Vynessa wanted to speak, she wanted to respond, but every instinct she had told her to tread carefully; that she was in the presence of a very powerful predator.
"Your name” The entity said, or asked, she could not really tell. Its voice rumbled, bouncing off of the walls of her room. Vynessa quacked in fear and deep awe as the voice reverberated. Had she really summoned something? What the fuck did she just bring to her house and how the hell would she send it back?! Vynessa summoned up strength and slowly sat up from her position on the floor, that was as far as her strength and courage could take her. She could not stand erect, not when those hideous red eyes levelled themselves on her, like they we're piercing through her soul. It looked like it was seeing right through her. A shadow with red eyes was staring down at her... Vynessa let the thought sink in. A demon was in her room. A very deranged, menacing demon that shrouded itself in darkness was standing in the middle of her room and it wasn't a movie. She let out and ear-piercing scream. The entity looked mildly intrigued. "Your eyes, they burn with a fire that cannot be tamed, a hunger that cannot be satiated" The entity said. Her eyes? HER EYES! Was he blind?! He was the one with red orbs for eyes with gold lightening cracking within them! Vynessa still could not see the entity clearly, could only tell it was male because of the tone and timbre of its voice. Now involuntarily knelt in front of the entity, Vynessa tried to look at him, trying to look past the darkness, vapor and shadow that surrounded him... It.. She wasn't sure how to address it... Him... Them? Fucking hell. "Wh-wh-what are you?" Vynessa stuttered as she asked him, her voice suppressed by her fear. Those menacing red eyes focused on her, and like scene from her nightmares, the smoke and black darkness around him began to swirl. The thum thum thum of her heartbeat picked up speed, not in fear this time, but in awe. She watched transfixed to her kneeling spot as the shadows surrounding him, the tiny sparks of fire, vapor and darkness dissipated, falling away from him and then being sucked into thin air, leaving him standing there. Suddenly a man was standing in front of her his eyes still bright red, with an otherworldly cunningness. He was dressed in a black robe, decorated with black and grey swirls of smoke. If not for his eyes and complete unmoved demeanor, she would have believed it was a man. "Your name" It took her a few seconds to remember he had asked for her name previously and she had been too shocked to even register it, let alone answer. Vynessa" she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "Mmmm... Vynessa" Vynessa stilled as she heard him repeat her name. He didn’t say her name, he tasted it. Tasted it with a voice that was like smoke, whiskey, and velvet. And Vynessa knew if he was human, he would make a lot of women melt into a large puddle with just his voice. She of all people was not averse to men with voices like that. He spoke like he was not in a rush to anywhere. It was slow, deliberate, like he was savoring every. single. word. "Do you know the meaning of your name, Vynessa?" He asked. He spoke like he was reading poetry. Soft, yet commanding attention. "No" "Wine for a god.... Now isn't that something" He said mostly to himself. Vynessa took the opportunity to rove her eyes all over him. His hair was a crisp white mixed in with streaks of silver, falling down to the middle of his back. His face, there was no exaggeration, he was handsome. Where all dark entities or demons like this? What happened to the folklore and scary stories? Maybe, this was a mask to lure in the stupid ones like her before pouncing on them with the might of the darkness he truly was. His skin was healthy olive shade, his body was built and bulked, not in a chunky way, but it showed that he could not be pushed around. His gait and light body movements alone, showed such strength and comportment, it would a bad idea for anyone to take it into their head that they could fight him and win. Vynessa took a look at his robe again. Was he wearing anything under that robe? Did demons wear trousers or was he just butt-naked under there. She sure hoped he couldn’t read her thoughts – now, that would be embarrassing. "It is embarrassing. Your thoughts are leud, Vynessa. Very loud too" Vynessa prayed the ground would open and swallow her up, but then again, she could just end up in his home. As he took a small yet prowling step closer to her, Vynessa's body tensed even further. “Your mind is a quagmire. A mess of dangerous thoughts and deeds. It's so dark, so dark and so beautiful” He proceeded to kneel before her and grab her chin with a little more force than she thought possible or even necessary. "Why did you summon me, Vynessa Thorne?" She was too engrossed, her mind going a hundred miles an hour to even ask him how he knew her full name. "I want to die" she stated matter of factly. "Mmmm... All that darkness, all that vengeance and anger, all of it, you used all of your self will, woke me up, just so I could kill you” sneered the demon “Do you feel empty inside, Vynessa? I mean, like, in your skull?” Vynessa's brain turned off and on again. Wait, did he just...? He did didn't he? "I'll rephrase my question" His voice. No one had a healthier dose of fear ingrained in them like Vynessa, but she could not not help but pause in appreciation of his gruff voice. "Do you want to die or do you want other people to die, which is it? Remember, I can see your thoughts" he said still holding on to her chin. He squatted in front of her and waited for her answer. "I don't want to kill anyone-" Her eyes burned from the sting of the sulfur at such close proximity. "I don't want to-" "That wasn't my question, Vynessa. Do you want people to die, or do you want to die" It took a few seconds for her to realize she truly didn't want to die, or she would have done it herself all those times she had thought about it. She just did not want to be the way she was, at the bottom of the ladder, depressed, insulted and jeered at. "What I have isn't a life. It's a prison. A prison inside my head where I cannot get out. It's dark, and everyone who could have helped me abandoned me" Vynessa said, surprised that her voice stayed still enough to speak. "So, if I decided by my benevolence to meth out punishments to everyone who had failed you- hurt you. If I decided to take back everything they took from you, to pull you back from the bottom of the ladder and make you everyone's nightmare, establish you, what would you do for me in return" he was looking deep into her eyes as he spoke. He was so close, so close to her that she could smell the sulfur and midnight rain on his breath. It was all so sensual, so intense. She could not look away. "What-what do you want?" She asked even though something within her rang wildly, like a warning bell. Telling her to stop, to stop talking immediately. "You" he said And then suddenly she was in her bed, the now familiar darkness she always felt came at her from different angles, strings of darkness tied her legs and hands, a large impending shadow came at her, it seemed to swallow her whole. The weight of it was crushing her, making it hard to breathe, hard to think, hard to care. It was a familiar feeling, one that had become a constant companion over the past year, but she didn't understand any of it. Was this real? Was she stuck in her mind again? And then just like that, she was back, kneeling in front of him, his eyes still staring into hers. "That darkness within you, it calls me. You didn't call me, it did. Give it to me, and you can take everything you desire" "How do I give you something I can't even touch, I don't want it, but I don't know how to separate myself from it" Vynessa didn't understand whatever he was saying, but if he could truly take it away, it was all his. "Do you agree to give yourself to me in exchange for your revenge?" His eyes flashed red as she spoke. "Uhm... " "You and the darkness within you are merged so tightly, its difficult to see you separately. You are your darkness, wine for a god. But I can separate you from it, I can take it away." He said. His red eyes bleeding to back and then to gold. Vynessa looked on transfixed, forgetting how to speak, how to breathe, how to-- "Say it. No second guessing now. You're almost there" he coerced. "Yes" "Mmmm. Say that again. Louder, Vynessa" "Yes. I'll give you what you want, just fix it! Take whatever you want, just fix it! Fix everything!!" She yelled in his face, as a lone tear slid down her face. He caught it with his thumb and took said thumb straight into his mouth, licking it. "Mmm. And you mean it too. How delightful" Vynessa visibly cringed as she watched him. "We're going to have a lot of fun, Vynessa Thorne"Vynessa jolted up from her bed with a start. Her eyes darted around her room skeptically, looking, searching. For what? She could not tell. Her mind razed and churned, as she cold already feel a light headache forming. How was she in her bed? Where was Azaziel? It was morning, there was no shadow, or darkness or thunder striking or a dark, imposing creature with glowing red eyes. She didn't know how she felt about that. Everything looked normal, just like she remembered it. "What a fucking weird dream" she mumbled. "A dream?" The dark voice came from right behind her. "Oh God, fucking hell! Fuck!! Jesus!!" Vynessa could not put a lid on her mouth as she cursed colorfully. "Language, young lady" Azaziel said as he materialized in front of her. "You curse like a sailor, Vynessa" "You're here..." She said wiping her hand over her face. "...It wasn't a dream" She said more to herself than to the demon in front of her looking just as hot and equally brooding as the night before.
A kiss was supposed to be soft, meaningful, passionate and expressive. What Vynessa's ex was doing was swallowing the other girl whole. She turned to look at the demon calmly sitting beside her like he had developed a hand in front of his head and then slapped her with it. "I see why you did not want to change restaurants when I asked earlier. You wanted me to see this. Didn't you? Why?" Vynessa said, the hurt flashing in her eyes. The server promptly left, sensing the seriousness of the conversation. "You confuse my intentions, Vynessa" Azaziel said and leaned forward, his nose almost touching hers. "I want you to sit here, looking pretty, have a nice meal, and relax." he took his hand and lightly brushed her hair away from her face and tucked it behind her ears. "Look at me. You should smile more. Otherwise you like a junior demon back in my home. Trust me, they aren't pretty" Vynessa immediately bit back the smile that was already forming. "I'll be back in a moment" and jus
Vynessa walked into her house after the date-not-date she had with Azaziel, she noticed he had not spoken for a while, turned around and Azaziel was no where to be found, even the Rolls-Royse was gone. She panicked for a minute, searching everywhere, including the sky like she would find him floating just above her chimney. Then it dawned on her, he had not spent the night at her place the night he came to her either. He just materialized there in the morning. Where did he go when he wasn't with her? Did he have someone else he had cut a deal with? Was it a lady? Was she pretty? Did she smile really brightly the way he always said he liked?Vynessa groaned and went straight into the bathroom to wash off the stress of the day. She knew that the rabbit hole she was digging for herself now will hurt her later, bury her alive, but she could not stop the low self-esteem from gnawing at her. What was she doing? What did she expect from a demon? To stay with her forever? In her home? Li
The car ride was silent, but steeped with tension. Azaziel had said he needed to talk about something, only to start the car and then zoom off, driving to her house. Her best bet was that he wanted to speak to her at home instead if in the car. She still had the blush on her cheeks from his little not so little display in front of Bridget. It was crazy how he literally came out of nowhere and stood with her while she faced one of her bullies who was once a friend. It's been over two years now, but she still could not truly believe how quickly life had changed for her. When he stopped in the driveway, Vynessa leaped out if the car, and rushed into the house, occasionally turning to check that he was still there.When she walked into the kitchen to get a drink, she found him already there, leaning on the kitchen counter. "You really need to stop doing that, if you don't plan of giving me a heart attack!""What? This?" And with that he appeared right in front of her, his hands spl
Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Vynessa stood in silence for a minute and then two before something else he had said stood out and clicked. "Issue?" Was all she could manage to say. Azaziel blinked. Twice."Thats what you're worried about? Not everything else that I've said but the fact that it is an issue that you're my anchor?""It is an issue?""You know that's not what I mean, Vynessa. But then, would anyone imagine their anchor being a human, instead of one their kind? Doubtful."When she didn't respond, he stepped closer to her, but still kept space between them. "You saw what I can do. That's the simplest of parlor trucks for me. And you're just so human and breakable and forgive me if I don't want to throw you headfirst into my world with all its scares and fears".She had seen what he was capable of. She also knew she was painfully human. But despite knowing all that about him, Vynessa didn’t fear him. Not li
Vynessa stood up with renewed vigor and anger as she heard Azaziels voice. "Kill him? Kill him? Now you want to kill him? Where were you?" She asked and stomped towards him, pushing him back with her hands and hitting his chest. "Where the hell where you when he was here, saying all that to me?"Azaziel said nothing. "Where were you? You left me again? Went on your own way again? Why didn't you come for me?"Azaziel narrowed his eyes at her, and when she continued to hit him, he grabbed both of her hands and holding her steady. "You know, it is common knowledge that God Himself stayed still and watched His own Son be beaten, crucified and then killed by mere humans for a purpose" Azaziel said calmly in his usual poetic way. "What the fuck are you talking about?" Vynessa hissed. "Look at all that anger in your eyes, feel the force of your punches on my chest, look at you, you actually have it in you... So why didn't you fight HIM? He was right in front of you, talking in your f
Azaziel seemed to live in a timeline of his own choosing because it took him three days before he showed up at Vynessa's house with a suitcase full of female clothes. When Vynessa opened the suitcases and asked who the clothes had been for, he simply replied; "They're yours Vynessa. Except you're insinuating they I have a secret stash of female clothes somewhere that I wear" Vynessa did not even a beat when she responded "with all the secrets you have? Being a low key cross dresser will be the least shocking of them all" Azaziel blinked in shock. At least she had her smart mouth back. "Pick a dress, and put it on. I've got something to show you" "And I have to dress up for it?" Vynessa asked, eyeing the bag full of expensive looking clothes and dresses. "Yes. Now go" Azaziel said. "Very Bossy" Vynessa murmured under her breath. "I can hear you, Vynessa. Go change" He said and stepped out of her room to give her privacy. "A Ferrari? Azaziel, Do you steal cars? How many lu
Vynessa stumbled away from the kitchen counter, her heart pounding as she stared at the glass mug that laid in a broken mess on the floor beside her feet. "Great. Just great!" she mumbled to herself, irritated, as she slowly slid down to the kitchen floor and sat alone in her dimly lit apartment, the weight of the world pressing down on her shoulders. "I can't even make a simple coffee" She whispered again as she sat. She didn't even bother to pick up the glasses. She could not summon the strength. She didn't have it in her. Not today, not for a long time. The darkness outside mirrored the darkness within her as she stared blankly at the kitchen walls, her once bright eyes now clouded with despair.She was so tired. So fucking tired. The only sound in the room was the soft hum of the refrigerator, a stark reminder of the emptiness that consumed her, ate at her from within. Even turning her head to the side was a Herculean task. The bad thoughts we're coming again and she n
Azaziel seemed to live in a timeline of his own choosing because it took him three days before he showed up at Vynessa's house with a suitcase full of female clothes. When Vynessa opened the suitcases and asked who the clothes had been for, he simply replied; "They're yours Vynessa. Except you're insinuating they I have a secret stash of female clothes somewhere that I wear" Vynessa did not even a beat when she responded "with all the secrets you have? Being a low key cross dresser will be the least shocking of them all" Azaziel blinked in shock. At least she had her smart mouth back. "Pick a dress, and put it on. I've got something to show you" "And I have to dress up for it?" Vynessa asked, eyeing the bag full of expensive looking clothes and dresses. "Yes. Now go" Azaziel said. "Very Bossy" Vynessa murmured under her breath. "I can hear you, Vynessa. Go change" He said and stepped out of her room to give her privacy. "A Ferrari? Azaziel, Do you steal cars? How many lu
Vynessa stood up with renewed vigor and anger as she heard Azaziels voice. "Kill him? Kill him? Now you want to kill him? Where were you?" She asked and stomped towards him, pushing him back with her hands and hitting his chest. "Where the hell where you when he was here, saying all that to me?"Azaziel said nothing. "Where were you? You left me again? Went on your own way again? Why didn't you come for me?"Azaziel narrowed his eyes at her, and when she continued to hit him, he grabbed both of her hands and holding her steady. "You know, it is common knowledge that God Himself stayed still and watched His own Son be beaten, crucified and then killed by mere humans for a purpose" Azaziel said calmly in his usual poetic way. "What the fuck are you talking about?" Vynessa hissed. "Look at all that anger in your eyes, feel the force of your punches on my chest, look at you, you actually have it in you... So why didn't you fight HIM? He was right in front of you, talking in your f
Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Anchor. Vynessa stood in silence for a minute and then two before something else he had said stood out and clicked. "Issue?" Was all she could manage to say. Azaziel blinked. Twice."Thats what you're worried about? Not everything else that I've said but the fact that it is an issue that you're my anchor?""It is an issue?""You know that's not what I mean, Vynessa. But then, would anyone imagine their anchor being a human, instead of one their kind? Doubtful."When she didn't respond, he stepped closer to her, but still kept space between them. "You saw what I can do. That's the simplest of parlor trucks for me. And you're just so human and breakable and forgive me if I don't want to throw you headfirst into my world with all its scares and fears".She had seen what he was capable of. She also knew she was painfully human. But despite knowing all that about him, Vynessa didn’t fear him. Not li
The car ride was silent, but steeped with tension. Azaziel had said he needed to talk about something, only to start the car and then zoom off, driving to her house. Her best bet was that he wanted to speak to her at home instead if in the car. She still had the blush on her cheeks from his little not so little display in front of Bridget. It was crazy how he literally came out of nowhere and stood with her while she faced one of her bullies who was once a friend. It's been over two years now, but she still could not truly believe how quickly life had changed for her. When he stopped in the driveway, Vynessa leaped out if the car, and rushed into the house, occasionally turning to check that he was still there.When she walked into the kitchen to get a drink, she found him already there, leaning on the kitchen counter. "You really need to stop doing that, if you don't plan of giving me a heart attack!""What? This?" And with that he appeared right in front of her, his hands spl
Vynessa walked into her house after the date-not-date she had with Azaziel, she noticed he had not spoken for a while, turned around and Azaziel was no where to be found, even the Rolls-Royse was gone. She panicked for a minute, searching everywhere, including the sky like she would find him floating just above her chimney. Then it dawned on her, he had not spent the night at her place the night he came to her either. He just materialized there in the morning. Where did he go when he wasn't with her? Did he have someone else he had cut a deal with? Was it a lady? Was she pretty? Did she smile really brightly the way he always said he liked?Vynessa groaned and went straight into the bathroom to wash off the stress of the day. She knew that the rabbit hole she was digging for herself now will hurt her later, bury her alive, but she could not stop the low self-esteem from gnawing at her. What was she doing? What did she expect from a demon? To stay with her forever? In her home? Li
A kiss was supposed to be soft, meaningful, passionate and expressive. What Vynessa's ex was doing was swallowing the other girl whole. She turned to look at the demon calmly sitting beside her like he had developed a hand in front of his head and then slapped her with it. "I see why you did not want to change restaurants when I asked earlier. You wanted me to see this. Didn't you? Why?" Vynessa said, the hurt flashing in her eyes. The server promptly left, sensing the seriousness of the conversation. "You confuse my intentions, Vynessa" Azaziel said and leaned forward, his nose almost touching hers. "I want you to sit here, looking pretty, have a nice meal, and relax." he took his hand and lightly brushed her hair away from her face and tucked it behind her ears. "Look at me. You should smile more. Otherwise you like a junior demon back in my home. Trust me, they aren't pretty" Vynessa immediately bit back the smile that was already forming. "I'll be back in a moment" and jus
Vynessa jolted up from her bed with a start. Her eyes darted around her room skeptically, looking, searching. For what? She could not tell. Her mind razed and churned, as she cold already feel a light headache forming. How was she in her bed? Where was Azaziel? It was morning, there was no shadow, or darkness or thunder striking or a dark, imposing creature with glowing red eyes. She didn't know how she felt about that. Everything looked normal, just like she remembered it. "What a fucking weird dream" she mumbled. "A dream?" The dark voice came from right behind her. "Oh God, fucking hell! Fuck!! Jesus!!" Vynessa could not put a lid on her mouth as she cursed colorfully. "Language, young lady" Azaziel said as he materialized in front of her. "You curse like a sailor, Vynessa" "You're here..." She said wiping her hand over her face. "...It wasn't a dream" She said more to herself than to the demon in front of her looking just as hot and equally brooding as the night before.
Vynessa wanted to speak, she wanted to respond, but every instinct she had told her to tread carefully; that she was in the presence of a very powerful predator. "Your name” The entity said, or asked, she could not really tell. Its voice rumbled, bouncing off of the walls of her room. Vynessa quacked in fear and deep awe as the voice reverberated. Had she really summoned something? What the fuck did she just bring to her house and how the hell would she send it back?! Vynessa summoned up strength and slowly sat up from her position on the floor, that was as far as her strength and courage could take her. She could not stand erect, not when those hideous red eyes levelled themselves on her, like they we're piercing through her soul. It looked like it was seeing right through her.A shadow with red eyes was staring down at her...Vynessa let the thought sink in. A demon was in her room. A very deranged, menacing demon that shrouded itself in darkness was standing in the mi
Vynessa stumbled away from the kitchen counter, her heart pounding as she stared at the glass mug that laid in a broken mess on the floor beside her feet. "Great. Just great!" she mumbled to herself, irritated, as she slowly slid down to the kitchen floor and sat alone in her dimly lit apartment, the weight of the world pressing down on her shoulders. "I can't even make a simple coffee" She whispered again as she sat. She didn't even bother to pick up the glasses. She could not summon the strength. She didn't have it in her. Not today, not for a long time. The darkness outside mirrored the darkness within her as she stared blankly at the kitchen walls, her once bright eyes now clouded with despair.She was so tired. So fucking tired. The only sound in the room was the soft hum of the refrigerator, a stark reminder of the emptiness that consumed her, ate at her from within. Even turning her head to the side was a Herculean task. The bad thoughts we're coming again and she n