So, I’m back.
I sit on my bed, thinking about everything that had happened in the last six months. I’m back at the city I never wished to return to. Last time I was here, I was eager to leave. But damn, now I’m back and I feel like this is one of the Quads’ doings.Diana, Ava’s aunt, got wedded to her fiancé and he bought a new house for them in New York, hence she’s moving out to stay with her husband. But it’s suspicious that the husband bought a house in the same city that might end my life.I had to return to the city of the Quads Alphas.I was supposed to continue my senior year in Switzerland, and stay there even when I’m done with my senior year but here I am, back in my father's house, in my angry mother's zone.Avera spoke to me only six times since I left the city. Yes, she called me only once in every month in the past six months I was away. I won’t bother sharing how long each call lasted because you’ll be as disappointed as I was.I never thought I will be back here at the same school with my mates, my enemies. School resumes tomorrow. I took the half year of my senior high in Ivy Prose High School, and I have to take the remaining year starting tomorrow. With them. The Quads Alphas.Yes, Ava told me Ryan was able to get out of the mess I put him through. And no doubt, he is coming for me anytime soon. They are coming for me. But he doesn’t know yet that it was me. Damn, my chest tightened the moment I got the news. He is fucking out? That means he could come to school as resumption begins? Hell no, this same high school? Well, what do I expect? They are the richest kids in school and they own this city. It means nothing is impossible for them.Ivy Prose is a school for the rich, and I’m in no way near the rich. I’m only privileged to study there throughout high school and college through scholarships.I am too deep in thought that I didn’t hear the knock before she comes in, but her voice snaps me out of my thoughts.“Hey.” my cousin touches my shoulder and I shiver.She could tell that my body is trembling in fear, but she doesn’t know the reason yet. She doesn’t know that soon she might not see her cousin ever again. Because those bastards will kill me. I tried to destroy one of them, so they are coming for me. And even now that I’m their mate in the same school, it doesn’t make it any better.“Elena, I have good news. I am going to the same school as you!” she throws her hands around my neck. What? She’s going to my high school? I don’t think it’s good news but this doing is no other than my mom’s. I think she’s going somewhere and she doesn’t want me to stay alone so she brought my cousin to stay here with me. And attend the same school.“Ella, you can’t!” I snap. Why didn’t Avera put her in other high school? Because she knows it would’ve been better for me.I don’t get to worry about her because I have so many enemies in Ivy Prose, where those arrogant rich boys are. And I’m their biggest target, more so when they learn about what I did to Ryan.“What?” she frowns, her glasses falling down her straight nose. “What do you mean?”I know she’s confused but I don’t know how to explain this to her.“I-I mean, why do you want to go to Ivy Prose? There are better schools out there other than Ivy.” I stutter trying to put sense into her. Even a little.“Elena, Ivy Prose is the best high school in New York.” she’s smiling and she’s made up her mind. Yes, she can afford the school fees, her father has money. I don’t think I can convince her not to go. My phone pings a text in my pocket. I took it out to check who sent me the message as Ella goes out of my room.Ava knows that I am back, and maybe that’s why she’s texting. She’s the one lucky gift left in this life of mine. She reminds me of my dad, he was my lucky gift too. He was my life, but he left me. It only means I have no life anymore since he left. I am living, but horribly, if you care to know.Ava Marcus: Hey, have you been to social media lately?I arch my brow. Why would she ask? I have been off social media for the last six months. What could be the reason she’s asking?Ava Marcus: Elena, I’m beginning to get scared. Go check it out yourself. I’m tensed, and now that I am in their city again, and being their mate makes it worse for me. I go online to check what Ava meant. My pulse rises and I gulp. “Elena Deloris, anywhere I find you, I will break you. That's a promise, hold it dearly.” - Ryan French. Quad Brothers. Jesus Christ, am I thinking too much? It must be. I am overthinking that he would find out it was me. Now that I am back, he would do anything to break me just as he promised. They would break me. But no! Elena, you are overthinking. I snap myself out of the horrible thoughts of what he could do to me, of what they could do to me.My phone vibrates in my hand again.Ava Marcus: Elena have you seen it? Do you think you should go to Boston, my other aunt can take you in? I will beg her.I can’t give her a reply, because I know I can’t leave anymore. I don’t think it’s possible for me this time. I’m sweating profusely again. Does he really know it was me? But how? No, that’s not possible. I made sure no one saw me so it’s impossible for him to find out. They-he is surely going to break me just as he promised.Elena" I will never forget about you, Elen. I know I was a bad cousin but you still didn't despise me." her eyes are teary as they plop her luggage, into her car. " I would never hate you, Ella. You are still one of my favourites and I understood your reasons. Just be a good girl from now on." I smile broadly, she pulls me into a tight hug and kisses me on the cheek. I do the same before waving her goodbye, as she hops into her ride. " Travel safely to the airport love. And ring me once you get back home. I love you." I wave at her. " I love you too, Elen." she stares at me through the mirror, until I went out of sight. " That's so cute of you, Elen," Ryan says from behind me. He has Emerson in his arms, holding up the sucking bottle for him. " Thank you, honey." I get close to him and he kisses me on my lips for a few seconds. I jump a little to his height and kiss him on the cheek before we go inside. " I'm so happy, everything has been resolved between you guys!" Ava shouts a
ElenaI sit on my bed, eyes wide open and staring at the glint in my room. Everything seems so calm after finally getting off Miss Shepard’s trap. I never imagined I would be set free just for the mere essay I wrote. Well, it could be an essay to her, but it was a piece of my heart.I hear a knock in my room taking away the calm silence. “ Come in.” I say from the tip of my lips, throwing my hair freely to my back.I stare innocently at her as she comes to put baby Emerson in my bed. “ You busy Elen? I need you to take care of your baby brother for me.” she says, I take my eyes off hers to meet him and he smiles. He is always smiling. I wish I’d remain a baby forever. So peaceful and has no trouble in life.“ Um.. for a while mom.” I run my hands into my hair softly. It’s Friday and we have some activities during the school day, which I barely have some details about.“ Oh alright. Twenty minutes then, I will be back soon.” she winks and runs towards the door. I turn to Emerson slipp
TysonJesus Christ!Damn, fuck me! I couldn’t hate myself more for saying those words to her. I couldn’t withstand her crying in front of me. I was so tempted to pull her onto my chest and hug her tightly, and kiss those ugly tears from her eyes.I couldn’t even tell her the reason we had to do that. I am so fucked up!I haven’t been able to breathe properly since I clicked on the block button. I had to stop myself from messaging her. I couldn’t just stare at my phone without having the urge to text her. Without having to tell her that I love and I would never leave her.It was so fucking hard to say those words to her. Damn, I feel like roasting myself in a hot flame. I can’t cope anymore without her by my side. God, it is killing me!I rise from my bed and storm out of the room. I didn’t go to school today, I wouldn’t be able to bear it. I can’t have her on the same premises and not speak to her. I would die of hurt and guilt.I walk along the aisle, my throat feels sore after I d
ElenaI gather enough courage to drive myself to school. Scared to see the Quads. Especially Tyson. Scared to meet his eyes, that he was truly comfortable with blocking me. " They left her completely this time, now she's alone." I hear some chuckles beside me, as I lay my hands on my locker. A small smile spreads from my lips as if the gossip I just heard about me didn't just crack my heart like a bomb attached to a wall. I get my books out of the locker and slam it hard, to let them know that I heard the gossip about me. But no reaction, I fucking won't. Let them say what they want. It's been over two weeks and since I haven't heard anything from Miss Shepard, I can as well go back to the classroom. I slip my books into my arms and walk away, heading to the class. It's Monday again, and having the same subject I wouldn’t like to take for now. The same subject that gave me detention. The same subject allowed me to know what love is. The same subject that gave me the chance to l
Chapter 101ElenaI watch myself shattering like broken glasses. I’m dumbstruck, all I do is laugh a lot like I’m going insane, because I’m too hurt to peel a single tear, too broken to cry, too broken to move my lips, too broken to speak to anyone, the easiest is laughing as though I have a mental illness.I do. I do because at this point I can’t seem to believe what I heard from Tyson, I don’t believe yet that they left me. No, I’m dreaming, I want to wake up.Since yesterday I haven’t shed a single tear, I haven’t cried and I don’t know why. My brain says I’m okay, but my heart says a different thing.I stand numb in the female bathroom, can’t feel myself and the worse part of it I can’t recognize this girl in front of me, I don’t know who she is, this girl in the reflection, with weary eyes, broken self, heavy heart, shattered inner walls.One thing about mirrors, it only shows how beautiful you are from the outside, it hides your inner ugliness so that no one can see it but you.
Chapter 100ElenaLast night, Tyson didn’t drive me back home. He said he had an urgent call and he needed to leave early. He stopped an Uber to take me back home, and when I did he didn’t contact me to confirm if I was home already. I held my phone tightly hoping to have a message from him or a call last night. I didn’t until I dosed off.I drove in my car, I’m in the parking lot of Ivy Prose high school, watching my phone patiently to beep. I feel sick of waiting for his text, it’s not too bad if I text first right? Maybe it was too busy for him last night that he couldn’t give me a call.Elena: Hey are you okay? You didn’t give me a call last night after I got home. I send him the text. Normally it doesn’t take Tyson a second to reply to my message. I wait three more minutes in my car, staring at my phone as if my gaze were permanently glued to it. No reply.I step out of my car when I hear the bell for the first-period ring. Knowing I can’t go to class yet like a normal stud