เข้าสู่ระบบLori
My anxiety was not just because of Lucas. It was because of the person sitting on the opposite side of the stadium. I looked up at the special seating section reserved for varsity athletes. Travis sat right in the middle of his fraternity brothers. He wore his black football jacket. He looked good, but he was not watching the hockey game. He was leaning down, his head bent close to Elena. She sat a row below him in her full cheerleading uniform. Elena laughed at something he whispered. She threw her head back, her fingers brushing against his knee. A physical ache hit me right in the chest. For half a year, Travis hid me from everyone. He treated me like a dirty secret. Now, here he was openly flirting with another girl. He did not care that we broke up less than twenty four hours ago. He was already showing her off to the world. "Hey," Jessica’s voice interrupted my thoughts. "Don’t look at that asshole. He will know he is getting to you." "He's not getting to me," I lied. My throat felt tight. "I'm just angry." "Good. Stay angry," Jessica said, handing me her binoculars. "Look at something worth your time. Go find Miller. He is about to take the face-off." I lifted the lenses to my eyes. I scanned past the referees and the opposing team. Finally, I locked onto the giant number 97 jersey. Lucas was gliding backward across the ice, his skates leaving deep lines in the white surface. I tilted the lenses up to his face. He wore his helmet, his features hidden behind the dark metal cage. My breath caught. Lucas was not watching the puck. He had his head turned completely toward my section. Through the heavy magnification, it felt like he was standing right next to me. He slowly smirked. The dark look matched the one he gave me last night. I quickly pulled the binoculars away, my heart beating fast. The referee dropped the black puck. Lucas did not play like the other guys. He moved with a scary, fast speed, slicing through the defense like a sharp blade. There was a raw hunger in the way he chased the puck. It was a cold, mean style of play. This was the exact same man who had held my wrists down last night. With less than two minutes left, Lucas intercepted a bad pass. He exploded down the ice. The opposing goalie slid across the net, but Lucas was too fast. With a hard flick of his wrist, he slammed the puck into the top corner of the goal. The loud siren wailed. The stadium went completely crazy. Students were screaming his name over and over. Jessica was jumping up and down, yelling at the top of her lungs. But the celebration did not last long. An opposing player came speeding in from behind Lucas. He slammed his heavy stick directly into Lucas’s lower back, throwing him violently against the glass right in front of our row. "Oh my god!" Jessica gasped. Before I could process the hit, the player grabbed Lucas’s jersey collar. He forcefully ripped off Lucas's helmet and landed a hard punch to his jaw. A sharp wave of panic hit me. My hands gripped the cold metal railing until my knuckles turned white. Watching someone hurt him made my blood run cold. Lucas’s head snapped back. A line of bright red blood appeared at the corner of his mouth. But he did not fall. He wiped the blood away with his glove and let out a dark laugh. Lucas pushed the referee away with one hand, grabbed the player by his shirt, and unleashed a brutal attack. Lucas threw three hard punches. Each one hit with a sickening sound until the player fell onto the ice, holding his bloody face. The referees forced Lucas toward the penalty box. His breathing was heavy, and he looked like a wild animal. As they dragged him away, he snapped his head around. He locked his eyes right back onto me. “Oh my gosh,” Jessica cried beside me. "He is an absolute animal. Whoever goes home with him tonight is going to get completely ruined." I swallowed hard. The memory of his heavy hands pressing into my hips came back instantly. As I watched Lucas spit blood onto the ice without taking his eyes off me, a terrifying realization hit me. I was already caught in his trap. And he was nowhere near done with me.Lucas“One last time,” I gritted out through clenched teeth, forcing the words through my chest as I summoned every remaining shred of energy I had left to lift the heavy iron bar.My arms trembled under the strain, and my core locked tight to protect my lower back as I pushed the weight upward through the final rep. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see my physical therapist watching me like a hawk. She was scrutinizing every single angle of my posture, her sharp eyes tracking the micro movements of my spine as I worked. Standing right behind her, arms crossed over his chest, was my head coach. He was paying attention to my form, watching to see if I would flinch or show any lingering signs of the spine injury that had kept me benched for weeks.“How was that?” I gasped out, dropping the heavy weights onto the rubberized floor with a dull, echoing thud.I wiped a thick layer of sweat from my forehead with the back of my arm, staring at her expectantly. She gave a slight, dismiss
LoriI remained standing entirely frozen in the dimly lit hallway outside Jessica's bedroom door, my fingers hovering inches above the cool handle. My mind spiraled in confusion, contemplating whether I should just throw the door wide open and confront her on the spot. Or simply turn on my heel, walk back to my room, and forget she even existed.“Lor? Are you still there, babe?” Lucas’s voice suddenly rang out through the tiny speaker of my phone, cutting through the suffocating silence of the corridor and distracting me from my spiraling thoughts.I took a fast, shallow breath, pressing the receiver closer to my ear. “Hey, Lu? Please confirm something for me real quick, will you?”“Yeah? What is it, Lor?” he replied without a single second of hesitation, his deep tone laced with effortless affection. “You know I will do absolutely anything for you, babe. Just name it.”“Are you currently answering another call right now w
LoriThe rest of the day passed painfully slowly. I spent nearly an hour on my hands and knees refolding and reorganizing every single delicate fabric that Angel had scattered across the floor. All while my mind wildly wrestled with the agonizing decision of whether to quit both the internship and the fashion competition altogether.I really didn't think I could continue living like this. Not with Jessica turning into my bitter enemy and vowing to frustrate every single area of my life. If only I hadn’t suffered that terrible leg injury months ago during cheerleading, maybe my spot on the squad would still be fine and Jessica wouldn’t be able to act as if she held my entire future career in her hands.The very second dismissal time finally arrived, I let out a heavy breath I didn’t even realize I had been holding. Wanting to avoid any more public humiliation, I quickly snuck out of the building through the quiet back exit.
LoriA new week was supposed to represent a fresh start. But in my shattered world, it felt like nothing more than a continuation of the same endless nightmare. The sudden phone call from the fashion competition panel over the weekend had managed to briefly distract me from my self destructive thoughts, but now that Monday morning had arrived, the paralyzing anxiety was right back in full force.I didn't have any early morning classes scheduled, so I decided to head straight to the fashion house for my internship shift. Truthfully, I would have handed in my resignation and quit the position days ago just to avoid the tension, if not for the fact that I desperately needed the practical hours to score higher points for the final round of the showcase.As I approached the glass front doors of the sleek building, I paused to whisper a silent prayer under my breath. I prayed that Jessica hadn't poisoned her mother’s mind against me yet. Or demanded that my internship placement be revoked
LucasNo matter how many times I was forced to sit on the sidelines, I knew in my gut that I would never, ever get used to being benched. My real home was out there on the ice, gliding through the freezing air with my stick in hand, tracking the black puck as it skidded across the surface.Still, despite the restless agitation clawing at my chest, I was here on the bench to cheer for my boys. Their success was my success. We needed this crucial win to seal our official spot in the state finals, and I was going to support them with everything I had.So, while the rest of my teammates aggressively fought for control, chasing and passing the puck back and forth across the rink, I cheered loudly from the sidelines. I whistled through my teeth when someone made a clean hit and shouted harsh words of encouragement to keep their energy high.I watched intently as Alex expertly tackled the puck away from the opposing team's winger using a swift stick check. A proud smile spread across my face
LoriLater that night, after a quiet dinner and a movie with my mom that I barely managed to focus on, I retreated to my childhood bedroom and dialed Lucas’s phone number. I could no longer hold back the anxious knot in my chest for another second. If he was really going to pull away from me, he owed it to me to say it directly to my face rather than leaving me to drown in my own thoughts.He picked up on the second ring, his voice sounding deep and slightly groggy over the line.“Hey,” I whispered, holding my breath as I waited for his reaction.“Hey…” he replied simply, his tone completely lacking its usual warm, excited energy whenever he heard from me.Damn Jessica. A sharp pang of resentment flared in my chest. I genuinely hoped we could resolve this nightmare soon so I wouldn't be forced to start fighting dirty right back to protect what was mine.“You left the dorm earlier today wi
Lori’s POV My eyes snapped shut. I couldn't tell them about Lucas. Not yet. I couldn't even process it myself."Travis cheated on me," I croaked. My voice sounded raw, completely ruined. "With Elena. On my freaking bed."Jessica’s jaw dropped. She gasped so loud it filled the quiet space. "That a
Lori’s POVA dark gleam flashed on his eyes as Lucas’s smirk widened. He guided me out by placing his palm firmly against the small of my back. I was putting on a denim jacket, but the heat from his touch burned into my skin.I was surprised to find out that his dorm room didn't look like a typic
Lori’s POV Without waiting to see what he is about to do next, I took my car keys and ran out of the room. I rushed past Jessica and Ann in the hallway. Their worried voices shouted my name. However, I ignored them and plunged out of the apartment and into the cold night air. I knew how reck
Lori’s POVTonight wasn’t just my twentieth birthday. It was the night the secrecy ended.For six long months, Travis kept us hidden. He wanted our relationship away from the campus gossip. But tonight, he had promised to tell everyone about us. I smoothed my sweaty hands down my emerald silk dre







