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No.
That was the only thought I had. Just that one word, repeating, filling every empty space in my head.
No. No. No.
I was already moving before I even made the decision to move. My feet just went, carrying me back down the corridor, away from the door, away from his father’s voice still ringing in my ears. Good boy.
My hand flew to my mouth. I could feel everything trying to come up at once, the tears, the scream, all of it pressing against the back of my throat, and I swallowed it down and kept moving. Liana arrives in two days.
I turned a corner. Then another. My chest was caving in on itself and I didn’t know where I was going, just away, just somewhere that wasn’t there, somewhere I didn’t have to stand and be the last person in the pack to figure out what everyone else already knew.
That bitch.
I made a sound. Small and broken. It slipped out before I could catch it and I heard footsteps behind me almost immediately, the low murmur of voices, and my body went cold.
I couldn’t run. Not really. Not in a pack full of wolves who could cover ground in seconds. Running would only make it worse, only make me look like exactly what they all already thought I was, so I stopped.
I pressed my back against the wall, closed my eyes for two seconds, and then stepped out into the corridor like I’d just been walking. Like I had somewhere to be. Like the mark on my neck wasn’t still throbbing and the whole world hadn’t just collapsed into a pile of ash. Adrian was there.
He stopped when he saw me. Something moved across his face, fast, there and gone so quickly I almost missed it. Guilt. Raw and unmistakable. He covered it in half a second, replaced it with something softer, but I’d already seen it. I’d already seen it.
“Aria.” He said my name like a question. “Were you just—” he paused. “Are you just coming?”
I smiled.
I don’t know how I did it. I don’t know where I found that smile or what I pulled it from but it came, sitting on my face like it belonged there.
“I came to find you,” I said. “You didn’t come back.”
Something shifted in his jaw. “I’m sorry. My father, he—” he exhaled, running a hand through his hair. “You know how he is.”
“What was he saying?”
“The alliance.” He said it smoothly. Too smoothly. “He was pushing again. The usual.”
I looked at him. This person I had given everything to, less than two hours ago, whose name I had said against his skin like a prayer. I looked at him and I wanted so badly to be wrong. I wanted there to be some version of this that made sense, some explanation I hadn’t thought of yet.
“Did you tell him no?”
“Of course.” No hesitation. Not even a flicker. “I told him it’s only you. That’s it, that’s all. Nothing’s changed.”
I nodded slowly. “And the marking?”
Something moved in his eyes.
“What about it?”
“Did you tell him?” I kept my voice even. “About the mark?”
He reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, his fingers brushing the edge of the mark as he did it. Gentle. Careful. Like he was tending to something precious.
“No,” he said softly. “That’s ours. Just ours. Nobody needs to know about that yet.”
Just ours. The words landed like stones in still water.
We can only hope that bitch gets pregnant.
He’d just told his father. He’d sat in that room and reported back like a soldier returning from a mission and then walked out here and looked me in the eyes and said just ours.
“Okay,” I said.
“Okay?”
“Yeah.” I stepped back, just slightly. Just enough. “I’ll meet you at home then. I just need some air”
He frowned. Looked at me the way he always did when he thought something was wrong, that small crease between his brows. “Are you okay?”
I almost laughed. I bit the inside of my cheek instead. “Why wouldn’t I be?” I said.
He searched my face for a moment. Then he leaned in and kissed me, soft and slow, and I stood there and let him, and I felt absolutely nothing. Or maybe I felt too much. Maybe the feeling was so large it had gone all the way around and come out the other side as nothing.
“I love you,” he said against my lips.
“I know,” I said.
I turned and walked away before he could see my face change.
The eyes found me immediately. They always did. But this time it was different. This time they weren’t just curious or contemptuous.
This time they looked at me like they knew exactly what had just happened, like they’d been watching the whole thing play out from the beginning and had already decided how it ended. A she-wolf near the entrance said something to the woman beside her and they both laughed, low and private. I walked faster.
By the time I got through the packhouse doors the tears had already started and I couldn’t stop them, didn’t even try. I just walked out through the main gates, down the path that curved through the trees toward the small house at the edge of pack territory. His mother’s house.
He’d told me about it on one of those nights when everything was quiet and he let his guard down. How his mother used to bring him here when his father got too bad. How this house was the one place Aaron couldn’t follow them into, the one place she’d made entirely hers.
How being here made him feel close to her still, even now, even years after she was gone. I had thought it meant something. Him bringing me here. Him choosing to live here with me.
Now I stood in the doorway and looked at the small sitting room, the worn furniture, the curtains his mother had probably chosen, and I thought, he hid you here.
Right at the edge of everything, just far enough away that nobody had to look at you too hard. You weren’t home. You were a kept thing. A waiting room. I went inside.
I don’t remember deciding to pick up the vase. I just had it in my hands and then it was against the wall, exploding into white pieces across the floor. The sound was satisfying in a way I hadn’t expected, so I picked up the next thing. A ceramic bowl from the shelf.
Then the framed photograph above the fireplace. Then the glass from the kitchen counter, swept off in one clean motion that sent it shattering across the tiles. I stood in the middle of it all and inhaled deeply.
It didn’t help. Nothing helped. The mark was still on my neck and his voice was still in my head and every sweet thing he’d ever said to me was now sitting in a completely different light, rearranging itself into something I didn’t want to look at. Had any of it been real?
I pressed my hands to my eyes, it didn’t matter. None of it mattered now. What mattered was that I couldn’t stay here. Not in this house, not in this pack, not in the shape of a life that had been built around me like a cage and dressed up to look like love.
They’d come for me if I just left. I knew that. An omega who’d been marked by the Alpha heir didn’t just get to walk away. They’d find me. Aaron Blackwood would make sure of it, if only to protect whatever plan he had for me next. So I had to be gone. Completely gone.
I went to the study, the safe was behind the bookshelf, exactly where Adrian had shown me. Only you know about this, he’d said. I almost believed that too. I almost believed a lot of things. The lock clicked open on the second try.
The money was stacked in neat bundles, more than I’d expected, more than I could carry easily. Pack funds probably.
Emergency reserves. I didn’t let myself think about it too hard. I just started filling the bag I’d found by the door, bundle after bundle, until the bag was heavy and the safe was empty.
I’ll starve them all, some small vicious part of me thought, and I didn’t even feel guilty about it.
I found the matches in the kitchen drawer.
I stood in the middle of the sitting room for a moment, bag over my shoulder, and looked at the house one last time. The broken pieces on the floor.
The curtains his mother had chosen. The life I’d believed in for long enough that dismantling it felt like removing something from inside my own body. I struck the match.
The curtains caught first. Then the rug. I watched for exactly as long as I needed to, just long enough to be sure, and then I turned and walked out the back door into the trees. Behind me the house breathed light into the dark sky. I didn’t look back.
I had given him my first time, my whole heart, the version of myself that still believed people meant what they said. I had given him everything I had and he had taken it and reported back to his father like it was a task completed.
So fine.
I shifted the bag on my shoulder and kept walking, the trees closing in around me, the pack getting smaller at my back.
Goodbye, Adrian, I thought. I genuinely hope your life falls apart.
ARIAHe stayed until past midnight. And it was not in the way I’d been afraid of, not in the way that would have required explaining to Eli in the morning, just sitting on the edge of my bed while I sat in the chair across from him, both of us talking in the low quiet way you talk when there’s a child sleeping nearby.The rest of the house was silent, it was the most honest conversation we’d had since any of this began, which wasn’t saying much given the week, but it felt like something.He told me about his father’s call, the exact words, the threats Aaron had made about the Council seat and the pack’s political standing and the alliance money.I imagined all of it being delivered in that flat, cold voice Aaron used when he wanted you to understand the full weight of what he was prepared to do.I listened and felt the familiar cold of it, the cold audacity of a man who planned Adrian’s future c the way other people arranged furniture.“He’ll follow through,” I said.“Some of it,”
ARIA’S POVI stared at him.“The only thing you could live with,” I repeated, and my voice came out strange, like it belonged to someone standing slightly outside the room watching this happen to someone else. “Adrian, do you understand what you just did?”“Yes.”“The Council—”“I know.”“Your father—”“I know, Aria.”“Liana is not the kind of woman who walks away from something like this quietly,” I said, and I heard the panic in my own voice and couldn’t stop it. “She has things, she has photographs, she has resources and people and she made threats that were very specific and I have a son—” I stopped.“I have a son who has been through enough and I cannot have her coming after us because you said no to a marriage in my bedroom at six in the morning —”“She’s not going to touch Eli,” he said.“You don’t know that.”“I do know that,” he said, and his voice was steady in a way that mine wasn’t. “Because I know things about Liana’s father and his arrangement with the Council that he wo
ARIANobody moved. Liana stood in the doorway in her suit with her hand still on the door handle and her eyes moving between me and Adrian with that particular sharpness that had nothing to do with confusion and everything to do with calculation, taking in the scene with a speed and precision that told me she’d already understood exactly what she was looking at before she’d finished asking the question.Adrian’s hands were still on my shoulders. He dropped them. Not quickly, not guiltily, just deliberately, and stepped back, and I watched him do it and felt the cold rush in where the warmth had been and wrapped my arms around myself and looked at the wall beside Liana’s head because looking at either of them directly felt like something I couldn’t afford right now.“Liana,” Adrian said, and his voice had done the thing it always did, assembled itself back into something controlled, all the rawness and vulnerability from sixty seconds ago packed away somewhere invisible. “This isn’t
ARIAThe silence was the answer. I didn’t need anything else, didn’t need words, didn’t need explanation, just that silence, just the way he stood there with his mouth open and nothing coming out, and I felt it move through me and settle somewhere permanent and cold. I stepped back.“Aria—” His voice came out slightly broken, something rough at the edge of it that I hadn’t heard before, and I turned away from him completely because I couldn’t look at his face right now, couldn’t look at the thing in his eyes and keep myself together at the same time.My chest was aching in a way that was almost physical, a pressure behind my ribs that had no release, and my throat had gone tight and thick and I was fighting it, fighting the tears that were sitting right there waiting for me to stop clenching my jaw long enough to let them through, and I was not going to do that, I was not going to stand in my own room and fall apart in front of him.“Leave,” I said, and it came out whispered and broke
ARIAAdrian pressed the phone to his ear and I watched his jaw tighten around whatever his father was saying, watched the color drain slightly from his face the way it always did whenever that man's voice reached him through a wire, and for a second I thought about walking away, giving him the privacy the moment deserved, but something in the way his eyes found mine and stayed there kept my feet rooted to the floor."I understand," he said, flat, controlled, nothing like the man who had been standing in my doorway a minute ago pulling his whole chest open for me to see. "No. I already told you what I decided. There's nothing left to discuss."Whatever answer came back made something flicker behind his eyes, quick and dark, and his hand came up to rub at his temple like he could physically push the words back out of his skull."Then take it," he said, quieter now, and there was a finality in it that made my stomach turn over slowly. "I don't want it enough to keep lying to get it."He
ARIAThe knock came before my alarm did, sharp, three times, and I surfaced out of a sleep that hadn't been deep enough to begin with, my whole body still holding the memeory of last night, his hand on my jaw, the two inches of space that had almost closed. I looked at the clock before I looked at the door. Six in the morning. Nobody knocked on anything at six in the morning unless something was wrong.I crossed the room still half tangled in the thought of him, and opened the door without thinking about what I looked like, without thinking about anything except the possibility that Eli's monitors had gone off somewhere down the hall, and it wasn't a nurse standing there, and it wasn't Cassian.It was Adrian.He'd clearly come straight from his own room, no shirt, just a pair of pajama pants sitting low on his hips, his hair still doing whatever it did when he'd been running his hands through it all night instead of sleeping, and for one full second neither of us said anything, becaus







