Quincy
In fourty-eight hours, the size of this cell felt like it had shrunk by half its original dimensions—thanks to the large man lying beneath me. I sat on the edge of the top bunk, trying to read a book I found really intriguing---anerican politics, but the crinkling sound of Jordan’s chewing gum echoed loudly, shifted my focus to him. Even though we were far apart I could still smell the sharp tang of his breath every time he exhaled—a mix of nicotine and something metallic. Yes, nicotine. I’m sure the jackass even mixes it into his shampoo or whatever the hell he uses to wash that inked-up body of his. “Could you please stop the popping? I’m trying to focus here,” I snapped, my last thread of tolerance finally snapping. I set my book down and tightened my jaw. I’m honestly pained by how much everything he does annoys me. Maybe it’s because, growing up with onlychildsyndrome, my company was always limited. Now, I’ve got to adjust to this. I heard Jordan scoff quietly from the bottom bunk. I could already imagine him grinning stupidly—that same smug smile he’s been flashing for the past 48 hours since he arrived. Then came a loud pop. Then another. Flicking his gum against the wall. “Relax, suit. It’s just gum.” I heard him spit the gum out. It landed with a slap and stuck to the wall across from us. My lip curled as I fought back the annoyance threatening to rise. “Sticking gum on the wall? You know what they say about hygiene in my space, right?” “‘My’ space? You feel like you own this cell, don’t you, genius?” That’s it. With a smooth jump from the top bunk, I landed on my feet—one hand gripping the middle page of Leviathan by Hobbes, the other clenched into a fist. “Built like a tank but runs on toddler logic. For someone who’s been in and out of prison, you’d think you’d have at least a basic culture of cleanliness.” Jordan’s eyes darkened—amused, but also warning. I was surprised he didn’t bite back more viciously (not that I cared). Instead, he kept his voice casual. “Do you wash your hands after touching your own fucked-up mind?” I blinked, heat crawling up my neck. What the hell does that even mean? “I’m just saying—this place is already filthy, and you’re doing everything you can to make it worse.” “Come on, man,” Jordan said, sitting up. “Don’t tell me you brought your white-collar clean freak habits into prison. This ain’t a boardroom. This is reality, fella.” I slammed the book shut. “Maybe if you didn’t leave your socks all over the floor—” “Those socks are trophies,” Jordan shot back, his eyes locked on me. “Each one’s a battle scar.” My jaw tightened. “You leave trash everywhere. Your bed’s a mess. And don’t get me started on manners—” “You like it?” he asked, wiggling his eyebrows. “I detest it.” Calm the nerves, Quincy. Jordan watched me for a second or two, face blank. If I didn’t know better, I’d think he was waiting for me to gather my shit just so he could knock it all over again with his vexatious words. “Like you’re some punky-ass angel,” he muttered. “You breathe too loud. You cling to the top bunk like you’re the king of this fucked-up dump.” “I just want some order. Some normalcy. Not you... watching me like a creep.” Jordan scoffed and stood, towering over me—completely unbothered. “Normalcy doesn’t exist here. You’ll learn that quickly.” It was evening—I could tell by the dim light seeping into the cell. But that didn’t stop me from noticing the iciness in his eyes. They would terrify a weaker man. Not me. “You flaunt your sassy ass around my space, it would take a blind man not to notice.” He was so close, his voice practically vibrated between us. I looked him dead in the eyes, refusing to let his challenging stare rattle me. “Maybe I don’t want to learn that.” Jordan stepped even closer, our faces inches apart. “Then maybe you’re in the wrong place.” A crackling silence followed—thick, electric. Neither of us blinked. Then Jordan smirked, softening the edge of tension just enough to twist the knife. “But hey, don’t think of me as the Big Bad Wolf. You should keep your hygiene, and I’ll keep the chaos. That will make us even, Pretty Boy.” "Stop calling me that." "Okay, Pretty Boy." I shook my head, exasperated. “You’re impossible.” I walked past him, resuming my position as I'd been earlier on. My top bunk—which was supposed to be his. I opened my book again, flipping through the pages absentmindedly. “And you’re boring as hell,” Jordan said, grinning wider. “This is going to be fun.” he said, retired to his bed as well. I wanted to argue, to push back harder—but even as I clutched my book tighter, something inside me stirred. Intrigue. Despite all my instincts telling me otherwise. “Earlier on,” Jordan said after a pause, “you said I’m built like a tank—” “But run on toddler logic. Yes, I did. And I’m not wrong,” I replied, eyes on the book, tone as light as I could manage. Jordan’s the type who feeds off the reactions he provokes. I wasn’t going to give him that. At least, I would try not to. “You should count yourself lucky that you’re a pretty face with a blabbermouth. If you had a gargoyle face like some of these inmates, I’d have knocked you out cold at least three times.” Douche. I set the book on my thighs, never having read past the third line of chapter one, and turned to my cellmate—who was now casually issuing death threats. “How did you even get that gum in here, anyway? Unless it’s something new, guards don’t bring in snacks like that.” Curiosity had gotten the better of me. Somehow, I was now having a halfway decent conversation with Jordan. I figured I might as well keep going. “I have my ways, Pretty Boy.” He shifted on the bunk, and the entire atmosphere of the room seemed to adjust to his presence. “I’m just asking how you got gum into the cell. I’m not trying to learn how to build a nuclear bomb.” You Ink Man. “Still. Sounds like that kind of question in this kind of environment. Ask me for the gum next time—not how I got it.” “How do—” “Shut it, Pretty Face. I wanna take a fucking nap. Thought you liked silence.” His voice faded out with those last words, as he drifted off just like that. That’s all he does—panther energy, sleeping like a panda. He’s got people on the outside sending him whatever he needs. Money for premium meals. Clothes. Supplies. I had none of that. Two days in, and the guy wasn’t even remotely affected by the shift in environment. Not even a flinch. And now, I’m left wondering… How long? How tough did it have to be for someone to survive in this hellhole long enough to adapt to its cruelty? “You keep your hygiene, and I’ll keep the chaos.” His words echoed through my head. Maybe... chaos was the only thing keeping him sane.Jordan The van rattled like an old tin can, every bump in the cracked road jerking the chains tight around my wrists and ankles. I sat there, back pressed against cold steel, listening to the hum of the engine and the low mutters of the guards across from me. Just as Bill promised, they were armed to the teeth—rifles across their chests, sidearms strapped down, body armor snug and black.Overkill. But that’s how the system saw me. A loaded gun in human form. Deep in my soul, I love that they've crowned me with that entitlement.I could feel their eyes flicking over to me every few seconds, like I might snap at any moment and tear the whole van apart with my bare hands. And maybe, once upon a time, I would’ve given them a reason to believe that. But that's not gonna happen. Not when the only thing waiting at the end of this ride was my shot at redemption.I could still hear Tariq's voice in my head when he told me. The news that she’d been found—sick, broken, but at least she's alive.
Quincy I sat on the edge of the bunk, elbows pressed into my knees, my shirt tugged halfway up my chest as if exposing myself might make the evidence vanish. Fun fact: It didn’t. The skin told the story better than I could—red and purple blooms along my ribs, my collarbone, the inside of my arm. Hickies. His teeth. His mouth.He devoured every inch of me he could reach, while I just stood there, taking all of it. And what scares me the most is that at that moment, I couldn't get enough of it. I let my heart take control, and my brain—my senses were knocked out. I let my head fall forward into my hands. Every time I thought I could shove the memory into some dark corner of my mind, it came back whole—his breath hot against my throat, his hand at the back of my neck, the pressure of his body pinning me in that dusty warehouse. I remembered how it felt in the moment—how my pulse had surged, how some shameful part of me had leaned into it.It was nice. Too nice.But now—now it burned.I
Jordan It happened just like the last time Tariq visited, maybe even worse. I was pulled out of the visiting area by two guards. The one that brought me in, and another. I drew all the attention of the inmates and their visitors to myself. And even at that, I was so close to losing my shit. So close to slamming the piece of plastic in my hand against the viewing glass, and watching it spread across the marble floor.So close to ruining everything in my path. Myself, including. Because nothing else matters except for the fact that my sister and niece were in a bad condition, and there was nothing I could do to help any of them. Tariq maintained a safe distance as he watched the guard zap me with a taxer. It was only then the world stopped spinning and the images of my sister and her child stopped flooding into my damn mind.But now that I'm back in my cell, sitting on the like some hopeless man, the images are back, and they're flooding into my damn mind with speed. Inwardly, I'm a
JordanGetting back to the block after last night turned out unimaginably possible with Tommy's help. I mean that guy is literally my backbone in this yard that wears out the life of every inmate in it. The sun was almost out when we had finished our extra curricular activity. While Preppy was still recovering from the shock and highness of our deed, I slipped my hand into the pocket of my pants and took out three pills of naltrexone. I broke one into half. Threw one and a half down my throat. The remaining, I administered it to him. I did the clearing myself. First off, I disposed of the bottles—somewhere nice and safe, where no eyes could easily reach. Then I helped my wobbly cellie into his clothing, dusted off his body because the hot fucker sat still on the fall with his eyes and his mouth like a victim from a horror movie. I was as drunk as he was. Maybe even twice as drunk because I found his thick, warm cum so fucking intoxicating. I cleaned myself up as well. I led him ou
JordanIf heaven is real as they said it was, I found it in the soul of this young guy I have under my clutches. Maybe not heaven itself—its gate. But I sure as hell was standing at the entrance, with a full hope of going in.In one week, I've unwrapped a new version of Preppy. One goddamn week is all it took, and even if I'm getting the reaction I'd dreamed of, I craved to see more. So much more.This ain't something new. For a decade, I've gotten really good at playing with my victim—both the ones I seeked their blood and the ones I seeked their soul.With Quincy, it feels a bit different and similar all the same. The more I touched every inch of his smooth skin I could reach, the more I thirst for a lot more.My hands on his skin ain't enough.My lips nibbling his ain't enough.My tongue swirling around his ain't fucking enough.My hand jerking him so sweetly ain't fucking enough either.I want more.So while I just crave to draw the blood of others—my flings before now—I crave mor
QuincyHow many swigs of his afterlife drink will it take before I completely pass away?It feels like I’m floating in the sky. Any moment now, I’ll be led by two angels to heaven’s gate—or maybe the other way, which I think I might fit into, because Jordan keeps pouring more gasoline on my heated skin.I’m so lightheaded, but still aware of my surroundings and everything he’s doing to me. The rest of the world sinks into the background. All I feel are Jordan’s hands on me for the third time this week, his breath brushing my face—my lips. Maybe it’s the tingly feeling of the clouds, if they actually were tingly… or maybe it’s something else.If I were sober, I’d have protested, resisted him pushing me into the same pit I’d been in two days ago. My heart hammers in my ribcage as I think of how vulnerable this moment will make me. All I can do is lean back with heavy lids, a light head, and take whatever sultry poison Jordan dishes out. The thief sees my vulnerability, and he goes strai