Amara placed a plate of potato chips on a table between a couple on a date and shivered at the thought of Reece uncovering all her secrets, being a private investigator…
And what about the erotic fantasies she harbored involving him?
He’d either be very shocked or very pleased to discover her private thoughts with him in the starring role. Not that he’d ever find out how she truly felt about him.
After nine months of looking over her shoulder, Amara was just starting to feel safe and secure with her life. The last thing she needed to do was allow sexual urges to lead her astray, despite how much Reece’s flirtatious behavior beckoned her to take a chance on him, to be a bit wild, reckless, and adventurous for a change.
It couldn’t happen.
She delivered tequila shots to a trio of guys in a corner booth, took more orders for drinks and appetizers, refilled bowls of peanuts, cleaned tables, and collected generous tips along the way.
Once she had the customers in her section of the lounge taken care of for the moment, Amara headed into the gaming area and stopped at Reece and Andy’s pool table first.
“Hey, guys… I’m getting ready to clock out in about ten minutes.”
Amara picked up their empty beer bottles and swiped peanut shells onto her tray.
“Can I get either of you a refill before I go?”
Andy smiled her way and racked up the billiard balls for a new game.
“I’ll take another beer.”
“You got it, Andy.”
Jotting down his request on her pad of paper, she glanced toward Reece, who was watching her in that wholly masculine way of his that made her pulse race.
“How about you, Reece?”
He gave his head a quick shake.
“No refill for me. I’ve hit my limit for the night.”
Two beers were Reece’s max, and she respected that and him for knowing his limit and sticking to it. His older brother, Bryce, was the same way, though it had been a while since she’d seen him in Frank’s for an evening out with the guys.
Amara tipped her head, meeting Reece’s striking dark eyes. He was one of the few men who actually looked at her face instead of her chest or body, but she found his stare equally unnerving. And too damn arousing.
“Would you like anything else?”
A disarming grin slid into place.
“Now, Amara,” he scolded in a lazy drawl that did crazy, delightful things to her insides, “you should know better than to ask me a question like that. You know exactly what I’d like, but I don’t think a date is on the menu.”
She laughed lightly.
“No, Reece, it is not.”
The man was an outrageous flirt, and because he’d never made an improper advance toward her, Amara let herself enjoy his charm while she worked. He made her feel feminine and desired, and while a part of her instinctively curbed those reactions, she couldn’t deny that those sensual feelings were still there beneath the surface, struggling to overpower their restraints.
Lord help her if those provocative cravings ever broke free with this man…
Reece chalked his cue stick for the opening break shot. His movements were slow, sure, and so damn sexy.
“Then, I guess there’s nothing else I want tonight, baby.”
Which left every other night ahead wide open, she read in his gaze. Amara had to admire his determination. Most men would have given up on her the first time she’d turned down a date. Reece was much more determined than most.
He bent over the pool table to line up his shot and cocked his hip for a better position and leverage. His stance drew her gaze to the muscles along his shoulders and down his back, which flexed with his every movement.
The tips of her fingers tingled at the thought of touching all that virile strength, of smoothing her hand down the slope of his spine and testing the heat and texture of his skin.
Goodness, it had been so, so, so, so long.
Her throat grew dry and Amara swallowed hard. A change in subject was definitely in order.
“Where’s your brother been lately?” she asked, clearing off a nearby table that had been recently vacated.
A loud, solid crack rent the air as the cue ball made contact, sending the rest of the colored balls scattering across the table. Three made it into pockets two solids and a stripe.
“Solids,” Reece called to Andy.
Then he looked at Amara.
“Bryce has got something better to do with his evenings than hang out here with us confirmed bachelors.”
“Oh, and what’s that?” she asked, curious.
Reece moved around the table, and spying a straight shot into the corner pocket, he lined up his cue.
“He is spending it with his fiancée, Claire.”
He scored another point. Amara crumpled up damp cocktail napkins and stuffed them into the empty glasses on her tray.
“Oh, that’s right… Aren’t they getting married soon?”
“Next Saturday, actually.”
Reece glanced up before making his next shot. His expression was heated and hopeful.
“How about you’d be my plus-one at my brother’s wedding?”
There was that temptation again, and she steeled herself against his sensual magnetism.
“Sorry, but I have to work that night.”
He hit the cue ball, which barely grazed a solid. He sighed, the sound tinged with the barest hint of defeat.
“Well… You can’t blame a guy for asking…”
Reece moved away from the table to give Andy his turn and strolled slowly over to join her where Amara stood in the corner of the room.
“One of these days I might get lucky and you’ll say yes.”
“Tiffany would be so happy to go with you,” she suggested without thinking, and nearly bit off her tongue.
While she knew she’d never accept a date with Reece, Amara hated the idea of him getting close and intimate with anyone else.
God, she was so pathetic!
She had no claim to him, other than her nightly erotic dreams. Reece stopped inches away, so close she could feel the warmth of his magnificent body, could smell the scent of his breathtaking after-shave.
It struck her just how big Reece was, how tall… how overwhelmingly male in every way possible. And if he so much as inhaled a deep breath, his chest would graze her full breasts and taut nipples.
Amara held her own breath. Reece bent his knees until they were face-to-face, his mouth a kiss away. His dark gaze locked with hers.
“Precious, it’s not Tiffany I’m interested in,” he replied in a low, rumbling voice.
Her legs turned to rubber, and her heart thumped hard and fast, pumping with a need that was almost painful. He hadn’t touched her physically, so why did she feel as though he’d caressed her intimately with his hands, from breasts to thighs?
She managed a smile, along with a stubborn tip of her chin.
“Then… It looks like you’ll be attending the wedding solo.”
Reece lifted an eyebrow at the subtle challenge in her tone, but before he could say anything more, or seduce her completely senseless with his eyes and voice, Amara slipped past him.
Shaken, she made her way back to the bar, asked Tiffany to deliver Andy’s bottle of beer, and received the okay from Frank to leave for the evening. She headed to the storeroom to get her jacket and purse, grateful that her shift was over. And so very disappointed that she couldn’t bring herself to say yes to Reece.
*****
“Man, she’s a tough cookie… Well, better luck next time, bro,” Andy said and slapped Reece’s back in a show of sympathetic male camaraderie.
“You think so? Hmm… I wouldn’t count on it, buddy.”
Reece pulled his gaze from where Amara had disappeared down a short hallway to the storeroom, certain his luck wasn’t going to improve anytime soon where she was concerned.
“Man, oh man… My sweet soon-to-be sister-in-law put a curse on me, and I’m beginning to think Claire is a real witch.”
His tone was wry, but the words his brother’s fiancée had spoken to him months ago haunted him now. Andy chuckled and continued their game of pool, sinking a striped ball into the side pocket.
“And why do you say that?”
Thrusting his fingers through his thick dark hair, Reece alternated his gaze from his friend to the back hall, waiting for Amara to reappear.
“One day, a while back when Claire was trying to get Bryce’s attention, she took her frustration out on me. Not only did she call me a degenerate, but she also said she hoped I’d find a woman I absolutely had to have, and that woman makes me sweat blood for her love… Some woman who’ll reform you and your ladies’ man ways, she’d added.”
His stomach knotted at the recollection. At the time, he’d been amused with Claire’s comment and had responded with a dry: ‘Not a chance in hell! I’m a wild spirit that doesn't need to be tamed…’
But now that he was in that exact situation, trying to get the attention of a woman who aroused and intrigued him beyond his normal span of interest, his words were so far from the truth.
Amara had gotten under his skin and kept him coming back to Frank’s grill bar on a regular basis. For months now he’d flirted with her, trying to coax her into a date, but the gorgeous Amara always turned down his invitations, despite the subtle longing he’d seen shimmering in her eyes.
Initially, he’d been baffled because no woman had ever resisted his advances for so long, and admittedly his male ego had taken a direct hit. Then she became a challenge to him, and now a pure, mind-blowing, perfect obsession.
One he couldn’t seem to shake.
And at the moment, his randy body was making that fixation known loud and clear. Just standing near enough to touch and kiss Amara Rafferty had made his blood run hot and his groin tighten in awareness.
As much as she longed to surrender to his tempting overture, her cautious nature couldn't help but wonder if he was here out of some warped sense of obligation. Or were Reece’s actions motivated by guilt? There was one way for Amara to find out. And if he gave her the answers she sought, she was all his in return."Reece… I want to know if… When you told me you loved me that last night we were together, did you mean it? Was that for real?" Amara held her breath as she waited for him to answer. His gaze softened, glowing with the same emotion she'd seen in his eyes that night they'd bared their hearts to each other."I never say anything I don't mean, precious. And I’m not going to start now. I meant every single word I’ve said to you. Every single one. How about you? Did you mean it?""Yes! I meant everything I’ve said, Reece!" Amara fiercely exclaimed. "I knew the depths of my feelings for you even if my mind was under the influence of amnesia."
He'd watched Daphne and Bryce struggle with the same fears and doubts not that long ago. He'd even helped them to recognize the weaknesses that had prevented them from grasping happiness together. What Reece hadn't admitted to himself was that he'd been afflicted with the same insecurities as a result of his shaky childhood. The scared little boy inside him who'd faced so much rejection and pain in the past had kept him from laying his soul on the line the morning Don had attacked Amara… That damned morning when she walked out of his life… As hard as it was for him to admit, he'd been scared of taking a personal gamble that would leave him emotionally vulnerable. Then and there, Reece should have been brave enough to tell Amara exactly how he felt about her, as Andy had suggested. With the return of her memory, Amara needed to understand that his feelings for her were real, and not a part of some pretense designed to protect her. Now th
Her expression wasn’t hurt because of the lie or angry… Maybe a bit disappointed. The look he saw in her eyes hit Reece deep in the gut. At this point in time, Reece knew he had to come clean and tell her everything. He owed Amara at least that."It all started at the hospital,” Reece began explaining. “You’ve been brought there after the accident, but no one was telling us a damn thing about your state. The hospital policy said no one except a close member of your family should be informed about your state. So, when the doctor came to talk to us about you, I told him I was your fiancé. There was no hidden agenda on my part, none whatsoever. It was just a way for me to get into your room and get information from the doctor about your condition.” Amara said nothing, so Reece continued his explanation.“Once I told him that you were my fiancée, I gained access to your room, along with your prognosis. And from there, the fabrication snowballed. The doctor said it was b
The moment Reece pulled into his driveway and saw a patrol car and an ambulance parked in front of his house, fear nearly strangled him. What the hell was going on? What was the reason for this entire commotion?“Oh, God… No! No way in hell!” he murmured. “Amara… My love…” He jumped out of his vehicle and ran. The broken window next to the front door and the shards of glass crunching beneath his sneakered feet as he bolted into the foyer sickened him, adding to his anxiety and dread that Don Anderson had finally gotten to Amara. In his living room, Reece came across the paramedics strapping Don to a cot, and Reece's stomach lurched when he caught sight of the blood on the other man's face, and his lifeless form.“Amara!” he called her but she didn’t answer. His gaze frantically swept the general area for Amara, and his chest tightened with apprehension when he didn't find her around, in the room. Where in the world was she? Had they al
Once she'd made it to the master bedroom, Amara shut and locked the door. She bolted over to the dresser and rummaged through the drawer where Reece kept his gun, her heart beating in time with the heavy, angry footsteps of Don coming up the stairs. Amara tossed Reece's cotton undershirts onto the floor in her frantic search, and a sob of despair caught in her throat when she realized that the gun wasn’t there. He must have taken it this morning, though, for the life of her, she couldn't remember him wearing his holster, which didn’t mean much. She'd grown so used to the weapon being a part of him that she hardly noticed it anymore. But the fact remained that the gun was gone, and she was trapped upstairs with a psychopath coming after her. The bedroom door rattled as Don tried to kick in the sturdy wooden panel, spurring Amara to find another means of defense. She'd gone through two other drawers for something sharp or blunt to use when the doo
From a very early age, he'd learned to guard his thoughts and feelings, protect his emotions from potential pain, and form no attachments other than to his immediate family. Reece had broken every single one of those rules with Amara, who'd gotten under his skin and filled an emptiness in him he hadn't even known existed until her arrival, until the first moment he’d seen her. And for the first time ever, Reece wanted a woman in his life permanently… He was in love up head over heels and he was willing to risk everything to give up his solitary lifestyle and make a forever kind of commitment to Amara, who was just as much of a lost and lonely soul as he'd been. But first, he had to tell her the truth… and have as much faith in her as he could. Uncertainties and doubts attacked Reece's empty stomach, invading his system like angry bees, making him all too aware of everything Amara stood to lose, too. Inhaling a steady breath, he squeeze