Vynessa jolted up from her bed with a start. Her eyes darted around her room skeptically, looking, searching. For what? She could not tell.
Her mind razed and churned, as she cold already feel a light headache forming. How was she in her bed? Where was Azaziel? It was morning, there was no shadow, or darkness or thunder striking or a dark, imposing creature with glowing red eyes. She didn't know how she felt about that. Everything looked normal, just like she remembered it. "What a fucking weird dream" she mumbled. "A dream?" The dark voice came from right behind her. "Oh God, fucking hell! Fuck!! Jesus!!" Vynessa could not put a lid on her mouth as she cursed colorfully. "Language, young lady" Azaziel said as he materialized in front of her. "You curse like a sailor, Vynessa" "You're here..." She said wiping her hand over her face. "...It wasn't a dream" She said more to herself than to the demon in front of her looking just as hot and equally brooding as the night before. "A dream? Did you just call a one-chanced apparition and meeting with me, a dream?" He really was here, still speaking like he was counting his words and performing an old ballad. "I'm a little offended, Vynessa. I much rather prefer a nightmare. That seems to be more suiting to me. Does it not, Vynessa?" He was staring at her again, his white hair gleaming in the early morning sun that streamed in from her window. " so, yesterday..." Vynessa started tentatively. "Yes. It happened. I came to you, You cut a deal with me and today, I begin to fulfill my end of the deal" One moment he was in front of her, speaking, and the next he was at the corner of her room, leaning in the wall. "Oh God..." "Language!" Azaziel reprimanded. "What? So I can't curse now? Vynessa said throwing her hands up in frustration as she walked tentatively towards her wardrobe, she didn't know what to do with herself when he stared at her like that, and sitting on the bed felt way too casual. "Curse. You can curse, but I have a loose alliance with The big Man upstairs, and it would be nice to not throw his name around, now, wouldn't it, Vynessa?” Azaziel had no issues with Him, they just lived in different places and stood for different things. In all his centuries of existence, he had come to know that it was his own people he should be more wary of. "So, about that deal, how would we go about it?" Vynessa muttered, pulling her bottom lip into her mouth. She noticed Azaziel stare at the movement, his eyes honed on her lips, and quickly pulled it out, releasing her lips from her teeth. "First" he began, "we're going out." Azaziel said as he pushed off the wall and walked towards her. "Going out? To where? Why?" He was standing a few feet away from her. "To create buzz of course. We're going to put you back in the scene, get everyone talking about you" He walked the remaining space, now standing in front of her, be bent from his waist to be nose to nose with her; "I am going to get you dressed, and then take you out for lunch" he said and then placed both of his hands in pocket. "Lunch?" She did not remember the last time someone offered to take her out. Even though she would have refused going of course, she didn't feel ready to go out, worse still to a social gathering. The anxiety alone would kill her. "I don't think you understand, there's nothing interesting about me to create buzz with. Nobody is going to be talking about me. No body!" Vynessa said. It would hurt her for Azaziel to see how true that was. He was still nose to nose with her, his breath reminded her of burnt wood and rain. Now that he was so close, she noticed that his previous red eyes we're a striking shade of grey. It was fascinating. But before she could enjoy getting drowned in the sights and scents of him, he pulled back and was talking again. "Believe it or not, Vynessa, you are pretty, a literal sight for sore eyes, but if you don't believe you are, you automatically aren't in the eyes of a lot of people" he said. "I never said I wasn't pretty" Vynessa defended. She didn't say it, but she believed it. Azaziel did not need to know that though. Since he thought she was pretty, she would just let him think it. "You didn't say it out loud, but you think it. And that's what we must change. Shower. Go. Now!" and just like that Vynessa was hurried into the shower. Soon after, dressed in a simple Jean and top with a black sneaker, she walked out to meet Azaziel. "By the gates of hell! Who would ever look twice at you if you dress like that? Even the lowest demons in hell would hiss and bare their teeth at your presence. Go change." Vynessa could not even register the insult as she stared stupidly at him. "Your hair. You cut your hair" She stuttered as she took in Azaziel and his new appearance. His previously long hair was now barely touching his shoulders, he had cropped it short and grazed the sides, giving it a more modern look. He had even loosed the black robe, but settled instead for a black flowing leather jacket, with a black turtle neck, black jeans with ankle high black leather boots. "Well, I didn't want to take ALL of the attention from you today, some other time maybe. Besides, my hair fashion can only be appreciated in hell, humans would shit themselves if I go out on my true glory anyways" He said as he swaggered towards her holding out a strapless sundress and a two inch kitten heels. "Put this on. Don't argue, don't tell me how you feel inside your head and about being uncomfortable. Put it on, and come out" "But I don't..." Azaziel's eyes flashed red, effectively silencing her. Vynessa scurried straight into the bathroom to change again. She came out, dressed and ready, feeling uncomfortable in her skin, even though there were times she had worn things like this. "You sure love it when people fear you" she whispered under her breath as Azaziel raked his eyes over her and the dress. "Oh, I do. Fear is good, Vynessa. It protects you from running head first into beings like me, it protects you from yourself" He walked slowly towards her as he spoke his next words; "The problem then lies with me. Your fear doesn't deter me from hurting you, it only fuels me, invites me, draws me to you like moth to a flame. Much like the darkness within you draws me, calls me to you" Vynessa swallowed audibly. She had tried everything to shake off the darkness. Therapy, medication, exercise, meditation – nothing seemed to work for long. And now the darkness had materialized into a being and was in her house. Now that she got a good look at him without all the thunder and brimstone of yesterday, she had to admit─he was a damned handsome demon. There was a time she and her former friends had sat to talk about men like him for hours, giggling and swinging their feet. If only he was a man. "Well, chop chop. Lunch won't eat itself and the gossip won't spread itself either" "Don't take this the wrong way, your esteemed, royal bogeyman, but how do you plan for us to get there? You may not have noticed, I don't have a car" she replied, looking up at him smugly. "You don't, but I do" he answered "What? You do? You drive? Why do you− I mean, how do you...? You got a car? Do demons drive? You have a license?" She said all at once. "I'm a high demon, Vynessa. You do not expect me to walk all over the streets of the earth do you?" He said, looking every bit like the demon-prince that he was. "You exceed my imaginations every time" Vynessa said with a smile. It was the first real smile he had seen on her, and her first smile in two years. "There's a Rolls-Royse in my driveway!" She said from the door. "Is there?" Azaziel asked as he walked to stand behind her at the driveway. "Would you like to get in it, or just gape at it from outside?" Before, he could even complete his sentence, she was already running around the car, opening up the passenger door of the sleek, black car and sitting. All the while smiling like a kid. "Seatbelt, Vynessa. You may not die today, but I would hate to get a ticket" Vynessa placed her seatbelt on even as she let out a chuckle at the idea of a demon getting a traffic ticket. There arrived at a small restaurant and Vynessa eyed the place warily. "This place... Can we go somewhere else?" She asked nervously. "No. My plans for you has to begin here" and with that, he opened the door, holding it open for her to enter before entering himself. He found a nice, free area, pulled out one of the empty seats for her time sit and then sat down. Vynessa blushed at the chivalry. There settled in, just as the waiter walked to them to take their orders. She noticed the waiter cringe in disgust or annoyance at something behind her, and instinctively turned to see. And there with his mouth down another girls throat, was her ex boyfriend.A kiss was supposed to be soft, meaningful, passionate and expressive. What Vynessa's ex was doing was swallowing the other girl whole. She turned to look at the demon calmly sitting beside her like he had developed a hand in front of his head and then slapped her with it. "I see why you did not want to change restaurants when I asked earlier. You wanted me to see this. Didn't you? Why?" Vynessa said, the hurt flashing in her eyes. The server promptly left, sensing the seriousness of the conversation. "You confuse my intentions, Vynessa" Azaziel said and leaned forward, his nose almost touching hers. "I want you to sit here, looking pretty, have a nice meal, and relax." he took his hand and lightly brushed her hair away from her face and tucked it behind her ears. "Look at me. You should smile more. Otherwise you like a junior demon back in my home. Trust me, they aren't pretty" Vynessa immediately bit back the smile that was already forming. "I'll be back in a moment" and jus
Vynessa walked into her house after the date-not-date she had with Azaziel, she noticed he had not spoken for a while, turned around and Azaziel was no where to be found, even the Rolls-Royse was gone. She panicked for a minute, searching everywhere, including the sky like she would find him floating just above her chimney. Then it dawned on her, he had not spent the night at her place the night he came to her either. He just materialized there in the morning. Where did he go when he wasn't with her? Did he have someone else he had cut a deal with? Was it a lady? Was she pretty? Did she smile really brightly the way he always said he liked?Vynessa groaned and went straight into the bathroom to wash off the stress of the day. She knew that the rabbit hole she was digging for herself now will hurt her later, bury her alive, but she could not stop the low self-esteem from gnawing at her. What was she doing? What did she expect from a demon? To stay with her forever? In her home? Li
The car ride was silent, but steeped with tension. Azaziel had said he needed to talk about something, only to start the car and then zoom off, driving to her house. Her best bet was that he wanted to speak to her at home instead if in the car. She still had the blush on her cheeks from his little not so little display in front of Bridget. It was crazy how he literally came out of nowhere and stood with her while she faced one of her bullies who was once a friend. It's been over two years now, but she still could not truly believe how quickly life had changed for her. When he stopped in the driveway, Vynessa leaped out if the car, and rushed into the house, occasionally turning to check that he was still there.When she walked into the kitchen to get a drink, she found him already there, leaning on the kitchen counter. "You really need to stop doing that, if you don't plan of giving me a heart attack!""What? This?" And with that he appeared right in front of her, his hands spl
Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Vynessa stood in silence for a minute and then two before something else he had said stood out and clicked. "Issue?" Was all she could manage to say. Azaziel blinked. Twice."Thats what you're worried about? Not everything else that I've said but the fact that it is an issue that you're my anchor?""It is an issue?""You know that's not what I mean, Vynessa. But then, would anyone imagine their anchor being a human, instead of one their kind? Doubtful."When she didn't respond, he stepped closer to her, but still kept space between them. "You saw what I can do. That's the simplest of parlor trucks for me. And you're just so human and breakable and forgive me if I don't want to throw you headfirst into my world with all its scares and fears".She had seen what he was capable of. She also knew she was painfully human. But despite knowing all that about him, Vynessa didn’t fear him. Not li
Vynessa stood up with renewed vigor and anger as she heard Azaziels voice. "Kill him? Kill him? Now you want to kill him? Where were you?" She asked and stomped towards him, pushing him back with her hands and hitting his chest. "Where the hell where you when he was here, saying all that to me?"Azaziel said nothing. "Where were you? You left me again? Went on your own way again? Why didn't you come for me?"Azaziel narrowed his eyes at her, and when she continued to hit him, he grabbed both of her hands and holding her steady. "You know, it is common knowledge that God Himself stayed still and watched His own Son be beaten, crucified and then killed by mere humans for a purpose" Azaziel said calmly in his usual poetic way. "What the fuck are you talking about?" Vynessa hissed. "Look at all that anger in your eyes, feel the force of your punches on my chest, look at you, you actually have it in you... So why didn't you fight HIM? He was right in front of you, talking in your f
Azaziel seemed to live in a timeline of his own choosing because it took him three days before he showed up at Vynessa's house with a suitcase full of female clothes. When Vynessa opened the suitcases and asked who the clothes had been for, he simply replied; "They're yours Vynessa. Except you're insinuating they I have a secret stash of female clothes somewhere that I wear" Vynessa did not even a beat when she responded "with all the secrets you have? Being a low key cross dresser will be the least shocking of them all" Azaziel blinked in shock. At least she had her smart mouth back. "Pick a dress, and put it on. I've got something to show you" "And I have to dress up for it?" Vynessa asked, eyeing the bag full of expensive looking clothes and dresses. "Yes. Now go" Azaziel said. "Very Bossy" Vynessa murmured under her breath. "I can hear you, Vynessa. Go change" He said and stepped out of her room to give her privacy. "A Ferrari? Azaziel, Do you steal cars? How many lu
Vynessa stumbled away from the kitchen counter, her heart pounding as she stared at the glass mug that laid in a broken mess on the floor beside her feet. "Great. Just great!" she mumbled to herself, irritated, as she slowly slid down to the kitchen floor and sat alone in her dimly lit apartment, the weight of the world pressing down on her shoulders. "I can't even make a simple coffee" She whispered again as she sat. She didn't even bother to pick up the glasses. She could not summon the strength. She didn't have it in her. Not today, not for a long time. The darkness outside mirrored the darkness within her as she stared blankly at the kitchen walls, her once bright eyes now clouded with despair.She was so tired. So fucking tired. The only sound in the room was the soft hum of the refrigerator, a stark reminder of the emptiness that consumed her, ate at her from within. Even turning her head to the side was a Herculean task. The bad thoughts we're coming again and she n
Vynessa wanted to speak, she wanted to respond, but every instinct she had told her to tread carefully; that she was in the presence of a very powerful predator. "Your name” The entity said, or asked, she could not really tell. Its voice rumbled, bouncing off of the walls of her room. Vynessa quacked in fear and deep awe as the voice reverberated. Had she really summoned something? What the fuck did she just bring to her house and how the hell would she send it back?! Vynessa summoned up strength and slowly sat up from her position on the floor, that was as far as her strength and courage could take her. She could not stand erect, not when those hideous red eyes levelled themselves on her, like they we're piercing through her soul. It looked like it was seeing right through her.A shadow with red eyes was staring down at her...Vynessa let the thought sink in. A demon was in her room. A very deranged, menacing demon that shrouded itself in darkness was standing in the mi
Azaziel seemed to live in a timeline of his own choosing because it took him three days before he showed up at Vynessa's house with a suitcase full of female clothes. When Vynessa opened the suitcases and asked who the clothes had been for, he simply replied; "They're yours Vynessa. Except you're insinuating they I have a secret stash of female clothes somewhere that I wear" Vynessa did not even a beat when she responded "with all the secrets you have? Being a low key cross dresser will be the least shocking of them all" Azaziel blinked in shock. At least she had her smart mouth back. "Pick a dress, and put it on. I've got something to show you" "And I have to dress up for it?" Vynessa asked, eyeing the bag full of expensive looking clothes and dresses. "Yes. Now go" Azaziel said. "Very Bossy" Vynessa murmured under her breath. "I can hear you, Vynessa. Go change" He said and stepped out of her room to give her privacy. "A Ferrari? Azaziel, Do you steal cars? How many lu
Vynessa stood up with renewed vigor and anger as she heard Azaziels voice. "Kill him? Kill him? Now you want to kill him? Where were you?" She asked and stomped towards him, pushing him back with her hands and hitting his chest. "Where the hell where you when he was here, saying all that to me?"Azaziel said nothing. "Where were you? You left me again? Went on your own way again? Why didn't you come for me?"Azaziel narrowed his eyes at her, and when she continued to hit him, he grabbed both of her hands and holding her steady. "You know, it is common knowledge that God Himself stayed still and watched His own Son be beaten, crucified and then killed by mere humans for a purpose" Azaziel said calmly in his usual poetic way. "What the fuck are you talking about?" Vynessa hissed. "Look at all that anger in your eyes, feel the force of your punches on my chest, look at you, you actually have it in you... So why didn't you fight HIM? He was right in front of you, talking in your f
Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Vynessa stood in silence for a minute and then two before something else he had said stood out and clicked. "Issue?" Was all she could manage to say. Azaziel blinked. Twice."Thats what you're worried about? Not everything else that I've said but the fact that it is an issue that you're my anchor?""It is an issue?""You know that's not what I mean, Vynessa. But then, would anyone imagine their anchor being a human, instead of one their kind? Doubtful."When she didn't respond, he stepped closer to her, but still kept space between them. "You saw what I can do. That's the simplest of parlor trucks for me. And you're just so human and breakable and forgive me if I don't want to throw you headfirst into my world with all its scares and fears".She had seen what he was capable of. She also knew she was painfully human. But despite knowing all that about him, Vynessa didn’t fear him. Not li
The car ride was silent, but steeped with tension. Azaziel had said he needed to talk about something, only to start the car and then zoom off, driving to her house. Her best bet was that he wanted to speak to her at home instead if in the car. She still had the blush on her cheeks from his little not so little display in front of Bridget. It was crazy how he literally came out of nowhere and stood with her while she faced one of her bullies who was once a friend. It's been over two years now, but she still could not truly believe how quickly life had changed for her. When he stopped in the driveway, Vynessa leaped out if the car, and rushed into the house, occasionally turning to check that he was still there.When she walked into the kitchen to get a drink, she found him already there, leaning on the kitchen counter. "You really need to stop doing that, if you don't plan of giving me a heart attack!""What? This?" And with that he appeared right in front of her, his hands spl
Vynessa walked into her house after the date-not-date she had with Azaziel, she noticed he had not spoken for a while, turned around and Azaziel was no where to be found, even the Rolls-Royse was gone. She panicked for a minute, searching everywhere, including the sky like she would find him floating just above her chimney. Then it dawned on her, he had not spent the night at her place the night he came to her either. He just materialized there in the morning. Where did he go when he wasn't with her? Did he have someone else he had cut a deal with? Was it a lady? Was she pretty? Did she smile really brightly the way he always said he liked?Vynessa groaned and went straight into the bathroom to wash off the stress of the day. She knew that the rabbit hole she was digging for herself now will hurt her later, bury her alive, but she could not stop the low self-esteem from gnawing at her. What was she doing? What did she expect from a demon? To stay with her forever? In her home? Li
A kiss was supposed to be soft, meaningful, passionate and expressive. What Vynessa's ex was doing was swallowing the other girl whole. She turned to look at the demon calmly sitting beside her like he had developed a hand in front of his head and then slapped her with it. "I see why you did not want to change restaurants when I asked earlier. You wanted me to see this. Didn't you? Why?" Vynessa said, the hurt flashing in her eyes. The server promptly left, sensing the seriousness of the conversation. "You confuse my intentions, Vynessa" Azaziel said and leaned forward, his nose almost touching hers. "I want you to sit here, looking pretty, have a nice meal, and relax." he took his hand and lightly brushed her hair away from her face and tucked it behind her ears. "Look at me. You should smile more. Otherwise you like a junior demon back in my home. Trust me, they aren't pretty" Vynessa immediately bit back the smile that was already forming. "I'll be back in a moment" and jus
Vynessa jolted up from her bed with a start. Her eyes darted around her room skeptically, looking, searching. For what? She could not tell. Her mind razed and churned, as she cold already feel a light headache forming. How was she in her bed? Where was Azaziel? It was morning, there was no shadow, or darkness or thunder striking or a dark, imposing creature with glowing red eyes. She didn't know how she felt about that. Everything looked normal, just like she remembered it. "What a fucking weird dream" she mumbled. "A dream?" The dark voice came from right behind her. "Oh God, fucking hell! Fuck!! Jesus!!" Vynessa could not put a lid on her mouth as she cursed colorfully. "Language, young lady" Azaziel said as he materialized in front of her. "You curse like a sailor, Vynessa" "You're here..." She said wiping her hand over her face. "...It wasn't a dream" She said more to herself than to the demon in front of her looking just as hot and equally brooding as the night before.
Vynessa wanted to speak, she wanted to respond, but every instinct she had told her to tread carefully; that she was in the presence of a very powerful predator. "Your name” The entity said, or asked, she could not really tell. Its voice rumbled, bouncing off of the walls of her room. Vynessa quacked in fear and deep awe as the voice reverberated. Had she really summoned something? What the fuck did she just bring to her house and how the hell would she send it back?! Vynessa summoned up strength and slowly sat up from her position on the floor, that was as far as her strength and courage could take her. She could not stand erect, not when those hideous red eyes levelled themselves on her, like they we're piercing through her soul. It looked like it was seeing right through her.A shadow with red eyes was staring down at her...Vynessa let the thought sink in. A demon was in her room. A very deranged, menacing demon that shrouded itself in darkness was standing in the mi
Vynessa stumbled away from the kitchen counter, her heart pounding as she stared at the glass mug that laid in a broken mess on the floor beside her feet. "Great. Just great!" she mumbled to herself, irritated, as she slowly slid down to the kitchen floor and sat alone in her dimly lit apartment, the weight of the world pressing down on her shoulders. "I can't even make a simple coffee" She whispered again as she sat. She didn't even bother to pick up the glasses. She could not summon the strength. She didn't have it in her. Not today, not for a long time. The darkness outside mirrored the darkness within her as she stared blankly at the kitchen walls, her once bright eyes now clouded with despair.She was so tired. So fucking tired. The only sound in the room was the soft hum of the refrigerator, a stark reminder of the emptiness that consumed her, ate at her from within. Even turning her head to the side was a Herculean task. The bad thoughts we're coming again and she n