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Chapter 1:15 TICS and TOCS Around The Clock, Xoxo Nyx
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Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:16 Red is Right, By Vince
I’m a control freak, I admit that, and the very reason I was against having kids is unraveling before my eyes. Reminding me why I’m the last person in the world who deserves him. From the moment I held Tio, I was vulnerable and devoted. For the first time in my life understanding what true love was. An emotion my father did his best to train out of me with all the rest of them. It's something of a requirement for a leader, especially in our world. I never had the same issue with that as every one else did. It wasn't until my beating heart looked up at me, holding my one finger in his whole hand that I worried. Really worried about all the feelings I'd stripped to hold the seat. Kids need love. Plain and simple. They need softness, emotions, comfort, things that I never knew how to give. Outside of sex, even in that arena, I'm a hard and unforgiving bastard. I don't know how to process, let alone express the things that Tio needs. He's just been with us for almost a month, and hasn'
최신 업데이트 : 2025-04-18Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:17 Three Things - Rourke
Something about Nyx rang inside of me like a tuning fork. The immediate and obvious interest from both my partner and the guy I still can’t admit I’m interested in only enhanced it.I tell myself I stopped looking because I can’t afford to be divided with the professional, as much as personal attacks on my family. That all my attention needs to be on the here and now with the kid, I just pseudo adopted via my partner.Regardless of my resources, I don't have the time to sift through a city of nine million, and tell myself now as much as I did then to drop it. Even if I found her, Nyx isn’t the type I could keep at a distance. Vince has made it clear that he’ll never keep someone long term, other than the female he has engaged himself to.I’m also not the
최신 업데이트 : 2025-04-18Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:18 Conundrum - Rourke
I’m as wrecked as Vince with his building and our kid being attacked. Sitting in silence of my apartment while we share an existential crisis in silence, over whiskey. At least until the most bizarre sentence breaks through the quiet.“Castration Nation. You flip ‘em, we snip ‘em, and our toenail clipper special is half off this week.” It’s the bubbliest and sweetest sounding customer service greeting in the darkest sense.“I know it’s been awhile, but really?” A new tone I’ve never heard with her hits like whiskey. Heat wiggling all the way down as you hear it. “Your cold caller greeting?” Why am I not surprised it’s a standard greeting for the woman who’s been driving me nuts for the past few weeks?
최신 업데이트 : 2025-04-21Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:19 A Cookie, Xoxo Nyx
After a pretty horrid orientation, and the reminder that I am nothing more than gutter trash to the elites on this side of the tracks, I’m more than happy to follow Ryan and get a feel for all of it.I don’t mind, really. Not when I can finally get into the state-of-the-art kitchen I’d been drooling over. Honestly, I’m used to the judgment, and it doesn’t deter me from my excitement.This feels like a real chance.This is the one place. The one type of quiet that doesn’t sound like a barrage of bullets through a blind thick. That doesn’t feel like projected missiles of anxiety, regret, and fear charging me from all sides.The trauma is always there, whether I can remember it or not, but I have gone almost a full yea
최신 업데이트 : 2025-04-23Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:20 Three Men And A Baby, Kisses Nico
With a quick message and a photo of our boy’s pouty face, just as a fuck you to my brother for leaving me out of the loop with the screaming ball of anger and stress who needs him. I pick up our bundle of joy and start what I’m sure will be a thousand trips around the living room tonight.Since the fish bitch isn’t here, I’m not as pissy about it as I would be if she stuck around. We’ve moved buildings, and are still settling into the new environment. There may not be one mark on him after the accident, but even looking at an elevator has my poor guy pitching fits that are sure to wake every god in the heavens.I cringe to yet another ear-piercing scream when I stop moving and bouncing.Unlike my twin, I wanted to be a Dad. Couldn’t wait to have k
최신 업데이트 : 2025-04-25Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:21 Barking Spiders, Xoxo Nyx
After searching the cave of wonders for a treat, and scooping a small spoonful of the treat into the wee one’s mouth, his drooly fingers latch on to mine.It takes a second, but those aquamarine eyes go from slightly wing tipped to owlishly round and large with the uncertainty of the new flavor and sensation. That second that kids decide if they love or hate the experience hangs in the expression.I give him a beaming smile of encouragement when he clamps down, deciding that it is, in fact, a good thing. “See? Waaayyyyy better than a cookie.″ The little one agrees, clapping his feet, not willing to let go of his treat. Chewing on the spoon as if the silver coated plastic will produce more of it.There is a resounding, discontented shrill when I gently tug the empty utensil out. Unaware that I have
최신 업데이트 : 2025-04-28Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:22 Batting A Thousand, Kisses Nico
Before we can continue, Tio starts fussing again, and her response is instant.“Oh no, we having a bad night, Mr. Man?” Ryan is eye level with him in my arms and lifts her small knuckle to his smaller still hand.If she was adorable a second ago, sexy walking in, I’m not sure what to call this. Tio’s fingers latch onto hers, but he still throws a proper wriggling fit, catching my stomach.I learned a lot more quickly than Vinnie how to hold him to avoid my package being stomped on by his tiny air tantrums. “Sorry he’s shy,” I give a strained explanation with the blow, making it a little more dramatic to put her at ease, and the smile I get for it is beyond worth it.Not to mention the shock and awe of Tio’s antics being to
최신 업데이트 : 2025-04-30Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:23 Cats and Kings, Xoxo Nyx
Watching him, holding him……Having a real family….Being a mother was all I wanted.....I close that memory. That too painful recollection. I cannot, will not, let Voldemort spoil this. My inability to have children has no bearing on my capability to be a parent. Well, when I get my life together that is, and once Nicky and Alex work through their current tiff, I will be an Aunt. Nicky has wanted to be a Dad as long as I’ve wanted to be a mom. Unlike me, he does remember the family he lost. I can’t say which is harder.Remembering what you miss or the void that lingers with no understanding on how to fill it. Either way, I need to buckle down, and maybe being a Nanny will be good practice.What does a Nanny do anyway, and who asks a complete stranger to take care of their kid?I mean, I know I don’t have normal filters. I have to be told or experience something before I comprehend what’s supposed to come intrinsically to other people....Maybe it’s because Nico reminds me so much of N
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Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 2:2 Jane of the Jungle, Xoxo Nyx
Waking up in a strange though lavish cabin, doesn’t help my disorientation when I come to. I’ve been loaded down with painkillers, that I have to vomit out of my system. I pull myself up between one good arm, and an opposing good leg to lean on the balcony and let the cool forest breeze take care of the sweat, and dim the icky feeling.Taking stock of my busted head, stitching in my reset shoulder and the unique aftermath of a bullet in my leg. We’re not in the city. It’s way too quiet. No traffic. No sirens. No bustling.Even though there is nothing left, the new throb of my skull tells me I have a concussion that has me woozy again. And wouldn’t you know, I find a way to topple over the hip-high railing and roll down the branches of a thick tree. Stuck right in at the base of an upper limb, worse than a bad wedgie.The more I blink, the longer I get a clear focus before I go underwater again. All things considered, I seem to be okay……. No not okay. Definitely not okay, Nyx.For a
Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Prologue: 2:0 Word To The Wise - Rourke
……… Fifteen Years Ago ………..I’m with my first long-term sub, ‘Heather’. On leave for the first time in months. Just out of the worst attack we’d seen since the initial bombing that started the draft a few years back. I need my girls safe. I want my girls happy. Doesn’t mean that I don’t feel that edge. That need for obedience, and all the alternative ways I have of getting them to listen.Just fucking listen to Daddy and you’ll have more than you can imagine. “Sorry Daddy,” the mock pout from Heather’s wider cheeks and stuck out lip when she looks back, is cute enough I wonder if she'll keep it up. Let me have the rougher side that leads to as many marks as it does ice packs. Have her locked down in my bed for the week that I’m home. That won’t let anything or anyone take her from the bubble of my power. It’s true that I need the release of aggression and stress, and as good as I’ll make it all feel for my sub, it does mean she’ll have to agree to forfeit walking for a day or two.
Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:53 Danger Prone Daphne, Xoxo Nyx
It takes me a minute to come to. I slept well, I think, but am jolted by the sensory overload of a large empty room. I remember having an absolute fit, but not much else. It's so..... fuzzy, and hurts the more I try to remember things..... I don't know what I did or where I am. Just that my head hurts, it smells great, and I feel awful.I also have this sense of grief. Like my heart’s broken. I know the feeling because regardless of the one beating being on the wrong side, this feeling happens in the left. Or the whole of my chest cavity.I know that I’ve been crying in my sleep. Where some part of me remembers what is so big. What in the schnitzel happened? The only thing popping up in the void of my bandaged noggin is that I was at a bar and a demon saved me from getting married to Jonathan……Holding my throbbing head, all of my thoughts turn to goblty gook again. Every thought that comes in flies right out again, and I reach..... search for those comparisons I need and..... Ooof,
Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:52 Wendy Sans Pigtails
….......Vince........Mid-meeting with one of the family heads I semi trust enough to take intel from, I'm alerted to an emergency situation at the hospital. Normally, I deal with the board, rather than handle things directly, but according to the frantic woman on the phone, a psychopath is making death threats.It’s a new habit, but a habit nonetheless to pull up Tio's location. Needless to say, I move faster than a bat out of hell tugging along Vance, who's every bit the size but nowhere near the personality as Rourke is. Apparently there is another in house problem with Ana, like we don't have enough on our plates. Getting into the doors every one might as well cross themselves and fall to their knees. I only get half the story, with Nico pacing in the hallway rather than in a room with our kid. It's a whole new level of red, hearing fragments of the fact that my son was denied treatment. That mixed with Nico hiring a nanny rather than staying with Tio as agreed just to get som
Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1: 51 A Little Something About Myself, Xoxo Nyx
I’m already out of sorts as is by the time I get to the ER in North-Point. Thankfully I didn’t get lost, and the Witches tracking spell has failed. Otherwise, I have no doubt he’d have arranged a meet cute with the corner apocalypse man for the way I left. I’m not so far gone though, that I don’t recognize the staff letting someone else back while RJ is fighting for breath. “Let's go,” I grab Ryan Senior's arm dragging her through the swing doors into the triage station. She either knows the look in my eyes or is too frantic about her sick baby to care about things like the No Admittance without a medical attendant, signs. I can also guarantee there will be ‘no hair on my tongue’ when I lose my stuffing with these people. No matter how well we dress or behave, Hollow are less than people to Northside prats.I can't really say if it's mom mode, that I'll never truly get to use like I wanted. A threat and insult to my Doctor sense and Hippocratic oaths or flat out soldier bitch perso
Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:50 Promise? Xoxo Nyx
Well, apparently the red tags aren’t a bluff this time. With bulldozers parked along with the demolition, notices hanging all over our walls, I call the person I meant to on arriving instead of the man who has a tendency to make things worse, unwittingly. Ryan. She was already there clearing out everything that was left. Catching me up on everything that happened after I left. Turns out Lucy and Shannon had moved in with George. Starting a real relationship with her, while Ryan was just staying at George’s new town house until she could find another place for her and RJ. “You okay with all that?” Ryan asks as we pack up the bathroom. “Yeah,” I lick my lips, finding that I really am. Even if Ryan’s straight, she respects the fact that I’m bi and people like who they like. Is even nice enough and comfortable being close to me unlike a lot of other girls who know the truth about me. And just for old time’s sake, she helps me do my hair and make up before we go to George’s. I’m sur
Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:48 Breaking the Curse # Grimm
Hard to say why I always get a zing during pandemonium every year, but far from home or not, I still feel the unique energy that comes with the parade of a thousand demons.Must be a Fey thing.Still, it’s weird that whenever I’m not on assignment during Harvest Fest, I always find myself drinking in a random public place waiting for something inexplicable to happen.A bottle in, I could really care less about the evil eye the little old Cantonese lady is giving me.In a half devil’s mask, I happily tip my head in a happy internal jig, drinking straight from the bottle I didn’t buy from the floor to ceiling bar she’s eyeing me from.Being plastered is one of the few breaks my brain gets being a genius, and sorry, but no five dollar bottle of swill she’s got is going to do the trick, no matter how high she up-charges for it.Grouchiness aside, I’m a good guy.Or at least I’m trying to be. New lease on life and all that. I’ll leave her a hundred before I make my way out into the crowded
Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:47 ASD At Its Finest, Xoxo Nyx
After about three days, Nicky relents to cutting me off from the anti-psychotics. Dr. Cross is more than aware that I'm not taking the sleeping pills any more than the mood stabilizers that might as well be elephant tranq darts.I don't like how they make me feel. I would say I don't like how they make me think, if I had the ability to process more than two plus two equals four while on them. I won't say that I didn't consider meds with how weird my life was getting, but a bit of anxiety is worth the ability to feel the wind, and appreciate rather than blur the world around me.The sleeping pills may have stopped the night terrors, but even without the other suppressors those little white dots made it impossible to function the following day. I was sleeping between twelve and fourteen hours rather than the usual four or five I needed every night.Those things make me just as tired as the rest and are just making my icky stomach even more unbearable. I have a sprained ankle, burns on
Cats and Kings (Mafia Reverse Harem) Nyx 1: The Curse Chapter 1:46 Sorry Not Sorry - Rourke
I know I may look like an over grown gorilla out of the dark ages, but fuck. There's only so much a man can take. Even my big ass. Even though I was more rabid beast than a kid, Gio adopted me regardless. It was Georgie, who got me to live again. Girl got it in her own way, was adopted same as I am. Her parents died in a car crash, and Pop didn't trust the rest of his cousins to step up. That and it was pretty obvious that she belonged to Gio rather than the brown-eyed brute who'd adopted Rico anyway. I'm not stupid and did have a decade's worth of education between eleven and twenty when I went into the allied forces. It was pretty clear, even if it wasn't what Gio intended adopting me, that the pits would never really be out of my system. I was a fighter plain and simple, and in his mind I needed all the structure and honor that went along with that. It was the best and hardest thing that could have happened. Just because I don't believe that numbers and letters will ever belo
