LOGINANISA.
Werewolves? Mate? I had never heard those words. Or maybe I did when he uttered 'mate' yesterday. For werewolves though, I was sure I'd never heard that. I have no idea what both words mean, and I certainly do not care. I just want to go back home. I stared blankly at Elian, taking in his expression. He looked serious; there was no hint on his face that made it look as though he was joking. I closed my eyes, hoping that as soon as I pried them open, I'll be back home, possibly in my bed? That perhaps all this happening was a dream, a figment of my imagination. But when I opened them, they crashed into his brown eyes. Does he have some sort of magic that changes his eye color? One moment they are brown, and the next moment fiery red. Because I knew I wasn't mistaken. They did have a red glow in them yesterday. "I...I... don't understand what you mean," I whispered, my head pounding loudly. I had woken up with a terrible headache that felt as though my head would split into two at any moment. But that was the least of my concern right now. "Just keep your promise and take me home. Do not bother explaining what a werewolf is or this mate. I am not interested." "Anisa...," He said with a sigh, but I quickly cut him off. "I need to go home. I can't stay here. I have classes and my job to do!" I said, trying to think of the reason my voice sounded so calm, even to my ears. Despite the fact that I was panicking on the inside. "Fine. Let's do this." He scratched his hair, and I wondered how long the cornrows would last on his head before he messed them all completely. Somehow, when I woke up and found his head resting on the side of the bed with his hand clutching mine, I couldn't help the urge to run my fingers through his luscious hair. Heck, I even wished he didn't have his face down so I could study its features. "Can you point to your home here?" I heard him ask, as the bed dipped when he sat before me. He carefully unwrapped what I assumed to be animal skin. It was brown and had some of its edges burned off. My eyes widened when he finally set it down, and I caught on the drawings on it. It was a map. But a strange map that I had never seen. "What is this?" "A map, Arwa. Point to the location of your home, and I'll take you back. Although it seems highly unlikely that there are still humans..." he clamped his mouth shut when he looked up to see me staring at him. I was sure I had the weirdest blank look on my face to have him shut up like that. And what was that weird name he keeps calling me? "I've never seen a map like this," I admitted, leaning a bit to take a close look at the map. "Is there another map I can see? Plateau isn't here. To be honest, I don't see a single place I know on this map." "That map has everywhere on it. Look carefully and point at your home. I'll take you there. But Arwa," his voice suddenly turned gruff, and I saw the flash of red in his eyes once more. "You can't stay there. Your place is right here with me. By my side. As my Luna." My lips suddenly felt dry, and I pushed my tongue out to wet them. A low growl escaped Elian's lips as he stared down at my lips, the golden shade in his eyes getting brighter with each passing second. "Elian," I called softly. "I don't understand this. I don't know what a werewolf is, or a mate, or a Luna. I just want to go back home." I wiped my eyes furiously as I fought the tears back. I don't want to cry. I just need him to understand how important it is for me to get home. "I have a sick mother, a young brother. A life to chase. I have a course to study and plan for my future. So please, if you hold anything close to your heart, let me go home. You don't even have to take me now. I can manage that myself. Or perhaps, get Kosey to..." "I AM YOUR MATE AND NOT Kosey, Anisa. I AM!" He thundered, pulling the sheets on the bed so hard that the bed shook as he leaned in closer to me. He looked angry. The rage bubbling in his eyes was unlike anything I had ever seen. "If you go home, THEN I TAKE YOU THERE MYSELF AND NOT ANYONE ELSE!" My body shuddered from the harshness in his voice, and the look in his eyes. I gulped, using my hand to shield my face from his scantily gaze. For a long moment, we stayed in the same position. Neither of us moved until he had decided it was enough. "I am so so..." "Keep your apologies to yourself, Elian. They mean nothing to me. And this just confirms that I don't belong here, because I do not belong to you or anyone!" I screamed towards the end. "You can't keep me here against my will only to yell at me whenever you want, and treat me like I am a damn piece of property. I do not belong to you and I certainly have no interest in whatever the hell this mate of a thing you've been blabbering about meant. Heck, I am not your damn mate, Elian!" "Listen, Arwa..." "You listen to me," I cut him off harshly. Weird as it may seem, I was not afraid of him that much now. "You kept yelling and calling me your mate when..." It suddenly clicked. The word mate suddenly clicked. Before I had heard it from Elian, I had heard it somewhere. Or to put it rightly, I had read it somewhere. I had read it from our literature book. Precisely, Mel's book.“You’re not going out today?” she asked, peering up at me as she popped the grape in her mouth.“No,” I said. “Not today.” “Your head?” she asked.I nodded. “Still pounding. Milena advised that I needed to slow things down. She mentioned that my emotions aren’t fully settled and just a single spike can make Lyall shift. And I don’t want anyone in the pack to know that I can’t control him yet.” “Oh…” she trailed off, her eyes softening as she stared at me, before her eyes shifted above me, her focus distracted.Lately, she does that a lot too. It unsettled me more than I admitted.“It's okay. I've got you. Always,” then she pressed a light kiss to my throat, and I struggle to contain myself, mostly because she was speaking to Lyall now. “Hello, Lyall. Trust you are good there? How are the breathing exercises coming along?”‘Hello to you too, wife. I suppose I'll take what I'm being handed, but I'd prefer to at least hol
I eyed her for a moment, shaking my head. Typical of Imani to try to twist things. “Are we turning the tables now? Because I am sure you were the one doing the avoidance, young lady.”“I’ve just been busy,” she replied, turning away.“You’ve been hiding.”“I’m allowed to hide,” she said. “I feel that’s at least the one thing I’m allowed to do.” I decided not to push her too much.My silence must have made her curious, because she turned to face me once again, her green eyes studying me intently. Her eyes traced my hands that were now placed firmly on my lap, the only thing grounding me and keeping me in the present. The way her fingers twitched felt like she was trying to reach out and hold me, but she decided against it. “So,” she started. “You just… shift now? Whenever?” She snapped her fingers. “Still can’t stop it?”I leaned back against the tree and stared up into the sky, my head resting on the tree trunk. Bark p
ELIAN. Today looked like it was going to be a good day. Which was why, instead of going into the pack village for duties, I decided to spend some time in the garden. Only the garden had gone wild in the way people liked to call something beautiful when they don’t want to admit they’ve neglected to care for that particular thing. Albeit it’s been some days since I last came here when Lyall first shifted after the ceremony, needless to say, it was a mess. I liked to always be on top of things like this whenever I had the chance, but with my entire body feeling like it was collapsing within every day since getting Lyall, Anisa acting strangely and the vagueness surrounding portals and finding her way back home, tending to the garden was the last thing on my mind. My eyes trailed the path that led back to the pack house which was now sprouting new weeds and vines. The flowers that were usually tended to and well managed were now disorderly with stalks growing too long and flowers bur
By the time I woke up, the world felt staggered than it had been when we had slept off. The air felt heavier and colder, indicating that it was the early hours of the morning. I groaned as I sat up, my body limp and weak.My eyes trailed down to my hands to see my palms staring back at me. I was in my human form again. How long had I stayed as a wolf? It was definitely what had completely tired me out. I sat up, a groan escaping my lips. At least my body was finally mine again. I glanced down again. Right, I was naked. I looked over to my side to see Anisa curled against the corner of the carriage, her hair a flurry of curls above her head. For a moment, I just watched her sleep. I got up gently, trying not to wake her up so I could quickly get dressed. But I stepped on the wrong floorboard and it creaked, causing her to stir in her sleep and then open her eyes. She gave me a sweet smile before her eyes dropped down as realisation hit her.
ELIAN.This was a disaster!Why did it have to be now? At this moment? Really, Lyall?‘What do you mean really? Of course now. You're not the only one who wants to be kissed,’ he grumbled.I said nothing to that, because I was seething. God help me, I was seething with rage at his interruption, especially looking at Anisa now through his eyes, with everything more heightened.Those plump lips. Those hazy eyes. The heavy breathing. The dress that had made my head spin all day since she stepped out wearing it.Goodness gracious.“Are…are you okay?” She asked, her voice a quiet whisper as she winced a bit. I realized then that Lyall still gripped her, his claws digging into her skin.‘You need to let go now, you’re hurting her,’ I quickly said, even though Lyall had let go already before I could finish speaking.‘My bad. Totally not the impression I wanted to make, wife.’Anisa chuckled softly, in
But Elian didn’t say anything else. He just sat there, looking at me as I asked him again. “So, why did you have to bring me here?” I was sure he could see just how angry I was. “Again, like I tried to explain to you numerous times before, Laraba and I did had a very fleeting relationship in the past and that was it. There’s no feelings on my part and I don’t care if there’s any on hers because I know where my heart lies. I would never disrespect you like that.”He swallowed, then continued. “I took you to her because I made a promise to you. And despite my desires to keep you for and to myself, my devotion to you is deeper than my devotion to myself. Laraba either has the answers or will get us the answers we need. I don't WANT to work with her. I don't need or want her. You are the only person that matters to me. But if working with her allows me to fulfil the promise I made to the one I love, then I'll do it. Again and again. Because your life, y







