctioned. To be under my command and to sate my lust that she provoked with every insult she hurtled at me.With each day that passed she revealed to me an aspect of her that intrigued and made me want to bare every inch of her, inside and out, so I could dominate her however I liked. To bring her down on her knees not because I wanted but also because she desired it. I have several women kneeling before me but it was different when it’s a woman like her. Erica Cavanagh had demons that had forged rock hard walls around her, made her into a woman who refused to bow down and I admired that about her. And I wanted to be the man she’d bow down for. Only me.She told me she hated me and I believed her. But she also behaved like a woman cheated, heartbroken and furious when she saw the red li
Erica I scrambled off the bed as Antonio left the room. My whole body was warm and prepared for him but now cold washed over me as the door clicked shut. Suddenly, the night outside seemed dangerously dark and foreboding as I walked to the windows and looked out. The ground below was scattered with lights but the trees remained dark and unmoving. Except when I looked long enough, I swear I could see a red laser beam just like the one I had seen trained on Antonio when he was ready to kill Jeremiah Sokolov. I didn’t realise but I tensed as my mind went back to Antonio going downstairs. I turned from the window and I knew he had told me to stay here locked inside but I remembered what Mario had said would happen if Antonio got hurt. I refused to admit that I was really worried about him as I went to the closet and pulled on a pair of jeans I had discarded earlier. Just as I grabbed the doorknob another gunshot sounded making me flinch and despite knowing the best I sent up a prayer abo
EricaMy whole body tensed as the arm around my waist tightened and the blade of the knife dug into my throat threatening to slice it open. Until now, with Antonio I hadn’t worried about getting hurt like this but now I wasn’t certain anymore. My wide eyes went to Antonio, I didn’t know why but I looked at him like he was the only one who could save me. I couldn’t see the man behind me but he felt dangerous in a way I was unable to put into words. “Well, look at that, we meet at last.” The man from behind me drawled, making goosebumps rise on my skin. I couldn’t detect his accent as there was nothing that would tell me from where he was. He couldn’t be with Z, otherwise why would he hold me at knife point, like he wasn an enemy.Antonio arched his brow. “Who the fûck are you?”“Aww... You didn’t recognise me. I’m hurt, Rossi.” He tsked, like he was having a chit chat over tea, not keeping me hostage while he talked to Antonio. “Or, maybe I should call you the Italian arsehole, the na
AntonioI should probably look after Ephraim as he was bleeding pretty badly from the bullet that grazed his side but all my focus was on the woman in my arms who had a little cut on her throat that was making me see red. But it wasn’t just that, the bigger problem was the fact that Erica hadn't said a word all the way from downstairs to the bedroom as she had let me carry her without a single protest. And even now as I sat her down on the bed she didn't say anything. I had no idea what was going on inside her head. After the things Zurich had said I was ready for her questions but till now she hadn't asked any. And the way she was... Like she was in a shock or behaving like she wasn’t seeing me was making me feel out of control. Not to mention, Alex fûcking Carter had already trampled all over my nerves when he appeared out of nowhere and then to top it off he made her bleéd in front of my eyes and somehow he knew what he was doing because he got exactly what he wanted.After makin
EricaI was spiraling and I have no idea how to stop it. Yesterday, I spent my day alone sitting at the edge of the cliff looking out at nothing and everything. For some reason I have yet to open the note Alex had slipped in my pocket. I didn’t know why I was so hesitant to read its contents but I was sure whatever was in there would change the course of my actions. Right now, I have no clue what I was going to do next. The only thing I knew was somewhere, somehow I started to have other feelings besides physical attraction for Antonio. If not for that, I wouldn’t have felt the hurt I had felt when I learned that he brought me here because of Gabriel. Not for me.But then just yesterday morning he had told me it was no longer the only reason. I didn’t know if I should believe him. Logically, I shouldn’t. He was the villain but when he looked at me with those dark golden eyes he didn’t feel like the villain to me. He felt like something else...I shook my head and frowned at my own tho