You seem a little… Off?

Sarah pov

“But,” I stop and peek at him.

Lazarus has his full attention on me which is equally as amazing as it is scary. I don’t feel comfortable under someone’s gaze, never have, so this is a little off-putting.

And yet, I promised to come clean so I better do it before I change my mind. Maybe it’s the pregnancy hormones still stuck inside me or some weird after labour experience, or even the aftermath of that stupid thing attacking Lenox, but I’m all over the place.

My emotions are all over the place and it seems impossible to pull myself together. No matter how hard I try to keep them in check or how many times I remind myself that I shouldn’t act like this, I can’t stop.

It feels like I have a stupid new voice in my head that keeps screaming “be difficult, give them a run for their money” and all that crap. And while I know it’s unfair to my partners, I can’t stop.

It’s now or never that I tell him how I truly feel.

“So, as I said, you know, the ability to feel, right?” As