FAZER LOGINThe journey south was long, cold, and utterly miserable.
Nathan had known it would be. He'd prepared for it. Wrapped himself in layers, braced himself against the wind, reminded himself that every frozen mile brought him closer to his goal.
None of that made the actual experience any more pleasant.
The roads were treacherous, half-hidden b
The days that followed were a blur of exhaustion and small victories.Nathan threw himself into the work with a focus that surprised even himself. He was there at dawn, helping unload supply carts. He was there at midday, listening to complaints and settling disputes. He was there at dusk, his hands blistered and his back aching, doing whatever needed to be done.The villagers watched.At first, they kept their distance. Suspicious. Waiting for the mask to slip, for the true colors to show.But Nathan kept showing up.Day after day.Doing the work.Not asking for thanks. Not demanding gratitude. Just... being there.Day Three
The journey south was long, cold, and utterly miserable.Nathan had known it would be. He'd prepared for it. Wrapped himself in layers, braced himself against the wind, reminded himself that every frozen mile brought him closer to his goal.None of that made the actual experience any more pleasant.The roads were treacherous, half-hidden beneath snow that seemed determined to erase all evidence of civilization. The horses struggled. The guards took turns breaking trail, their faces numb with cold. Even the advisors who had traveled the kingdom top to bottom—huddled in their saddles and muttered prayers to gods they weren't sure they believed in.Nathan said nothing.Just rode.And thought.
Nathan stood slowly, his body protesting the hours of sitting in the same position. The council chamber felt suddenly too quiet, too still—the weight of decisions pressing down on him in a way that paperwork never could."I should go see Damian," he said quietly.Lucian looked up from the stack of documents he'd been organizing. "Now?""Now." Nathan moved toward the door. "He needs to know what we're planning. WhatI'mplanning. I can't just... disappear south without telling him."Lucian nodded slowly. "He won't like it.""Probably not.""He'll argue.""Almost certainly.""He might forbid it."
Lucian stayed where he was.Leaning against the wall, arms crossed, watching the closed door as if it might somehow explain the chaos happening behind it. He didn't move. Didn't speak. Just... waited. Because that was what he did. He waited for the pieces to stop falling so he could start putting them back together.Inside, Damian had broken in a way he didn't even know he was capable of.Not the explosive, destructive breaking of his feral rage. Not the cold, controlled shattering of grief. Something quieter. Deeper. The kind of break that happened at the very foundation of a person—the part that held everything else together.Rowan held him.Tightly. Fiercely. Damian's face pressed against his chest, Rowan's arms wrapped around him like he c
Damian's breathing became a battle.Each inhale scraped. Each exhale shuddered. His chest heaved, but no air seemed to reach him—just the burning, suffocating weight of everything he'd just learned.Rowan moved first.He shoved Ezekiel away from Damian. Not hard—just enough to break contact. Enough to stop the flow of memories pouring into Damian's mind."Enough," Rowan said.Nathan looked at Ezekiel, his red eyes sharp with warning. "Enough already."Ezekiel didn't fight. Didn't protest. He simply sat where Rowan had pushed him, his hollow eyes fixed on Damian."It was he who wanted answers," Ezekiel said quietly. "Now he must brace himself."
Damian rose from his chair.The movement was slow, deliberate—the kind of motion that said he had made a decision and nothing in the world would change it.He turned to face Ezekiel."Why would you stop them?" His voice was quiet, but it filled the room.Ezekiel met his gaze. There was no mockery in his eyes now, no theatrical glitter. Just exhaustion and something that looked almost like pity."Because all of you are making the situation worse."Damian's jaw tightened. "How?"Ezekiel was silent for a moment.Then he lifted his hands, palms up, an offering and a warning."I can show
Damian drew in a slow breath—steady, measured, controlled. Every trace of that flicker of anger, that pang of hurt, was forced back behind the mask he’d worn long before Nathan ever came into his life. When he spoke, his voice was calm—soft in a way that cost him something.“Alright,” he said quiet
Maria waited until Ivy had gone upstairs and the last servant slipped out of sight. The moment the hall emptied, she turned—sharp, quiet, unyielding—and caught Nathan by the wrist before he could retreat down the corridor.“You’re not going anywhere,” she said softly, but there was steel under it.
Nathan didn’t know when the quiet turned soft—or when soft turned dangerous.They drifted from talk of houses and strategy into smaller things, things that felt like stolen breaths: how Rowan hadn’t been sleeping, how Nathan hadn’t been eating, how the world felt like it was waiting to split open u
In the capital, the war room was quiet but tense, the way it always was when only the inner circle occupied it. A broad table was spread with maps, markers, coded reports from the border.Lucian was speaking, finger tracing the southern ridge. “The patrol near the Kelthian pass reported movement ag







