Quincy
The concrete floor scraped against my palms with each slow, deliberate push-up. I would try to continue my daily routine even if I was locked up in hell. One… two… three… I gritted my teeth and let the burn in my arms overtake the noise in my head. The jeering of other intimates in their cells. Their loud laughter. Their feet stomping on the concrete ground. The pounding beat of memory I couldn’t escape. Twelve… thirteen… The cell reeked of sweat and bleach, a perfect match for the stale guilt that lived in my lungs now. I bent my elbows again, chest barely brushing the cold floor. Two days in and my skin etched with irk. I hate this place. The walls. The toilet in plain sight. The damn mattress is thinner than a bath towel. But mostly, I hate how easy it was to remember everything now that the distractions of wealth were stripped away. Nineteen… twenty… A knock sounded on the glass door of my penthouse office on a Wednesday, 2:32 PM. I had been sipping coffee laced with a dash of vanilla bourbon, arguing with my assistant over calendar overlaps. My father had my phone ringing all day, he wanted a final decision about the South Africa deal which I was hellbent on not signing. I remembered tapping on DND, and going over to open the door. I was confused to see two plainclothes agents and a federal warrant. “Quincy Laurent?" "Yes?" "We need you to come with us." No cuffs. Not right away. That came after the press caught wind and they needed a good show for the cameras. That part? That part was so humiliating. Perp-walked in front of people who used to hold doors open for me. My father didn’t even come to the arraignment. Twenty-seven… I rolled over onto my back. My white shirt, which looked less of white and more gray with grime, saved my skin from direct contact with the filthy floor. The only part of my body I was willing to come in contact with the filthy floor were my hands which I will scrub thoroughly with the cubicle soap once I'm done. My chest heaved, forearms trembled. Sweat dripped into my eyes. I didn’t bother wiping it—not with my filthy hands. “Conspiracy to commit fraud,” they said. “Wire fraud, securities manipulation, insider trading.” I hadn't even touched most of it. Sure, I’d signed off on a few sketchy memos, shaken hands at a few too many charity galas with men in dark suits and darker morals. But I never meant to cross a line. I didn’t even see the line until the indictment landed on my desk like a guillotine. My jaw clenched as I sat up. The tips of my fingers brushed against the edge of the bed. More like a concrete slab. My back hurts. It had all fallen apart so fast. The media had called me the “Silk Shark”—a young hotshot CEO who rose too fast, too smooth, too rich. They made it sound like I was some criminal genius. But the truth? The truth was far worse. I was just… naïve. I thought having a last name that meant something would protect me. I thought pleading innocent will justify me. I thought money bought mercy when my innocence failed. I thought my father's silence in the courtroom meant support, not condemnation. I stood up, hands on my hips, panting like someone who had been chased by a wild dog. My dirty vest clung to me like a second skin. I crossed to the sink, washed my hands thoroughly with the cubicle soap, and splashed water on my face, letting it drip down into the already-slick collar of my shirt. Six months. That’s what the judge gave me—"leniency" for cooperating. Six months in Blackbridge Correctional Facility. Only five more to go. I met my own eyes in the cracked mirror. The face staring back looked older than it had six weeks ago. More hollow. Sharper. “I’m not one of them,” I whispered under my breath. Like saying it would make it true. But here, in this cell with no windows and one door that only opened for other men to chain me up and lead me around like livestock—I was just another inmate. Just another number. I slumped back onto the bed, arms folded behind my head. In the hallway, the gate's buzzer sounded. Footsteps echoed. The prisoners jeered loudly and laughed. I strided to the door, peeking through the small opening. Armed guards flooded the hallway. One stopped just in front of my door. “Step back, boy. Hands behind your fuckin’ back.” the guards blurted. “Why should I?” my voice was raspy from lack of speech. “I won't ask twice.” I hesitated for a moment, then I did as commanded. Commanded. I lowered my head, arms behind my back, I shut my eyes, a deep breath followed. Five more months and this will be over. ****** I stood on a straight line with five other men, the small space in the room was enough to make my stomach churn. The odor oozing out of these men made these even worse. The room was a shade of sterile white that seemed to glow under the flickering fluorescent lights. Everything smelled like sweat, mildew, and something faintly metallic. This wasn’t holding anymore. This was the real thing. The officer behind the desk barely looked up. “Strip.” I blinked, unsure of what I heard. “What?” The officer met my gaze. His—angry, Mine—confused. “Clothes off, rich boy. You deaf?” Heat rushed to my face. I glanced sideways at the other prisoners—most were already pulling off shirts, stepping out of pants without hesitation. As if this was routine. For them, maybe it was. For me, it felt like my very skin was being peeled away. I had never undressed in front of anyone if we are not counting my escapades with hot New York models and my current girlfriend. I hesitated, then pulled the shirt over my head. Goosebumps rippled across my arms. My trousers dropped next. A beat later, my briefs joined them in a heap. I was naked. Utterly. And they made me wait like that, inspecting each prisoner one by one. I crossed my arms over my chest instinctively, but the guard walking along the line barked at me. “Hands to your sides. Eyes forward.” The officer walked past each man, inspecting us like livestock. He stopped in front of me, pausing. “Soft hands,” he muttered, grabbing my chin and turning my face side to side. “Pretty face too. That’ll be popular.” I clenched his jaw. I wanted to say something, but my throat was dry and his stomach twisted too tightly to speak. “Turn. Bend.” I turned, humiliated, and bent at the waist as instructed. I felt exposed, violated even before the actual cavity search began. When the gloves snapped on behind me, I almost lost my composure. I gritted my teeth until my molars ached, trying to breathe through my nose and pretend this wasn’t happening. The guard muttered something else—maybe a joke, maybe a warning—before stepping back. “You’re clear. Get dressed.” The “clothes” they handed me were folded neatly, but nothing about them felt clean. The beige jumpsuit sagged around my lean frame. The elastic waistband cut into my skin. The number stamped on the chest made me feel like an object, not a person. Next came the mugshot. I tried to keep my expression neutral, but I looked at the camera and didn’t recognize the man staring back. Hollow eyes. Disheveled hair. A shadow of fear behind the pride. “Name?” “Quincy Laurent.” The guard smirked. “Of the Laurent hedge fund scandal?” I didn’t answer. My silence was enough. They scanned my fingerprints, logged me into the system, and handed him a worn pamphlet. INMATE HANDBOOK – BLACKBRIDGE CORRECTIONAL FACILITY “Rules for a safe and orderly environment,” it read in cheap bold font. No fighting. No fraternizing. No trading, no hoarding, no speaking back. Keep your hands to yourself. Lights out at 10 p.m. The list felt endless. The rules felt like a noose. Another guard, older with a clipboard and sunken eyes, leaned in. “You follow the rules, you survive. You start trouble, you'll wish your sorry ass for a different cellblock. Are we clear, Laurent?” “Yes, sir.” “Drop the ‘sir.’ You’re not in court anymore. You’re an inmate.” The door buzzed. I was escorted down the long hall lined with dirty floors, faded walls, and the constant hum of something just out of reach—despair, maybe. I passed inmates in the hallway—some silent, some sneering, others just watching me with that slow, predatory calm that unsettled me to the bone. Quincy Laurent. Once a guest on financial news networks. Now just #C143.Jordan The van rattled like an old tin can, every bump in the cracked road jerking the chains tight around my wrists and ankles. I sat there, back pressed against cold steel, listening to the hum of the engine and the low mutters of the guards across from me. Just as Bill promised, they were armed to the teeth—rifles across their chests, sidearms strapped down, body armor snug and black.Overkill. But that’s how the system saw me. A loaded gun in human form. Deep in my soul, I love that they've crowned me with that entitlement.I could feel their eyes flicking over to me every few seconds, like I might snap at any moment and tear the whole van apart with my bare hands. And maybe, once upon a time, I would’ve given them a reason to believe that. But that's not gonna happen. Not when the only thing waiting at the end of this ride was my shot at redemption.I could still hear Tariq's voice in my head when he told me. The news that she’d been found—sick, broken, but at least she's alive.
Quincy I sat on the edge of the bunk, elbows pressed into my knees, my shirt tugged halfway up my chest as if exposing myself might make the evidence vanish. Fun fact: It didn’t. The skin told the story better than I could—red and purple blooms along my ribs, my collarbone, the inside of my arm. Hickies. His teeth. His mouth.He devoured every inch of me he could reach, while I just stood there, taking all of it. And what scares me the most is that at that moment, I couldn't get enough of it. I let my heart take control, and my brain—my senses were knocked out. I let my head fall forward into my hands. Every time I thought I could shove the memory into some dark corner of my mind, it came back whole—his breath hot against my throat, his hand at the back of my neck, the pressure of his body pinning me in that dusty warehouse. I remembered how it felt in the moment—how my pulse had surged, how some shameful part of me had leaned into it.It was nice. Too nice.But now—now it burned.I
Jordan It happened just like the last time Tariq visited, maybe even worse. I was pulled out of the visiting area by two guards. The one that brought me in, and another. I drew all the attention of the inmates and their visitors to myself. And even at that, I was so close to losing my shit. So close to slamming the piece of plastic in my hand against the viewing glass, and watching it spread across the marble floor.So close to ruining everything in my path. Myself, including. Because nothing else matters except for the fact that my sister and niece were in a bad condition, and there was nothing I could do to help any of them. Tariq maintained a safe distance as he watched the guard zap me with a taxer. It was only then the world stopped spinning and the images of my sister and her child stopped flooding into my damn mind.But now that I'm back in my cell, sitting on the like some hopeless man, the images are back, and they're flooding into my damn mind with speed. Inwardly, I'm a
JordanGetting back to the block after last night turned out unimaginably possible with Tommy's help. I mean that guy is literally my backbone in this yard that wears out the life of every inmate in it. The sun was almost out when we had finished our extra curricular activity. While Preppy was still recovering from the shock and highness of our deed, I slipped my hand into the pocket of my pants and took out three pills of naltrexone. I broke one into half. Threw one and a half down my throat. The remaining, I administered it to him. I did the clearing myself. First off, I disposed of the bottles—somewhere nice and safe, where no eyes could easily reach. Then I helped my wobbly cellie into his clothing, dusted off his body because the hot fucker sat still on the fall with his eyes and his mouth like a victim from a horror movie. I was as drunk as he was. Maybe even twice as drunk because I found his thick, warm cum so fucking intoxicating. I cleaned myself up as well. I led him ou
JordanIf heaven is real as they said it was, I found it in the soul of this young guy I have under my clutches. Maybe not heaven itself—its gate. But I sure as hell was standing at the entrance, with a full hope of going in.In one week, I've unwrapped a new version of Preppy. One goddamn week is all it took, and even if I'm getting the reaction I'd dreamed of, I craved to see more. So much more.This ain't something new. For a decade, I've gotten really good at playing with my victim—both the ones I seeked their blood and the ones I seeked their soul.With Quincy, it feels a bit different and similar all the same. The more I touched every inch of his smooth skin I could reach, the more I thirst for a lot more.My hands on his skin ain't enough.My lips nibbling his ain't enough.My tongue swirling around his ain't fucking enough.My hand jerking him so sweetly ain't fucking enough either.I want more.So while I just crave to draw the blood of others—my flings before now—I crave mor
QuincyHow many swigs of his afterlife drink will it take before I completely pass away?It feels like I’m floating in the sky. Any moment now, I’ll be led by two angels to heaven’s gate—or maybe the other way, which I think I might fit into, because Jordan keeps pouring more gasoline on my heated skin.I’m so lightheaded, but still aware of my surroundings and everything he’s doing to me. The rest of the world sinks into the background. All I feel are Jordan’s hands on me for the third time this week, his breath brushing my face—my lips. Maybe it’s the tingly feeling of the clouds, if they actually were tingly… or maybe it’s something else.If I were sober, I’d have protested, resisted him pushing me into the same pit I’d been in two days ago. My heart hammers in my ribcage as I think of how vulnerable this moment will make me. All I can do is lean back with heavy lids, a light head, and take whatever sultry poison Jordan dishes out. The thief sees my vulnerability, and he goes strai