LOGINNOVA
"Explain?" Enzo's eyes narrow as he looks down at me. "Explain what, Nova? That you’re stashing Noah’s least favorite person in your wardrobe like a piece of dirty laundry?" "Enzo, please," I stammer. I hold my hands up, palms out. "It’s not what it looks like! We weren't doing anything, I swear to God! Caleb was just... we were just talking, and then we heard footsteps, and I panicked! You can't tell Noah. You cannot tell my parents, Enzo, please." Caleb blinks, his smirk fading into a look of slow-burning confusion. He looks between the two of us, his brows furrowing as his gaze lands squarely on Enzo. "Wait... hold on a second," Caleb cuts in, scratching the back of his neck. "I don't get it. Isn't this your room, Nova?" I snap my head toward him. "Caleb, please, just shut up..." "No, seriously, isn't this Nova's room?" Caleb asks, completely ignoring me as he takes a step forward, eyeing Enzo up and down with an annoying smirk. "What were you doing in here in the first place, man? Just barging into a girl's bedroom like you own the place?" I wince, waiting for the blast zone. Enzo ignores him, slowly turning his head, but not before giving Caleb a look of such deep disgust. "My physiology work is important to me," Enzo says softly as he looks back at me. "If you're going to leave me stranded in the kitchen just to hook up in your wardrobe with this jackass, then you had better be the one to tell Mrs. Gable why our assignment isn't done." "We weren't...! We're not hooking up!" I squeak. "I swear, Enzo, we weren't doing anything!" Enzo just stares at me. "Enzo, please," I whisper, my voice cracking slightly as I swallow down the lump of terror in my throat. "Will you... are you going to tell my brother?" Enzo tilts his head. "I'm not you, Nova. Unlike you, I actually know when to keep my mouth shut." Caleb lets out a loud, sudden snort from beside me. I whip around, glaring at him. "What?!" "What?" Caleb repeats, raising his hands in fake defense, though his eyes are dancing with amusement. "He still hasn't answered why he came into your room in the first place, Nova. Why are you letting him talk to you like that?" "Caleb, shut up!" I hiss. I turn back to Enzo, trying desperately to keep my voice steady. "Is there... is there a problem, Enzo? Why were you in here?" Enzo rolls his shoulders, crossing his arms over his broad chest. His eyes flick down to me. "I came in here to borrow your physiology textbook. Since you're supposed to be helping me pass, I assumed you'd actually have a material." I nod. "Right. The textbook. I have it right here..." "We need to be civil if you're going to be my tutor," Enzo interrupts. "And frankly, I don't want your brother to kill you before you get the chance to teach me... so I'm going to distract him downstairs." He steps back, giving Caleb a look, from his hair down to his shoes. "You have two minutes to get this motherfucker out of here," Enzo sneers coldly. "If I see his face when I come back up, I'm telling Noah myself." Without waiting for a response, Enzo turns on his heel, grabs my physiology book off the desk with one hand, and walks out, slamming my bedroom door shut behind him. The thud of the bedroom door closing vibrates through the floorboards, leaving silence in its wake. I stand frozen, my heart hammering like a trapped bird. My breath comes in short, ragged gasps as I stare at the dark wood of the door, waiting for the floorboards outside to creak, waiting for Noah’s voice to roar from the hallway. Nothing happens. Just the faint, distant sound of Enzo’s footsteps descending the stairs. "Nova..." "You need to go," I blurt, turning on Caleb. "Right now, Caleb. Move!" I grab his stuff, put it on him, yank the sleeve of his jacket and yank him toward the window, but Caleb doesn't budge. He plants his sneakers on the rug, his brows pulled together as he stares at the closed door, then down at me. "Nova, wait a second," he says. "Did you not see that?" "See what? I saw my brother's best friend catching you in my wardrobe!" I shove his chest, but it's like pushing against a brick wall. "Get out!" "No, Nova, listen to me for one second," Caleb insists, grabbing my wrists gently to stop my pushing. "I noticed something. The way he was looking at you..." "I don't care! I don't give a damn about how Enzo looks at me, Caleb!" I wrench my hands free. "He hates me... and if you don't leave in the next thirty seconds, he's going to tell Noah, and then my brother is going to beat you into a pulp!" "Nova, shut up and listen..." "No, you listen!" I hiss, grabbing his arm and dragging him toward the door, unlocking it as quietly as I can. "You have to go through the back. Through the kitchen." Caleb lets himself be pulled into the hallway, but he's still frowning, looking around. "Wait..." He pauses on the top step, pulling back. "My car is literally parked right out front in your driveway. Didn't they think about whose car it was?" I grab his jacket again, tugging him down the stairs. "My dad lets some of his friends park their extra cars on our property all the time! They probably just thought it was Uncle Rick’s or one of the neighbors! Will you stop asking questions and *move*?" We tiptoe down the staircase. From the living room around the corner, I can hear the murmur of Noah’s voice, followed by Enzo answering him. Enzo is actually doing it. He's distracting my brother. Caleb leans down as we creep past the doorway leading to the living room, his mouth close to my ear. "I'm not scared of your brother. I could take him." "He beat you up the last time." "Right." He pauses before saying... "Nova, Enzo didn't just come up here to take a textbook," Caleb whispers. "Think about it." "You're crazy," I whisper back, my eyes fixed on the kitchen door at the end of the hall. "He literally had the book in his hand when he walked out." "Yeah, because he grabbed it off your desk on his way out to save face!" Caleb stops in the middle of the kitchen, turning to face me. "Look at me, Nova." "Caleb, please..." "Just calm down and listen to me for two seconds!" Caleb snaps, putting his hands on my shoulders. "He wasn't mad because I was in your room, Nova. He was pissed because it was me. He was mad at you for seeing you and me together." I stare at him, a nervous, breathless laugh escaping my lips. "Are you out of your mind? Enzo? Jealous?" I shake my head, wrenching myself out of his grip. "He hates me, Caleb! He hates me because he thinks I almost ruined his entire career!" "I'm telling you what I saw..." "I don't care what you think you saw!" I grab the handle of the kitchen back door and throw it open, revealing the cool evening air of the backyard. "Out. Now." Caleb steps over the threshold onto the back porch, but he spins back around before I can slam it shut. "Text me," he demands, pointing a finger at me. "Text me the second they leave. And actually think about what I said." "Goodbye, Caleb!" I shove his chest one last time, push him out onto the deck, and lock the door behind him. I lean my forehead against the door, taking a deep breath. Inhale. Exhale. My heart is still hammering against my ribs, but the threat was gone. Caleb is gone. Noah doesn't know. And Noah not knowing means my dad won't know. I'm safe. "Just breathe," I mutter to myself, rubbing my temples. "You're fine. You survived." I turn around, leaning back against the door as I close my eyes for a second, letting the quiet of the kitchen wash over me. I take another deep breath, trying to smooth down my hair and compose myself before I have to face Noah and Enzo in the living room. Opening my eyes, I take a step forward toward the hallway... and stop dead in my tracks. Right next to the kitchen trash can, lying haphazardly on the floor as if it has been casually tossed aside, is a thick, heavy hardcover book. The bright blue spine stares back at me. Human Physiology: Integrated Approaches. My breath hitches. I slowly walk over and kneel down, picking the book up off the floor. It's mine. The exact textbook Enzo had grabbed off my desk, the one he claimed was the entire reason he had walked into my room in the first place. He hadn't even brought it to the living room to study. He had walked out of my bedroom, carried it down the stairs, and dumped it right next to the trash on his way to see Noah. I hold the heavy textbook against my chest, staring at the empty hallway leading to the living room, Caleb's words suddenly echoing in my ears. "He didn't just come up here to take a textbook..." My fingers tighten around the edges of the cover. "What a liar," I whisper. "If you actually came to take it... then why leave it on the floor?"NOVAI turn away before either of them can say anything else and head for the kitchen.I need food. Or water. Or a new family. Honestly, at this point, I'll take whatever is available.My brother is exhausting and I can vouch that the kitchen will provide me a temporary escape for the next couple of minutes.I pull out the ingredients for my meal and set them on the counter, grabbing a chopping board and a knife.Chop. Chop. Chop.Maybe if I focus on the vegetables, I'll stop thinking about everything else.Fat chance.I hear footsteps behind me, and a moment later, Enzo's reflection appears in the doorway. I glance at him before letting out a sigh."Don't be mad at him." He says, folding his arms.I turn back to the chopping board. "I'm not mad at him.""Nova."I take a breath. "I said I'm not."He leans against the kitchen doorway, crossing his arms over his chest.I give him a look. "Okay, fine. Maybe I am a little mad at him.""Why?""You know why. And also because he's really ann
NOVAI trace the grain of the wooden coffee table with the tip of my finger. The anger that flared in my chest a moment ago is slowly being replaced by a cold, sinking feeling."If she sends it," I say quietly, not looking up, "it won't just be between you and me, Enzo. If she sends it to Noah... or to my parents...""I know," he interrupts. "I've already thought about that. Believe me, it's all I've been thinking about since I walked out of that room.""And?" I finally look at him. "And I'll deal with it," he says, his jaw clenching. "If she sends it to your brother, I'll take whatever he has to dish out. I'll take a punch, I'll take a broken nose... hell, I'll take whatever he wants. But I am not going to let her ruin my promise to you. I am not going to let her dictate who I talk to, who I care about, or what I do with my life."Well, I should take his word. He does sound sincere. Oh God. It’s terrifying how easily he can make me believe him, even when I'm not supposed to, given t
ENZOI storm out of the living room before I do something I'll regret. Something like smashing every fucking thing in this house. My mother's laughter follows me to the stairs."Don't forget to thank me when you're playing in the NHL, Lorenzo!"I flip her off without turning around."Such a lovely gesture!" she calls after me.God, I fucking hate her. I make it halfway up the stairs before the realization of what just happened hit me. I squeeze my eyes shut.Okay... I'm not seriously worried about what her reaction would be right? That's fucking right. I'm worried about what her brother's reaction would be when he listens to that recording. I practically tore his sister apart with every disgusting word.But then... I'd said those things to protect her, right? To make my mother believe there was nothing between us. And now my mother has a recording. A fucking recording.I pull my phone from my pocket and open Nova's contact. My thumb hovers over the call button.What am I supposed to
ENZO“No, you listen to me, you miserable...”I bite my tongue hard, my chest heaving like I’ve just played three consecutive periods of brutal overtime. I can’t do this here. Not with her standing in the entryway looking at me like I’m a malfunctioning machine.I turn on my heel, shoving past her, and storm up the stairs two at a time, leaving her screeching complaints against the walls.Once I hit the second-floor landing, I pull my phone out of my pocket, my thumb swiping. I can still remember what I told Nova downstairs. What we were going to do before my mother arrived unannounced. I open a browser tab. How to be good to her?A bunch of sappy, useless relationship blog links pop up. I stare at the screen, let out a scoff at some generic advice about "active listening and emotional availability," and delete the search. I try again. How to be a boyfriend.I scroll through a few more articles until one headline actually makes me snort. Signs you're failing as a boyfriend. Yeah, well
ENZOWhat is she doing here?That's what I think first when I sight my mother glaring at Nova. It's nothing new. It's been established that she doesn't like Nova. She doesn't care much for Noah but Nova... we all know she dislikes the girl. Then after the recording stuff... her hatred for the girl grew.My mother’s eyes... icy, and sharp, takes in the scene. First, they land on me, holding Nova’s hand tightly in mine. Then her gaze drags over to Nova. She takes in her damp hair, and the plain black shirt swallowing her frame... my shirt.I feel Nova flinch beside me, as she tries to yank her fingers out of my grip. Panic. She’s terrified. I don't let go immediately she tries to get her hand off. I tighten my grip, letting her know I’ve got her, before letting my fingers slide away."Mom," I say, stepping between them. I square my shoulders, blocking Nova from my mother's line of sight. "You said you weren't coming back until Sunday.""Evidently, I came home early," she replies. She do
NOVA The sun is scorching, shimmering, but that is the last thing on my mind.My palms are slick with sweat. My stomach is doing dangerous, acrobatic flips. And my brain? My brain has left me completely, leaving behind a mess.Yeah, I'm a mess. I'm a panicking mess.We haven't spoken since last night. Not a text. Not a glance across the hall at school. Nothing.I wouldn't even be standing here right now if Noah hadn't literally cornered me against my locker during fourth period, pinning me with his protective older brother glare and telling me, “Go see Enzo after school.”Easy for him to say. He didn't make a life-altering, utterly terrifying deal with his best friend to pretend to be a couple while secretly harboring feelings.I stand on the front porch of Enzo’s house, staring at the brass doorbell as if it's a venomous snake. I've been standing here for approximately five full minutes, my inner monologue screaming every possible worst-case scenario.What if his parents are home? T







