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š¤ Alexandra š¤Papaās study light was still on when I came downstairs, which didnāt surprise me. I wasnāt able to reach him after the text and worst he came back when I was tucking my babies in for bed.Papa had never been a man who slept while something was unresolved, and three words on a text message at the tail end of a family day counted, by any measure, as something unresolved.I knocked once and pushed the door open without waiting for an answer, the way Iād been doing since I was twelve years old and had decided that knocking was a formality I observed out of respect rather than permission.He looked up from his desk. āI wondered how long after the kids went to bed.āāTwenty minutes,ā I said, closing the door behind me. āLilly needed two stories and a glass of water and a specific stuffed animal that turned out to be under Deanās bed for reasons nobody could explain.ā I sat down in the chair across from him, the same chair from last night, the same lamp, the same weight of a
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š¤ Jacob š¤The Airbnb felt different when I got back to it. Quieter than it had been all week, which should have felt like relief after a day that had included a jellyfish exhibit, an upside-down ride, ice cream before lunch, and one accidental kiss that I was absolutely going to be thinking about for the next several days. Instead the quiet just made the contrast sharper the warmth of the last few hours against the particular cold of a furnished apartment that belonged to nobody and smelled like it knew that.Jack was waiting inside, which Iād expected. What I hadnāt expected was Lucas beside him looking faintly like a man who had just successfully completed something significantly more complicated than anticipated and was still processing the adrenaline of it.āTalk to me,ā I said, dropping my keys on the counter.āYour grandparents and your mother have been picked up,ā Jack said. āSmooth. No incidents. Theyāre currently in transit.āI looked at him carefully. āTheyāre not hurt.ā
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š¤ Alexandra š¤āSame time next week,ā Iād said, like it was simple, like it was just a sentence and not the kind of promise that rearranges something quietly in your chest when you make it.Jacob had smiled at me the way heād been smiling at me all day the one that didnāt have any performance behind it, the one I remembered from before everything and then heād crouched down to say goodbye to each of the kids individually, and Iād stood there watching him do it and trying very hard not to feel every single thing I was currently feeling.My phone buzzed in my pocket.I pulled it out, half expecting Jen, half expecting a Saito update, and saw Papaās name on the screen instead.{I found Stella.}Three words. I read them twice, standing in the golden late-afternoon light of a park where my children had just watched their father accidentally kiss me and announced it to the entire surrounding area, and felt the day split cleanly in half the soft, uncomplicated half that was ending, and the
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š¤ Alexandra š¤I want his lips on mine. The thought arrived completely uninvited, sitting itself down in the middle of my brain with the casual confidence of something that belonged there, while I stood in the doorway watching Jacob crouch down and kiss each of my babies on the forehead, one after the other, Loveth first, then Freddy, then Dean, then Lilly, who grabbed his face with both hands and kissed him back on the nose before he could straighten up.God, Lex. Get your head out of the gutter.I crossed my arms and made my face do something neutral while Jacob stood up, and the kids swarmed around him the way theyād been doing all week like gravity had simply reassigned itself the moment he came back into their orbit, and everything now naturally tilted in his direction without asking anyoneās permission first.āHave fun, guys,ā I said, already stepping back toward the door, already constructing the next three hours in my head files, calls, the Saito update Papa had promised me b
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š¤ Jacob š¤The second Jackās āUnderstood, bossā landed in the air between us, something else landed right alongside it something I hadnāt let myself think about until exactly this moment, maybe because the Grey family revelation had shoved everything else clean out of my head the moment it hit.I stood there with my jacket half on and my car keys in my hand, and let the full shape of what I was now holding settle into place.My grandparents. My parents. All of them, apparently, moving freely through the world while Iād spent five years visiting an empty stage set and believing I was maintaining a relationship and even felt guilty for keeping g them there. All of them knowing exactly where Stella was and what she was doing and choosing, month after month after careful month, to perform confusion and frailty for my benefit while she used everything the Grey name had ever stood for to build something I hadnāt even known existed until last week.And they were just out there. Right now. S
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š¤ Jacob š¤One full week. Seven days of round-the-clock digging, seven days of Jack and my new team running down every lead, every shell company, every ghost address that Stellaās name had ever been attached to and nothing. She was everywhere in the paperwork and nowhere in the world. The woman had built herself a life so thoroughly off the visible grid that even people whose entire profession was finding the unfindable were coming back empty-handed.The fake Stella in Lexās custody still hadnāt woken up. Which meant the one person physically within our reach, the one person who could theoretically give us a room number, a city, a single concrete detail about where the real Stella was operating from, was still lying in a hospital bed doing absolutely nothing useful for anyone.Iād spent the week at the Airbnb Jack had extended indefinitely, working through files during the day and driving to see the kids every evening, which was the only part of any given twenty-four hours that felt
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š¤Jacobš¤The news headline stayed on my screen for so long the words started blurring together eventually.āJay Hale finally laid to rest in private Hale cemetery.āUnderneath it was a blurry picture somebody took from far away. Black umbrellas. Black cars. Black clothes. A family burying the cent
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š¤ Jacob š¤My phone would not stop ringing.Even after putting it on silent mode, the damn thing kept lighting up every few minutes across the hospital table beside me like it personally wanted to ruin what little sanity I had left.Mom.Again.I stared at the screen blankly while her contact flas
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š¤ Alexandra š¤I waited quietly and patiently. Like somebody waiting for an execution date. The entire office felt suffocating now. Too silent. Too cold. My phone still rested beside me on the couch while the confirmation message stared back at me mockingly.Order successful.Amazing.My fingers t
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š¤Alexandraš¤That one hit him hard. I saw it instantly in his eyes. But I didnāt care anymore. Pain made people cruel sometimes.And right now?I was drowning in it.āI want my Dada back,ā I whispered helplessly.God.That sentence sounded so small coming out of me. Like a child begging for someth
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