LOGINJARRETT'S pov
The morning sun hit the stone walls of the shrine like a pale blade, breaking through the high arches and scattering light across the floorboards. Helena was still asleep in my arms. Her face was soft, unclenched from the constant, grinding stress of the last few months. No golden fire flickered beneath her skin; no tight, defensive line pulled at her mouth. For a few fragile hours, she had just been a girl sleeping off bone-deep exhaustion. I didn't move. My right arm was dead asleep beneath her shoulder, but I would have let it go numb entirely before I risked waking her. A heavy knock rattled the iron hinges of the heavy oak door. Helena flinched, her eyes snapping open instantly. For half a second, the wild, disoriented panic of a hunted wild animal flashed across her face before her gaze found mine. The tension bled out of her, replaced by a slow, groggy sigh as she sat up and pushed her tangled hair out of her eyes. "Enter," she called, her voice raspy from sleep. The door swung inward, revealing Kael. He held two heavy wooden mugs of steamy chicory tea, the rich, bitter scent filling the cold draft of the room. He stepped inside, nudging the door shut with his heel. "Blackriver got the first three sleds an hour ago," Kael said, handing one mug to Helena and tossing a second toward me. I caught it smoothly with my good hand. "The local council's already distributing the grain. The kids are eating, Jarrett." Helena took a slow sip, letting the heat of the mug warm her bruised fingers. "And Julian?" "Tova took twenty riders back up to the Frostfang outpost at dawn," Kael said, leaning back against the heavy stone mantle. "Not to fight. She brought trade tools, iron rations, and two medical kits. The boy didn't draw his sword this time. He let them in." A quiet breath escaped Helena's lips—a sound so full of relief it seemed to physically lighten the dark room. "Good," she murmured. "Good." "Don't get cozy just yet," Kael warned, his sharp gray eyes turning hard as he looked between the two of us. "You bought us goodwill with the northern packs, Crown-Bearer. But you turned Lucian's remaining zealots into quiet allies overnight. That makes the Southern Council terrified." "Let them be terrified," I spoke up, setting my mug down on the bedside table and swinging my legs over the frame. "They've spent nineteen years sitting in marble halls while northern wolves ate bark to survive the winter. They lost the right to dictate how Helena handles this war." "They have the gold, Jarrett," Kael replied plainly. "And more importantly, they have the Southern Vanguard sitting three miles south at the River Bend. Lord Vane sent a courier while you two were sleeping. He wants an audience. Today." Helena set her cup down. The warmth in the room evaporated instantly. "Vane," she repeated. The name tasted like poison in her mouth. Lord Vane was the oldest noble on the High Council—a man who had funded Lucian's campaign just enough to profit from it, then switched sides the second the wind blew toward the Crown. "He says he wants to discuss the 'taxation of the northern granaries,'" Kael said with a cynical twist of his mouth. "He brought forty heavily armored heavy cavalry with him. Just to make sure the conversation stays... polite." I stood up, adjusting the leather harness of my sword belt and pulling my coat tight around my shoulders. "He wants to see if the rumors are true. He wants to know if you're a weapon he can control or a queen he needs to kill before you take his land." Helena stood up beside me, pulling her heavy fur-lined cloak over her shoulders. The subtle, human vulnerability of the morning was gone, replaced by the stoic, dangerous composure of a leader who had walked through fire and come out the other side forged of iron. "Tell Lord Vane I'll meet him at the old stone bridge," Helena said, her voice dropping into that terrifying, icy pitch that made even seasoned warriors sit up straighter. "Not in the shrine. Not on his terms." Kael raised an eyebrow. "The bridge is open ground. No cover. If his archers decide to take a shot—" "They won't," Helena interrupted smoothly, looking up at me with a quiet, knowing flicker of brown in her eyes. "Because Jarrett will be standing right beside me. And he doesn't miss." Kael looked at me, gave a single nod of begrudging approval, and turned toward the door. "Thirty minutes. Don't keep the fat lord waiting; he gets irritable when his velvet robes get damp." When the door clicked shut, Helena stepped up to me, reaching out to fix the buckle on my chest guard. Her fingers were steady now. "Same team?" she asked quietly, her eyes searching mine. I reached up, covering her hands with mine, squeezing them tightly against my chest. "Same team," I promised. "Always."JARRETT'S POV The rain never stopped.After the bridge, after Vane and his cavalry finally turned tail and rode south with their velvet getting soaked through and their banners dragging in the mud, we didn't go back to the main hall.We went back to the shrine.It was the only place that ever felt like it was actually ours. Not the palace's. Not the council's. Ours.The fire was dead when we got inside. Cold ash and the smell of old smoke. Helena knelt to relight it immediately, like she needed something to do with her hands. While I barred the door. Two heavy beams, iron brackets. The sound it made when it slid into place was final.Her cloak was soaked through, plastered to her back. Her hair stuck to her neck in dark, wet ropes. She was shivering so hard I could see it from across the room."You're going to get sick," I said."I'm fine," she said, but her teeth were chattering so badly she almost bit the words.I didn't argue with her. I never win when I argue about her taking car
JARRETT'S POVThe old stone bridge was already soaked by the time we got there.Thirty minutes was a lie. It took twenty. Helena didn’t waste time, and I wasn’t about to let her walk into Vane’s teeth alone.We rode hard through the wet pine trail from the shrine, Kael ahead, me tight on Helena’s left. The rain had started while we were still inside, a cold, thin drizzle that turned the dirt path to mud. Her cloak was already dark with water by the time we cleared the tree line.The mist rolled off the River Bend in thick, slow banks. The river below was black and fast, swollen from three days of northern melt. And one man in velvet at the center of it; Lord Vane.He was everything I expected. Fat, soft, and draped in damp red velvet that had cost more than the entire northern granary combined. His face was flushed, his jowls damp with rain and sweat. Irritable, just like Kael had said. Two archers flanked him, bows strung but not drawn. Yet, the cavalry behind him sat still, but th
JARRETT'S pov The morning sun hit the stone walls of the shrine like a pale blade, breaking through the high arches and scattering light across the floorboards.Helena was still asleep in my arms. Her face was soft, unclenched from the constant, grinding stress of the last few months. No golden fire flickered beneath her skin; no tight, defensive line pulled at her mouth. For a few fragile hours, she had just been a girl sleeping off bone-deep exhaustion.I didn't move. My right arm was dead asleep beneath her shoulder, but I would have let it go numb entirely before I risked waking her.A heavy knock rattled the iron hinges of the heavy oak door.Helena flinched, her eyes snapping open instantly. For half a second, the wild, disoriented panic of a hunted wild animal flashed across her face before her gaze found mine. The tension bled out of her, replaced by a slow, groggy sigh as she sat up and pushed her tangled hair out of her eyes."Enter," she called, her voice raspy from sleep.
JARETT'S POVThe ride north through the pass was brutal and dead quiet.Helena rode in the saddle directly in front of me. I kept my arms wrapped securely around her waist, holding the leather reins because I needed the physical proof that she was safe. She didn't fight the proximity; instead, she leaned back, letting the back of her head rest heavily against my shoulder as the horse negotiated the frozen mountain trail.“You don’t have to push yourself like this,” I murmured, leaning down so my breath warmed her cold ear. “We could have sent Kael and the vanguard.”“Yes, I do,” she replied softly, her voice barely carrying over the crunch of hooves on hard ice. “Those people in the northern camps are chewing on boiled leather tonight because of me. Because Lucian used my bloodline to justify his war, and now his ghosts are punishing them for my freedom.”“They’re starving because Lucian’s sycophants are ruthless bastards,” I corrected gently. “It isn't your fault, Helena. None of it
JARRETT'S pov The walk down the ridge ended far too soon.Helena’s hand was warm in mine, her fingers laced so tightly with mine it felt like a promise. The late afternoon sun glittered across the fresh snow, throwing sharp, golden light over the tree line. Every few paces, she’d lean sideways, her shoulder bumping against mine with a quiet, rhythm—a deliberate little touch that pulled me right back to the quiet warmth of the cabin. Back there, we weren't a commander and a Crown-Bearer. We were just us.I wasn't ready to let that go.Kael noticed, of course. The old tracker didn't say a word, just took a slow sip from his wooden travel mug and kept a steady two paces ahead of us. It was his subtle, begrudging way of granting us the last few feet of privacy we were likely to get for the rest of the week.When we crested the final rise, any lingering peace vanished. The shrine grounds were already packed, but not with the usual posturing Council members or whispering guards.It was fu
HELENA'S POVI woke up to the firelight and Jarrett’s heartbeat.The cabin was still dark. The hearth had burned down to embers, but the heat was still there. His heavy arm was around my waist, sending a warm sensation to course through my body.And I wasn’t wearing the Crown.I lifted my head. The gold was gone from under my skin, the slight hum was gone and there was no voice in the back of my head telling me who to punish and who to spare, it was just... quiet.Jarrett was asleep with his mouth slightly open. The scar on his chest rose and fell with each breath, creating a pink in the low light.I’d kissed it last night. I’d kissed him everywhere last night.My face went hot.“Stop thinking so loud,” he murmured, without opening his eyes. His thumb brushed my hip under the blanket. “I can hear you.”“You’re asleep.” I shot out in embarrassment, my face becoming even more red. “I’m pretending.” One eye cracked open, revealing a blue, tired and amused eyeball. “Morning, Crown-Bearer







