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JULIA Thankfully, I have no more weird dreams. My phone’s alarm woke me up. I had planned to go running with my Mom, to scout out the neighbourhood, and settle fully into my new life. Truly, I am excited for what this new life has to offer. I change into my biker shorts and a plain tee. I pack my hair in a bun, then walk out of the bedroom, only to bump into Sebastian. Heat flushes through me immediately, and I clench my jaw hard. “Watch where you're going, bitch!” He spits, angry as ever. I don’t take the bait. Instead, I walk past him and jog down the stairs. I am done doing this back and forth with them. It’s exhausting and leads nowhere. I have school to look forward to. “Hi, darling.” Mom smiles. She is in the kitchen, which is strange because Mom never cooks. Steve is with her, holding a cup of tea, it seems. I smile, “Hi, Mom. Hi, Steve.” “Lovely morning, Julia. Going running?” He asks, leaning forward. I nod, “Mom and I are going running.” Mom winces, and I frown, “Are you okay?” “Yeah, I’m okay, darling. I just don’t think I am on for running this morning. I have a painful headache. Is it okay with you if we take a raincheck? Maybe later in the week?” She massages her forehead, avoiding my eyes. I narrow my eyes at her but smile, “It’s alright. You should stay in bed. I’ll make you breakfast when I return.” Steve shakes his head, “Oh, no, you don’t have to cook. I have housekeeping coming in later. I’ll introduce you to them later. About your run, do you mind if I come with you? We don’t have to hold a conversation. I just want to be with you, show different places.” He asks cautiously, shoulders squared like he’s bracing himself for rejection. “That sounds like the best idea, Steve. What do you think, Julia? You know I’m not really the best runner. You and Steve can create a routine or something.” Mom is so apparent in her meddling, but it’s cute, so I don’t point it out. “Alright, as long as it doesn’t interfere with your day.” I shrug, warmly. “Absolutely not. Give me a second to wear my shoes.” He smiles at me and walks towards the bedroom. I give my mom a knowing look, and she shrugs, feigning oblivion. Steve returns moments later, and we leave. We walk side by side, then stop, trying to see where to go first. I glance back at the house, amazed by how big it is. It’s a mansion, a very huge mansion. There’s a thick woods behind the house, it surrounds the house in a way, like a letter C. I have always been adventurous, so maybe I can explore it sometimes. How does Steve afford this? Maybe I’ll ask him later. “Come on, Julia.” He nudges my shoulder lightly and takes off for the street. I catch up to him, jogging, keeping pace with him. For the first twenty minutes, we run in silence, stopping to drink, but that’s all. It is then that I notice that the house is so secluded from the city. It takes us about twenty-five minutes to get to the city, and when we do, Steve still hasn’t broken a sweat. I, on the other hand, am sweating like a tap and dripping like a faucet. My heart is pounding hard. “Let’s take a break before you pass out.” He frowns and leads me to the coffeehouse close by. I am panting and sweating profusely. I am oblivious to the way the coffee house falls silent immediately he walks in, or the way everyone bows slightly when they walk past. “Come on, drink it all.” He presses the bottle in my hand. I nod and drink it all. Only then do I calm down a little. “Maybe we should get a ride back home?” He stares at me, brows furrowed, concern in his gaze. I made him worry. “Oh, no, we can slow down, though, well, you can slow down. I was trying to meet up with you.” I confess, my cheeks heat up. He scoffs, “I am a man in my forties, who weighs a lot and eats like an elephant. You’re younger and smaller. You shouldn’t compare yourself to me, but you’re right. I’ll slow down.” He admonishes, and I nod. I look around the coffee house, taking it all in for the first time. It is cosy and has a certain fluidity. Everyone is in constant motion, including the girl behind the counter who keeps looking at me. “This is a nice place.” I tell Steve, and he nods, “Yes, it is. I know the owners.” The girl walks to us, holding a pad. “Hi, I’m Bree. What would you like to start with?” “Give me the usual, Bree,” Steve says, voice thick with authority. “This is Julia, she’s my stepdaughter,” He introduces, then says, “Julia, this is Bree. You’ll meet in school and classes.” I blink in surprise. “Oh, nice to meet you, Bree.” I smile. “You too, Julia. What do you want to start with? We have delicious drinks, as well as mouthwatering pastries.” She explains. Desperate to make my first friend, I say, “Why don’t you surprise me? I trust your judgement.” She nods, walks away, and returns ten minutes later with the most delicious treats. “This smells like heaven, Bree. Maybe you can teach me one or two someday.” I try. She nods, pleased, “I would love that.” Then, she leaves us alone. Steve smiles at me, “Bree is a wonderful girl. She’s also good in school. In a way, you both complement each other perfectly.” I flush and nod. We walk back home in silence. I ordered more pastries for mom. “School is starting tomorrow. You need to focus on work, and if the boys give you any trouble, let me know.” Steve tells me, and I nod. The boys, not my boys?CHAPTER NINEJULIA“I don’t want any single news of disturbance in the school. You go to school, and you focus on school. This is the last year, and you’re going to college next year, so focus on school. You know what will happen if you mess up. I don’t have to remind you.” Steve’s voice fills the car.He isn’t talking to me. He’s never talking to me. He’s always strict with the boys, handling them harshly, and it makes me wonder if that’s why they are the way they are. “Understood?” He demands.“Understood.” They respond just as harshly.What does he do when they don’t comply? Take away their toys?“Julia, you are to let me know if anyone gives you too much trouble. Do not take bullshit from anyone, not even my sons. You are mine. They know who your stepfather is, so if they try to come close, you knock them back, hard. I have seen those muscles, so don’t hesitate to use them. Let’s hope it doesn’t come to that, though.” He flashes me a grin, and I nod, at ease.Soon, we will be at
CHAPTER EIGHTJULIAIt’s the first day of school.I wake up early and spend the first hour working out. I am a nervous wreck, and whenever this happens, it’s always better to work it out. I’ve been working out since I was fourteen. It started with simple gymnastics, but I found something comforting in it. My mom never understood, but I loved it.Now, at nineteen, I have advanced to Pilates, Yoga and Intense Cardio. Working out clears my mind, and it builds muscle. Running also helps. So, I work out for as long as I can, then I get ready.I linger in the shower, shaving my body, then washing my hair. I am nervous but also excited. At least, I have a friend in Bree. I hope to make many more, and maybe I’ll also get a boyfriend. This can be the best year of my life!Thankfully, there’s no uniform, so I can be experimental with my dressing. I spend about twenty minutes in front of the mirror. I curl my beautiful ginger hair, then apply simple makeup, just mascara, blush, and lip gloss. S
CHAPTER SEVENJULIAThankfully, I have no more weird dreams.My phone’s alarm woke me up. I had planned to go running with my Mom, to scout out the neighbourhood, and settle fully into my new life. Truly, I am excited for what this new life has to offer.I change into my biker shorts and a plain tee. I pack my hair in a bun, then walk out of the bedroom, only to bump into Sebastian.Heat flushes through me immediately, and I clench my jaw hard.“Watch where you're going, bitch!” He spits, angry as ever.I don’t take the bait. Instead, I walk past him and jog down the stairs. I am done doing this back and forth with them. It’s exhausting and leads nowhere. I have school to look forward to.“Hi, darling.” Mom smiles.She is in the kitchen, which is strange because Mom never cooks. Steve is with her, holding a cup of tea, it seems. I smile, “Hi, Mom. Hi, Steve.”“Lovely morning, Julia. Going running?” He asks, leaning forward.I nod, “Mom and I are going running.”Mom winces, and I frow
CHAPTER SIXJULIAMy eyes widen in shock as I realise they’re in my bedroom.Oh my God!They were in my head one second ago, and now, they’re here.What the fuck?“What is this, Julia!” Sebastian seethes, face flushed. I am still so dazed, trying to understand what is happening. I was having the filthiest dream about them, and now, they’re in my room? Why are they in my room? What gives them the right to be here? Did they break in?“What are you doing in my room?” I squeak, annoyed.I get off the bed, only for my legs to stumble. Then, I realise a horrifying fact. I’m wet. I had a sex dream about them, again, and now, I’m wet.I sit back on the bed, my cheeks painfully flushed. “You need to get out. I don’t even care that you’re in my room. All I want is for you to get the fuck out, right now, and give me back my book, you creep!” I hiss, reaching for the book, but he keeps it out of reach.“We are the creep? Not you? Not with the weirdest thing you’re writing?” Silas scoffs, arms f
CHAPTER FIVEJulia “Do you think there’s anything off about Steve?” I ask Mom as we walk down the clothing aisle.“Wrong? What do you mean?” She frowns.“I don’t know. He has a unique relationship with the boys, doesn’t he? They’re so afraid of him.” I point out.“I don’t know, Julia. I don’t think so. Maybe he’s a bit stern with the boys, but so what? Those boys are very stubborn. Why do you even care? Don’t tell me you like them now.” She accuses, and my eyes widen.“What?” I flush hard. “No, no, no, absolutely not. I don’t. I don’t like them. Fuck – no, why would you even ask a question like that!” “Julia!” She gasps, stunned. “You like your brothers! That is wonderful.”I don’t respond. I think I might like my brothers too much. I’ve been here for four days now, and for the past three days, they’ve not spoken to me or even looked at me. I was polite. I was nice, but they ignored me, so I stopped trying, only for me to start dreaming about them. Dreaming about them! The dirtiest,
CHAPTER FOURJULIAMy eyes widens and I raise my arms to protect myself from him, but nothing happens.Silas steps between us, holding his brother back from hurting me. He snarls at me, “You need to pick your battles better.”Sebastian is panting, with his chest rising and falling. His brown eyes are almost glowing amber. I frown, blink, but it’s gone. I must have imagined the pure fury in his eyes. My heart is pounding hard. I crossed a line. That much is obvious and I shouldn’t feel guilty about it, considering how much of an asshole they’ve been.“You better watch your back!” He sneers, then storms out.Silas glares at me, then follows his brother, leaving me alone.My whole body is trembling and my eyes stings with tears. This isn’t how it was supposed to go. It was supposed to be better but now, I’m in hell. I lock my door, and sink into the tub. My head is still, but I ignore it. My chest aches painfully. Silas and Sebastian seem to be the bad boys in their school. A school I’







