LOGINMyra
The sound that came out of me wasn't a laugh; it was a sharp cackle that ripped through the tense silence of Luca's bedroom. It was the kind of sound you make when the world has tilted so far off its axis and laughing you ass out was the only response.
"You're insane," I choked out, wiping at the corner of my eye. "You've finally lost it. Zyran? Seriously?"
But my brother's face remained stoic, unamused. There was no answering smile, no shared joke in his eyes. He was like a statue, carved from unwavering resolve. He was dead serious.
He was actually, seriously proposing that I—Myra Rossi, the girl who still had fucking stuffed animals (no offense to Mr. Dragon) on her bed—was going to marry Zyran Theon. The man whose gaze could freeze hell over. The man who had visited our house for years and had never once strung more than two words together in my direction. The man whose very silence felt like a physical dismissal, making me feel like a stranger in my own home, fucking non-existent.
"Absolutely not," I stated, the humor vanishing from my voice, replaced by a cold dread. "Hell no, Luca. I am not getting married to him. I'd rather take my chances with the old man."
"You don't mean that," he said, his voice low and steady. "You will marry him."
"I won't! You can't make me!" I crossed my arms, a childish gesture, but it was all I had.
"Look at me, Myra." He stepped forward, his large hands coming down on my shoulders, his grip firm, anchoring me. "If you don't marry him, your only other option is to run. And we both know you won't. You'd never leave Mom. You'd never leave our family to face the fallout alone. You're not built that way. You're loyal to a fault."
His words hit their mark with painful accuracy. The image of my mother's heartbroken face, or dad’s disappointment, or Luca shouldering the wrath of the Bratva alone—it was unthinkable. He was right; I was trapped and that Ice man was my only reasonable option.
"But he's... Zyran," I protested, my voice cracking with frustration. "He doesn't even see me, Luca! Not a bit! And he's so fucking arrogant, walking around like he's a god and the rest of us are just bugs on his windshield. I don't like him, and he has made it abundantly clear that I don't exist when I'm near him! How is that a solution?"
"And that's the whole point!" Luca insisted, giving my shoulders a slight shake. "Don't you get it? The fact that he is completely, utterly indifferent to you is what makes him perfect. He's the safest, most logical choice we have. He's a fortress, Myra. And right now, you need a fortress, not a husband. Our family has not made ties to the Theon family yet, he is only my friend but not related by marriage, so it’s more than valid and would keep the Bravata away from you.
My mind was reeling. "What are you even talking about? What 'point'?"
He took a deep breath, as if laying some kind of complex business strategy. "This is the plan, and you need to listen carefully. You will marry Zyran. It will be a contract marriage, strictly for a period of one year. Maybe less, if Dad and the Bratva back off sooner. The moment the threat is gone, the moment you're no longer in the crosshairs, you divorce him. It's a temporary shield. Then, and only then, you can marry someone else. Someone normal. Someone stable. Someone better who would give you that same protection even more, I will go to the ends of the earth to find that person but for now. I chose Zyran because I know, for a fact, that he has no personal interest in you. He won't touch you. He won't make any demands. He'll just... provide cover. It's a business deal, pure and simple."
The cold, hard logic of it was both terrifying and strangely comforting. A marriage in name only.
My shoulders slumped under his hands, the fight seeping out of me, sieved out by reality "But... have you even spoken to him about this insane idea?" I whispered . "Do you honestly think a man like Zyran Theon would ever agree to this? To a fake marriage?"
"Not yet," Luca admitted, his jaw tightening. "But I will. Tonight, when I meet the guys. And he will agree." A dark, unreadable emotion flickered in his eyes, a glimpse of the ruthless Alchemist he was with everyone else except me. "He owes me a favor."
The finality in his voice was absolute. I could only nod slowly, my mind a whirlwind of fear and reluctant acceptance. This was my fate. A business transaction brewed by my brother with the most intimidating man I had ever known.
Seeing my surrender, Luca's expression softened. He pulled me into a rough, awkward hug, the scent of his cologne and the faint, metallic hint of blood from his knuckles and shirt filling my senses. He kissed the top of my head, a familiar gesture from our childhood. "Don't worry, munchkin," he murmured into my hair, using the old nickname he hadn't uttered in years for the second time. "Everything is going to be fine. I've got this. Zyran will agree."
He pulled back, his hands still on my arms, and gave me a smile that was meant to be reassuring. But it didn't quite reach his eyes, which were shadowed with a worry he wouldn't voice.
"He has to."
ZYRAN“WITH YOU I LOSE EVERY OUNCE OF CONTROL.”I held her trembling body against mine, still buried deep inside her as we both came down from the high. My heart was hammering like I’d run a marathon. Myra was so small beneath me, flushed and teary-eyed, her virgin pussy still fluttering around my cock. I’d just ruined her. Broken every promise I’d made to Luca. And fuck… I didn’t regret a single second.“Baby…” I whispered, pressing soft kisses to her damp forehead, her closed eyelids, the tip of her nose. “You were so perfect. My sweet girl. You did so good for me.”She let out a shaky little breath and smiled up at me, shy and glowing. That smile wrecked me more than anything else tonight.I slowly pulled out of her, groaning at the sight of my cum leaking from her freshly fucked pussy. Instead of filth, all I felt was a fierce wave of protectiveness. I gathered her into my arms and carried her toward the bathroom.“You’re shaking, angel. Let me take care of you.”I ran us a warm b
ZYRAN.“I AM GOING TO RUIN YOU FOR ANYONE ELSE”I kissed her like I was starving, like the taste of her mouth could erase every second I’d been gone. My hands roamed down her back, gripping her ass through the thin silk, yanking her harder against the bulge already straining in my pants.Myra whimpered into my mouth, needy and trembling, and that sound snapped the last shred of my control.I pulled back just enough to look at her flushed face, her swollen lips, those wide blue eyes already begging.“Look at you,” I growled, voice low and cruel. “Fuck baby, look at how soaked you are. I promised Luca I wouldn’t touch you. Told your brother I’d keep my hands off his innocent little sister… and here you are, rubbing yourself against me, so desperate my cock aren’t you baby.”Her breath hitched, shame flooding her cheeks. She tried to look away, but I grabbed her jaw, forcing her eyes back to mine.“Say it. Tell me what you want.”“I’m… Fuck me please,” she whispered, voice shaking with h
“DO YOU MISS ME LIKE I MISSED YOU, FUCKED AROUND AND GOT ATTACHED TO YOU.”ZYRAN."Don't." She backed away from me, wrapping the blanket around herself like armor. "Don't you dare."I stood up slowly, hands out like I was approaching a wounded animal. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left like that. I was—""Why do you keep doing this to me?" Her voice was shaking, raw with emotion. "You come close to me, you possess me, you touch me, and then you pull away from me, leaving me hanging. I'm not your fucking toy, Zyran!""I know—""No, you don't know! You have no idea what the last three days have been like. What it's been like sitting here wondering if you were ever coming back. If I meant anything to you at all or if I was just—just some obligation you had to deal with!"Every word was a knife twisting in my gut because she was right. About all of it."You know the situation," I said, even though I knew it was a weak excuse. "You know why this is complicated.""I don't care about complica
" I'M JUST TRYING TO PRPTECT YOU FROM MY OWN DEMONS."ZYRANCristian's words kept echoing in my head. You're being a coward. You're about to throw away something real because you're scared.He was right. I was scared. Terrified, actually. Of my own feelings, of Luca's reaction, of losing control, of wanting something this badly.But I was more terrified of losing her.She hadn't answered a single call. Hadn't responded to any of my texts. Three days of complete radio silence.Elena had called me this morning, her voice tight with worry."Mr. Theon, I'm concerned about Myra. She hasn't left her room in days. She's not eating. I've tried talking to her but she won't open the door. I think... I think something's very wrong."I'd dropped everything and left immediately.Now I was pulling through the gates of our estate, my heart pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat.The house was dark except for a few lights. I parked and practically ran to the front door, letting myself in."Myr
"TO THOSE GIRLS WHO FEEL THEY ARE NEVER ENOUGH, IT WOULD BE OKAY."MYRADay three.Or was it day four? I'd lost track somewhere between the messages that wouldn't stop coming and the blade that had become too familiar in my hand.I was sitting on the bathroom floor again. My usual spot now. The tiles were cold against my back, grounding me in a way nothing else could. My phone was face down beside me, still buzzing periodically with calls and texts I wouldn't answer.Zyran had called seventeen times yesterday. Eighteen the day before. I'd counted.I didn't answer any of them.What was the point? He'd say he was sorry. He'd make excuses. He'd tell me it was complicated, that he was trying to do the right thing, that I needed to understand the situation.I was tired of understanding.I was tired of everything.My thigh was a mess now. New cuts layered over old ones, some still healing, some fresh from this morning. I'd stopped being careful about placement. Stopped worrying about whethe
“I AM SO FUCKING STUPID.”ZYRAN.I couldn't focus.The meeting had been going on for forty-five minutes and I'd absorbed maybe ten percent of what was being said. Something about territory disputes in Brooklyn, expanding our operations into New Jersey, dealing with the Serpents who were getting bold again after we'd blown up their main warehouse last month.Important stuff. Stuff that normally would have my full attention.But all I could think about was her.Myra. And then I'd left her with nothing but a fucking note."Zyran? You with us?"I looked up to find Cristian staring at me from across the table, one eyebrow raised. The conference room at our Manhattan headquarters was full—all the core Kingsmen members. Luca was to my left, Lorenzo was across from me taking notes, Nikolai was slouched in his chair looking bored as always. "Yeah," I said. "I'm here.""Could've fooled me," Nikolai muttered. "You've been staring at that same page for twenty minutes."I looked down at the repo
Myra The boutique was the kind of place that felt like it cost money just to breathe the air inside it.Everything was cream and gold and soft lighting that made even the mannequins look like they were glowing. There were exactly three dresses on display in the entire front room, each one position
Myra Luca was leaning against the wall opposite, arms crossed. He’d changed his shirt, but the cut on his cheekbone was an angry red mark. He just can't get away from injuries, can he?“Why were you in there so long?” he asked, his eyes scanning my face. “You okay?”I could still feel the ghost o
One second I was standing in my office, phone pressed to my ear, listening to Myra agree to let some stripper put his hands on her. The next I was in my car, engine roaring to life, tearing out of my driveway like the devil himself was chasing me.Except the devil wasn't chasing me. I was chasing s
MyraI received a phone call. Not from someone I knew. Not from a number I recognized. Just a random string of digits that flashed across my screen while I was sitting cross-legged on my new bed in Zyran's guest room, flipping through a book Elena had left about the estate's gardens.I almost didn







