I am desperate for contact, lying in the darkness of the garden, spread out over the empty pool. A single candle flickers at the foot of the bed, emphasizing my nudity and rising sensations. My right hand moves between my thighs, pushing and rubbing circles against my sensitive spots as my left hand fondles my breasts, tugging and squeezing each nipple in an exquisite rhythm. With heightened arousal, a shadow appears in the corner and I recognize him instantly. “Alden,” I whisper. “Come to me. Immerse yourself into me and fill me with your cocks. I want you double penetrate me and I want to be filled with your precious seeds.” There is no hiding my desire as I beg for him to breed me.Alden's wild, guttural roar courses through me, intensifying my desire for him until I can barely breathe. I struggle to find the words to plead with him to come closer, my body writhing with need and my throat croaking out incoherent whimpers of longing. A blackness descends over my vision, as if my sen
Lena's lips pull tight as she places the vase back on the shelf with a heightened precision, her eyes locking on every angle until it's back in perfect symmetry to the way she found it. The action instantly sparks a memory that shatters Lena's fragile facade of composure. She turns to me and speaks through gritted teeth, “My brother wanted this room, wanted it for himself like some sort of trophy. He was never content with his own chambers, three times the size. He'd hunt and then force our father to hang up the heads of whatever creatures he killed on my walls – something about him being the heir or some other nonsense that I never cared for. I just wanted my own space, somewhere I could be free from his intrusions, but they refused to let me have that."I try to fill the void of silence and offer a feeble response, “Sounds like you two wouldn’t have gotten along as children.” Lena's face softens and a genuine smile spreads across it as if she is reliving fond memories. “It was nothi
I hesitantly push open the door and a wave of mixed emotions wash over me. Silence fills the air and for a moment, I am relieved; I am not sure what to expect walking into this room and the stillness soothes my nerves. But then, I am reminded just how powerful of a presence Alden’s voice can fill a room with and I tense up, knowing that I must face him now.This is not a room I am familiar with, but its grandness is unmistakable. Portraits line the walls of men who look just like Alden and Karken, wearing crowns on their heads and dates written underneath them. In the center is a circular table that takes up much of the space in the room. This table must have seen many important decisions made at the peak of this kingdom, such as right now when Alden and Karken sit around it. Khimaira is also next to Karken, her head peeking up to look at me when I come in, before quickly looking away and burying her head in Karken’ lap. I am conflicted; I am not sure if what she is doing is appropria
Of my four audiences, Alden is the only one who looks horrified while the other three seem like they are having the times of their lives. I truly do not care what any one of them thinks as I have said my piece so I just turn around and walk out of the room. Alden is the only person in the room who looks distressed; the other three seem to be thoroughly enjoying themselves. Out of my four spectators, he is the only one who wears a look of dismay. I don't pay any attention to the thoughts of the others in the room as I spin on my heel and march out. On my way out, the only sound is the sound of my shoes echoing off the walls, as the room remains deathly silent. I don't even bother to glance back, confident in the fact that I've just gained some ground with Alden. The moment I step out, I exhale the breath that I hadn't even realized I was holding. All the tension, fear, and anxiety that had kept me from expressing my true feelings suddenly come flooding out. My head spins, and I grab
I nod in agreement but I know deep down that my appetite is not something that I can actively control. It is not as if I have been refusing to eat on purpose, I have just not had the stomach for it. Satisfied with my answer, the servants lead me out of the room and take me to the garden where I am cleaned up. After dressing up in my room, I sit back on the bed and begin to think about the events of last night. I am asking myself questions that I know I cannot provide the answers to but that I wish time will reveal to me. Who can I trust? Who is my enemy? In the middle of my deep thinking, the door opens again and Herb walks in with Teon. “Your breakfast is ready,” Teon says. For a moment, I consider just following them and stuffing myself with the food as hard as I can but even the thought of that disgusts me. It is unfortunate that every time I think about the situation I am in, I lose my appetite. “I’m sorry but I don’t think I want to eat anything right now,” I say, unable t
That night, a storm blowing outside prevents me from falling asleep. The cracks of thunder and the flash of lightning accompanied by a violent sound of rain and wind, keep my eyes wide open and cause me to flinch every other second. Ever since I was a child, I have been scared of heavy downpour but more recent events have even compounded this fear. As I lay still, I feel my heart pound harder and harder against my chest until it starts to hurt and my throat starts to constrict. I sit up immediately, knowing that my breathing is getting harder and my vision is getting blurry. But the storm does not let up so the condition that is making me panic only gets worse. In a matter of seconds I can hear my breathing coming out as whistles, loud enough for me to hear despite the windy storm. I might actually die tonight. Just then, the door swings open. My first thought is that somebody is about to attack me during this storm when I will be unable to scream for help so I shift backwards on the
After Lena walks out of the room, I am left with nothing but the jarring realization that I have been played despite that being all that I have tried to prevent. Strangely, I feel strongly opposed to being forced out of this castle despite my freedom being a song that I have been singing since I got here. I suppose I would just rather the choice of leaving or staying be mine. Besides, I still feel like Alden and I have so much unfinished business and I would like to see where it goes. My first thought after Lena practically threatens to throw me out of the castle is to go to Alden but I know that I cannot do that. Lena might be evil but Alden is not innocent either. Going back to him so easily and so soon would only mean that the entire scene I created in the name of standing up for myself and demanding answers was for nothing. So, I decided to go to the only other person in this castle with some power. Karken’ chambers are on the same floor as Alden’s only six doors down. To get to
“Now, what do you want me to do for you?” Karken asks. “I want to stay in the castle until I can be sure of what I want with Alden,” I say. Karken stays silent after that. If not for the expression on his face which tells me that he is watching me intently and analyzing what I just said, I would have assumed that he has once again lost himself in Khimaira. “You feel strongly about him, do you not?” he asks. “I’m not sure,” I say. “I think he is using some power to try to influence me.” A smile tugs at Karken’ lips that makes me wish I can fight him so I can wipe it off his face with my fist. “Alden can do no such thing,” he says, his voice taking on a degree of gentility I never thought was possible with him. “Perhaps you should start to consider that you are indeed his mate.” Now that everything is beginning to unravel, I am finally understanding Alden’s siblings for who they are and not who they have been pretending to be. While Lena seemed welcoming and friendly at first