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Chapter 12
I was waiting impatiently for the bell to ring so I could just sprint off to Ryan’s office. I was really in a bad mood, considering my mum had grounded me yesterday and this morning reminded me that I should be home in 10 minutes. I left without having breakfast to show her how mad I was at her.
I barged into Ryan’s office, didn’t find it necessary to ask permission. By now, I knew my way around his office like the back of my hand so, I directed myself to the chair and flopped down on it, crossing my arms over my chest with an angered expressions on my face.
“Okay…?” I heard Ryan dragging the word as if trying to understand what was wrong with me. I didn’t answer.
“You look pissed.” He concluded with a chuckle.
“I am!” I snapped at him but suddenly realized it wasn’t his fault so, took a deep breath before opening my mouth again.
“I’m sorry but I am.” I spoke in a soft tone, feeling bad for snapping at him for no reason.
“What happened
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