Chapter 9
I felt awkward when I realized what I have done last night. I had some guts to stare at him while sleeping when in fact he's rude when he's awake! What the hell is wrong with my eyes?I saw Canon eating some breakfast and I immediately sat in front of him silently. I only heard our spoons and pork hitting our plates while eating, we didn't speak any words to each other. I hate this silence.I was about to greet him a good morning but he stood up and left me there alone. He also signals that we're going to work already so I immediately ready myself. AThroughoutour the ride heading to the office, none of us speak a word. We just listen to music and felt the breathing of each other. I don't know if he's acting the usual since he's always silent, second if he knew that it's awkward for me as if he does care about what I feel or he hates how annoying I am. The latter is the most accurate though.We finally reached the office and I headed first so that no one can see us together. I received a call while heading to my own office, it was Rehan my guy best friend.“What's up?” I asked in a cool tone.“You've been missing in action for months now and you'll answer my 150th call “What's up?” I laughed at the tone of his voice. He's really worried so guess I can just joke around.“Sorry, these past few weeks were a tough bumpy ride for me. I couldn't catch up with you guys.” I said sincerely.“You can at least ask for our help. We've been searching for you, Kally is very worried about you.” He said in a sad tone. I know how much he likes Kally but he always denied it to himself, He always makes himself believe that he likes me when in fact he's head over heels for Kally. These poor were supposed to be a couple.“Okay, I'll make it up with you. Let's meet at the nearest bar, bring Kally with you.” He agreed and I started working my ass off with these tons of papers.I called all the listed companies that we needed to invite for our event this coming Monday. I'm in charge of the people who are exclusively invited to the said event. I'm also working on the organizers of the event, I have to meet up with them to discuss all the matters related to the event, even the shade of the palettes, and all the things that you will see in the event. I'm so exhausted since I've been facing the computer since morning.I stretched my arms and tied my hair in a ponytail. I gasped when I met the familiar gaze of Canon. He's staring at me as if examining my whole existence. As if he's evaluating if am I deserving to be in this life. What the hell?“Lunch.” He simply said as if inviting me for lunch. I shook my head as an answer no, his eyebrows immediately met each other. He looks so confused about why I refused his invitation.“If you're worried about Elvis and Janice. I can deal with that alone.” He said with authority as if he was indirectly saying that he's the CEO of this Company after all. No one can go against his decisions. I gulped at thoughts of how attractive he is. His muscles flex with his movements. I can't deny the fact that I can't get my eyes off him. I'm just a human after all.“Stop staring.” He said coldly. I shifted my gazed and arranged my stuff. I stood up and ignore him He followed me as I went to the elevator.“I have a meeting with someone,” I said. I heard him grit his teeth.“Listen, woman. May I remind you that you're already-” I cut him off by putting my index finger across his lips. His eyes widen while looking at my pouted lips. My face burning since I felt like I'm blushing. I immediately remove my finger from his lips and stood properly.“I'm married. Yeah, I know that already. I needed to meet the organizers since you assigned me all the things I don't need to do as your secretary.” I said in sarcasm. He chuckled lightly. Damn, even his laugh sounds attractive.“Damn, woman.” He said while smiling. I couldn't contain my smile at the thought that I made this ruthless man smile for a second. He's not that scary after all. The elevator reached the first floor and we headed outside, all the employees keep bowing their heads and greeting the CEO. I pretended that we aren't together so I headed first.I was about to walk away when Canon grab my arm. He looks confused.“Where are you going? Let's meet them together.” He grabbed my arm and bring me to his car. I'm confused, why did he want me to be with him? I can meet those people alone.“They will feel pressured when they saw you. Just let me discuss with them, you don't have to show your presence to them.” I said.“Only if they aren't a man.” He said coldly. I didn't get it. Why do they have to be a woman? And he will go with me if they are a man? What's wrong with him?I saw the organizers and luckily they are a woman. Canon wait for me at the nearest table and I saw him look at me while talking to him. I felt awkward while discussing with them since he was only focusing on me. I look at his side and he's still staring at me. If I didn't know him I will assume that he's a stalker for Pete's sake.The meeting ended and he went closer to me. He hold my hand and brought me to the unfamiliar corner of the restaurant.“I book a VIP room for us. Let's eat lunch already, I'm tired of staring at you the whole two hours. Nevertheless, it's a beautiful view.” My heart beat so fast when he said those words. Please, don't fall.Chapter 10I'm just silent while eating our lunch, he keeps stealing a glimpse of me. I don't know what's up to him. I didn't bother to ask, I don't want things to get more awkward. We finished eating and we headed back to the office.It was indeed a tiring day, I felt like all my energy was drained. Janice approached me and sat in front of my desk. She said she needed to say something.“You know what, Mr. Stutter's girlfriend will come to this coming event! OMG, she looks like a supermodel. Her body figure will make you think of why life is so unfair!” She dramatically stated. I felt like my heart was gripped so hard, I felt the pain in my chest. I don't know why, do I care for him?Maybe, I'm just hurt that we're married but he's still in contact with his girlfriend. I'm such a fool for believing that he doesn't have any hookups with any other woman except me. We're just married in papers, we haven't done any intimate or romantic moments together. We just keep annoying each other and
Chapter 11Everything happened so fast. The lights are illuminating my sight but I can see clearly that Canon punches Sean in the middle of the dance floor. What the hell! It created a scene, the music stops and the people around us were looking at us as if we are playing a role in a certain film. This is so embarrassing. What's more surprising and scary is the look on Canon's face. I can see his veins and his dark face while looking at Sean. I'm so shocked that I couldn't react immediately. I heard Elvis and Rehan come to the dance floor and stopped the commotion, I felt Janice and Kally's hands, and they dragged me out of the scene. I felt Canon's presence behind my back and I'm not wrong when I think that he will grab my arm and pull me out of this bar. He's dragging me and I can feel his firm hold in my hand. I can sense that my hand right now is so red. We reached his car and he furiously open the door and let me inside. I can tell that he doesn't want to talk right now. He'
Chapter 12I heard a knock on my door and the maid told me to go down to the dining hall to eat lunch with Canon. I immediately prepared myself and went down. I saw him freshly showered sitting in the dining hall while the food is being prepared. I can't stop myself from smiling at the fact that the ambiance today is so light and I can't imagine that this day would come. "Hi." I greeted him with a smile and he just nodded and ask me to sit down. We silently eat our lunch, and all I can hear is our movements. "Do you wanna go somewhere today?" He asked. I was shocked at first that he asked me so I couldn't respond right away. "Oh, I might visit my parents today. I haven't seen them yet these days. I will them some food." I told him. "Do you want me to come with you?" I immediately said no, and I can feel the different emotions he showed in his eyes when I told him that. "I mean, they don't know about us yet. I can't tell them right now, they will be stressed about it, especially
Chapter 13I can't believe what I just discovered. Did he wait for me? Canon Stutter? Seriously? I was left dumbfounded and I also don't know how to approach him right now. I can't stand it. I feel bad for making him wait. I told him that I can do it myself. I was hesitating if I should go to him and apologize for what I did to him. Well, technically, I do not expect him to wait. But, it's still my fault, I should have just checked my phone. I go upstairs and I was just staring at his door. I don't know if I should knock or not. I find myself knocking on his door, I will not be able to sleep if someone is mad at me. I usually just apologize. He opened the door and I'm mesmerized by how beautiful he is. He's just wearing pajamas and a basic shirt but he looks so damn fine. I was just staring at him that's why he was about to close his door again. "Wait, I'm sorry. I should have texted you if I will be going home by myself. I made you wait." I said. "I did not wait for you." Afte
Chapter 14We are okay now, at least I know we are on good terms. My office mates asked me why I did not go with them for lunch. I just made an excuse that I don't feel like eating today. They just shrugged it off and I think they believe it. I finished some work today and I plan to go go to the bookstore today. I don't think I have to tell Canon about it, or should I? Fine, I'm going to tell him about it. I clean my table and decided to leave the office and went to Canon's. I knock on his door and I saw him still working, he was talking to someone on the phone. He look so stress and he did not even pay me attention. "I told you to check the items before shipping them, and you did not do your job so this happened. You're fired." He ended the call and he looks so furious right now. "What happened?" I asked. He looked at me and I feel like I'll melt from where I'm standing right now. He massages his head as if he's trying to ease his stress. "There are just some issues with the pr
Chapter 15I woke up feeling a lot better compared to last night. I was so sick that I can't think properly. I moved a little and I felt someone's arms wrapped around my waist. It's so heavy. Oh my god, what is he doing here? Did he take care of me the whole night? I don't know what to feel right now. I feel like my heart is beating so fast. He does care for me? I try to remove his arms around my waist but he just tightens it. Damn, how am I supposed to escape from him? I smiled to myself. It feels so good that he cares for me. I want to be by his side always, I don't want this moment to end yet. I was just staring at him the whole time but I felt him moving so I immediately close my eyes to pretend sleeping. I felt his hand touch my forehead maybe to check if I'm okay now. "You're not sick anymore." I can hear what he just said. I tried pretending to sleep so it wouldn't be awkward between us. I can feel him caressing my hair. Gosh, it feels so good. He left the room and I ope
Chapter 16I was too stunned when I saw him arrive so early. I thought he will be home by midnight. "Why are you home so early?" I asked and just went near me and gave me the pizza I was asking for earlier in the call. "You said you wanted the pizza." He said and I feel like melting at that moment. I don't know how to react. I perceived him as someone who I will not get along with. But now, I feel like I'm getting closer to him. "Thank you, but you don't have to do it," I said and he just went to his room. He's acting so cold and yet he has a warm heart. I wonder what happened to him that makes him act colder and too serious. I wait for him to come down to eat this pizza with him. He went downstairs after a few minutes and he was confused when he saw that I did not open the pizza yet. "Let's eat together," I said, he refused to do so but I just keep asking him to eat with me since I couldn't finish it. He finally agrees and we eat together. He also watched the Korean drama I was
Chapter 17We left the restaurant and we get into the car. Both of us were just silent the whole ride. I don't feel like talking. I know the terms before I even enter this contract but I can't help to feel sad and hurt at the same time. I guess I have to put boundaries and don't expect anything from him. That's the right thing to do. I can feel him staring at me. I chose to ignore him and just close my eyes, pretending to sleep. I can feel that we arrived at our house but I did not open my eyes. I thought he was going to wake me up but I was shocked when he carried me. Damn, I don't know how to react. "Please read her bed." He commanded the maids. I can feel his heartbeat near mine. I wish it is beating for me. He was just carrying me to my room, he put me in bed and removed my heels. I thought he was living but I felt a cotton rubbing my face. Is he removing my makeup? My heart is beating so fast. How can I not fall for him if he's acting this way? He seems to care for me when I