My heart thumped loudly with an unnerving sensation I only felt when Leonel’s life was in danger and stiffen my bones. In this mysterious tale I couldn’t gain enough power to take a step further because each time I move forward the path behind closes and the only destination I have is despair. I don’t know what I am doing with my life anymore. I deliberately chose a path of thorn and am now getting weary. I don’t know who I am or what I seek anymore. I just wanted to end this breaths long ago and I pray I should have done it. I should have killed both of us along with the fire, we should have done it long ago. I am now only following my own shadow to find a way out of loneliness only to realize there’s no way to get out from this trap. This is the lowest I could fall. Come on, Lucille, you have to face this. Each step towards the mansion increases my wrath, misery and ache. Mentally preparing myself, coming, looking around. There were some random wolves, smirking at me b
Leonel I am sure something was bothering Lucille, she wasn’t this tense before, even I could feel the affliction of her heart stirring my mind. “Will it kill her if she tells me once what is hurting her? No, she will take all of it to her grave.” I hissed, walking with Daniel after assigning work to everyone else. “She doesn’t know how to show it. Keep on talking about you in your absence.” Daniel said. The more I try to divert my mind from her tension and misery, the harder it’s getting. “What’s the point of it if she won’t show it to my face?” I asked with a scoff. “I wonder how she gets enough courage to ignore the power between mates?” I sighed, shaking my head. “Anyways, right now, my Lucille is in extreme anxiety and I hope I can do something about it.” The delusion I am living requires her, without smiles or love but it aches for her presence to fall over me and wrap me like a sheet of either devastation or liberation. “When she needs a shoulder then go, Alpha, wha
Lucille “Lucille.” My whole being was stiff in extreme horror when Leonel’s voice reached my ears and stirred it drastically with ultimate anxiety. “There you go.” Ravel mocked. Frightened by his reaction after hearing that I had a mate before, I am pretty sure he would kill me or Wendy. “I told you.” He said, shaking his head. Motionless in the endless agony, my lips parted but no words came out. I dared to turn and face the pernicious aura emanating from him. “No..” Trembling violently, even this fear was visible to Ravel but it was much stronger than any terror I ever had because I know what Leonel can do. He is not like Ravel who can only dominate me. He is truly a beast and after knowing his mate had a child. He would rip my treasure out from my very soul, deluging in the color of my sorrow. “How dare you.” Exhaling sharply through my nostrils and suppressing a screen of tears, hoping it could control the hasty heartbeats anyone could feel but against his fury
PAST “Help!!” Things were too vague for me to comprehend, I was just eighteen, trying to cope with the bloody sight with my blurry vision while trying to search for my parents, sobbing. “Mama!! Papa!!” Looking for them with my heart aching in uncontrollable agony, just deluding into the misery moving rapidly before my eyes like a flash as I watched my pack dying slowly. “Where the fuck was your mate, Ravel!? You said she is here!” I heard a voice coming from a distance, stumbling back, I crawled back, the heartache was taking my life but amid my desperation- I can’t disregard the sensation of connection, a sudden spark of love in this chaos. “What.. is this?” I asked myself, not understanding what was happening. “She is here, Gabrielle, I will get her no matter what! She will come with me!” Upon hearing it, I moved and tried to run away as far as possible from his grasp. “No. No…” With a teary vision I neglected the condition of my pack which was on the brink of destr
“Please! Help!” Clouded with a thick fog of darkness restraining my path I continued to run away, gasping for air, my lungs were out of air but I didn’t care. Is that how mate-pull works? Is that love? I need to run. He is coming closer. “No, No No… Please…” He is chasing me. “Please.. No!” “Caught you, love.” And I lost my mind to those base horror, breaking my soul in the irrecoverable way, itching my soul by the coldness rubbing over my skin and grazing it, affright reside in my whole being. Is this so-called love worth my freedom? After bearing Ravel’s punishment which embedded scars that hurt my heart directly, I walked out after believing he had left after taking out his anger on me. I saw my kids playing and all eyes upon me, mocking me. I hate it, I hate them all… Stacy, Stella were a little younger than me, stuck me Raymeyer like I was. “How many times do I tell you, Lucille?! Kindness doesn’t exist in Raymeyer!” Samantha continued to scold me. “Enough S
Starting from the leader Gabrielle who killed my parents and her right hand man Ravel who stole my life. “Let’s get Gabrielle first.” I smirked, running to her side, She was helping some people. “Lucille! Are you alright?” She asked. I hummed, “Good, join my group, everyone is leaving from there. “Your-” Before she could speak further Samantha transformed and killed her in front of me. Amid the havoc no one noticed she was dying. “You…” She tried to speak but couldn’t. I laughed menacingly and bent to her level. “Do you really think I wouldn’t know? You can literally stop Ravel from hurting me but you didn’t. You called me a friend but never cared, even now you used me.” “Do you think I wouldn’t know? What do you guys know about me? It was me who did this.” I hissed, kicking her. “You stole my everything! You heartless beast stole my home!” I shouted as a tear rolled down my eyes. She coughed up blood and spoke her last words, “I should have known… your pack.. they
On my way to escape I couldn’t help but to notice the golden eyes glistening far in the corner, the beast. The wolf also looked at me for a few seconds. My heart was crushed, I couldn’t help but to stare at his unnatural golden eyes for a second. He was there, our savior. Before breaking the gaze and running away with Stella and Stacy, crying. I was left with nothing, I did nothing, roaming aimlessly with Stella and Stacy alone, empty, desolated until the time of my birth and I decided I would be on my own from that moment. I needed power, I needed a pack. “Pretty isn’t she?” I asked as a tear was brought to my eyes, holding the slumbering form of Wendy. “So beautiful..” After the ravage I have faced she was the start of my new morning, “Yes…” Stella breathed out, smiling while wiping tears from the corner of her eye. My mesmerizing gaze on her turned sad, but still deeply attracted to her as I breathed out. “Too bad you have no parents anymore.” “You don’t have
My heart was on the verge of bursting from the pain building inside my whole being to think what could possibly happen as tears brimmed in my eyes, trying to reject what’s building inside but couldn’t. “No. No. No. You can’t do this to us.” A tear rolled down my cheek, my heart was on the verge of bursting from incomprehensible pain. Frightened to the core, I went back, faster than usual to hope what I was thinking was nothing but a fear in my mind but it was true. “Not us…” The nightmare was a reality. They actually attacked our pack and killed everyone, everything. By the time I reached, the pack was almost massacred, blood staining the ground and walls, the piles of bodies aroused bile inside me as I threw up by the sight and began to cry in grief. “Ahh! Help!” Looking around I saw the people who were known as my family died, their corpses left grotesquely here and there as I couldn’t help but to cry and looked around with my teary vision. “How could they?” Main rogue h