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ARIA
The words tasted like ash in my mouth, but I forced them out anyway.
“We should break up.”
Adrian froze in the doorway, his broad shoulders filling the frame, the scent of pine and cold wind clinging to his leather jacket. Three months.
Three months of waiting, of counting the days until my Alpha returned from the pack raid up north. Three months of holding my breath, and this was how I greeted him.
His handsome face, all sharp angles and storm-grey eyes, went perfectly still. Then it fractured.
“What?” The word was a breath, a disbelieving puff of air in the quiet of my bedroom—the small omega quarters I’d been assigned, not ours. Never ours. “Aria, what are you saying?”
I wrapped my arms around myself, feeling the thin cotton of my dress like a poor shield. “I mean it, Adrian. You should… you should reject the bond. It’s for the best.”
He took a step forward, and the room seemed to shrink. “For the best?” he echoed, his voice low, roughened by the journey. “Look at me.”
I couldn’t. I stared at the worn rug between us.
“Your father doesn’t like me. The pack… they all look at me like I’m just an omega. A convenience. And the marriage alliance—” My voice hitched.
“Your father is going to marry you to someone else. Someone with a title, with land. I can’t… I can’t stand by and watch that, Adrian. I can’t.”
“Aria.” He was in front of me then, his hands coming up to frame my face, his touch so warm it was an agony. He tilted my head up until I had no choice but to meet his gaze. The storm in his eyes was real, a tempest of pain and confusion.
“Look at me. None of that matters. My father, the pack, some stupid alliance… the only thing in this world that matters to me is right here. It’s you.”
A tear escaped, tracing a hot path down my cheek. He caught it with his thumb.
“I love you,” he said, the words simple, absolute, and devastating.
“I have loved you since the day you stumbled into the training yard with those too-big boots. I am going to make you my Luna. My mate. My everything. No matter what.”
A fragile, impossible hope cracked open in my chest. “What about the alliance? What will you tell your father?”
A slow, fierce smile touched his lips. It was the smile I’d dreamed of for ninety lonely nights. “I’ll tell him to fuck off.”
And then he kissed me.
It wasn’t gentle. It was a claiming, a promise, a desperate reunion after three long months of emptiness. His lips were firm and demanding, his tongue sweeping into my mouth, tasting of mint and wilderness and home.
I melted into him, my hands fisting in his jacket, pulling him closer until not a sliver of light could pass between us. All the fear, the doubt, the loneliness—it all burned away in the heat of his kiss.
When we broke apart, we were both breathing hard. He rested his forehead against mine. “I missed you,” he whispered, his voice raw. “Every damn day. Every cold night in that tent, I thought of you. Of your mouth. Your laugh. The way you feel in my arms.”
His hands slid down my back, pulling me flush against him. I could feel the hard planes of his body, the evidence of his want pressing against my stomach. A shiver that had nothing to do with cold raced through me.
“I missed your body,” he murmured against my neck, his lips brushing the sensitive skin below my ear. “Let me show you how much.”
He walked me backward toward the narrow bed. His eyes held a question as he laid me down, caging me with his arms. “Are you ready for this, my love?” he asked, his gaze searching mine. “Tell me you’re ready.”
He knew. He knew he was my first. In this pack, omegas were often matched quickly, but my heart had been his from the start, leaving no room for anyone else. I nodded, unable to speak, and pulled his mouth back to mine.
He was slow, achingly tender. He took his time, peeling away my dress, worshipping every new inch of skin revealed with his lips and tongue. He whispered how beautiful I was, how perfect, how he was the luckiest bastard alive.
When he finally entered me, there was a sharp, brief pain, but his eyes were on mine, holding me, anchoring me as he moved with a gentle, relentless rhythm that quickly built into something more.
It was more than sex. It was a conversation, a reaffirmation. Every thrust was a ‘I love you.’ Every gasp was an ‘I’m yours.’ The world narrowed to the feel of him, the scent of us—sweet omega and powerful Alpha, intertwined.
The coil of pleasure tightened deep within me, and when it shattered, I cried out his name into the crook of his neck, my body trembling around his.
He followed me over the edge with a low groan, his hips stuttering against mine. In the hazy, golden aftermath, as we lay tangled and breathless, he nuzzled the place where my neck met my shoulder. His breath was hot on my damp skin.
“I love you, Aria,” he whispered. Then his teeth grazed the spot—the mate mark location. A jolt of pure electricity shot through me. “You will always be mine.”
The bite was sharp, a bright burst of pain that instantly melted into a warm, spreading glow. It felt like a seal, a brand, a forever promise.
He soothed the mark with his tongue, then kissed it gently. I clung to him, tears of happiness now, my heart so full I thought it would burst. He had chosen me.
He had marked me. Everything was going to be okay.
A sharp knock at the door shattered the moment.
“Alpha Adrian,” a male voice called from the other side. “The Alpha Prime demands your presence. Immediately.”
I felt Adrian tense above me. “Tell him I’ll be there shortly,” he called back, his voice taking on the hard edge of command.
“He said now, sir.”
Adrian sighed, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead before rolling away. He dressed quickly, his movements efficient. I sat up, pulling the sheet around me, suddenly cold.
“Don’t go,” I whispered, the fear returning in a cold trickle.
He crouched by the bed, taking my face in his hands again.
His thumbs stroked my cheeks. “I have to. I’ll go and tell him exactly how things are. That I have a mate. That the alliance is off.” He smiled, that confident, heart-stopping smile.
“Ten minutes. I’ll be back in ten minutes, and we’ll figure out the rest together. I promise.”
He kissed me, one more time, deep and reassuring. Then he was gone, the door clicking shut behind him.
I counted the seconds. Then the minutes. The room still smelled of us, of sex and love and his marking bite, a tender, throbbing reminder on my neck. Ten minutes came and went. Then twenty.
The cold trickle of fear became a river. I got up, pacing the small space.
My thoughts tumbled over each other. His father, Alpha Prime Kael, had never hidden his contempt for me. An orphan omega with no connections, no strength.
I was only tolerated because of Adrian’s obsession, and because, as the pack healer had once muttered within my earshot, “A strong Alpha heir needs to be bred, and any fertile omega will do.”
But Adrian loved me. He’d just proved it, hadn’t he?
Thirty minutes. He said ten.
A sick feeling settled in my gut. Something was wrong. I couldn’t stay here, waiting in the scent of our passion that was starting to feel like a taunt. I pulled on a clean, simple dress and a light shawl, arranging it carefully to cover the fresh mate mark on my neck—our secret, for now.
The moment I stepped out of my room and into the main corridor of the pack house, every eye in the vicinity snapped to me.
It was a physical weight, their gazes. Pack members paused in their conversations. Warriors leaning against walls smirked. A group of older she-wolves sewing by the fire looked up, their expressions a mix of pity and scorn.
My cheeks burned. It felt like they all knew. They could smell it on me, the sex, the marking. They could see the change in my posture, the flush on my skin.
The virgin omega, finally claimed. And by the Alpha heir, no less. What a joke.
I kept my head down, hurrying towards the west wing where Alpha Kael’s study and the formal meeting rooms were. My heart hammered against my ribs.
I just needed to see Adrian. To hear him tell me it was done, that he’d handled it.
The corridor to the main meeting room was empty and quiet, the thick rugs muffling my footsteps.
As I approached the heavy oak door, I heard voices. Male voices. Adrian’s and his father’s.
I stopped, pressing myself against the cold stone wall beside the door, which was slightly ajar. A sliver of light cut across the dark floor.
“…did you do it?” Alpha Kael’s voice was calm, measured. “Did you complete the task?”
My breath caught. Task?
Then Adrian’s voice, flat, devoid of the warmth that had wrapped around me just an hour before. “Yes.”
“You marked her? Took her?”
“Yes.”
The single word was an ice pick through my heart. It didn’t sound like my Adrian. It sounded like a soldier reporting a mission.
A low, satisfied chuckle from Alpha Kael. “Good boy. It’s done with, then. We can only hope that bitch gets pregnant quickly. A pup will secure the bloodline early. Liana arrives in two days. Time to clean yourself up and find yourself a proper wife.”
I didn’t hear Adrian’s reply. A roaring filled my ears, drowning out everything else. The world tilted. I clutched at the wall, my fingers going numb.
Good boy.
That bitch.
A proper wife.
The mark on my neck burned like a brand of betrayal. The warmth, the love, the promises—all of it, a lie. A calculated, brutal task.
I had given him everything. My heart, my body, my first time, my forever.
And he had just been following orders.
ARIAThe laugh stayed in the air between us, sharp and ugly.“You’re confused,” he said, when he saw my face. “You think gratitude is owed. You misheard me, sweetheart. I said I’d help. I never said it would be free.”“You told the doctor—”“I told the doctor I’d be the donor.” He shrugged, unbothered. “I didn’t tell him on what terms.”I stared at him. “What is wrong with you?”He took a step closer, hands in his pockets, perfectly relaxed, like this was nothing more than a business negotiation he was mildly enjoying.“Nothing’s wrong with me. I just don’t see why I should hand you anything for free. You’re not a saint, Aria. You’re a woman who stole from me, lied to my entire pack about her own death, and vanished for six years. Helping you for nothing does absolutely nothing for me.”“What do you want?” He kept going like I hadn’t spoken, working himself up into something colder.“Do you understand what I went through? Six years thinking you were ash. Six years of—”“What do you wan
ARIA“Where’s my son?” I was already moving before the car had fully stopped, the door barely open, my feet hitting the pavement at a run. Someone caught my arm gently.“This way.” A nurse, already waiting. “He’s stable. He’s in our private ward.”Stable. The word didn’t fully land until I was halfway down the corridor, my heart still going too fast to process anything properly.The room they brought me to wasn’t like any hospital room I’d ever stood in. Wide windows, soft lighting, a real bed instead of the narrow ones I was used to.Eli was asleep in the middle of it, small against the pillows, an IV taped neatly to the back of his hand, his chest rising and falling in a rhythm that was finally even, I went to him and pressed my lips to his forehead and didn’t move for a long moment.“He’s okay,” a voice said behind me. Adrian’s. Flat, but not unkind.“He’ll stay that way ”I turned. “How is this even—” I gestured at the room, the equipment, all of it clearly beyond anything Daniel’s
ARIAI’d thought I knew what fear was, I’d been wrong. The fear I felt with Marcus’s hand at my throat, his weight pressing me into the wall, was a different type of fear than anything I’d known. I remember thinking, very clearly, I am going to die in this place and nobody is going to find me, my son is going to be left with no one. Then Adrian was there, and the fear shifted into something else, because the look on his face as he pulled Marcus off me wasn’t rescue. It was annihilation. I watched him hit Marcus again and again and I understood, somewhere underneath the panic, that he wasn’t going to stop on his own.“You’re going to kill him,” my voice broke as I witnessed his fury, I didn’t expect him to stop but he did. He turned to look at me and something moved across his face, fast, raw, the cold cracking wide open for just a second. Then he was crossing the distance between us, his hands coming up, checking my collar, my throat, my arms, quick and clinical and somehow also ach
ADRIANDead. That’s what they told me. Six years ago, standing in the ash and the ruin of my mother’s house, the pack’s best trackers confirmed what the fire had already said. Nobody, no remains. Nothing that could be identified as anything, just ash and the smell of accelerant and the end of everything.I had stood there and felt the mate bond go cold inside my chest and I had not moved for a very long time.I keep coming back to that night. The way the smoke smelled. The way Cassian had to physically pull me back from the doorway because I was trying to walk into a building that had already collapsed in on itself, like there was still something to save, like six hours hadn’t already passed.She used to laugh at me for things like that. For not knowing when to stop.I’d known her since we were children. Eleven years old, both of us, and I remembered the exact day, the training yard, her standing at the edge of it in boots two sizes too big because nobody had bothered to get her prope
ARIA The night air hit me and I stood there for exactly two seconds, just breathing, just trying to get my heartbeat to slow down enough to think.Why is he here?What is he doing? Of all the human cities to come to, why this one? And why the restaurant? Six years of nothing and then he walks into the back room of the place I work like it’s nothing. Like the universe has a very specific and very cruel sense of humor. And his face. I hadn’t wanted to see that, I hadn’t wanted to stand close enough to watch something move through his eyes, hurt and fury and something else underneath both of them that I couldn’t name and didn’t want to. I shook my head and started walking, it didn’t matter, none of it mattered, what mattered was Eli. Getting to Eli, running and leaving before Adrian started searching. Because I know him, now that he knows I’m alive, he’ll find me. And he’ll find Eli. And the last thing I wanted was for him to find my son. I pulled out my phone quickly.Abby picked
ARIA—-SIX YEARS LATER. I was late. Fourteen minutes, by the time I pushed through the staff entrance and shoved my bag into my locker. Fourteen minutes that felt like a personal failure even though I’d spent the last three hours at the hospital watching my son get poked with needles while he tried very hard not to cry. He never cried. That was the thing about Eli. Five years old and braver than anyone I’d ever met, lying in that hospital bed with his little fists curled at his sides, telling me he was fine, Mama, go to work, I’m fine. Leukemia didn’t care that he was five. It didn’t care about anything. I tied my apron strings and shoved everything else down where I kept it, deep and locked and not accessible during working hours. I needed this job. I needed the money. I needed to get through tonight without losing either. “Maya.” Daniel was already coming toward me from across the floor, which was never a good sign. My boss was a practical man. He didn’t move fast unless someth







