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Werewolves? Mate? I had never heard those words. Or maybe I did when he uttered 'mate' yesterday. For werewolves though, I was sure I'd never heard that. I have no idea what both words mean, and I certainly do not care. I just want to go back home. I stared blankly at Elian, taking in his expression. He looked serious; there was no hint on his face that made it look as though he was joking. I closed my eyes, hoping that as soon as I pried them open, I'll be back home, possibly in my bed? That perhaps all this happening was a dream, a figment of my imagination. But when I opened them, they crashed into his brown eyes. Does he have some sort of magic that changes his eye color? One moment they are brown, and the next moment fiery red. Because I knew I wasn't mistaken. They did have a red glow in them yesterday. "I...I... don't understand what you mean," I whispered, my head pounding loudly. I had woken up with a terrible headache that felt as though my head would split into two at any moment. But that was the least of my concern right now. "Just keep your promise and take me home. Do not bother explaining what a werewolf is or this mate. I am not interested." "Anisa...," He said with a sigh, but I quickly cut him off. "I need to go home. I can't stay here. I have classes and my job to do!" I said, trying to think of the reason my voice sounded so calm, even to my ears. Despite the fact that I was panicking on the inside. "Fine. Let's do this." He scratched his hair, and I wondered how long the cornrows would last on his head before he messed them all completely. Somehow, when I woke up and found his head resting on the side of the bed with his hand clutching mine, I couldn't help the urge to run my fingers through his luscious hair. Heck, I even wished he didn't have his face down so I could study its features. "Can you point to your home here?" I heard him ask, as the bed dipped when he sat before me. He carefully unwrapped what I assumed to be animal skin. It was brown and had some of its edges burned off. My eyes widened when he finally set it down, and I caught on the drawings on it. It was a map. But a strange map that I had never seen. "What is this?" "A map, Arwa. Point to the location of your home, and I'll take you back. Although it seems highly unlikely that there are still humans..." he clamped his mouth shut when he looked up to see me staring at him. I was sure I had the weirdest blank look on my face to have him shut up like that. And what was that weird name he keeps calling me? "I've never seen a map like this," I admitted, leaning a bit to take a close look at the map. "Is there another map I can see? Plateau isn't here. To be honest, I don't see a single place I know on this map." "That map has everywhere on it. Look carefully and point at your home. I'll take you there. But Arwa," his voice suddenly turned gruff, and I saw the flash of red in his eyes once more. "You can't stay there. Your place is right here with me. By my side. As my Luna." My lips suddenly felt dry, and I pushed my tongue out to wet them. A low growl escaped Elian's lips as he stared down at my lips, the golden shade in his eyes getting brighter with each passing second. "Elian," I called softly. "I don't understand this. I don't know what a werewolf is, or a mate, or a Luna. I just want to go back home." I wiped my eyes furiously as I fought the tears back. I don't want to cry. I just need him to understand how important it is for me to get home. "I have a sick mother, a young brother. A life to chase. I have a course to study and plan for my future. So please, if you hold anything close to your heart, let me go home. You don't even have to take me now. I can manage that myself. Or perhaps, get Kosey to..." "I AM YOUR MATE AND NOT Kosey, Anisa. I AM!" He thundered, pulling the sheets on the bed so hard that the bed shook as he leaned in closer to me. He looked angry. The rage bubbling in his eyes was unlike anything I had ever seen. "If you go home, THEN I TAKE YOU THERE MYSELF AND NOT ANYONE ELSE!" My body shuddered from the harshness in his voice, and the look in his eyes. I gulped, using my hand to shield my face from his scantily gaze. For a long moment, we stayed in the same position. Neither of us moved until he had decided it was enough. "I am so so..." "Keep your apologies to yourself, Elian. They mean nothing to me. And this just confirms that I don't belong here, because I do not belong to you or anyone!" I screamed towards the end. "You can't keep me here against my will only to yell at me whenever you want, and treat me like I am a damn piece of property. I do not belong to you and I certainly have no interest in whatever the hell this mate of a thing you've been blabbering about meant. Heck, I am not your damn mate, Elian!" "Listen, Arwa..." "You listen to me," I cut him off harshly. Weird as it may seem, I was not afraid of him that much now. "You kept yelling and calling me your mate when..." It suddenly clicked. The word mate suddenly clicked. Before I had heard it from Elian, I had heard it somewhere. Or to put it rightly, I had read it somewhere. I had read it from our literature book. Precisely, Mel's book.No one moved. Not fast enough and Lyall surged forward, my power exploding with him as I yelled, “NOW!” They all scrambled to their feet, one by one, almost tripping over themselves as greetings fell from their lips. Anisa just sat there, silent as she watched them. Her hands folded neatly on her lap. Her hair was pulled into an up do and stubborn tendrils that escaped from the bun framing her face. ‘Look at that long graceful neck,’ Lyall murmured like he was in a trance-like state. ‘So beautiful and exquisite. I can’t believe she’s ours.’ ‘Quit ogling her,’ I told him, but I couldn’t help the smile that was tugging at the corner of my lips. He was right. Anisa was breathtaking. “Forgive us for our…lack of trust, for the lack of better words,” Lady Hattie smiled. “Welcome to the pack, luna.”Anisa smiled, but it looked forced, because I knew what a real smile looked like on that face. She simply waved her hand at them, refusing to acknowledge their greeting or return it. My wom
ELIAN.“Does anybody still have an issue with my daughter-in-law?” Umma’s voice wasn’t loud, but it rolled through the chamber and made everyone hold their breaths in quiet reverence. She didn’t blink. She didn’t need to.She sat on her throne, which was three steps below ours. Our throne was intertwined, two thrones binded in one. The throne was golden, adorned with little dots and cravings. It was covered with red cushions, a howling wolf at the curved end of the throne and a string of twinkling stars hung around.I felt Anisa’s hand in mine tremble once before she steadied herself. I could see how badly she was trying to hold her chin high, and I hated that she even had to. She was married to the alpha of Ethuria and she had every right to exist just as much as everyone else. But I also knew she wasn’t like everyone else because she was human. My human bride. And that alone, made her different. More so because the elders still don't seem like the sight of her sitting beside me. O
But I didn't move an inch, not when she was staring at me that way, with those deep hazel eyes that seemed to unravel every inch of me. The mole on her jaw. Her wide hips. Her small, yet cute, beautiful face. Everything about this woman, my wife, screams PERFECTION!‘Stop telling me what to do!’ I hissed back.‘Oh, you don't like it? Well that is exactly what you've been doing to me since I got you!’I rolled my eyes. ‘Stop being a cry baby,’ I wagged my tail from side to side when she reached for my ears again and scratched.I purred, closing my eyes and sinking deeper into her touch. The sensation only heightened my nerves and I could feel the sudden rush of something, like an emotion. Like a breath. Like the flow of water into a dry well.Then a new heartbeat, a soft thudding against mine, as though being pressed to me. How?She inched closer, cradling my face with one hand while the other continued it's ministrations on my ea
LYALL. “Oh God!” Anisa gasped, straggling back and falling on her back, eyes wide. “He's so big, Milena!” My chest puffed with a sense of pride at her reaction. Of course I was big, what did she expect? Being in the confines of Elian's mind felt like a prison! That was the first thought that crossed my mind as I inhaled the air in the room, raised my head and howled at the roof. I needed to get outside. I needed more space. More air. I needed nature! ‘She was right about me needing to be outside, because I feel suffocated!’ I channeled down to Elian, shaking my fur. “We need to move outside. Now!” Milena said, ushering me outside. Anisa shuffled around, rushing to drape a shawl over her shoulders before we began walking towards the door. I bumped every table along the way, knocking things down. Because I’m an ALPHA, NOT a pup!
I grabbed my head with both hands, as though that would stop the pain. As though that would miraculously fix it all, then bundled myself on the floor, face tucked into my knees.Lyall’s pacing increased, his deep growls filling my head.“Elian please,” Anisa cried, moving closer. But she didn't move to touch me, and I was grateful for that. I wasn't sure my body would be able to endure her touch, no matter how simple it was.“I understand this is all new for you, but you have to try, Alpha. Now, imagine holding a thread, then slowly letting go, because someone else is holding it from the other side,” Milena said.I tried to do as she said. I tried to picture a thread and let go, but that didn't help. Neither did her idea of imagining two people holding a hand of a child from different ends.“I don't know how to do what you're telling me to, Milena,” I panted, tucking my head deeper into my legs. “None of this is working.”I was s
ELIAN. My eyes felt heavy. Everything felt weighted, stiff and clammy. Like I’d just been lifting rocks or working the fields for days. There was also a dulling ache settling at the back of my head. I tried to pry my eyes open again, but even that was painful. And then, I heard him. I could feel him already prancing in my head, not so patiently waiting for me to wake up. ‘Finally, I thought you were never going to wake up.’ Lyall said, but his voice sounded hoarse. The dull headache suddenly doubled, so much so that I let out a wince and tried to move. But my body was weighed down by something. Or someone. Then everything around me began to spin, despite my eyes being closed. And then I felt it, a force so strong pushing through, as though looking for an escape route. It took me only a moment to realize what was happening. Lyall was forcing a shift. My breath hitched, sweat break







