chapter 2

Natalie and Lily arrived at Dark and Fierce, an exclusive masked theme club popular among rich people.

Natalie felt uncomfortable in the emerald green shimmery mini gown she wore and she continued to adjust the cloth to cover her boobs that were half covered when she noticed the different eyes boring into her as they enter and find a seat.

“Two shots of vodka,” Lily said when they sat at the counter.

“So what happened with Matt, did you see him?” Lily asked, watching Natalie gulp down the glass of vodka at once and avoided her question just as she’s been doing since she called Lily earlier. The image of Matt and Camilla kept playing in her head and she wanted nothing but to forget it.

Lily had been begging Natalie to come to the exclusive bar with her for some time now, but she had been too blinded by love to even think of coming to a place like this. But she found herself standing in a place she never imagined she could ever be and wanted something that could make her feel better even though she knew it wasn't right.

“Did you guys break up?” Lily pressed, tossing her another drink. She did the same thing before she knew Matt was her boyfriend a year ago. 

Natalie slammed the glass on the counter, anger coursing through her. “Yes, I broke up with him,” she yelled, lying through her teeth when she was literally dumped.  “I caught him with Camilla and….he’s not even sorry about it.”

Lily’s eyes widened. “What? That bastard! I told you he’s a jerk. And Camilla of all people. Isn’t she your supposed best friend?”

Lily's words sound mocking to Natalie because she never liked Matt and her remarks will keep pissing Natalie off.

“I don’t want to talk about it, Lily, i just want to do something to stop thinking about those jerks, is it too much to ask?” 

“I’m sorry, Nat,” Lily said, but she cut her off angrily.

“Don’t pity me, Lily, I hate that.” she paused then continued, “I already feel like a fool for trusting and loving Matt when he loves someone else, so don't make me look like a complete loser by pitying me.…”

“It’s okay, Nat. It’s his loss for losing a gem like you, I bet he’ll regret it.” 

She chuckled, “Don’t worry, I’ll make him regret it, but wait,” she gazed around. “Why does it seem like it’s only the young guys that are looking at me? Are there no older guys, like forty, fifty years, in this club?” she said, her eyes moving around. “I want to get fucked by a grown man, Lily. I want someone who would know my worth. Someone who won’t break my heart….” 

“Older guys?” she asked, breaking into her words. “How can you want someone old to fuck you when you look… gosh, you look so hot and sexy, Ntalie. Do you even know your worth?” 

Natalie laughed. “Because older men know the value of women. I want to feel loved, Lily. I want a man who will respect my body, spoil me with good things, and appreciate me. Not clueless and useless guys like Matt who won't hesitate to break my heart when they see someone else. I just want someone who won’t treat me like trash. Someone who won’t cheat on me.” 

“Not all men are like Matt, Nat. Besides, have you always wanted this, or it's your heartbreak that's making you want someone who's twice your age to fuck you. Do you even know what you're talking about? Do you plan to throw yourself at anyone you see and then seduce him to sleep with you?” 

“Maybe it’s crazy, but right now…. I just want someone older to fuck me. Someone who sees beyond my body. Is it such a bad idea?”.

Looking at Natalie, Lily discovered she had never seen her like this before. It must be really hard on her to be desperate to be with just anyone. 

“Well, It's not bad, as long as you're happy with your choice. But first, let's get you off this seat to where guys will see you.” 

“Wait… let me take this,” Natalie said and downed three shots before Lily pulled her to the dance floor and began to twirl her around, and before she knew it, Lily left her hand and took a man’s hand, leaving Natalie to dance alone, but she ignored the lingering thoughts in her head and began to sway her hips, twirled and twerk her bum with different eyes piercing into her. 

“Get your filthy hands off me,” Natalie spat; she turned around to see a guy, probably around Matt’s age, wearing a silver mask grinding on her.

“Take it easy, baby. You look so damn sexy,” the guy said, but his words got Natalie angry that she almost slapped his face because he reminded her of Matt and she hated it.

She turned around, hoping that Lily would have returned from god knows where she had gone, but she didn’t see her. She hissed, her frustration growing, especially by the number of eyes lingering on her, yet she couldn’t find one that looked older and could help her out of her situation. 

Looking around, there are some private VIP rooms, and she thought Lily could have entered one of them since she’s a regular at the club. She saw bouncers moving around and knew immediately that it’ll be hard for her to enter.

She paused and looked around to study the bouncer standing close to her. Once she noticed he wasn't looking at her, she opened the door by her side and entered, her heart beating very fast.

The room was a neon light in the room blinking different colors. She looked around and saw a man wearing a black mask, he carry a glass of wine, nursing it, and appeared to be lost in his thoughts.

She wanted to turn back since he was alone, but something caught her attention. Though she can’t see his face, she could tell he’s older, probably around 40 years. He is muscular and has a big body build that makes him look sexy, and the way he sat with confidence and an air of mystery made her want him to fuck her and satisfy her lustful desires.

She swallowed hard, staring at him, unsure of how to start a conversation with someone whose presence carries power like him. 

“Do you care I sit with you?” she asked, her heart beating fast.

The man slowly raised his gaze, running his eyes on Natalie as if studying her before he looked away as if dismissing her.

“Why ask when you are sitting down already,” His voice was icy cold, as if setting a boundary she can’t cross. Natalie ignored him and took the drink in front of him and smiled.

“Care to share your drink?” She said with a type of boldness she didn't know she had, taking the empty glass on the glass table and poured herself a drink without waiting for his response. 

She gulped it down at once and it burned down her throat, but she didn't stop. She poured another one again, gulped it down, and looked down as if thinking about something. “Are you here alone?” 

The man looked at her intensely with his dark eyes as the silence stayed between them. His deep, sultry voice made filled Natalie's stomach with butterflies even though she had just met him, making her feel like fucking him. 

He shook his head, “I'm alone as you see. Do you want something, or is it your heartbreak that's making you to ask random questions from strangers?” 

Natalie's breath hitched at his words. Her heart was pounding as she stared at him, shocked by how he could read her mind. It was as if he looked straight into her soul and peeled the layers of heartbreak, anger,, and desire with just a glance. And that's what she want, someone who understand and love without saying much.  

He tilted his head slightly, his gaze fixed on her “What's on your mind, darling?” he asked calmly but his voice sent a shiver down Natalie's spine. 

Natalie swallowed hard, she wanted to say something, but all she could think about was how his intoxicating scent and his expensive cologne would scent like if he kissed her. Her fingers twitched, and all she wanted to do was to touch him, to see if he was real or she's dreaming. 

She shook her head, just looking the man.

His lips curled into a smile, “I bet a young, beautiful girl like you won’t enter this kind of room without anything in mind.” He leaned closer, restring his elbows on his knees. “Just ask, I can be able to give you.”

She kept telling herself to stop and think why he's kind to her, but her lustful desire didn't allow her.His scent filled her senses and clouded her thoughts, making her dizzy with want. She stared at his full plum lips, and before she could stop herself, she closed the distance between them, her lips inches away from his.

“Can I kiss you?” she asked in a sultry voice . She couldn't stop herself again, she just want to feel his touch.

 “You are a young, beautiful girl and…..?” he said, but she cut him off. The alcohol in her body gave her the confidence she needed as she moved even closer. 

“I just want to forget everything about him and feel loved even if it's just for tonight.”

His eyes darkened with lust and he felt like grabbing her boobs. The air between them thickened, as he smiled. “Are you sure that's what you want? I might not be able to stop myself again” 

She looked at him again, knowing she wasn’t supposed to trust a stranger, but the pain in her heart and her decision to fuck an older guy with the alcohol in her body boosted her confidence. 

“Yes, I want you.” Natalie nodded and before she knew it, he pinned her back on the chair and locked their lips. His hands roamed her body, leaving her with the question. Is this for real?

The man carried Natalie in a birthday style and walked down the corridor before he entered a room. Before they knew it, they were both naked and the man positioned his dick at her pussy and fucked her like his life depended on it.