I pried my eyes open to the slanting rays of sun slipping through the window. I stirred a bit as I felt frail fingers running through my cornrows.
I wanted to move. I wanted to look up and stare at her. I wanted to see her touch my hair. But, I was afraid I'd scare her by moving. So, I stayed in the same position. My head was still laying on my hand that was linked with hers. "Are you awake?" Her small voice filled my ears, and I shuddered from the impact it caused. She pulled her hand from my hair and shifted a bit. "You don't have to pretend. I know you are awake." Well, damn! There goes my pretense. I sighed as I looked up at her and found myself mesmerized by how deep her hazel eyes were. I remembered how gorgeous they were. And I found myself melting in the look. Her curly hair now frames the sides of her face and the urge to run my fingers through was overwhelming, but I held back. She slipped her hand that I had been holding away and moved back a bit on the bed. "How long do you think that you'll continue sitting there and staring at me? Is there something on my face?" "No, no. Absolutely not. You look gorgeous." She averted her gaze quickly, before she brought her hands to her cheeks for a moment. I smiled, unable to resist her reaction to my words. "Would you like to eat something? I have fruits here and some..." "You said you'd take me home." She cut me off, staring intently at me. "You said you'd take me home as soon as I wake up." She added. "I..." "You promised." Did I? I wondered as I continued staring at her. "Where is Kosey? You can go and he can take me home. I..." "You are my mate, not Kosey's!" I snarled as I stood up from my chair. "Why would you want Kosey when I'm here?" Silence stretched for a moment before I realized what I had done. Anisa blinked once, then twice, and again without saying a single word. The look that crossed her face and the look in her eyes told me everything I needed to know. She doesn't know if she can trust me or not. "Arwa..." "I hate people that go back on their promises. And you look like one. I don't know what a mate is and I certainly do not care. But, I want you to know that I belong to no one. I am my own individual!" She said softly, yet I could hear the underlying authoritative aura in her voice. I figured coming clean was the best thing to do. Anisa was obviously not from here or any place closer. I don't know where she came from and I honestly don't care. The only thing that matters is gaining her trust. I need to build her trust in me as I find out where she came from. And have her accept me. "Look, Arwa. I am so sorry for yelling..." "It seems like you are good at apologizing, but always mess up and do things worse than you did before." She cut me off, her voice a bit harsher. I wanted to argue. To try explaining myself. But I was never good at that. So, I simply do what I think is best at that moment. I straightened up, putting on my courteous face, and said: "I don't know if you know about werewolves seeing as you are a human, but I am a werewolf and you, Anisa, are my mate."ELIAN.I took in Anisa’s appearance as I led her into the waiting carriage, then turned to nod towards the three wolves standing before me."I'll see you all back at the pack house. Kosey, make sure you take care of Imani."‘I can very much take care of myself, Bani!’ Imani mindlinked."It never hurts to have another means of protection. See you later," I replied with a smug smile before I hopped into the waiting carriage.Although overwhelmed with the feelings of being unable to shift, which always hit hard even more when I had to ride a horse or a carriage, I couldn't ignore the woman sitting beside me.I wanted to touch her. I wanted to feel her warmth seeping through me. I wanted to hear her talk or see her smile. I want to watch her lips move as she speaks. But I was afraid. I was afraid of trying anything that could scare her.But I wanted this to work. More than anything I've ever wanted, I wanted this to work. An
Elian strode in, Kosey trailing behind him. Now, Elian has changed his outfit. He was now wearing tight-fitting pants that I thought were too tight for him. A black shirt that falls above his waist, secured with something like a belt with the sleeves rolled up, exposing his one arm tattoo. His sideburns looked cleaner than before as well, same with the thin circle of beard circling his jaw.I sat rooted in my seat, unable to move one bit as I simply stared at him. "Bani, you're back already," Imani said."Yes. I spoke to the parliament."I didn't realize when he had walked up to where I sat, not until he kneeled before me and turned my chair to face him completely."Are you okay?" He asked softly. His eyes staring intensely into mine. "Is there anything you need? Do you still feel sick?""No. N...nothing." I replied, trying very hard not to be lost in his eyes. The heat came back, engulfing every inch of my body. Elian wasn't ev
The words were said with enough conviction of someone that cares, someone that loves. I'm not that kind of person. I am incapable of feeling that way towards anyone. What if I end up hurting him more than Belinda did? "You are Bani’s second chance mate. Werewolves are bonded by a mate bond, which binds two souls together as one. A mate is everything, and rejection is one thing that comes in between." Imani said. "As you know, Elian wasn't lucky in that department, although I must say, I like you more. Belinda rejected him as soon as she found out he was her mate. She didn't even wait, she rejected him the very day she turned eighteen and found out he was her mate." "But why?" I asked, my curiosity getting the best of me. "Bani might look tough on the outside, but believe me when I tell you he's broken to pieces on the inside. I am not going to tell you anything more about him, I want you to find out the real him on your
I swallowed another spoonful of the hot soup before me. The meat in it was so tender that I sometimes thought it'd melt in my mouth without me chewing on it. I loved the chunky vegetables, and the almost overcooked potatoes in it as well.Although I was almost full, I plan to ask for another bowl when I'm done with the one before me.Elian had finally left, and I was grateful for the brief moment of peace I had gotten. With him around, as much as I was feeling the pull, it was also suffocating.Elian's possessive nature isn't something I was used to. I had never had anyone possessive of me that way. Except for my mother. But, hers was out of the need to protect me from the world.We didn't talk much about the compromise we had agreed on. We just sat, with my hands still in his for a while, the lingering feeling of his lips still tingling them while he stared at me until I felt his eyes bore into my soul. I was grateful when Imani poked her head in
"Was that just a kiss to you?" Elian asked, tucking a lock of hair behind my ears."You kissed me without asking. Is that your way of making me stay?" I asked. I'll be damned if I showed him the effects the kiss had on me, which was the last thing I wanted to do."I...I...""Elian, I don't belong here. Whatever this mate bond is, isn't working on me. I...I..." I couldn't lie any more than I had already done. I enjoyed the kiss. And whatever pull the mate bond had, I was experiencing every bit. But he doesn't have to know. I refuse to fall head over heels for a stranger simply because of a bond I knew nothing about."This bond, whatever it was, I don't feel it. I don't want it.”My breath hitched as he completely climbed off me. His face was hard and stoic. I watched the working of his jaw as I sat up, the way his hands were tightly balled into a fist."You are sure you don't want me?""I don't.""Without even gi
His hands left my hand, and he cupped my cheeks, bringing his face closer to mine as he leaned his forehead against mine."You can't reject, Anisa. Not again. You said I have been rejected once, and you think it is fair to reject me again without giving me a chance?""I want to go home. I have a sick mother who has no one...""Rejecting me won't get you home. As you can see, it didn't work," he breathed, his hands shaking.My head was fuzzy. I couldn't make out all the emotions crashing into me. I want to hug him and tell him everything will be fine. At the same time, I want to push him away and reject him over and over until I get home."I do not belong here."“You do. You came here for a reason. You are mine, Anisa.”“I'm not. I don't even know what all this is. I have no idea how I got here. It makes no sense whatsoever. I do not belong here…”"You are my mate. You belong right here with me!" He snapped, peel