Rowan's pov
The Moonlight dance Festival. A night meant to honor the Goddess and celebrate the full bloom of spring. A night of music, lanterns, laughter,and masks. Fitting, I think, considering how many people in this pack wear one every day. Including me. Thessaly clasps the final hook at the back of my gown, and I barely recognize the woman staring back at me in the mirror. The dress is a shade of deep charteuse, but under the lantern light it will shimmer with hints of gold and emerald. The fabric clings to me like silk and spills into a gentle flare just past my hips. Bare shoulders, a low back, and slits on both sides that flirt with every step. I haven’t worn anything this daring in my life. My hair, usually tied in a tight ponytail or braided out of convenience, flows around my shoulders in soft waves. Thessaly had insisted on weaving tiny threads of silver into the strands, catching the light with every movement. A crescent-moon clip holds one side in place, revealing a sharp cheekbone and a single, deliberate curl. “You look like a goddess,” Thessaly whispers, a smile tugging at her lips. “Alpha Kael is going to have a heart attack.” I roll my eyes, if the Alpha had a heart attack after seeing me, the Elders would definitely have my head. “I don’t care what he thinks,” I say honestly, i preferred life better when he didn't even notice me. She only arches a brow and hands me the mask. It's delicate,white with silver embellishments, feathers arching off one side, and tiny gems scattered like stars across it. The moment I place it over my face, I feel like someone else. Someone braver. Someone who might survive tonight. The festival grounds are glowing. Held in the Heartgrove Clearing, the celebration spans the wide meadow at the base of the moonlit cliffs, where the Goddess Temple looms in quiet reverence. The trees have been dressed in silver ribbons and sunstones, casting gentle, golden auras. Food stalls stretch like a crescent around the edge, each one wafting scents of honeycakes, fire-grilled meats, cinnamon wines, and fruit-drenched pastries. Fae-lights float above our heads, flickering in colors that change with emotion,warm pinks for joy, cool blues for peace, a deep violet for love. A small band near the center plays soft music with flutes and hollow drums. There’s laughter and movement everywhere,children with painted faces, women in flowing gowns, men in embroidered coats, masks hiding secrets. It’s beautiful. But the moment I step into the open, I feel eyes on me. Thessaly beams beside me, looping her arm through mine as if we’re both unaware of the sudden hush that follows our arrival. “She’s glowing,” i hear someone whisper. “Is that her? The girl the Lunas hate?” Another one. “She looks… different.” I focus on my breathing. One step, then another, I never did like being the center of attention. And then,I feel him. Like I always do, it's hard not to feel the most powerful man in the room, power and strength radiates off of him. Alpha Kael, the sterile Alpha. Even before I see him, I feel him. His presence is a tether. A gravity. I look up, and there he is, standing near the ceremonial platform, dressed in dark green and black, his mask simple but elegant. A black wolf engraved across one side. His hair is tied loosely at the nape of his neck, and moonlight catches in the strands. He sees me. And for a long moment we lock eyes, I search his eyes for a sign of pity and he's staring into mine like it might tell him the truth. His jaw tightens. Eyes darken. His expression unreadable, but unmistakably focused on me. Not the crowd. Not the Elders. Just me. He takes a step forward, as if drawn. Then stops. Thessaly nudges me. “Told you.” I wanted to tell her that attraction to me was probably not the reason he wanted to come, but I let her believe, let this night be a night we pretend. Thessaly and I weave through the crowd, past clusters of Betas, warriors, and the occasional Elder, each nodding or ignoring us depending on their level of disdain. But tonight, it doesn’t sting as much. Not with the music thrumming through the air and the smell of warm spice cakes dancing on the breeze. For a moment, I let myself enjoy it. The colors, the sounds, the illusion of belonging. We stop at a booth decorated in ivory lace and sunflowers, offering candied moonberries dipped in gold sugar. "Want one?" Thessaly asks, already handing the vendor a coin. Before I can answer, the temperature seems to drop. The warm air turns heavy, like a storm rolling in. I turn,and come face-to-face with both Lunas, a rare sight to see, seeing as they both hate each other. If I wasn't the object of the obvious disdain in both their eyes, I'd be honored to have brought them together. Vivienne, regal in deep sapphire velvet, her mask shaped like delicate wings of a raven. Beside her, Luna Serena, dressed in crimson silk, her own mask sharp as a blade, with glittering rubies tracing the curve of her eyes. They are a vision of polished perfection, and venom. Behind them stand their silent entourage, Beta wives, eyes cool and curious. The air between us sours instantly. “Rowan,” Vivienne says smoothly, voice like ice against skin. “I almost didn’t recognize you.” Chelsea tilts her head. “Neither did Kael. He looked like he’d seen a ghost.” I hold their gaze, refusing to flinch. Luna Vivienne's eyes drop to my stomach, then slowly rise. “And yet, somehow, your condition hasn’t ruined your figure entirely. Impressive.” Thessaly steps forward. “Luna Vivienne, Luna Serena,” she says, tone respectful but clipped. “What a surprise to see you so far from the high table.” Vivienne’s lips twitch. “We like to see the festivities up close. It reminds us what we protect.” “Some things are harder to protect than others,” Chelsea adds, eyes drilling into me. “Especially when threats come from within.” My fists clench at my sides. “Enjoy the festival,” I say calmly. “Thessaly and i were just leaving” Chrlseas expression falters, just slightly. Vivienne raises her brow. “Is that how you treat your luna, leaving just when they come to see you?” "Lunas Vivienne, I'm here too" Chelseas tone is clipped and annoyed. For a heartbeat, silence. Tense. Heavy. Then Vivienne laughs. A dry, brittle sound. “We’ll see you" she says, then turns on her heel. They disappear into the crowd, their entourage trailing like shadows. I exhale slowly. Thessaly lets out a breath of her own. “They’re worse than I imagined.” I smile weakly. “That was tame for Vivienne.” “You handled that like a warrior,” she grins. “I’m proud of you.” For the first time tonight, I feel it—pride. My heart still hammers from the encounter, but I didn’t cower. And they saw that. We move on, stopping for food and sweets. Thessaly makes me try a sticky caramel pastry that melts in my mouth. Then we watch a group of dancers perform with fire rings, twirling beneath the moonlight as children toss flower petals into the air. I even laugh when Thessaly grabs my hand and pulls me into a silly spin on the dancing green, our gowns flowing behind us. We’re both breathless and giggling when we collapse on a bench near the drink pavilion. “This,” Thessaly says between gulps of honey-cider, “is the most fun I’ve had in weeks.” “Me too,” I admit, sipping mine slower. The warmth in my chest has nothing to do with the cider. Until it doesn’t. As I lift my cup for another sip, something… shifts. The scent. There’s something off. A faint, metallic tinge beneath the honey. I stop. Freeze. My wolf surges forward, warning flaring in my gut. “Thessaly.” My voice is hoarse. “Don’t drink.” She pauses, mid-sip, eyes going wide. “What’s wrong?” I lower the cup and sniff again. My senses sharpen,every noise, every flicker of light becomes louder, brighter, sharper. I set the cup down carefully on the bench. “I think my drink was tampered with.” Thessaly is already on her feet, scanning the area. “I’ll get the healer. Stay here.” “No.” My voice is firm. I hated the idea of needing him, of having to call for him. “Get the Alpha.” She hesitates, then nods and takes off. I sit there, heart pounding, eyes on the cup, throat dry with fear and fury. Who did this? And more importantly. How did they get close enough to try?Rowan's POVI wait.For three days, I wait for the Alpha’s wrath.It’s the strangest kind of torment,this silence. I had expected fury, punishment, maybe even exile. Instead, nothing. Just the relentless ticking of time and the whisper of footsteps outside my door that always stop short.I can hardly believe what I did. I'm not weak,never have been,but I’ve always been level-headed, measured. Now, something inside me has shifted, uncoiled. Ever since that day at the infirmary, I haven’t felt like myself. There’s a storm building under my skin.Every creak of the hallway makes my stomach twist. I expect Alpha Kael to burst through the door and order my execution.But he never comes.And I don’t know what’s worse,his absence or the fear that it means something far more calculated.I doubt he’ll show up at my infirmary appointment today. The thought offers a sliver of peace. Thessaly insisted on accompanying me, claiming she wouldn’t be anywhere else. Her presence is one of the few thing
Rowan's povThe moment Beta Carlos parks in front of the Alpha’s estate, I’m out of the car before he even shifts to neutral. My heart drums violently in my chest, but it's not from fear,it's fury. Betrayal.I ignore the guards stationed outside Kael’s door. One of them steps forward, murmuring something about clearance, but one look at my face and he freezes in place. Good. Let them try to stop me. Let them all watch.I storm through the entry hall, boots echoing off marble floors, the silence of the estate shattering beneath the weight of my wrath. I don’t bother knocking on the office door. I push it open with both hands, hard enough that it hits the wall behind it with a crack.Kael is seated behind his massive desk, a map of the outer borderlands spread before him. Two beta warriors flank him on either side, standing at attention.He looks up, unbothered by my sudden arrival. “Out,” he says simply, without looking at the warriors. They hesitate for half a second before nodding an
Rowan's POVFive days have passed since the Moonlight Dance Festival,I’m officially assigned a shadow just after my little sparring session with Thoran.Though I told the Alpha I didn’t care who it was, I can’t deny I’m relieved by his choice.Beta Carlos.Second-in-command to the Alpha, husband to Andrea—who happens to be close friends with Luna Chelsea. Even before everything happened, Beta Carlos was one of the few who didn’t treat me like dirt beneath his boots. We never spoke, but silence, I’ve learned, is far kinder than the venom others spit.Since the announcement, he’s followed me like a silent sentinel. Every time I leave my room,rare as it is,he’s there. Quiet. Unassuming. Stoic, with the same unreadable expression his Alpha wears like armor. I’ve only left for the kitchen or to wander the gardens, but he’s always a few steps behind.Today, though, I need more than air.I need answers.For three days, I’ve tried to recreate that strange surge of power I felt during the fes
Rowan's POV I hadn’t stepped outside in two days.I told myself I was recovering. Resting. Healing.But really, I was hiding.It felt safe here. No Lunas. No Alpha Kael. No whispers behind my back. No sharp-eyed elders wondering why I was still breathing.Just me, my thoughts, and my books.So when Thessaly burst in that morning, all heat and impatience, I was less than pleased.She didn’t knock. Just opened my door and scowled at me like I’d offended her personally. “You look like a ghost.”I blinked up at her from beneath the blanket. “Nice to see you too.”She dropped a bundle of clothes on the bed. “Get up. You’re coming with me.”“No,” I said immediately, pulling the blanket tighter. “I’m not.”She crossed her arms. “You’ve been in here for two full days. Staring at walls. Breathing like an old woman. It’s pathetic.”“Thanks for the pep talk.”“I’m serious.” She sat on the edge of the cot, her voice dropping. “Rowan, you were poisoned. Someone tried to kill your baby. You don’t
Kael’s POVThe scent of howler’s bane still clings to my coat. Subtle. Bitter. Laced with cowardice.I should’ve torn the damn festival apart the moment I saw Rowan’s pale face. Should’ve forced every wolf to shift and sniff out the traitor,the one who dared to challenge me.But panic is weakness, and I can’t afford that. Not now. Not with her safety hanging by a thread.I walk into the council chamber like a storm. The Elders are already gathered, cloaked in their smug calmness, seated at the crescent table like they own the bones of this pack. Some frown, clearly hungover and irritated I dragged them out of bed so early after the festival.Elder Thera sits stiffly upright, her eyes flicking briefly to the space beside me,as if expecting Rowan.Elder Marros leans back, fingers steepled beneath his chin. Ever the patient serpent.“Alpha,” Thera begins, her voice smooth, rehearsed. “We received word you called for an emergency—”“Someone tried to poison Rowan,” I cut in, voice cold as
Rowan's povMy heart hammers in my chest as Thessaly disappears into the crowd to find the Alpha.How fast does the poison work?Did I drink enough to hurt myself?Did I drink enough to hurt... my baby?The thought slams into me, sharp and breath-stealing.My baby.Whatever the reason for this child’s existence,whatever fate or accident brought it into me,it doesn’t matter. I already love it with my whole heart.It’s mine.And I’d die to protect it.A fierce, aching love bursts through my chest. I press a trembling hand to my stomach.Please, Moon Goddess, I beg silently, don’t take this away from me. Don’t let anything happen to my baby.Tears sting my eyes. My wolf paces restlessly inside me, snarling for answers.Then I see them;Thessaly, weaving urgently through the crowd, and behind her… Alpha Kael, face carved from stone.“Are you alright?” Thessaly reaches me first, her hand cool against my forehead. “No fever.”The Alpha steps forward, expression unreadable.“We need to get yo
Rowan's povThe Moonlight dance Festival. A night meant to honor the Goddess and celebrate the full bloom of spring. A night of music, lanterns, laughter,and masks. Fitting, I think, considering how many people in this pack wear one every day.Including me.Thessaly clasps the final hook at the back of my gown, and I barely recognize the woman staring back at me in the mirror.The dress is a shade of deep charteuse, but under the lantern light it will shimmer with hints of gold and emerald. The fabric clings to me like silk and spills into a gentle flare just past my hips. Bare shoulders, a low back, and slits on both sides that flirt with every step. I haven’t worn anything this daring in my life.My hair, usually tied in a tight ponytail or braided out of convenience, flows around my shoulders in soft waves. Thessaly had insisted on weaving tiny threads of silver into the strands, catching the light with every movement. A crescent-moon clip holds one side in place, revealing a sharp
Rowan’s POVIt’s 2:30 p.m., and I’m standing outside the Alpha’s office like a nervous teenager waiting for the principal.Unfortunately for me, the Elders slapped a strict restriction on my movements. I’m not allowed anywhere near the borders without explicit permission,and, of course, the mall and shopping complexes sit just shy of that invisible line.My fist hovers near the door, reluctant to knock.Maybe I should just go back and tell Thessaly I can’t make it. But knowing her, she won’t take no for an answer.I take a breath, preparing to turn away, when the door swings open abruptly.Alpha Kael steps out. His dark eyes immediately lock onto mine.“I’ve felt you standing there for thirty minutes,” he says flatly, his voice a low rumble edged with boredom.My face heats with embarrassment. “I wanted to speak with you,” I manage to say.Where’s all that fire I used to throw at the Elders? I can’t even look him in the eye.“Come in,” he says, stepping aside. It's not a suggestion.I
Rowan's POVThe market is unusually crowded for a midday hour. Wolves bustle from stall to stall, arms full of cloth, fresh bread, and jars of honeyed roots. None of them look at me.They part like water around a rock as I pass,stepping aside, pretending not to see me. The silence that follows me is louder than any insult.I came out today because I needed to feel air, to remember what it's like to stand under the sun. To feel like a person, not a rumor.But I regret it already.I clutch the small list in my hand,nothing special, just herbs, bread, and soap. The stall-keeper avoids eye contact as he hands me the items. I leave my change without a word.And then—“Rowan, right?”The voice is like a song, light and unexpected. I turn, startled, and find a girl smiling at me like I’m not the pack’s outcast. Like I’m just… someone.She’s all sunshine,golden curls pulled into a loose braid, freckles dusted across her cheeks, wearing a ridiculous yellow coat far too bright for spring. She g