LOGINTESSA
A low and dangerous laugh like he was so unbothered. “Is that a threat, Tesoro?” he said, a smirk on his lips. “This isn't funny. You're a murderer. This is crazy. And you…you're sick!” “Watch your words!”His voice echoed. He stepped closer, his scent of mint and expensive cologne filling my senses and making it hard to think straight. “You need help.” “You're brave. I admire that.” His hands grabbed my chin fiercely, so hard that it hurt. I tried to pull away but his grip was firm. “But don't you dare speak to me in that way.” “This is not normal,” tears threatened to spill from my eyes but I fought them back so desperately. “This is your reality now,” his voice low and dangerous, yet calm enough to terrify me. “You belong to me now, Tessa.” A sense of finality in his voice. “I don't belong to you,” I managed, even though my voice came out small. “You will.” He let go of my chin. I felt like I was falling, the ground slipping beneath me. I shook my head ‘no’. I quickly reached for the door knob, opening it. I needed to get away from him and all this insanity. Before I could step out, two men stepped forward from outside the door, blocking my way. They were dressed in all black and reeked of smoke. I tried to push past them but they stood firm in their place, causing me to stumble backwards and nearly missing my balance. “Let her go.” His instruction was straight and clear and just like they were remote controlled, they stepped to the side. I didn't look back. I didn't waste another second or thought. I hurried out as fast as I could not minding the fact that my shift just began. The sun was nearly gone by the time I stepped out of the building. My breath came in short and panicked gasps as I flagged down a cab. I slid inside, clutching my shaking hands to my chest. “Please, take me to the nearest police station,” I told the cab driver with a shaking voice. He looked at me through the rear view mirror, taking in my disheveled appearance but he nodded and pulled into the street. The ride felt endless and after what seemed like hours, the cab slowed down in front of a building with “POLIZIA” in bold letters across the top. I paid quickly and left without my change. I stepped into the building feeling out of place. The weight of what I had just come to do weighing down on me but I gathered some courage. A young officer in blue uniform sat behind a counter and I made my way towards him. “I need to make a report,” I blurted out before I began to second guess myself. He looked up, blinking at me. “Uh, sit down, miss.” I sat on a hard plastic chair, resting my sweaty palms on my knees. He pulled out a pen and a form. “Alright, what happened?” “I witnessed a murder,” saying it out loud to someone made it feel so real. The officer's pen froze mid-air, his eyes slowly lifting to meet mine. A shocked look appeared on his face. “Your name?” he asked. “Tessa Hartley,” I replied, swallowing hard. “Nationality?” I'm from London. I moved here two months ago.” He nodded slowly while writing it down. “Do you have evidence of this murder?” I shook my head, the feeling of helplessness resurfacing. “No I don't.” “Do you know the victim?” I shook my head once more. I could see the frustrated look on his face as he leaned into his seat. “No evidence and no victim. We have nothing to work with here.” “I…I have a name.” “A name?” “Of the murderer,” I said, my voice firm. “Mr. Vitale,”my voice was barely above a whisper at the mention of his name. Fear and recognition immediately flashed in his eyes before he looked down again. He cleared his throat. “Hold on a minute.” He excused himself. I sat there alone while trying to school my emotions. My family back home was not safe and neither was I. A few minutes later, another man came out. He was much older with a different uniform, like a higher ranking officer. “This way, miss,” he gestured for me to follow him. I followed him down a hallway into an office with a single desk and two chairs. He offered me a seat while he closed the door behind us and took a seat across from me. “Miss Hartley, I understand you wish to report a murder?” He asked calmly, folding his hands on the desk. “Yes,” I nodded. “I saw a man being killed last night.” “And you say you have a name?” “Mr. Vitale,” I repeated. He tried to mask his emotion but I caught a flicker of fear in his eyes. He let out a small sigh. “And you're certain about what you saw?” “I know what I saw,” I snapped. “He shot the man in cold blood.” “And you waited until now to report it?” He retorted. “I…I was scared,” I confessed, feeling vulnerable. He cleared his throat. “Sometimes, when people move to a new country, the language, the stress and so many other things can…create some confusion or make up scenarios in their minds.” My jaw dropped. “Are you saying I imagined it?” I asked in disbelief. “I'm saying it's possible you misunderstood what you saw,” he said. “You were probably just going through so much stress. I'd recommend you just get some rest.” “Get some rest? I told you I know what I saw and you're telling me to get some rest? Get some rest when I'm being threatened?” my voice was rising but I didn't care. “You have no evidence whatsoever and you're clearly defaming Mr. Vitale. We're looking at up to five years jail time here for you if Mr. Vitale finds out about this and decides to press charges.” he said, no remorse in his voice. “You can't just ignore this. A man was killed and you're siding with the murderer!” “Careful what you say young lady. Mr. Vitale is a very powerful man.” He leaned closer, “Miss Hartley, for your own safety, I suggest you forget what you think you saw and move on with your life.” His words came as a slap to my face. This was unbelievable. I stood up abruptly, the chair scraping against the tiles and making a screeching sound but I didn't care. “Forget it!” I hissed and stormed out of the office. This was a nightmare. My whole life was spiraling out of control that even the police couldn't help me. But what made everything worse was the fact that my family was in danger. Even at this moment their fate was uncertain to me. I finally let the tears fall freely, not holding back anything anymore. The sobs came and I let them out. The night breeze did nothing to soothe me instead they served as a cold reminder to my reality. I don't know how long I walked but I found myself outside my apartment building. I took the stairs up to my flat and made sure to lock the doors properly. It felt like a hassle to take a shower but I did it nonetheless, putting on a pink tank top and some black shorts. I got to the living room and sloped down on the couch, the exhaustion of the day kicking in. The last thing I remembered was trying to reach for my phone before sleep enveloped me.TESSA“Why can't I feel my legs?”My chest tightened as those words left his lips and then my heart skipped a bit, my blood ran cold.He looked at me, confusion etched on his face.“Mr. Vitale, take it easy,” the doctor cautioned when Leonardo strained to move his legs but failed once more.“Why the fuck can't I feel my legs?!” His voice was louder now, fueled with anger.“Mr. Vitale, calm down—”“Don't fucking tell me what to do!” he thundered, knocking over the tray of medical equipment by his side. I flinched as the tray fell to the ground with a clanking sound, its contents rolling away.“Leonardo…” I gasped, my voice lower than a breath.“Fuck!” Leonardo slammed his fist into the mattress, breathing hard, his jaw clenched so tightly it looked like it might crack. “I’m not staying in this bed. I’m not—” His voice broke for the first time, barely audible. “I’m not going out like this.”My heart twisted painfully in my chest.“Mr. Vitale, you shouldn't force—” the doctor shut up mi
TESSA I hummed softly, stirring as fingers brushed through my hair. My eyes blinked open, adjusting to the light. A dull ache shot through my neck from sleeping in such an awkward position, and I winced as I tried to lift my head. “Watching you sleep just became my favorite thing to do,” a deep, familiar voice murmured. I lifted my gaze to meet his. His eyes, those deep green eyes I thought I might never see open again, stared back at me. In that moment, every fear I’d carried for days washed out of my chest like someone had finally let me breathe again. “You’re awake…” I whispered, my voice catching as I wiped a tiny line of drool from the corner of my mouth. Heat rushed to my cheeks. “How—how are you feeling?” He tried to push himself up and immediately hissed in pain. “Easy,” I said quickly, placing my hand gently on his chest to stop him. “Don’t try to move yet.” Leonardo let out a low groan. “Hurts like hell,” he exhaled roughly. “How long…have I been out?” His brows kni
TESSA“Tessa…” his voice was gravelly, like it hurt him to speak. His fingers curled weakly around mine as his eyes fluttered close. His chest rose in a shallow breath. I bit my lower lip to stop the sobs that came out. “I thought…” I exhaled through my lips in an attempt to calm myself down. “I thought I lost you,” I said with a broken laugh, even as tears streamed down my face.He groaned painfully. “Mi dispiace,” he said in a strained voice. (I'm sorry)“No. No,” I shook my head. “You don't have to say sorry. You came back,” I said, wiping my cheeks with the back of my hand. “You came back to me and that's all that matters.”“But I made—” he began, his voice was strained, like it hurt him just to speak.“Shh,” I said, brushing the strands of hair sticking to his forehead. “Don't try to speak. Just breathe.”He nodded, exhaling faintly as his eyes flickered. “Don't go.” He whispered, fragile and afraid in a way that I had never heard from him.My heart broke all over again.“I won
TESSA It has been two unbearable weeks since I received the news that during the surgery, he went into a cardiac arrest and that landed him in a coma. Two weeks and the only proof that Leonardo was still alive came from a machine. Two weeks of listening to the steady beeping of the machine and praying it wouldn't be the last sound tying him to this world. I stared at his pale face, tubes connected to his mouth and my chest tightened so painfully I could barely breathe. It felt like someone had pierced a dagger through my heart and kept twisting. The doctors were not sure about the outcome of the surgery. Everything went well but suddenly towards the end there was a slight complication and since then he has been in this state. Not moving, not blinking, not even saying a word. Countless times I'd spoken to him, begging him to wake up, to come back to me but each time, I was met with silence. I held his cold palms in mine, raising them up to my cheeks as my vision blurred again.
TESSA My hands were shaking badly, my heart pounding so hard and fast against my chest that I thought it'd explode. The car barely slowed down in front of the hospital before I already rushed out, bursting through the hospital doors. I could feel Matteo on my tail as I rushed out, my flip flops squeaking on the tiles. I didn't care that I looked a mess. My hair was falling everywhere, my hands wouldn't stop shaking and I was still in my long robe from earlier. But none of that mattered to me. I ran to the front desk, barely catching my breath and calming myself down. “I'm here for Leonardo,” my voice was hoarse and cracking. “Leonardo Vitale. He–he was brought in tonight. Please–please, where is he?” I rushed out, tapping my sweaty palms impatiently on the desk. The nurse looked at my disheveled form for a second as if trying to piece me together. "Signora, si calmi. Chi è lei? E qual è il suo rapporto con il paziente?” (Ma'am, calm down. Who are you? And what is your relati
LEONARDO “Then tell me!” Tell me what it means! Because I’m losing my mind trying to figure you out—” “It’s not that simple,” I hissed, running my fingers through my hair, irritation bubbling up within me. I wanted her. For fuck’s sake I did! I wanted every inch of her, for every breath she took to be mine. I wanted to be her peace and solace, but in a world like this, it was beyond impossible. No matter how much I desired her, I couldn't afford to show any weakness. Like vipers, humans prey on weaknesses. People like me don't get to have hearts. The last thing I wanted was to bring my guard down, to be vulnerable around her. I'd sworn never to repeat my father's mistakes. Never to put trust on the line. If I let her in… she’d see everything. The blood, the scars, the rot underneath. She’d see the man who had to bury his emotions to survive. And if she saw that, she’d run. They always do. “Then make it simple! I deserve to know if we… if any of this even means anything to







