Special Chapter XIX

"Do you understand me, Lucas? I'll try to forget my feelings for you. But this issue shouldn't be walking to my sister's ears. I don't know anymore how I will talk to you like those normal days, and so on to her. I badly need time for this. I can't take the consequences right now; it's hard to absurb. You know what I mean, right?"

I let out a breath and nodded. I understand what she wants us to do. I don't want to add fuel and set it on fire. It just didn't make any sense at all, but somehow there's something in the back of my mind saying that Stacey should know this kind of thing. After all, she's involved here somehow. But on the other hand, I can't take the act first; it must be Stella's wish.

"But we can't hide it for too long, Stella, just to remind you," I told her.

She nodded. "I knew that; I was so ready to tell her, but then I was shocked and at the same time I was hurt seeing your scene with her inside of her office. I need her time; I want to talk to her because guilt was