FEYRE CAMPBELL.
My eyes widened at the declaration I’d just made, I couldn’t believe my ears or what I was feeling but my wolf’s excitement was more than enough confirmation. No. No. There’s no way. A sense of urgency drove me as a vaguely sensuous light passed between me and the quadruplets and I felt wrapped in an invisible warmth as my emotions slowly threatened to melt my resolve. I can’t be mated to them. This definitely can’t be real. They closed in on me and a very strange feeling came rushing to me, the kind of feeling that suppresses the hatred I had for them and replaces it with an even stronger feeling. My insides jangled with involuntary excitement and I found myself suddenly conscious of their virile appeal, one I’m too powerless to resist. The very air around us seemed electrified and my heart ached under my breast as I felt a curious swooping pull at my innards. My wolf stirred even more and it wasn’t the usual stir of discomfort whenever they were around, it was something else. My heart pounded in my chest and my breathing hitched as I lifted my gaze to see their ocean blue eyes gazing intently at me. The heart rending tenderness of their gazes made me angry but overcoming that anger was my erratic pulse, sweats broke out of my forehead and my pussy throbbed at the sight of them. I felt weak to my bones, they haven’t done anything but make my life miserable but I could already feel my wolf getting submissive as he got closer. My teeth gritted and anger tightened my throat as I stood to my feet. Mate! Mate! Mate! I tried as hard as I could to make myself oblivious to the obvious attraction but doing that was impossible, they scanned me critically and I saw their eyes beam with something I’ve never seen in them before. Approval. They all smelled enticing and I felt an intense urge to bury my face in their chests but I immediately shook the thought out of my head as I struggled against those feelings. “Where were you going?” Rafael asked as he got closer to me than his brothers. I searched my mind for answers, telling them I wanted to run away will attract a great punishment but at the same time, it’s already obvious what I was doing. My heart clenched in my chest and my stomach tightened when I saw his eyes suddenly light up with fierce sparkling. There was no hint of shock in those eyes. He knew. They knew. How long have they known? Was that why they’ve been extra ruthless to me? Because they’re mad at me for being their mate? “Were you trying to run away?” Rhys asked, his lips curling as if at the verge of laughter and my breath caught in my throat. This is bad. Really bad. Everything they were doing was having such a great effect on me but being mated to them is the last thing I would have ever expected. Being mated to not one but all four of the people that had made life unbearable for me, being mated to the people that had caused me to have so many scars on not just my body but also embedded in my heart will be over my dead body. My blood boiled and flames of anger licked through me as it threatened to scald me to my death. Shaking my head, I tried to throttle the dizzying current of desire I felt towards them but it was impossible. The more I tried to ignore the magnetic pull, the harder resisting it became and the more entranced by them I was but this feeling is one that I do not approve of. I would rather walk through hell barefooted before I agree to this force of a matebond. I would agree to be trapped in the valley of the shadow of death before accepting them as my mate. My blood boiled at the thought and my teeth gritted as I shifted back and with one last attempt and a determination like I’ve never had before, I took that one leap that would’ve freed me from this hell of a pack but like I’d predicted, they were faster. I was tackled to the ground once again with Rhys holding me down and pinning me into the floor like I had no strength in me. All of my attempts to fight him came to nought but giving up was my last resort. “Shh,” he hushed, his voice was soothing and I hated it even more as I tried to wiggle out of his hold but he was stronger, “calm down, Feyre, I’m not going to hurt you.” He assured me. Looking up at him, his expression had softened and the usual disgust I was used to seeing in them was completely gone and replaced with a look of….. pity? “You have every right to want to run away, every right to want to escape monsters like us but just calm down and hear us out.” He added as he stroked my hair, he spoke in an odd, yet gentle tone. I was taken aback by the sudden tenderness of his voice, his fingers ran through my hair and I hated that it felt so good that I never want to pull away from him. Instead, I wanted him to touch me more, I felt like curling up like a homeless cat against his chest but I shook the thought right out of my head almost immediately. My heart raced as my eyes searched my surroundings for a possible route of escape but there was none, his huge body trapped me and had me overpowered. Did he just say he’s not going to hurt me or I just heard him wrong? I looked to see the brothers standing by and watching as Rhys held me so close to his chest that I could hear his heart beating and I hated that I sought solace in his embrace. His muscles tightened before relaxing and I felt my heart stop beating at once when he kissed my hair, it was as though time had stopped as my eyes widened in shock. Why is he being so nice to me? Why are they being nice? “Let…. let me go— let me go, please, I’ll never trouble you anymore, I promise I’ll never try to show my face to you anymore, just let me go, please.” I resorted to begging as hot exultant tears trickled down my cheeks. “I can’t stay here any longer, I need to leave, I want to leave, let me go, Alphas, please.” I pleaded desperately as if my life depended on it and indeed, my life depended on it. I wanted to be anywhere else but here, anywhere else but with the quadruplets. I wanted the opportunity to start my life all over, the opportunity to start things all over. Pulling away from Rhys, I looked up at the other three and my heart raced with a crazy mixture of hope and panic. I looked into their eyes and saw their expressions softening. Reid came closer and I shuddered as I tried to pull away, nothing good ever came out of him trying to get close to me. Whenever he came this close, it’s usually because he wants to pull my hair so hard that they’d come off in his hand or because he wanted to hit me but tonight felt different. It was almost as if neither of them had the intention of bullying or even hurting me, their dark, earnest eyes bore holes into my skin and I was enthralled by what I saw in them, it shook me to my very core and looked similar to…. …… Desire. “We can’t do that, Feyre,” Reid spoke and my stomach tightened even more, his eyes raked over me boldly and I couldn’t help but notice that both Rhys and Reid had just referred to me by my name. It was usually freak, witch, two-eyed witch, bitch and all. What changed? The change scared me and fear, stark and so vivid that I’m sure they could see in my eyes assailed me as I searched anxiously for the meaning behind those words. “You’ll be fine as long as you let us take care of you.” He added and I felt anger like an erupting volcano starting to take over me from my insides. Take care of me? There’s no way he just said that. Realizing that the brothers had no intention of letting me go, I managed to kick Rhys so hard in the groin that his grip around me loosened and I mustered all of my strength to push Reid out of the way, giving myself the opportunity of scampering out of their traps. I rushed, vowing to show them just how strong and fast I could also be even though I’m nothing but a lowlife omega. Determined, I leapt again, knowing fully well that I was going to make it this time. ‘Don’t think about anything else, Feyre, just don’t.’ I kept muttering to myself as I waited for the moment my feet were going to touch the ground, outside the border but they never did. Why did I forget there are two others waiting to see what I’ll do? The scent hit me like a wrecking ball, the force pulled me even harder and I opened my eyes to see that I was on Rafael’s shoulder and not just that, he was racing back to the mansion. “NO! NO! I don’t want to go back there!” I cried but everything I said was all falling on deaf ears as they took me back to the mansion I’d dreaded all my life. Taking me to the council room, I wasn’t surprised to see their parents there. Mara and Daniel’s eyes burned with anger as Daniel jumped out of his seat and headed towards me. I could feel his anger with each step he took, I could hear the sound of his groans and I knew just what to expect from him at this moment. Closing my eyes, I waited for the moment it was going to happen but it never did and by the time I opened my eyes Ronan was standing in front of me, holding his father’s hands up. “What do you think you’re doing, Ronan?!” Daniel thundered while Mara’s mouth opened as anger and confusion glazed her eyes. “I will not stand here and let you hit her right in front of me.” Ronan responded, his voice was void of any emotion whatsoever as he stood between his father and I. What? My eyes blinked with bafflement and I listened with bewilderment as Ronan got into a fight with his father because of me while I just stood there, blank, amazed and utterly confused. “What are—” “Feyre is our mate.”AMBER CAMPBELL.I shivered as the light disappeared, my eyes opened and I was back in the room that I was supposed to be cleaning.My eyes stung really badly and it itches from all the tears that I’d shed. My hands shook as I remembered the trance I was just in.It was real. I know that much, the moon goddess had paid me a visit and told me that I have to accept the matebond or I’m going to live the rest of my life without a mate, a wolf and lots of regret.She had even told me not to see this as a punishment but I couldn’t see it as anything other than that because mating me with the quadruplet is just straight up evil.Again, I feel like I’m at a crossroad where I have to choose between accepting the bond and manifesting my wolf and other powers in me or rejecting the bond and living with regret and without a mate or my wolf.The right choice seems so clear but I couldn’t possibly bring myself to choose that. I can’t bring myself to pretend they didn’t make loving hell for me.“What
AMBER CAMPBELL.THE NERVE! THE ACTUAL FUCKING NERVE OF THAT ARROGANT PIECE OF SHIT!My mind was all over the place and even though I’d tried to forget about what almost transpired between Rhys and I, I still couldn’t forget anything.Every single detail was still stark and vivid in my mind, it was as clear as day and it’s so annoying because each time I close my eyes, I’m back in his room, with his body pressing against mine, his lips on mine and his fingers exploring my body.My head felt light, my mind was a total haze and with each remembrance that crossed my mind, my body tingled in response and it’s almost as though I wanted to feel his touch all over me again.“Focus, Amber!” I snapped at myself as I slapped my cheeks as if doing that would help erase the memory or turn back time so I know to avoid that. ‘I want them.’ My wolf’s voice was louder than usual, so loud that it made my ear ring and my head hurts and my eyes widened.This is the first time in a long time that my w
RHYS FENRIR.Closing my eyes, I placed a palm on my forehead as a sardonic smile took over my face while my mind replayed everything that had just happened.If she thinks playing hard to get and making us come for her is going to make us give up then she has another thing coming for her.Come for her? Want her? Not even over my dead body would I want something like her but after the stunt she had just pulled, I couldn’t help getting hard for her.The sound of my door opening jolted me out of my thoughts, bringing me back to the present and I didn’t need to open my eyes to know who it was.I could tell from the way my wolf stirred and the masculine scent that filled my room.“What do you want?” I Ronan before finally opening my eyes and getting out of my bed. He had an eyebrow raised with his fist clenched.I hate that he’s the only one of my brothers that I can’t completely read, his face says one thing and then another thing comes right out of his mouth but it doesn’t stop there.His
RHYS FENRIR.“Wh— What?” I had no idea what to say as confusion gripped me, “what’s the matter, A—”“Don’t you dare say my name.” She cut in before I could finish, her teeth gritted and I still couldn’t wrap my head around what had just happened.What’s the reason behind her sudden change of attitude?Just a few minutes ago she was begging me for more, she was practically throwing herself at me and I would have fucked her if I wanted to but now she wants me to get off of her.“Get the fuck away from me!” She snapped, pushing me away and I didn’t argue as I took a few steps away from her.Her face was so red that one would think she’s been burned by the sun. I watched as she picked up her blouse from the floor.Crimson red face and eyes glinting with tears she was desperately trying to hold back, I didn’t need a saint to tell me that she felt embarrassed.With no words, I watched as she put her blouse back on, covering her clad boobs and depriving me of the pleasure of seeing just how
AMBER CAMPBELL.His blue eyes softened as he gazed into my eyes and I wasn’t expecting what happened next. I wasn’t expecting the kind of reaction my body gave to seeing him like that.My body vibrated intently, I felt my knees going weaker and weaker and the bond that we shared threatened to pull me until I broke or had no more will to fight.My chest heaved as my heart pounded, my head ached and my eyes closed as I tried to regain my strength but nothing I did worked.I felt as though I was going to pass out if I kept standing before him but there was only little I could do. The air around us became excruciatingly thick with tension.The bond got even stronger and I felt it threatening to shatter my resolve. I’m by no means blind to the strength of the bond, I’m not naive to Rhys’ devilish attraction too.Something was going on, he was just standing in front of me, breathing and staring into my eyes but the urge to throw myself at him has never been stronger.My will to push him awa
AMBER CAMPBELL.It’s been four whole days since the hospital incident and my disdain for the brothers remains unchanged. My resentment remained firm, my irritation still persists and my disgust still hasn’t diminished.If anything, I hate them even more and that includes their parents, although the parents' attitude towards me changed since the day I came back from the hospital, I couldn’t possibly allow myself to be swayed by that.They still made sure to show me just how much they hated me whenever their sons weren't home and the bullying by the maids also intensified.My lower back hurts, pain rippled through me, tearing through every part of my being as my eyes rolled and my vision threatened to give out.It was taking all that I had in me to remain standing as I did the dishes, it was as though something happened while I was away and they were waiting for me to come back.They were waiting for me to return so that they could resume making my life hell.“That bitch,” a female voic
AMBER CAMPBELL. I got breathless with rage as anger coursed through my entire being. My stomach was clenched tight and I swallowed, doing nothing to hide the rage that was going through my mind. My resentment grew inside me like a tumour, I burned with rage and shook with fury. I wanted to get out of their midst, I didn’t want to be anywhere near them at all. I hate their pride, everything about them annoyed me and I detested their fucking nerve to think that just because they’ve tendered an half-assed apology then I’m obligated to forgive them. My lips thinned with anger as I shook my head and disappeared into the bathroom since that’s the only place I could actually go to without having them follow me. The nerve to think that after a single apology I’m going to go back to them and forgive them like it’s really that easy. I hate them. All of them. They all looked at me with a sardonic expression that sends my temper soaring every fucking time. Do they see me as some sort
RAFAEL FENRIR.My mouth opened but I couldn’t even let any word out and it was the same for my brothers too as we all stared at each other before looking down as if there was some sort of answer on the floor.“What are we going to do? She just made it clear that she’s never going to forgive us.” I whispered as I leaned into Reid who only sighed and shrugged.“I have no idea what to do now,” Reid responded as he ran his fingers through his hair, ruffling it, “she has to accept this matebond by hook or crook.” He whispered back.We were all conflicted with no idea what to do because we all know that we couldn’t force her, she has to be willing to accept the matebond but that seemed far fetched now.We watched as she staggered, desperately trying to make her way to the bathroom and just before she got there, her legs gave out, causing her to falter.Without a second thoughts, it was as though I had spring in my steps as I rushed towards her and it wasn’t until I got there that I realized
AMBER CAMPBELL.Why am I running away? I shouldn’t run away from them?The words kept ringing in my head and the more it rang, the angrier I became because that was the last thing that I wanted to hear from them.Irritation pricked at me and inwardly I was seething with rage but it didn’t take long for that bit to make itself visible as my teeth gritted.My blood pounded in my temples and I shivered but it wasn’t because I was scared I’d been caught but because I was angry.Rage took over me and I could feel it threatening to push me over the edge because there’s no way in hell that he just said that shouldn’t run away from them.My resentment festered in me and anger coursed through me as my teeth gritted and my fist clenched. I wanted to bite into his arm and run away but I felt weak.My knees were starting to get even weaker and I could barely move. My wolf was dancing with intense joy of being held by her mate and I could feel myself starting to give in.His scent, the muskiness o