LOGINGordon Blackthorpe31st March 2025 - Blackthorpe Estate, Upper East SideI poured myself a double Macallan and downed it neat. The whisky burned all the way down, but I barely noticed. It may as well have been cheap rotgut for all I cared. Tonight I wasn't drinking to appreciate eighteen years of craftsmanship and smoky perfection. I was drinking because I was furious.I poured another double and carried the crystal tumbler to my study. The familiar scent of polished mahogany and leather usually calmed me. Tonight, it did nothing.I lowered myself into the wingback chair behind my desk, the leather creaking beneath my weight, and stared out over the manicured gardens lit up by flares in late evening.Every inch of it represented decades of sacrifice, ruthless decisions and calculated risks. It represented control. Tonight, for the first time in years...I felt it slipping. I stared out at the perfectly manicured grounds now lit up with garden flares, my grip tightening around the glas
ValentinaSunday, 8th February 2026We said our goodbyes to the Belladonna team amid another round of hugs and excited promises.Matteo clasped my hands warmly when we got to the entrance. "Bellina, you saved my show. Both of you did." He looked between Ethan and me before smiling. "I will never forget this."I laughed softly. "You can stop thanking us now.""No." He placed a dramatic hand over his heart. "Italians don't work that way."Everyone chuckled.He turned serious again. "I'll need you back Monday, Wednesday and Friday from twelve until two. Final fittings, rehearsal walks, choreography. We only have five days until the show."I nodded. "I'll be here."He nodded and then mused. "And I still need to figure out how I'm going to repay you both.""You already have," Ethan answered easily. "Seeing Val in that white excuse for clothing, my sister smiling like a goof and discovering an alternate career path if law doesn’t cut it…” Ethan teased.I blushed…hard…Olivia elbowed me in th
NashThursday - 31 March 2025 - Midas Media Head OfficeI shook my head at my father slowly. “You really don’t know her.”“I know women.” He shot back. His voice was full of certainty. “They all want something.” Then he delivered the blow that made my stomach sink. “If she was so different...” He spread his hands. “...why did you keep her a secret? You never introduced her. You never took her to functions. None of us ever met her. Because you never acknowledged her publicly.”His eyes locked onto mine. “Because deep down...even you knew exactly what she was.”The words hit like a fist. Because...He wasn’t entirely wrong. Not about Valentina. But about me. I’d found a woman unlike anyone I’d ever met. A woman who stood head and shoulders above every casual arrangement I’d ever had. And despite recognising she was different... I’d still placed her inside the exact same box.Another contracted arrangement. The NDA. The apartment, the allowance. Set boundaries. No future. No promises. N
NashThursday - 31 March 2025 - Midas Media Head OfficeMy father’s eyes flashed. “So you’ll throw away an empire?”I didn’t hesitate. “If that’s the price...yes.”For a long moment nobody spoke. Then Father’s expression changed. It became calculating. Almost smug. “Oh...I understand now.” His eyes locked onto mine. “So this is about her.”A knot tightened low in my stomach. “What are you talking about?”He gave a sound of disgust. “That little trailer-park bitch. I will never allow trash like that to carry the Blackthorpe name.”Everything inside me went still. Across me, Mason slowly lowered his whisky glass onto the desk.Neither of us spoke. We simply stared at him in shock. He couldn’t possibly...He didn’t even know Valentina. Or so I’d thought.I felt my jaw tighten but I didn’t cave. “Who exactly are you talking about?” I asked quietly. A cruel smile spread across Father’s face. “Oh...so now you want to play ignorant? Like you really don’t know.” He looked almost pleased. “I
NashThursday - 31 March 2025 - Midas Media Head OfficeThe ambush came after a board meeting that had dragged on for nearly three hours.Father had attended in person, which usually meant everyone walked on eggshells until he left. By the time the meeting finally adjourned, most of the executives had fled the building as though escaping a natural disaster.Mason and I had retreated to my office. His feet were propped shamelessly on my desk while I loosened my tie, already looking forward to blowing off steam at the gym before grabbing dinner.“Leg day?” Mason asked.I grimaced. “I think you just enjoy watching me suffer.”“I won't deny it’s one of life’s simple pleasures.” he grinned.I snorted. “You're a fucking undercover sadist.”The knock never came. The office door simply swung open. Both of us looked up. Father.I frowned. We’d assumed he’d gone home an hour ago. It was already close to six.He stepped inside, his gaze immediately landing on Mason’s polished shoes resting comf
ValentinaSunday - 08th February 2026 - BellaDonna Change RoomI hurried back behind the changing room curtain, my face still burning.The moment the sheer teddy slipped from my shoulders, I pressed both palms against my cheeks, willing the heat to disappear.It didn’t. My heart was still racing.The kiss...The way Ethan had held me. My face flamed hotter. The way I had kissed him back...I stared at my reflection in the mirror, barely recognising the woman looking back at me. “God...how am I going to face Ethan?“Would everything be awkward now? Had we crossed a line we could never uncross? What if I’d ruined the second most important friendship of my life?I was halfway dressed when the curtain was yanked aside. “Valentina Aurora Rossi!” Livvy ducked inside, pulling it firmly closed behind her before planting both hands on her hips.“What the hell was that?” she whisper yelled.I froze. “Wh...What?”She stared at me dramatically. “Don't give me that. You two practically set the studi
Author's Foreword This story has been entered into the Doing Me to the Fullest Contest. I hope it resonates with all of you that do me the honour of reading it as well as the judges of the contest. I wrote this story for every person that till this day hold a space in their hearts for their first
2 years ago – Saturday 29th February Valentina The battle in front of the mirror continues. My subconscious tuts, mocking me. *He chose you for weekends Valentina...* she corrects. 'There’s a difference.* My reflection blurs. I’m not crying. I refuse to cry before I even try. My hands are trem
2 years ago – Saturday 29th February ValentinaI woke up later than normal, the sun already high in the sky.I blushed as last night came rushing back. Nashian had been an absolute animal. He had taken me three more times. In the shower, strapped to the bench and finally on the giant four poster
2 years ago – Friday 28th February Valentina And then his mouth crashed down onto mine, teeth nipping my lower lip, tongue delving deep as if he he couldn't get enough of the taste of me. Plunging, duelling, conquering like a starving man offered a banquet and that had decided to swallow me who







