Mag-log inThe knocking on the door grew louder, more insistent.
“Rivera! Kane! Open this door right now!” Coach Harlan’s voice boomed through the apartment like a slapshot. My stomach tightened while my heart pounded quickly. I was still naked, wrists loosely tied to the headboard, Jax’s cum drying on my thighs. Panic and embarrassment flooded me. Jax cursed under his breath and quickly untied me. “Get dressed fast.” I scrambled for my clothes, hands shaking so badly I could barely pull my shirt over my head. Jax threw on sweatpants and a hoodie, his face a mask of cold control even though everything was falling apart. He opened the door. Coach stood there, phone in hand, face red with fury. Behind him, two senior players Derek and Miles looked shocked and uncomfortable. “What the hell is this?” Coach shoved his phone forward. The photos were even clearer on the big screen. Me on my knees, collar on, Jax’s hand fisted in my hair. Another shot of us in the shower, bodies pressed together. Jax didn’t flinch. “It’s private, Coach.” “Private?” Coach’s voice rose dangerously. “You two are captains! Leaders on my team! This is a goddamn scandal. The whole team saw these in the group chat. People are already talking.” I stepped forward, my voice barely steady. “Coach, it’s not what it looks like…” “Save it, Kane.” Coach looked between us, disappointment clear in his eyes. “Both of you. My office tomorrow morning at seven sharp. Until then, stay the hell away from each other and delete every trace of this shit. I won’t have this team destroyed by whatever the hell is going on between you.” He stormed off with the players. The door slammed shut. The silence that followed was suffocating. Neither of us moved or spoke for what felt like minutes, then Jax turned to me slowly, eyes burning with rage and something darker. “This is your fault,” he growled, backing me against the wall. “If you hadn’t let Tyler get so close. If you hadn’t caught Marcus’s attention…” “I didn’t do anything!” I snapped back, anger rising. “You’re the one who started all of this. You’re the one who wanted me on my knees!” He grabbed my throat, not hard enough to hurt but enough to remind me exactly who was in charge. “You’re mine and now everyone might know it.” The punishment was brutal. He dragged me back to the bedroom, bent me over the edge of the bed, and took me raw with no prep, no mercy. Every thrust was angry and possessive. The burn was intense, bordering on painful, but my body still responded to him like it always did. He spanked me hard, the sound echoing in the room as my ass burned red. “You like being watched, huh?” he snarled, pounding into me relentlessly. “Want the whole team to see what a good little slut you are for your captain?” I came shamefully fast, sobbing his name into the sheets. He followed right after, burying himself deep and marking me again like he was trying to erase the exposure with his own claim. Afterward, he didn’t pull away immediately. He held me tighter than usual, his fingers gently tracing the collar he hadn’t removed yet. “They can’t take you from me,” he whispered against my hair. For the first time, it almost sounded like fear. The next morning was absolute hell. The team group chat was still exploding. Messages flooded in nonstop. Derek: WTF is this? Are they serious? Tyler: Kane… you could’ve told me, man. Miles: This is messed up. How are they supposed to lead us now? Some comments were crude jokes. Others were straight-up disgusted. I wanted the ground to swallow me whole. Coach’s office felt like a courtroom. He paced behind his desk while we sat like guilty schoolboys. “I should suspend both of you,” Coach said, voice tight. “This kind of behavior is unacceptable. But the playoffs are too close. For now, you’re both benched from leadership duties. No more co-captain for you, Kane. And Rivera you’re on extremely thin ice. One more incident and you’re both gone.” Jax’s jaw clenched hard, but he stayed silent. I felt numb. As we left the office, Marcus was leaning against the wall in the hallway, smirking like he’d won the lottery. “Nice show, boys,” he said quietly. “I’ve got more where those came from, I've got videos too. Unless you want to be reasonable, Kane… maybe meet me alone and we can work something out.” Jax immediately stepped in front of me, protective and furious. “Touch him and I’ll end your fucking career, Marcus.” Marcus laughed mockingly. “End my career? Yours is already hanging by a thread, Captain. Fix your mess first.” He scoffed and walked away. The rest of the day was torture. Whispers followed me everywhere. “I can’t believe they were fucking each other this whole time.” “No wonder there was always weird tension between them.” “How could they do something so shameful on the team?” In the locker room, the team was clearly divided. Some guys avoided eye contact. Others gave Jax wary respect as the captain who fucked his co-captain and still acted like he owned the place. Tyler tried to approach me once but I brushed him off. I couldn’t deal with that conversation right now. I wanted to disappear, to quit the team and never show my face again. That night, while I laid in my bed thinking Jax texted me: Come over. I stared at the message for a long time. I almost didn’t go but in the end, like always, I did. He was waiting with the collar ready. This time the sex was slower, almost desperate. He took his time, kissing my neck, whispering “mine” like a prayer while he moved inside me. “I won’t let them ruin this,” he said afterward, holding me tight against his chest. “Not Marcus, not the team and not even you.” I wanted to believe him. But as I lay there in his arms, the weight of everything crashed down on me. My dream of captaincy was gone. My reputation was in tatters and worst of all, I was still helplessly addicted to the man who caused it all. The next morning, a new message from an unknown number appeared. Unknown: Team meeting called. Vote to remove both captains. You have 24 hours to convince them… or I release the full video. Marcus wasn’t done and this time, he wanted blood.Ethan barely slept.By morning the folder was open again on his desk, pages spread under the lamp like they might change if he stared long enough. He paced the short length of the room, came back, and read the committee log for the third time. It was still an incomplete paperwork with withdrawn materials and no granted offer or sabotage entry under Jax’s name.Marcus’s voice sat against every line. ‘You really think Jax is innocent?’Ethan stopped at the window, then turned back to the desk. “The file says you collapsed your own application,” he muttered. “That’s what it says.”The empty room offered nothing back.He picked up the summary sheet again. Jax’s words from the before replayed without permission: I’m not hiding anything. I didn’t sabotage him. The same tone he had used when Ethan asked if the new rumors worried him.“And if you’re lying too?” Ethan said under his breath.The question landed harder than he wanted. He sat, then stood again, unable to stay still. Every p
The rink emptied slower than usual. Ethan stayed in the records room until the last voices faded down the corridor, then gathered the pages that mattered and went looking. He found Marcus in the far locker bay, alone, tying his street shoes like the building already belonged to him.“I need a minute,” Ethan said.Marcus didn’t look up right away. “Practice is over.”“This isn’t about practice.”Marcus finished the knot, sat back, and finally met his eyes. “Then say it.”Ethan kept the folder closed against his side. “You told me Jax sabotaged your scholarship and that is was a quiet conversations. Timing that made you look unreliable. That he kept his path open and cost you yours.”Marcus’s mouth curved, small and unimpressed. “And now you’ve been in the files.”“I was putting notes into player folders. Yours was already sitting there.” Ethan’s voice stayed even. “The junior-year log doesn’t show an offer that got taken from you. It shows missing materials. A packet that never cleared
Practice was already in full motion when Coach walked back onto the ice deck.Jax sat in his usual place along the boards with the tablet, marking notes between drills. The rest of the team moved through a cycle of rush sequences under one of the assistants. Nothing about the morning had felt unusual until Coach’s voice cut across the rink.“Rivera. My office, now.”The whistle from the assistant died mid-call. Several players slowed. A few stopped completely. Jax looked up. Coach’s expression was closed, the same hard focus he had carried out of the archive room earlier. There was no private gesture, no quiet signal to wait until after practice. The summons was public.Ethan, standing near the far circle, exchanged a quick glance with Tyler. Eli eased to a stop near the boards. Even Marcus, usually careful about where he placed his attention, turned his head.Jax set the tablet down on the bench. “Coach?”“You heard me. Office.”The assistant coach recovered first. “Keep moving. Same
Ethan waited until he was alone in his room before he called.Jax picked up on the second ring. “Yeah?”“It’s me,” Ethan said. “I need a straight answer about juniors.”“Okay.”“Is there anything from that year beyond what I already know that could still implicate you? Something that hasn’t come out?”Jax’s reply was steady. “No. I’m not hiding anything.”Ethan sat with the answer for a second. “Marcus has started circulating talk again. Selective messages about your past, the scholarship year, things that ‘never got cleared.’ Have you heard it?”“I’ve heard.”“And?”“And I don’t care,” Jax said. “There’s nothing for me to be afraid of. Let him send what he wants.”The lack of tension in Jax’s voice was almost harder to read than anger would have been.Ethan exhaled. “All right.”“That it?”“For now. Goodnight.”“Goodnight.”The call ended, Ethan set the phone down and stayed on the edge of the bed.Marcus was still feeding selected teammates private lines about the junior year and th
Marcus sat with the phone still in his hand, the Phase Two message glowing on the screen.He didn’t answer it, Instead he opened a new thread, selected three names from the team roster — players who talked, who listened, and who had already shown curiosity about old stories — and began typing.To the first: ‘Heard the junior-league stuff with Rivera never actually got cleared. Scholarship mess, quiet deals. Makes you wonder how much of that followed him here.’He sent it, waited a moment, then opened the second chat. ‘People keep treating Rivera like the past is finished. From what I know, it isn’t. Ask around about the year the offer disappeared. Interesting reactions.’Send.The third message was shorter: ‘Some histories don’t stay buried just because the team moved on. Rivera’s is one of them.He reviewed the three threads once, made sure none of them sat in the main group chat, then locked the phone.’No mass blast or open accusation. Just quiet, targeted lines desi
CHAPTER 39They got back to the apartment with the food still warm. Gerald checked the time and nodded toward the spare room he used as a workspace.“Meeting starts in ten. I’ll take it in there.”“I’ll stay out of the way,” Jax said. He carried his own container to his room and closed the door most of the way, giving Gerald the quiet he needed.A few hours later the low sound of the call ended. Jax waited another minute, then walked out.“You need water?” he asked. “All that talking can’t be easy.”Gerald stretched and shook his head. “Food first. I’m starving.”They sat at the small table and opened the containers. For a while they ate without much comment. Then Gerald set his fork down.“How have you been feeling lately? Really.”Jax thought about it before answering. “Fine. I feel lighter than before. The pressure isn’t sitting on my chest the same way. I feel relieved.”Gerald watched him for a second. “I’m glad. You were carrying a lot for a long time. It’s good to hear it’s eas







