GWEN
The black SUV rumbled down the road. I sat down in the back seat, my bruised hands resting on my laps wrapped in bandages.
No one spoke.
The driver, a silent Omega, hadn't said a word since leaving the border. I didn't mind. The silence gave me room to think.
The mystic pack. Remote. Strict. Cold, and ruled by Alpha Conan. I'd never seen him, but stories travelled fast.
He'd lost his mate four years. Some said he’d gone half feral.
Now I was being sent to him. Not as a maid, but as a guest.
A surrogate.
I thought about my family. I lost my mom during an attack on the pack by rouges. My dad died not long after, he was unable to bear the thought of his mate not being with me. That's how sacred the mate bond is.
Just before sunset, we arrived at the Mystic Pack. Waiting outside was a tall male with black hair streaked with Grey. He had a military posture.
The door opened and I stepped out.
“Gwendolyn, I presume?” He asked, offering a hand
“Gwen actually.” I replied quietly.
“I'm Beta Lucas” he said, giving me a nod of approval “Welcome to the Mystic Pack.”
“You will be housed in the eastern wing. I have assigned one of our Omegas to help you settle
You will have time to rest and prepare. Alpha Conan expects to meet you at dinner.”
I nodded.
Beta Lucas offered a smile “if you follow the rules here, you'll survive.”
The eastern wing was quiet. The halls echoing under the soft light. My suite was simple but comfortable.
“Lady Gwen” the pretty Omega called out to me “ I have drawn a bath for you. Fresh clothes are on the bed. Please let me know if you need anything.”
“Thank you” I replied gently. I wish I could ask for her name.
“Is he…. Cruel?” I ask suddenly
“No. Not cruel. Just…. Distant. Precise. He doesn't waste time on words. But he is fair.”
I didn't respond afterwards. My mind began racing again.
I was meeting him at dinner. I wasn't ready.
I entered the dining Hall by 6:00pm sharp. Only two places were lit. One at the head of the table, and one beside it.
He was already there.
Alpha Conan.
He rose when I entered. Towering, his eyes pale steel Blue met mine with an unreadable intensity.
“Gwen” he said, his voice deep, quiet and steady.
“Good evening Alpha” I answered bowing my head.
He gestures for me to sit.
We ate in silence. The food was delicious, but I barely tasted any of it. I was very nervous. His scent was very overpowering. Forcing my Wolf into submission.
He didn't speak will the meal was cleared.
“There are rules” he said simply. “Im sure your Alpha has discussed the contract with you.”
“Um– Yes Alpha” I replied
“Good. So you are aware of the conditions in the contract, is that correct?”
“Yes Alpha Conan”
“Let's go over them then.”
“The first thing I would like, Gwen…,” he says as he stands up from his chair “is for you to look at me when I'm talking to you.”
I stiffened, taking a sharp breath before lifting my eyes to look up at him. The moment my eyes met his, My wolf stirred alittle, like she could feel his presence.
It was the first time I was getting a good look at his face, and although I did not know what to expect, he definitely exceeded my expectations.
I could feel my cheeks turning red from my blushing. I quickly lower my eyes.
“Forgive me, Alpha”
“You will have one day to get settled into the pack, You will have your own room in the clinic where you will be monitored around the clock by our medical staff. It has its own bathroom and shower. Agreed?
“Yes Alpha” I nodded, playing with my dress.
“After tomorrow–” he cleared his throat, “ We will start trying to conceive. We will have sex once in the morning if I so wish and once in the evening. For as many days as it takes until you have a positive pregnancy test. Agreed?
“Yes, Alpha”
“You will have your own maid, Your Alpha said you have tendencies of running away. I cannot have anything happening to my unborn pup, so you are not allowed to leave the eastern wing unaccompanied. If you need anything, call your maid. Understood?”
I let out a shaky breath “Yes Alpha “
“Lastly, after the baby is born, you are free to return back to the Riverclaw Pack”
I close my eyes painfully. My Wolf was silent now. She did not like the thought of letting go of her pup. Despite being dormant from the rejection, I could feel her presence during rare instances.
“Gwen, do you understand everything here?”
“Yes Alpha” I answer, blinking quickly to hide my emotion.
Silence hung between us.
Then he moved back.
“You will be treated with respect. But this is not a courtship. I lost my mate. I do not seek another”
“I understand.”
“I'll see you tomorrow night”
With that, he turned and left the hall, his footsteps silent as a shadow.
The day of the claiming had finally arrived. I had bathed and I was waiting for Alpha Conan. I was wearing a silk shirt night dress. Tessie, the Omega assigned to me before my maid arrives, gave it to me. I was expecting Alpha Conan any moment now.
I could feel him before he opened the door. I was drowning in nerves.
Alpha Conan stepped in and stood across from me. The room was warm, lit with firefight.
“You're nervous” he said “I can smell it”
“I'm not afraid” I replied.
“I never said you were. I said you were nervous”. He murmured “your hands are shaking.”
I looked down.
He reached out, taking my chin gently but firmly, tilting my head up “I won't hurt you.”
“I know” I whispered into the dimly lit room
“Good. Then take off your dress.”
GWENI stood in a meadow of green grass, moonlight pooling like milk around my bare feet. The stars above pulsed gently. My arms were glowing faintly.Where was I?“Hello!?” I call out into the wind.I heard nothing but silence at first.Suddenly,I heard something.A voice. Not loud, but vast and wide. It slipped into me like a light through a crack.“Daughter of battle and bones. Your scars were never meant to be hidden. You were not made to carry life, but to awaken it.”I turned, heart pounding. “Who are you?”The stars flickered.“You will bleed not for destruction, but for healing. Your hands will break and bless.”The air grew thick around me.I felt something unfamiliar slip through my skin, down my spine, behind my ribs.“Wait – what does that mean?” I call out.“When the moon burns and the blood sings, you will know.”The meadow began to dissolve, turning to ash and Stardust.“Please… don't leave–”But I was already falling.# #I woke with a start, drenched in cold sweat.The
GWEN“I was born to two warriors. I said slowly. “They were fierce, honored and respected. So I was told.”Alpha Conan's brows furrowed, listening intently now.“They died when I was eight. Protecting the Alpha's son during the old border war against the rogue packs from the North. The stories said they never backed down.”I swallowed hard. Something in me clenched. I hadn't spoken about this part of my life aloud in years. “The pack took me in,” I went on. “ But not as one of their own, or even as the daughter of heroes. Just… another mouth to feed. Another problem to manage.”I forced my voice steady. “They put me to work early. Cleaning, serving and basically turned me into a maid. ‘Keep your head down, Gwen,’ they used to say. ‘ You are lucky we let you stay at all.’”Conan's jaw twitched, but he did not interrupt.“I was never allowed near the Warriors wing. Never permitted to train, not even when I turned twelve and my Wolf began to stir. They said I had my mother's eyes but n
GWENI woke up slowly, the sunlight spreading a soft and golden light against the sheer curtains. The room was quiet and still.For a long moment, I didn't move. My fingers rested against my collar bone, where his lips had once been. I could still feel the echo of his touch, his breath against my skin, the way his voice cracked when he called out my name. And I had let him.Not because I was desperate. But because for once, i wanted to be wanted.The sheets were tangled around my legs. My robe hung from the edge of the bed. My body was sore in the most intimate places, but this time, I wasn't ashamed. I didn't run from the memory.I laid in it. Quiet. Whole.Then a soft knock came from the door.I sat up quickly, pulling the blanket over my chest.“Yes?”The door creaked open, and Raya peeked in, a tray of food and tea in her hands. Her eyes swept over me once, then they moved to the dishevelled bed, the robe tossed at the edge of the bed, the flush on my cheeks.“Oh,” she said simply
GWEN“Alpha,” I whispered, voice breathless. I wanted him, just as much as he wanted me. He looked down at me, tortured heat burning in his black gaze.I rose onto my toes, pressing my naked body against his sweat- dampened chest. The feel of him, solid and trembling, sent waves of need cascading through me. I slid my fingers into his thick hair and drew his head down, my lips brushing his in a kiss that started off soft and reverent, but quickly deepened, my body arching closer. A deep growl rumbled from his throat, and then he took complete control of the kiss. It was raw, hungry and rough. I took his hand, my fingers trembling with hunger, with a need I didn't know I could feel, and guided it down between my thighs, until his rough palm met the sleek needy heat of my core.He froze, breath shuddering, his now clear blue eyes looking into mine, indicating that he had gotten back control from his Wolf. “Are you sure?” He asked, voice hoarse against my lips.I kissed him harde
GWEN Two daysThat's how long it's been since the rogue attack.The wounds on my side were healing well, just a dull ache beneath the skin. I looked fine. Mostly But I didn't really feel fine.Not really.Ever since that moment in the healers room when Conan touched my wrist and something invincible pulled between us, I haven't been able to breathe properly.And Conan, we hadn't spoken again.He was silent at dinner, as always. Stiff, distant. But I caught him looking at me, and then looking away almost immediately. I think the others noticed too.“You're not eating," Raya said that afternoon, setting a folded blanket on the edge of my bed. I wouldn't say my relationship with her was very good now, but it was better. I was more comfortable around her. She was nice.“Is it the food or your thoughts?”I glanced up at her from where I sat, legs tucked up under me.“Both” I murmuredShe didn't tease. Instead, she stepped closer, her expression softening. “You're more quiet than usual.
GWENWhen I opened my eyes, the fire was almost out. A calm morning light filtered through the curtains, soft and gray. I turn to the other side of the bed. It was empty.He was gone.A dull ache throbbed between my legs, and I winced as I sat up slowly, wrapping the sheet around me. My body was sore, tender in places that hadn't been touched before.Alpha Conan hadn't kissed me. Not once. There was no emotional connection last night. He just took what was needed, what was agreed. That was what I was here for, wasn't it?A surrogate Not a mate. Not a lover. Not a choice.I stared at the ceiling and let the truth settle over me like cold water. I’d given my virginity to a man who didn't even want to see me in the morning.Because I was Nothing more than a duty.A Knock came at the door.I stayed still, bracing.It wasnt the Omega from yesterday.“Lady Gwen?” She called softly“Come in” I say, my voice barely above a whisper.She stepped inside with a tray of tea and warm bread. Her f