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A low and dangerous laugh like he was so unbothered. “Is that a threat, Tesoro?” he said, a smirk on his lips. “This isn't funny. You're a murderer. This is crazy. And you…you're sick!” “Watch your words!”His voice echoed. He stepped closer, his scent of mint and expensive cologne filling my senses and making it hard to think straight. “You need help.” “You're brave. I admire that.” His hands grabbed my chin fiercely, so hard that it hurt. I tried to pull away but his grip was firm. “But don't you dare speak to me in that way.” “This is not normal,” tears threatened to spill from my eyes but I fought them back so desperately. “This is your reality now,” his voice low and dangerous, yet calm enough to terrify me. “You belong to me now, Tessa.” A sense of finality in his voice. “I don't belong to you,” I managed, even though my voice came out small. “You will.” He let go of my chin. I felt like I was falling, the ground slipping beneath me. I shook my head ‘no’. I quickly reached for the door knob, opening it. I needed to get away from him and all this insanity. Before I could step out, two men stepped forward from outside the door, blocking my way. They were dressed in all black and reeked of smoke. I tried to push past them but they stood firm in their place, causing me to stumble backwards and nearly missing my balance. “Let her go.” His instruction was straight and clear and just like they were remote controlled, they stepped to the side. I didn't look back. I didn't waste another second or thought. I hurried out as fast as I could not minding the fact that my shift just began. The sun was nearly gone by the time I stepped out of the building. My breath came in short and panicked gasps as I flagged down a cab. I slid inside, clutching my shaking hands to my chest. “Please, take me to the nearest police station,” I told the cab driver with a shaking voice. He looked at me through the rear view mirror, taking in my disheveled appearance but he nodded and pulled into the street. The ride felt endless and after what seemed like hours, the cab slowed down in front of a building with “POLIZIA” in bold letters across the top. I paid quickly and left without my change. I stepped into the building feeling out of place. The weight of what I had just come to do weighing down on me but I gathered some courage. A young officer in blue uniform sat behind a counter and I made my way towards him. “I need to make a report,” I blurted out before I began to second guess myself. He looked up, blinking at me. “Uh, sit down, miss.” I sat on a hard plastic chair, resting my sweaty palms on my knees. He pulled out a pen and a form. “Alright, what happened?” “I witnessed a murder,” saying it out loud to someone made it feel so real. The officer's pen froze mid-air, his eyes slowly lifting to meet mine. A shocked look appeared on his face. “Your name?” he asked. “Tessa Hartley,” I replied, swallowing hard. “Nationality?” I'm from London. I moved here two months ago.” He nodded slowly while writing it down. “Do you have evidence of this murder?” I shook my head, the feeling of helplessness resurfacing. “No I don't.” “Do you know the victim?” I shook my head once more. I could see the frustrated look on his face as he leaned into his seat. “No evidence and no victim. We have nothing to work with here.” “I…I have a name.” “A name?” “Of the murderer,” I said, my voice firm. “Mr. Vitale,”my voice was barely above a whisper at the mention of his name. Fear and recognition immediately flashed in his eyes before he looked down again. He cleared his throat. “Hold on a minute.” He excused himself. I sat there alone while trying to school my emotions. My family back home was not safe and neither was I. A few minutes later, another man came out. He was much older with a different uniform, like a higher ranking officer. “This way, miss,” he gestured for me to follow him. I followed him down a hallway into an office with a single desk and two chairs. He offered me a seat while he closed the door behind us and took a seat across from me. “Miss Hartley, I understand you wish to report a murder?” He asked calmly, folding his hands on the desk. “Yes,” I nodded. “I saw a man being killed last night.” “And you say you have a name?” “Mr. Vitale,” I repeated. He tried to mask his emotion but I caught a flicker of fear in his eyes. He let out a small sigh. “And you're certain about what you saw?” “I know what I saw,” I snapped. “He shot the man in cold blood.” “And you waited until now to report it?” He retorted. “I…I was scared,” I confessed, feeling vulnerable. He cleared his throat. “Sometimes, when people move to a new country, the language, the stress and so many other things can…create some confusion or make up scenarios in their minds.” My jaw dropped. “Are you saying I imagined it?” I asked in disbelief. “I'm saying it's possible you misunderstood what you saw,” he said. “You were probably just going through so much stress. I'd recommend you just get some rest.” “Get some rest? I told you I know what I saw and you're telling me to get some rest? Get some rest when I'm being threatened?” my voice was rising but I didn't care. “You have no evidence whatsoever and you're clearly defaming Mr. Vitale. We're looking at up to five years jail time here for you if Mr. Vitale finds out about this and decides to press charges.” he said, no remorse in his voice. “You can't just ignore this. A man was killed and you're siding with the murderer!” “Careful what you say young lady. Mr. Vitale is a very powerful man.” He leaned closer, “Miss Hartley, for your own safety, I suggest you forget what you think you saw and move on with your life.” His words came as a slap to my face. This was unbelievable. I stood up abruptly, the chair scraping against the tiles and making a screeching sound but I didn't care. “Forget it!” I hissed and stormed out of the office. This was a nightmare. My whole life was spiraling out of control that even the police couldn't help me. But what made everything worse was the fact that my family was in danger. Even at this moment their fate was uncertain to me. I finally let the tears fall freely, not holding back anything anymore. The sobs came and I let them out. The night breeze did nothing to soothe me instead they served as a cold reminder to my reality. I don't know how long I walked but I found myself outside my apartment building. I took the stairs up to my flat and made sure to lock the doors properly. It felt like a hassle to take a shower but I did it nonetheless, putting on a pink tank top and some black shorts. I got to the living room and sloped down on the couch, the exhaustion of the day kicking in. The last thing I remembered was trying to reach for my phone before sleep enveloped me.TESSA I lost track of time as I laid in bed, staring at the ceiling above. The moonlight came in through the window, illuminating the room. It was half past eight when I finally found the strength in me to get up and freshen up. I put on a long silk robe that reached to my ankles after taking a shower. I went back to bed but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get comfortable. It wasn't because of the bed or anything, but because my thoughts wouldn't quiet down. I gave up, rising to my feet as I paced the room back and forth. I couldn't keep living like this. The push and pull game going on between me and Leonardo was getting under my skin, driving me insane in ways I couldn't even explain. One day he has his face buried between my legs and the next we're not talking? He teases me and promises to make sure I'm safe yet keeps me in here with no regard for my mental health. It was all too confusing. I know life isn't meant to be a bed of roses but at the same time, I didn't
TESSA Even over lunch, my thoughts kept drifting back to Leonardo. His face, his body, his voice whenever he was being flirty and teasing me. He looked shut off from the world, like he had built a wall nobody could scale through around himself. One second he'd be looking at me like a desert he can't wait to have and the next he's walking out on me as if I was too insignificant, just like this morning. But sitting here with Alex, listening to his jokes and his flirtatious words felt easy. It didn't feel like I was walking on eggshells around him unlike a certain someone. Lunch with them was like a breath of fresh air. We ate while having fun and light conversations. This was my third encounter with the both of them but it felt like we knew each other from years back with how easy going the conversations were. “And that's how he ended up getting dumped by his first love,” Camilla said as she spilled the tea on Alex's first relationship. “Oh my God. That's terrible,” I said,
TESSA Yes, I do. I definitely do. Under different circumstances, our paths would have never crossed. If I had been a little more careful that night, a little more aware of where I was going… maybe none of this would have happened. Maybe I wouldn't be in this situation to begin with. I fell back onto the bed, hoping that if I lay still long enough, I could silence the thoughts of him that refused to leave my mind. The morning dragged on. I stayed in bed until I could no longer bear to be confined to that space. I freshened up, wrapping a towel around my body as I stared at my reflection through the fogged mirror. The gun wound on my arm was almost healed, a little scar forming at the spot. That night flashed in my mind like a painful memory I desperately needed to erase. The gunshots, the bodies, the fear and the pain. In a million years, I never would have imagined myself to be a part of something this dangerous. I wanted a way out. But there was none. Not when every decis
TESSA I sat up against the headboard, the sheets tangling around my thighs as I stared at the figure standing at the doorway. The sun was out, there was no masking what he saw. He had just witnessed me moaning his name in my sleep and the smirk on his face did nothing to hide his amusement. Oh my God. Can this get any worse? “How–how long have you been there?” I blurted the first thing that came to my mind. “Long enough to hear how badly you want me,” he took a step inside the room, filling up the space. I instantly felt exposed under his intense gaze although I was fully clothed. “Judging by how loud you were even in your sleep and how flushed you look right now,” his lips curved into a slow, knowing smirk. “I'd say you were having one hell of a dream, piccola.” My stomach twisted. “You probably misheard,” I tried to be defensive. He chuckled, the sound like a low hum as it vibrated through the room. My mind went back to earlier when he had his face buried between my legs
TESSA “Thank you for dessert.” My head spun at his words. Heat crept up to my cheeks. For a second, I felt amazed at how my body responded to his every touch. The way his hands and lips brought me to highs I never knew existed. But it terrified me. This was far from a fairytale. I was no Belle and letting myself get lost in whatever facade this was, scared me to my core. I looked away, still feeling the tingle between my thighs. I could still feel his lips on me, the way his tongue swirled and kissed me down there. Oh God! This shouldn't be happening. “You taste amazing,” he whispered into my ear and my stomach flipped at his words. I scooted away from him, trying to smoothen out the hem of his sweater I wore to cover my thighs. I cleared my throat. “Leonardo…this can't keep happening. This isn't— whatever this is, it's not real…” I tried to form as I raked my fingers through my hair. “Not real?” His tone was low, almost amused. “Yet you let me in.” “I–” “Stop trying t
TESSA I bit on my lower lip, resting my back against the couch as I rubbed my fingers against my folds, amazed by how wet I was. The feeling was both dangerous and electrifying. Touching myself in front of him and to make it more intense was the way his eyes never left mine as if holding a silent dare. Within a blink of an eye, he was right in front of me, towering above me. His body blocked the view of the city outside. He gripped my hand that was in my shorts, pulling them out. He lowered his head, plopping my fingers that had just been down there into his mouth. His lips were warm around my fingers. My lips parted as I watched him suck my fingers. My chest heaved. I was burning with need. With each breath I took, the ache between my legs intensified. My lips parted but no words came out. A low moan came from him as he sucked on my fingers and that was my undoing. I tried to recollect myself and stand up but he placed his hands on both sides of the couch, caging me in. “Da







