Chapter 19~

Sofia pov~

Today made it a week since I lost one of my babies, I've tried by best to distract myself from everything and the negativities but when I was locked up in this bedroom by my over protective baby father and I had nothing else to do but to lie sleep and think, I guess that'd just lead me into depression.

I'd constantly thinking bout my parents and my life back home, it just made me feel like sleeping and not waking.

I tried to convince Matteo of giving me a phone to inform my worried parents and friends but he plainly refused without giving me any reasons and before I could stress the issue further, he'd just leave halfway and lock the door on his way out.

I gave up on trying to convince him so I created a routine for myself that make me not think too much and would also not endanger my baby in anyway; I wake up in the morning, have a throw up session, do my business in the bathroom, have breakfast then go back to bed. I wake up for lunch, after lunch I go back