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No.
That was the only thought I had. Just that one word, repeating, filling every empty space in my head.
No. No. No.
I was already moving before I even made the decision to move. My feet just went, carrying me back down the corridor, away from the door, away from his father’s voice still ringing in my ears. Good boy.
My hand flew to my mouth. I could feel everything trying to come up at once, the tears, the scream, all of it pressing against the back of my throat, and I swallowed it down and kept moving. Liana arrives in two days.
I turned a corner. Then another. My chest was caving in on itself and I didn’t know where I was going, just away, just somewhere that wasn’t there, somewhere I didn’t have to stand and be the last person in the pack to figure out what everyone else already knew.
That bitch.
I made a sound. Small and broken. It slipped out before I could catch it and I heard footsteps behind me almost immediately, the low murmur of voices, and my body went cold.
I couldn’t run. Not really. Not in a pack full of wolves who could cover ground in seconds. Running would only make it worse, only make me look like exactly what they all already thought I was, so I stopped.
I pressed my back against the wall, closed my eyes for two seconds, and then stepped out into the corridor like I’d just been walking. Like I had somewhere to be. Like the mark on my neck wasn’t still throbbing and the whole world hadn’t just collapsed into a pile of ash. Adrian was there.
He stopped when he saw me. Something moved across his face, fast, there and gone so quickly I almost missed it. Guilt. Raw and unmistakable. He covered it in half a second, replaced it with something softer, but I’d already seen it. I’d already seen it.
“Aria.” He said my name like a question. “Were you just—” he paused. “Are you just coming?”
I smiled.
I don’t know how I did it. I don’t know where I found that smile or what I pulled it from but it came, sitting on my face like it belonged there.
“I came to find you,” I said. “You didn’t come back.”
Something shifted in his jaw. “I’m sorry. My father, he—” he exhaled, running a hand through his hair. “You know how he is.”
“What was he saying?”
“The alliance.” He said it smoothly. Too smoothly. “He was pushing again. The usual.”
I looked at him. This person I had given everything to, less than two hours ago, whose name I had said against his skin like a prayer. I looked at him and I wanted so badly to be wrong. I wanted there to be some version of this that made sense, some explanation I hadn’t thought of yet.
“Did you tell him no?”
“Of course.” No hesitation. Not even a flicker. “I told him it’s only you. That’s it, that’s all. Nothing’s changed.”
I nodded slowly. “And the marking?”
Something moved in his eyes.
“What about it?”
“Did you tell him?” I kept my voice even. “About the mark?”
He reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, his fingers brushing the edge of the mark as he did it. Gentle. Careful. Like he was tending to something precious.
“No,” he said softly. “That’s ours. Just ours. Nobody needs to know about that yet.”
Just ours. The words landed like stones in still water.
We can only hope that bitch gets pregnant.
He’d just told his father. He’d sat in that room and reported back like a soldier returning from a mission and then walked out here and looked me in the eyes and said just ours.
“Okay,” I said.
“Okay?”
“Yeah.” I stepped back, just slightly. Just enough. “I’ll meet you at home then. I just need some air”
He frowned. Looked at me the way he always did when he thought something was wrong, that small crease between his brows. “Are you okay?”
I almost laughed. I bit the inside of my cheek instead. “Why wouldn’t I be?” I said.
He searched my face for a moment. Then he leaned in and kissed me, soft and slow, and I stood there and let him, and I felt absolutely nothing. Or maybe I felt too much. Maybe the feeling was so large it had gone all the way around and come out the other side as nothing.
“I love you,” he said against my lips.
“I know,” I said.
I turned and walked away before he could see my face change.
The eyes found me immediately. They always did. But this time it was different. This time they weren’t just curious or contemptuous.
This time they looked at me like they knew exactly what had just happened, like they’d been watching the whole thing play out from the beginning and had already decided how it ended. A she-wolf near the entrance said something to the woman beside her and they both laughed, low and private. I walked faster.
By the time I got through the packhouse doors the tears had already started and I couldn’t stop them, didn’t even try. I just walked out through the main gates, down the path that curved through the trees toward the small house at the edge of pack territory. His mother’s house.
He’d told me about it on one of those nights when everything was quiet and he let his guard down. How his mother used to bring him here when his father got too bad. How this house was the one place Aaron couldn’t follow them into, the one place she’d made entirely hers.
How being here made him feel close to her still, even now, even years after she was gone. I had thought it meant something. Him bringing me here. Him choosing to live here with me.
Now I stood in the doorway and looked at the small sitting room, the worn furniture, the curtains his mother had probably chosen, and I thought, he hid you here.
Right at the edge of everything, just far enough away that nobody had to look at you too hard. You weren’t home. You were a kept thing. A waiting room. I went inside.
I don’t remember deciding to pick up the vase. I just had it in my hands and then it was against the wall, exploding into white pieces across the floor. The sound was satisfying in a way I hadn’t expected, so I picked up the next thing. A ceramic bowl from the shelf.
Then the framed photograph above the fireplace. Then the glass from the kitchen counter, swept off in one clean motion that sent it shattering across the tiles. I stood in the middle of it all and inhaled deeply.
It didn’t help. Nothing helped. The mark was still on my neck and his voice was still in my head and every sweet thing he’d ever said to me was now sitting in a completely different light, rearranging itself into something I didn’t want to look at. Had any of it been real?
I pressed my hands to my eyes, it didn’t matter. None of it mattered now. What mattered was that I couldn’t stay here. Not in this house, not in this pack, not in the shape of a life that had been built around me like a cage and dressed up to look like love.
They’d come for me if I just left. I knew that. An omega who’d been marked by the Alpha heir didn’t just get to walk away. They’d find me. Aaron Blackwood would make sure of it, if only to protect whatever plan he had for me next. So I had to be gone. Completely gone.
I went to the study, the safe was behind the bookshelf, exactly where Adrian had shown me. Only you know about this, he’d said. I almost believed that too. I almost believed a lot of things. The lock clicked open on the second try.
The money was stacked in neat bundles, more than I’d expected, more than I could carry easily. Pack funds probably.
Emergency reserves. I didn’t let myself think about it too hard. I just started filling the bag I’d found by the door, bundle after bundle, until the bag was heavy and the safe was empty.
I’ll starve them all, some small vicious part of me thought, and I didn’t even feel guilty about it.
I found the matches in the kitchen drawer.
I stood in the middle of the sitting room for a moment, bag over my shoulder, and looked at the house one last time. The broken pieces on the floor.
The curtains his mother had chosen. The life I’d believed in for long enough that dismantling it felt like removing something from inside my own body. I struck the match.
The curtains caught first. Then the rug. I watched for exactly as long as I needed to, just long enough to be sure, and then I turned and walked out the back door into the trees. Behind me the house breathed light into the dark sky. I didn’t look back.
I had given him my first time, my whole heart, the version of myself that still believed people meant what they said. I had given him everything I had and he had taken it and reported back to his father like it was a task completed.
So fine.
I shifted the bag on my shoulder and kept walking, the trees closing in around me, the pack getting smaller at my back.
Goodbye, Adrian, I thought. I genuinely hope your life falls apart.
ARIAThe laugh stayed in the air between us, sharp and ugly.“You’re confused,” he said, when he saw my face. “You think gratitude is owed. You misheard me, sweetheart. I said I’d help. I never said it would be free.”“You told the doctor—”“I told the doctor I’d be the donor.” He shrugged, unbothered. “I didn’t tell him on what terms.”I stared at him. “What is wrong with you?”He took a step closer, hands in his pockets, perfectly relaxed, like this was nothing more than a business negotiation he was mildly enjoying.“Nothing’s wrong with me. I just don’t see why I should hand you anything for free. You’re not a saint, Aria. You’re a woman who stole from me, lied to my entire pack about her own death, and vanished for six years. Helping you for nothing does absolutely nothing for me.”“What do you want?” He kept going like I hadn’t spoken, working himself up into something colder.“Do you understand what I went through? Six years thinking you were ash. Six years of—”“What do you wan
ARIA“Where’s my son?” I was already moving before the car had fully stopped, the door barely open, my feet hitting the pavement at a run. Someone caught my arm gently.“This way.” A nurse, already waiting. “He’s stable. He’s in our private ward.”Stable. The word didn’t fully land until I was halfway down the corridor, my heart still going too fast to process anything properly.The room they brought me to wasn’t like any hospital room I’d ever stood in. Wide windows, soft lighting, a real bed instead of the narrow ones I was used to.Eli was asleep in the middle of it, small against the pillows, an IV taped neatly to the back of his hand, his chest rising and falling in a rhythm that was finally even, I went to him and pressed my lips to his forehead and didn’t move for a long moment.“He’s okay,” a voice said behind me. Adrian’s. Flat, but not unkind.“He’ll stay that way ”I turned. “How is this even—” I gestured at the room, the equipment, all of it clearly beyond anything Daniel’s
ARIAI’d thought I knew what fear was, I’d been wrong. The fear I felt with Marcus’s hand at my throat, his weight pressing me into the wall, was a different type of fear than anything I’d known. I remember thinking, very clearly, I am going to die in this place and nobody is going to find me, my son is going to be left with no one. Then Adrian was there, and the fear shifted into something else, because the look on his face as he pulled Marcus off me wasn’t rescue. It was annihilation. I watched him hit Marcus again and again and I understood, somewhere underneath the panic, that he wasn’t going to stop on his own.“You’re going to kill him,” my voice broke as I witnessed his fury, I didn’t expect him to stop but he did. He turned to look at me and something moved across his face, fast, raw, the cold cracking wide open for just a second. Then he was crossing the distance between us, his hands coming up, checking my collar, my throat, my arms, quick and clinical and somehow also ach
ADRIANDead. That’s what they told me. Six years ago, standing in the ash and the ruin of my mother’s house, the pack’s best trackers confirmed what the fire had already said. Nobody, no remains. Nothing that could be identified as anything, just ash and the smell of accelerant and the end of everything.I had stood there and felt the mate bond go cold inside my chest and I had not moved for a very long time.I keep coming back to that night. The way the smoke smelled. The way Cassian had to physically pull me back from the doorway because I was trying to walk into a building that had already collapsed in on itself, like there was still something to save, like six hours hadn’t already passed.She used to laugh at me for things like that. For not knowing when to stop.I’d known her since we were children. Eleven years old, both of us, and I remembered the exact day, the training yard, her standing at the edge of it in boots two sizes too big because nobody had bothered to get her prope
ARIA The night air hit me and I stood there for exactly two seconds, just breathing, just trying to get my heartbeat to slow down enough to think.Why is he here?What is he doing? Of all the human cities to come to, why this one? And why the restaurant? Six years of nothing and then he walks into the back room of the place I work like it’s nothing. Like the universe has a very specific and very cruel sense of humor. And his face. I hadn’t wanted to see that, I hadn’t wanted to stand close enough to watch something move through his eyes, hurt and fury and something else underneath both of them that I couldn’t name and didn’t want to. I shook my head and started walking, it didn’t matter, none of it mattered, what mattered was Eli. Getting to Eli, running and leaving before Adrian started searching. Because I know him, now that he knows I’m alive, he’ll find me. And he’ll find Eli. And the last thing I wanted was for him to find my son. I pulled out my phone quickly.Abby picked
ARIA—-SIX YEARS LATER. I was late. Fourteen minutes, by the time I pushed through the staff entrance and shoved my bag into my locker. Fourteen minutes that felt like a personal failure even though I’d spent the last three hours at the hospital watching my son get poked with needles while he tried very hard not to cry. He never cried. That was the thing about Eli. Five years old and braver than anyone I’d ever met, lying in that hospital bed with his little fists curled at his sides, telling me he was fine, Mama, go to work, I’m fine. Leukemia didn’t care that he was five. It didn’t care about anything. I tied my apron strings and shoved everything else down where I kept it, deep and locked and not accessible during working hours. I needed this job. I needed the money. I needed to get through tonight without losing either. “Maya.” Daniel was already coming toward me from across the floor, which was never a good sign. My boss was a practical man. He didn’t move fast unless someth







