CHAPTER 5. PROPOSAL

The intense pain I felt when he thrust inside me with a single thrust, without any care, made me burst into tears, running uncontrollably down my cheeks. At that moment all the pleasure I had felt before and that made me experience the path to ecstasy and scream like crazy, making me know the peak of pleasure, vanished. Only a sharp pain and an unpleasant sensation remained. I could not help but let out a sob.

Before my notorious suffering he approached me and hugged me. He placed me on my half side and began to caress my back at the same time that he whispered in a hoarse voice words in Italian in my ear, that although I did not understand they sounded beautiful and made me not only calm down, but also caused my skin to bristle due to the excitement that ran through me.

"Mio dolce piccola. Mi dispiace molto, mia piccola. Calma, tutto passerà" His words succeeded in calming me down. When he noticed, he started kissing me again, this time gently as if he was afraid of breaking me.

His tenderness again caused a sob to escape my lips and tears to well up in my eyes, he wiped them away and continued his string of comforting words and stroked me.

When the pain passed, as he was still inside me, I began to instinctively move my hips. Sensing my movements, Nick began a dance with his. I moved to his same rhythm as I felt my body vibrate. Seconds later he kissed me passionately. Our skins perspired, we both moaned and passion was unleashed between us again.

Nick moved frantically at a rapid pace that caused a jolt inside me. I felt strong contractions in my vagina that were spreading all over my insides, my body trembling totally out of control and surprised by what I was feeling. I squeezed his penis with my vaginal walls, strangling him a little while moans came out of his mouth.

I began to feel strong spasms shaking my humanity, taking me to a place that had been unknown to me until now. I perceived the most exalted expression of pleasure and seconds later he followed me screaming my name feverishly. Until our bodies relaxed together as we lay in each other's arms until we fell asleep.

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We fell asleep due to the intensity of the moment we were living, we even woke up lying on the carpet. But as soon as I opened my eyes, I looked at Sofia, who was still asleep, to check that it was real. Her lips were swollen as a result of the intense kisses and bites I gave her. Her tousled hair was falling over my right arm, for she had her head lying on me.

She was so beautiful, she looked like an angel, just by looking at her I felt a strange emotion that I didn't want to probe. Immediately the memories of the night of pleasure I had experienced came to my mind, making me hard again.

I had never experienced such pleasure as I felt with that woman, I did not understand how a girl without any experience could behave so passionately.

I smiled for a moment, reveling in her presence and the air of innocence that enveloped her. I moved carefully lifting her in my arms and walked with her to the bedroom where I laid her gently on the bed.

Then I went to the bathroom, opened the hot and cold water faucets of the bathtub to fill it to a lukewarm temperature, then I added some aromatic essences that according to me were relaxing.

I fetched a towel, dampened it with warm water and went back into the room where I began to wipe her very carefully and with a tenderness that completely surprised me, to the point that I caught my attention "What the hell am I doing? Since when do I show tenderness to a woman?". I concluded frowning and urging myself not to give in to her. I could not forget, even for an instant, the true nature of all of them and the one before me was no different at all.

As I carefully cleaned her private part and her legs, she began to wake up. When I raised my head she looked at me with an embarrassed face, she tried to close her legs, but I did not allow her to do so, I had to hold her even tighter to stop her from doing so.

"Don’t close them!" I exclaimed angrily. "Don’t you think it’s too late for you to get decent?

I think you should have done it a long time ago, before you let yourself be touched, licked and acted like a bitch.  "I said out loud, questioning her.

When I realized what I had just said, I immediately regretted my mistake, but the words came out of my mouth without thinking, as I found it annoying that it allowed me to do everything I did to her while she was a virgin.

However, when I felt her body tense and her eyes lowered in sorrow and her chest rose and fell rapidly, I wanted to take back my words.

"I'm sorry Sophi," I apologized sincerely. "I am not one to judge you, this is a game that only two can play and if I accepted it, I am as responsible as you. Forget those rude words and better answer: how do you feel, are you in pain?". She blushed at my questioning and seconds later she answered me.

"I'm a s-slightly s-sore and even if you don't b-believe it very ashamed of what I did and allowed you to do..." she took a deep breath, I think to calm herself down because then she continued speaking more controlled. "I'm no slut, I've never c-behaved this way with any man before, but it's just that those s-feelings overcame me, I wasn't prepared to react to s-such an explosion of pleasure." She concluded rather seriously.

She made an attempt to get up from the bed and I held her back, saying, "Wait, again I apologize for my words being so out of line. I really don't think you're a slut.

"I know you had never behaved this way before, b-because you were a virgin before you t-t ook, b-but why did you do it now? What was different this time for you to let yourself be carried away by me and why didn't you tell me?"

I saw her take a deep breath and answer in an irritated tone "I just t-told you that desire engulfed me and I l-let myself be swept away. I h-have never allowed any m-man to approach me in that way as you did and r-regarding your last question: Does it make any d-difference? Would you have s-stopped?" She asked me with her eyes on me, waiting for an answer.

"I really don't know, but I would have been more careful not to hurt you".  I took her hand and kissed it, and seconds later I told her, "I'm preparing a bath with essence for you. I'm taking you to the bathtub," I said sweetly, but her refusal threw me off.

"Please n-no! I think it's b-better if I w-watch me and leave" said Sophia.

"I'm not going to let you go! I don't want you to.Let's do something, I'll leave you in the bathroom so you can relax, while I order something to eat, and if you want to leave later I'll take you home, ok? " without waiting for an answer I took her in my arms and introduced her in the bathtub, I closed the faucets and gave her a passionate kiss, I looked for a bathrobe and left it next to the bathtub, while I got out of the bathroom.

I started to walk around the room like a caged animal, I had to do something to hold her a little longer, I still didn't feel that I was satisfied with her, I wanted to have her in my arms again, maybe if I spent a couple more days with her, those immense desires I had to possess her would give way.

With a plan in mind, I picked up my cell phone and called the pilot of my plane "Cesáreo, get the plane ready, we are leaving for Rome. In half an hour we leave".

That was my plan, she had told me she didn't know Rome, I would offer to show her the city, take her to my house there and have her for those days until the weekend. It seemed like enough time to exorcise myself of her and get her off my back, after all she wanted was more sex and she had proven to me that she was very good at it. I was happy with my good decision.

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I lay down in the bathtub, I soaped myself little by little, I had the sensitivity to the surface of my skin, my breasts stood proudly. I caressed them, trying to calm my ardor, all this was new to me, I had never in my life masturbated, nor caressed, I thought that was not something a decent girl would do. But today a different expectation was opening before my eyes: exploring my sexuality was not a shameful act, on the contrary, it was an act of love towards myself.

As he caressed my breasts and my vagina, I began to remember what had happened, in Nick's caresses, in how he touched and kissed me, in the moment when he stopped hurting me and began to move with that unbridled and wonderful rhythm that took me to the greatest ecstasy I had ever known and at that moment I felt it again, but this time from my hands although not with the same intensity.

I lay there for a moment, trying to get my breathing to calm down, and immediately a worry arose in me. Will they notice any changes in my body? How will I appear to my parents? Will they realize that I am no longer a virgin? For God's sake, I thought to myself, it's not like you're going to tell them either, what if they realize just by looking at me what I did?

At that moment I became nervous and a hint of regret began to work its way inside me, what did I do, I asked myself nervously. I never imagined that I would end up behaving in such an unseemly way and with a man I had just met, I knew nothing about him, where would my head be when I got into that mess? I had to get out of there immediately.

I got up and put on my bathrobe, it was too big for me but still served to cover me. I left the room and Nick was waiting for me.

When he saw me he got up from the bed and came out to meet me with a smile that melted me on the spot and instantly took away my desire to escape, being replaced by the immense desire for him to continue doing all those wonderful things he had done to me the night before and that just imagining them again made my legs tremble like jelly.

I came back to reality when I heard his voice asking me to join him.

"Sophia, you told me you wanted to see Rome, come with me and I'll take you to see the Roman Colosseum, we'll walk around and enjoy that beautiful city. We will spend the weekend and come back on Saturday or Sunday. Don't refuse. I promise you'll have the time of your life. What do you say? Will you come with me?" he asked as I stood in shock, not knowing what to do.

                                                              "Indecision is the seed of fear". Napoleon Hill.