로그인The awareness of Xaden, his presence, and whatever power he holds, make my entire body feel foreign. I only see him.
His intense blue eyes burn daggers into mine. “What did you do to me on the field?” he demands. My voice refuses to cooperate. He looks damning breathtaking in black suits, few strands of hair falling forward to frame his face, And gods- his scent. My body reacts instantly, but I refuse to submit to that shame for the second time. “Let go,” I force out, and with every force I could muster, I push him. But Xaden doesn’t shift a bit. I blink severely. He releases my throat and I take that opportunity to bolt, but I don’t even make it past a step. He grabs my wrist and tugs me back roughly. “You don’t leave when I’m talking to you.” He growls, forcing something in my body to almost submit. But then, there’s another feeling. I’ve been controlled all my life. I had never had the luxury of following my own decision. It has to stop. No one controls me anymore. I mentally push past the need to submit to him, the blinding need to keep wanting him. And all I see is red. “Why don’t you ask your cursed self what you did to me?” I shot back. He stills. “What do you mean?” His gaze drops briefly to my lips then snap back up. “They say women die under you,” I continue, my voice producing no filter. “Someone died in your arms just two days ago, and you had the nerve to show up everywhere like nothing happened.” His jaw flexes, but I don’t give up. “You don’t even mourn the people you kill,” I add. “So I wouldn’t be surprised if what happened on that field was just another way to drag me into your bed before I end up the same way like them.” His blue eyes roam my face, deeply concentrated like he’s seeing me for the first time ever. Then he grits out, “I don’t emit fire, so that was you. And you know nothing about me.” He whispers angrily. I scoff. “Just say it. You tried to seduce me with power.” Xaden’s jaw clenches. Then he closes up on me fast, our body almost touching. My breath spikes hard as his intoxicating scent wafted into every of my senses. His face this close…I can’t look away. I had never seen anyone as good-looking, yet so infuriating before in my life. His gaze darkens. “If I wasn’t told you are under my mother’s watch, I will be ripping off your throat right now to prove I will rather see you dead than think of you being my type.” Oh, But beyond the small hurt I feel, is the burning desire that threatens to merge with his fire. He’s unhealthily hot and damning. I hate him. I lean close, our lips almost touching. “Fuck. You.” Then I turn and run before he could possibly kill me. I don’t stop until I reach the hallway leading outside. My heart pounds as I push forward, ignoring every instinct screaming at me to turn back before I am caught. No one stops me. No one notices. When I step outside, all I meet is silence. I don’t even see guards. The academy grounds stretch before me. I wonder if the guards are inside too. But even if they are here, I won’t back down. There’s always a way. That’s what I believe in. My gaze lifts to the towering gates. I can climb it. I am good at climbing things. The only reason I was unable to escape scarlet pack was because he had tracking devices inserted into our skins. But it was removed a day before I was given away to Soren. I can escape this one. I run forward, grabbing onto the metal and pulling myself up. My foot slips. Shit. It’s slippery. I fall back hard, pain shooting through my side. I grit my teeth and try again, managing to get higher this time. A sharp metal pierces my skin and I whimper. But there is no backing out. I didn’t come this far to retreat. “You’re dumb if you think you can make it over that gate without getting killed.” A masculine voice cut through the silence. And my blood turns cold.The awareness of Xaden, his presence, and whatever power he holds, make my entire body feel foreign. I only see him.His intense blue eyes burn daggers into mine. “What did you do to me on the field?” he demands.My voice refuses to cooperate. He looks damning breathtaking in black suits, few strands of hair falling forward to frame his face, And gods- his scent.My body reacts instantly, but I refuse to submit to that shame for the second time.“Let go,” I force out, and with every force I could muster, I push him. But Xaden doesn’t shift a bit. I blink severely.He releases my throat and I take that opportunity to bolt, but I don’t even make it past a step. He grabs my wrist and tugs me back roughly.“You don’t leave when I’m talking to you.” He growls, forcing something in my body to almost submit.But then, there’s another feeling. I’ve been controlled all my life. I had never had the luxury of following my own decision. It has to stop. No one controls me anymore.I mentally pus
I feel doomed and cornered.“How are you feeling?” Luna Gwen asks.How can I possibly explain what is happening inside me? The heat hadn’t vanished. I have only been surpressing it. Worrying about my fate has made it easier to not focus on the strange sensations my body still experiences.“I’m…” I swallow, my fingers tightening against the sheets. “I’m still feeling… it. My body feels… strange.”Her brows draw together. “Is this your first heat?”For a split second, I consider lying. Saying no might make me seem experienced and less suspicious. But what if they expect knowledge I don’t have if I lie that it isn’t my first heat? What if I say the wrong thing?“…Yes,” I finally answer.Her expression changes to one of concern.“That’s unusual,” she murmurs. My pulse spikes, but I force myself to stay still.“I wasn’t told much,” I said carefully. It was partly honest.She studies me for a long moment, as if weighing something in her mind. Then she exhales softly.“I have pack matters to
When I wake, I am lying on a bed.I sit up quickly, my breath uneven as confusion floods my mind, but before I can gather my thoughts, a wave of heat crashes through me again, almost overwhelming my senses. Not again.The memory of everything that happened on the field returns all at once, leaving me shaken. “What is happening to me?” I whisper, my voice trembling. “What was that?”Who brought me here? I had lost consciousness, and…I look down at myself and realize I am still wearing the same clothes from earlier, but nothing feels the same. My body is still sensitive, still burning, and shame creeps in slowly as I remember what I did.Xaden had touched me.I had reached for him. I had almost- My chest caves. No.That was not me.It cannot be me. And this arousal thing happening to my body-heat or whatever- if Xaden trying to trigger a wolf out of me was what caused it, then it is better I leave here.He stays in the next room. And I’ve also realized I scent things- things that mak
Liliana’s POVI have never experienced arousal before in my life. Even when Alpha Kol would force himself on me severally, I never felt pleasure. I had only heard about it, read books that had sexual details, but I had never knew what it was like to be turned on.I’ve heard other slaves moaned under Alpha Kol in his room. Some even offered themselves to him because they enjoyed it.My case was different. I had only known pain. Even on nights that I tried to pleasure myself with my fingers. I had only known numbness.I thought of myself as cursed. And that was part of my secrets that I wanted to share with Aunt Maerra before I left Scarlet pack.If I had known this is what it feels like to be aroused, maybe I would have been having sex every day of my life.Xaden grasping my waist like he could snap it into two isn’t enough, I need him. I need to be naked. “What are you doing to me?” Xaden’s voice falls into a disturbed-strained-whisper between us- aggravating my arousal.“Please…” I
Liliana’s POV“Hey, I’ve been looking for you all morning.”Sloane’s voice breaks through my thoughts as she rushes toward me, slightly breathless, before sliding into the empty seat beside mine in the orientation hall.I turn to her, surprised by the warmth in my chest at seeing a familiar face. “Sloane, right?”Her smile widens. “Yes. And it’s honestly impressive you made it through your first night here, Hannah.”A frown pulls at my brows. “What do you mean?”She leans closer, lowering her voice. “After what happened yesterday? The Storm Weaver going after you like that? Most people would’ve packed their bags mentally.”I inhale sharply. “Storm weaver must be Liam?” I ask and she nods.“Well. How was your night? I bet you didn’t sleep in any of the dorms. I looked for you.” A girl called her name from another row and they waved at each-other. My night was anything but restful. After hearing that strange voice in my head yesterday, I had been restless. I guess it had something to d
Liliana’s POVDarian’s green eyes give nothing away before he eventually speaks, “Follow me.”He moves. I fall in step behind him as he leads us out, through the hallway illuminated by both natural lights and the chandeliers above. His strides are fast. I can hardly meet up. Not when I have my little bag back weighing on my arms heavily.Students pass around us in clusters, and I find myself searching for Sloane- the first year I met earlier before everything escalated. I don’t see her. Instead, my eyes catch a group of three girls watching me.Their eye colors are…something else. But they keep looking.Then I hear one say, “I would love to spar with her. I heard she’s got some temper.” I swallow. She must be sick in the head to sound so amused at the idea of fighting someone with a temper.Then the tall blonde beside her grins. “Me too. Let’s see how far her temper would get her when I feel her bones crack in my hold. Orgasmic.” She swoons.I blink away, realizing Darian is already







