Angel.
Stepping into the field office, I knew I was in big trouble. My black suit from last night was rumpled, and my hair was disheveled, but the bigger problem was Cyrus—my SSA. I woke up to twelve missed calls from him and a couple of texts that I didn't bother reading. Thoughts of the masked man from yesterday plagued my mind even as I made my way to my office. We had gone to a hotel last night, and spent the whole night devouring each other well into the early hours of the morning, when I managed to fall asleep. I woke up to find that he was gone, no contact information left. To him, it was just a senseless hookup but to me, it was more than that. “Di Cristina,” I heard someone yell. I stopped in my tracks and turned to face Cyrus, who was looking at me with a murderous expression on his face. “My office, now.” He didn't bother waiting for a reply before he turned on his heels and entered his office. I tried running my hand through my hair a couple of times as I followed him, trying to fix my disheveled look even though I knew it was hopeless. Dan, my partner, slid beside me and said, “Oops! Seems like someone's in trouble.” I ignored his jab, knowing he just wanted to get a rise out of me. He had pleaded to be the one sent on the undercover mission yesterday, but Cyrus had refused his request, saying I was the best man for the job. He had then been assigned to monitor the mission, making sure I wasn't in any trouble. And now that I had somehow found a way to fuck that up—of course, he would be there to dig in deeper into the wound. I already knew I was not in for a pleasant experience in Cyrus’ office, so when he began yelling at me, I didn't say a word—just kept my gaze lowered in respect. It was my fault a stranger had managed to charm me away from my job last night. “Where the hell were you last night?” Cyrus asked after he was done yelling. I didn't know how to answer that, so I kept quiet. “Di Cristina, do you know the importance of the job I put you on last night? Do you know how many times Dan has requested to be the one assigned to that particular job? And do you know why I insisted that you be the one to do it?” “No sir.” “Because I trusted you. Because you have the highest rate of pulling off undercover jobs, and you have never failed a mission before. But after that stunt you pulled yesterday…” he paused, and I steeled myself. “Why didn't you answer your phone? You replied to my texts, and four hours later, when you were supposed to report back, you just went off the grid?” “My phone was on silent mode, sir. I lost track of time and I honestly didn't see your calls until some minutes ago,” I replied, hoping my explanation would be enough. “That is totally understandable. But what I can't seem to understand is: what were you doing? According to my sources, you didn't even stay for more than an hour in the ballroom. Where did you go?” At this point, I was sweating and cursing inwardly. Because how do you explain to your direct supervisor that you were busy having sex with a masked stranger that managed to charm you out of doing your job? Oh, shit. Dan would have definitely seen me yesterday, kissing and groping the masked man outside the club. Did he tell? Now, I was fidgeting. How I had somehow forgotten about Dan last night—and the mission as a whole—was still a mystery. Cyrus sighed when it seemed like I wasn't forthcoming with any information. “Did you manage to gather any Intel?” “No sir,” I replied shamefully. He sighed again. “You're dismissed, Agent Di Cristina.” But as I got turned to leave, his voice stopped me. “You have never given me a reason to doubt you, Angel. Don't start now.” Those words pierced through my chest as I left for my office. Cyrus had been like a father figure to me ever since I watched my dad get murdered ten years ago. The disappointment in his voice made my chest tighten as I entered my office. I groaned when I saw Dan sitting leisurely at his desk. I didn't know how I wasn't prepared to meet him—we shared an office after all. “So how did it go?” He asked, turning his attention to me. I shrugged and feigned indifference as I went to my desk. “It went well.” “Really?” I looked up to see his eyes cocked at me, like he didn't believe it. “Yeah, really.” “No punishment, whatsoever? How?” “Dan,” I turned my body to face him. “If you have something to say, just say it. Or you can pick it up with Cyrus.” “Oh, I have lots to say, Angel.” He spat my name out like a poison. “But for now, I'll let sleeping dogs lie. It's obvious you didn't tell Cyrus what you were up to last night.” I sighed, pinching the bridge of my nose in frustration. Here comes the blackmail. “I'm doing you a favor by keeping it a secret. Soon, I'll call in my favor and you better be willing to help, partner.” With that, he strode out of the office. Once he was out, I buried my face in my hands and let out a frustrated groan. I should go to Cyrus's office right now and tell him what happened last night, so that Dan would have nothing on me in the future. But the look of disappointment on his face when I left there some minutes ago was still replaying in my mind. And I just knew there was no way I could tell him that I had abandoned an important mission for a tumble in the sheets.Angel.It was finally time. And the squad fanned out instinctively. Everyone knew their places. We’d studied this building already, knew every door, every crack, every corner. But just before I gave the signal, something caught my eye.A gap. A half-sealed exit behind the far side of the warehouse. Camouflaged with grime and chain-link fencing.“Hold,” I said, raising my hand.The squad froze.I crossed over quickly, crouched to inspect it. A back route—probably an escape hatch, disguised well but not well enough for trained eyes. There was fresh dirt around the edges. Tracks.Someone had used this recently.I turned to the team. “Someone’s gonna try to use this door. We need eyes here.”Cooper stepped forward. “Alright. How about you stay here, Angel? We'll go in with the rest of the team.”But I shook my head. “I want two on this side. I am going in with the rest.”Marquez frowned. “Angel, we can risk you getting in the middle of the—”“I said two,” I snapped. “It’s not negotiable.
Castle.Angel was out cold, his face half-buried in the pillow, breath slow and even, that goddamn Kevlar vest still lying beside him like a silent warning. I assumed that the raid was happening the next day—morning, maybe early afternoon. That’s how they usually rolled. Precise. Timed. Predictable.So I gave the go-ahead to Tomas to start offloading the shipment. And then when I couldn’t sleep, I slipped out of bed and went to the store to get a bottle of whiskey. Only to find Adriana sitting on the cold floor, drinking directly from a bottle of Chardonnay. She looked like misery personified, and heaven knows that she would make me feel as miserable as she felt if she laid her eyes on me. So I backtracked as quietly as I could and went back to my room. As I walked up the steps to my wing, I reminded myself to book an appointment with a therapist for Adriana. If not one of these days, she would actually go crazy for real. Discarding the shorts I had on, I got dressed in leather a
Angel.It was 9 pm already and I stood at the door, hand on the knob as my gloved fingers twitched. I was fully geared, kevlar tight across my chest, my vest creaking when I moved. My glock was holstered, comms strapped to my belt, boots laced to the top. Everything was ready. And everything was secure.But I couldn’t go. Not yet.The room behind me was dim—moonlight streaked across the floor in silent ribbons, touching everything like a cold memory. I turned back. My eyes landed on the shirt.The one Castle had ruined earlier today when he was in my bed, touching himself like a man possessed.It lay folded neatly where I placed it on my bedstand. As I looked at it, I felt the urge to sniff it again. So I walked over, bent down and picked it up, slow, reverent. Like it was sacred.I shouldn't. But I did.And then I lifted it to my face and breathed him in.Salt and musk. That trace of the cologne he always used. It was a little faint but it was still there.I closed my eyes as I inh
Castle.I almost didn’t go home that night.After the meeting with Tomas, I drove past my own street twice. Circled it like a shark unsure if it wanted to bite into old meat. I had my bag in the backseat, the one I usually kept for emergencies—spare shirt, toothbrush, and a bottle of whiskey I hadn’t touched in weeks.The hotel where I normally lodged when I needed distance was just twenty minutes away. Tucked discreetly into the upper floors of a private high-rise, it was perfect. But I didn’t drive there.Because laying low wasn’t checking into a penthouse suite with fresh linens and skyline views. It was slipping back into the shadows you built for yourself.So I went home.Not because I wanted to. Adriana was still a goddamn tempest with lip gloss. And I was too tired to weather her storms. I didn't exactly know what was going on with her but I knew that she needed to get her act together. Because if she didn't, then I would be forced to take a step that I didn't want to take o
Angel.Dan’s words kept replaying in my head as I drove home. Even though my radio was on.It wasn’t the usual empty threat. No. This time, he sounded like he really wanted to bury my career into the ground.I shouldn’t have been this rattled. For fuck's sake, Dan had been blackmailing me for months now. Ever since the masked ball. Ever since that damn video that should never have existed. I had convinced myself that he was just playing his usual power games, bluffing like a man who never learned how to hold a real hand.But today felt different.Today, he reminded me that he could end everything.If that video surfaced—if the Bureau caught wind of what I did that night—I’d be pulled off the Mafia case so fast my chair would still be spinning. My badge might even follow. And that? That would be a career-ending blow. So yeah, I drove home with a pit in my stomach and my foot pressing down heavily on the gas. The sun was already sliding down behind the buildings. Dusk was approachin
Castle.My dick twitched in my pants as I lay down on Angel's bed, pressing his shirt to my nose like it was an oxygen tank. Fuck.I turned my head to the side, picturing him stretched across it.Would his limbs be sprawled or curled tight? I wondered how he slept.And I was a little bit pissed at myself that I'd hadn't thought of the cameras before that morning. I wanted to know if he moaned in his sleep. If he hugged a pillow to himself. Also, if he jerked himself off on some lonely nights while thinking about me.The more I stared at the other side of the bed, the more I could imagine it better.I imagined Angel on his back, hand around his cock, biting down on his bottom lip just to keep quiet. I could almost hear his soft, shaky breaths, whispering my name. I didn’t know what possessed me. Maybe I was already past the point of being possessed. Maybe I’d been stripped down to my most feral pieces.Because I suddenly stood up, undoing my belt with numb fingers. Tugged the zippe